Looking to play so badly I'm willing to pay

Game: D&D 5e
Group preferred: Online, In-person Dallas area
Experience: Been playing for 27 years
Location/Timezone: CST
Availability: Sunday after 1-7, Monday 2-7, Tuesday 2-7, Wednesday N/A, Thursday 2-7, Friday 2-7, Saturday all-day
Preferred role: Player
Game style: Flexible and enjoys 40% role play, 60% combat, rather have my actions build the world instead of my words build the world. I LOVE playing the healer, something that I have played for a long time. I do know when it too let a player die to achieve the goal of the group, however; I have a few players' death's on my hands to ensure the big baddie died. I play like Batman, stoically silent in the background and only speak when there is something potent to be said. Rather play a fun game than a silly game and rather play a goofy game than a super serious one, the healthy balance. Oh and the "pay to play" part, I am willing to pay for the time of a DM to show my seriousness, and I expect the same from my DM, lets not waste time and roll some rocks!!!!