Faster and faster as darkness descends. You trip and you fall but can't get up again. This tale has been written with blood staining pen. You’re here for this page but won’t see how it ends.
Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish) My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate. I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic, but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
To explain: since I generally need to rant (typing in my phone here :D):
My school’s Homecoming was today! Amazing! I spent the entire week debating whether I should go or not, only to decide to go (and get peer-pressured into it) thirty minutes before it started.
So, I go. Thirty minutes, I’m chatting with friends, being nonchalant, pretending like I’m looking for somebody, when guess what — my crush turns up.
Obviously the perfect moment to ask. Guess what? I didn’t do it. He even gave me a flower — although I think it was more like a “hey, give this to someone else” thing — what do yall think?
Then, I sort of milled around. Caught him a few more times, even alone once, didn’t say anything.
We even went out and played frisbee at 10 PM (which is surprisingly fun) and guess what? Just us two, there? I don’t care about the fact that he’s a sophomore and I’m a freshman. I don’t care what people will say or think.
But what I (GP)ing hate is that I didn’t take the chance — because I was unsure that I was good enough for him.
Any insight, all? I’m probably not going to see it until Monday. What would you say I do? I’m in a pretty dark place because of this and I just need some advice.
On another note, how do I tell my parents? They’re very supportive of me and would love it but I just can’t bring it up for some reason.
I’m sorry, guys. I’m a weird piece of (GP). Feel free not to respond. I just needed to get that out.
Weslockes, I only just saw this, sorry. I want to say, I've been there. Like, almost exactly there. And I did what you did, and felt what I imagine you felt.
Except for me it was...what, coming on a year ago? I told myself "It's fine. I'll tell him later." I put it off, said I could maybe try again later. But turns out, I'd blown my chance. I decided not to tell him until later...until one of the last days of school that school year. And he skipped the whole last week. I never did get to tell him, and it weighs on me every time I think about him or see him in the hallway. It hurts a lot, and I have no way of just talking to him one-on-one anymore.
I don't want you to go through that. Tell him. If you are worried about being forward, try getting his number or his Insta or something first. And freshman-sophomore's not a bad age gap. Don't worry about it too much.
And I want to say, that you are good enough. Even if it is sometimes a little difficult to believe. I know it is for me. But you are good enough. Just think for a bit. You and he played frisbee at night and had fun! He does not think you're not good enough. If he thought so he wouldn't have played, and he definitely wouldn't have had fun.
Nobody gives a (gp) about freshman/sophomore, my lovely girlfriend is a sophomore, im a freshman, and i know a couple other freshman/sophomore pairs
I say just go for it
it’s scary as (gp) but it’s worth it
potato is right, you’re good enough for him
and if he doesn’t think so?
he’s not worth your effort
lol thx Selia
…I didn’t realize this would come back up. Working on it :D
Wbu, tho? How go things?
But like also he’s popular and talkative and pretty and all and…well, I can run fast and write well. That’s ’bout It. We’re decent friends, and he’s gay, but…idk.
Doesn't make a difference. Hearkening back to my example, I'm the quiet person in the corner who is nice to people and doesn't curse and am a skinny-as-all-get-out bookworm with no hope in any exercise-related situation. But he was a very popular, very outgoing, very funny, very athletic, and very attractive individual. I am none of those things. But that didn't stop me from going for it and taking the shot. Plenty of other stuff stopped me but it wasn't that :)
Alright. I’ll try. We sound pretty similar IRL tho just I do all the nerdy sports
And again, thank you both. I’m merely wallowing in my pain and not doing something I could, and you guys are helping me so much. Thanks :)
Wes, respectfully
boys are stupid. Even the gay ones. Most of the time, you literally need to scream “IM GAY” in their faces for them to notice anything.
Thank you for coming to my TedTalk
*plays the Ted talk music outro*
Fr lol
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Right. Maybe not the garlic bread cult. Garlic bread crew? I'm also ace :)
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Hi! I'm Potato. I am a theater kid and a player and DM using 2014 5th edition D&D. I am always happy to help with whatever you need. D&D issues, unrelated questions, and anything in between. They/them Baalze title: Bearer of the Standard
Right. Maybe not the garlic bread cult. Garlic bread crew? I'm also ace :)
Hi ace!
I Might be ace, Idk
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Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish) My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate. I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic, but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish) My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate. I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic, but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
But Celeste/Aspen/idk, if you want to find out if he’s gay, literally ask him. Just tell him how you feel, and give him a back door if it’s not how he feels. It knocks out two birds with one fell swoop, and could end out badly — or pretty (GP)ing well.
Anyway bye all
talk more later when I’m not feeling like a Russian Sleep Experiment patient
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wes (he/him) – DM, romantic, a little bit eldritch The Soft in the Storm, your Friendly Neighborhood Storysmith, The Fae Conspirator eat RP run repeat you’re all really cool – know that please coming forth to rebehold the stars extended sig here, check it out!
