Yeah I know. Start with a red flag, right? Great way to get a game. Hear me out: CST player from Illinois, 30+ y/o player looking for a group to play in.
I've been new and learned how some people want play to go. Been a veteran and learned what I learned before may be bad? So... I know the game. I know how to be charismatic. I Don't know people, will start off shy, but am generally outgoing when I get comfortable, very creative, and (here's another red flag) very blunt and honest.
My defense is I play to have fun, and the way I have fun is trying to make things fun for others. I do not tolerate cruelty and harassment well, nor manipulation, hostility, or any other negative traits along those lines. I've had some bad bad BAD experiences and it's left me insecure about my rp. I can't help but feel it may be my fault but... I love rp. I miss rping.
I hear the phrase 'no rp is better than bad rp' but for me no rp is worse than bad rp. Doesn't mean I'm happy or willing to join hostile groups voluntarily but... you know what I mean, right?
Anyway. Free 24/7 at current. Still live in U.S. Illinois CST.
It is all about finding the right table. Thankfully a lot of tables have session zeros now so that players can all get comfortable with character concepts and make sure everyone wants to actually go on the adventure they signed up for.
If you ever want to talk through anything feel free to reach out on my Discord, especially with the history of this hobby we all need to be each other's support system.
Yeah I know. Start with a red flag, right? Great way to get a game. Hear me out: CST player from Illinois, 30+ y/o player looking for a group to play in.
I've been new and learned how some people want play to go. Been a veteran and learned what I learned before may be bad? So... I know the game. I know how to be charismatic. I Don't know people, will start off shy, but am generally outgoing when I get comfortable, very creative, and (here's another red flag) very blunt and honest.
My defense is I play to have fun, and the way I have fun is trying to make things fun for others. I do not tolerate cruelty and harassment well, nor manipulation, hostility, or any other negative traits along those lines. I've had some bad bad BAD experiences and it's left me insecure about my rp. I can't help but feel it may be my fault but... I love rp. I miss rping.
I hear the phrase 'no rp is better than bad rp' but for me no rp is worse than bad rp. Doesn't mean I'm happy or willing to join hostile groups voluntarily but... you know what I mean, right?
Anyway. Free 24/7 at current. Still live in U.S. Illinois CST.
It is all about finding the right table. Thankfully a lot of tables have session zeros now so that players can all get comfortable with character concepts and make sure everyone wants to actually go on the adventure they signed up for.
If you ever want to talk through anything feel free to reach out on my Discord, especially with the history of this hobby we all need to be each other's support system.
"Find your next great gaming experience"
Discord: DmOz
Aww. You so sweet.