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Sup, I am Marshmallow. I just turned 22 and I am looking to join a game. Feel free to private message me about stuff or add me on discord to chat.

My Tabletop History: In late 2019 around Halloween, my ex introduced me to a tabletop group. That group consisted of 8 players which included 5 different dm's who ran on different days. Over the years that group had drama and several people left. I ended up playing 17 DND campaigns, 2 Call Of Cthulhu campaigns, 1 Mutants And Master Minds campaign, 2 Rogue Trader campaigns, and 2 Pathfinder 2e campaigns. Those campaigns I played in were most homebrew settings though 5 of them were modules/prewritten content. Alot of these campaigns though fell through because of many different scenarios (people getting busy, party drama, personal issues, etc). Those Dnd campaigns tended to be extremely difficult so I was forced to make optimal builds after the first two campaigns I ever joined. In 2020, I started my own homebrew campaign world and am currently running 3 campaigns for the remaining of said group. All campaigns I have been apart of or am currently running are fully contained or ran on discord using private servers and different bots. I also rarely missed a session only ever being missing if sick or busy with personal affairs.

My Play Style: I usually play whatever the party composition or whatever the DM recommends. Most of the time though, I like to make characters that are strange in concept or interesting roleplay wise for me. For example a female drow twilight cleric under Elistrae in a DND campaign where drow are more hated from Lolth worshippers attacking the surface in massive hordes at night. Another example is a lizardfolk tiefling monk who is a circus performer in a PF2e campaign where both tiefling and lizardfolk are seen as awful monsters with a rival being a high elf champion seer who tries to make me look like a minion of Zevgavizeb when I merely want to be seen as another person who has passions and dreams.

My Pros: I know where to get information to make characters. I take notes that range from the whole session or only my interactions in a session. If things are looking bad, I will usually try anything in my power to save the party. If I get comfortable around the group, I will be a bit more outspoken. I tend to show up to sessions on time, if I can't show up I will leave a message to the dm. 

My Cons: I am both shy and pessimistic so I can tend to be quiet until talked to or completely overthink things to the point of either fear, sorrow, or confusion. If I am in distress or confusion, things will usually fly completely over my head without me noticing making me unable to respond properly to people. I have been told that I also type too much, go too indepth on character creation (small things that probably will never come up in campaigns), make too many plans for stuff. Never used roll20 or dndbeyond to play a game but I am willing to learn.

Favorite Settings: Anything horror or thriller related both high or low fantasy.

Least Favorite Settings: Sci-fi

What Am I Looking For: A group that is 18+ who are willing to help me grow as a player since I feel as though I am lacking the fundamentals of a player (roleplay and creativity over optimal build).

Availability: It is up for change but currently Mondays, Tuesdays, and Thursdays at 7:30 est.

Timezones: Est

Discord: Marshmallow#4564

i am currently looking for players for a game it is a dnd like game where you play as a dragon in an expansive inversive world the basics of the story are that there is that the queen of the mountain dragons has died unexpectantly and that left her three daughters left behind as heirs though she has not named one. they are all fighting over the throne now and they had involved most of the other races.

Elysium_#7257
also some of your cons are pros actually for my kind of playstyle, and I have some of the same problems

Hi, I'm super new to D&D but I'm in EST as well and I'm super patient and I think I can learn relatively quickly. Maybe we can get a group together? I would love to do tabletop but I don't know too many people know my area.