But Celeste/Aspen/idk, if you want to find out if he’s gay, literally ask him. Just tell him how you feel, and give him a back door if it’s not how he feels. It knocks out two birds with one fell swoop, and could end out badly — or pretty (GP)ing well.
Anyway bye all
talk more later when I’m not feeling like a Russian Sleep Experiment patient
Actually, I meant to say Aye, but wrote bye, Im still here
Also, why am I getting romantic advice?
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Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish) My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate. I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic, but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish) My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate. I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic, but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
But Celeste/Aspen/idk, if you want to find out if he’s gay, literally ask him. Just tell him how you feel, and give him a back door if it’s not how he feels. It knocks out two birds with one fell swoop, and could end out badly — or pretty (GP)ing well.
Anyway bye all
talk more later when I’m not feeling like a Russian Sleep Experiment patient
Actually, I meant to say Aye, but wrote bye, Im still here
Also, why am I getting romantic advice?
Um...I think we were giving it to other people.
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Hi! I'm Potato. I am a theater kid and a player and DM using 2014 5th edition D&D. I am always happy to help with whatever you need. D&D issues, unrelated questions, and anything in between. They/them Baalze title: Bearer of the Standard
But Celeste/Aspen/idk, if you want to find out if he’s gay, literally ask him. Just tell him how you feel, and give him a back door if it’s not how he feels. It knocks out two birds with one fell swoop, and could end out badly — or pretty (GP)ing well.
Anyway bye all
talk more later when I’m not feeling like a Russian Sleep Experiment patient
Actually, I meant to say Aye, but wrote bye, Im still here
Also, why am I getting romantic advice?
Um...I think we were giving it to other people.
Oh
Ooops, I got confused because they quoted my post
How are you potato?
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Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish) My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate. I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic, but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
Holding the gas can, asking friend if they started his fire
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Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish) My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate. I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic, but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
we’ll work together to design a Dragon! It could be villainous, good natured, a collector of art, a ruiner of civilizations, whatever y’all want. You can make a lair for it, personality, npcs surrounding them, whatever y’all want. Go wild.
the only description I will give you for this will be it’s age and type.
lets do… Ancient Black Dragon.
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This is TheFriendlyArchfey’s Alternate Account! “I don’t know why Pretty boy is an insult. I’m the prettiest boy in this goddamn town.”
_-One more time, for the Money- Two Time, for the Love- Three time, for the Beauty, these are the things that dreams are made of-_
_-At The First Thanksgiving-__-Official Harbinger of Mariah Carey-__-Secretly Mrs. Claus-_
“I believe the greatest act of rebellion in this world is staying soft.”
we’ll work together to design a Dragon! It could be villainous, good natured, a collector of art, a ruiner of civilizations, whatever y’all want. You can make a lair for it, personality, npcs surrounding them, whatever y’all want. Go wild.
the only description I will give you for this will be it’s age and type.
lets do… Ancient Black Dragon.
OooooO
Is this a challenge?
Bacause I will love this
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Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish) My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate. I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic, but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
Holding the gas can, asking friend if they started his fire
Yes-
Then I must be free
But that can't be possible, because I am still me
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Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish) My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate. I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic, but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
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Faster and faster as darkness descends.
You trip and you fall but can't get up again.
This tale has been written with blood staining pen.
You’re here for this page but won’t see how it ends.
My Baalze given title is The Last of All Kings
Hello gonzy
Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish)
My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate.
I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic,
but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me
ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
You mean yourself
Hallo
People who aren't from here or DeviantArt might know me from various games or might know me as Dino on some of those games
I will go by these if ya wanna say something nicknames: Dinao, Diano, Or Dino
'tis all
:p
Fr lol
wes (he/him) – DM, romantic, a little bit eldritch
The Soft in the Storm, your Friendly Neighborhood Storysmith, The Fae Conspirator
eat RP run repeat
you’re all really cool – know that please
coming forth to rebehold the stars
extended sig here, check it out!
Ayo, Gato!
wes (he/him) – DM, romantic, a little bit eldritch
The Soft in the Storm, your Friendly Neighborhood Storysmith, The Fae Conspirator
eat RP run repeat
you’re all really cool – know that please
coming forth to rebehold the stars
extended sig here, check it out!
Right. Maybe not the garlic bread cult. Garlic bread crew?
I'm also ace :)
Hi! I'm Potato. I am a theater kid and a player and DM using 2014 5th edition D&D. I am always happy to help with whatever you need. D&D issues, unrelated questions, and anything in between.
They/them
Baalze title: Bearer of the Standard
Hi ace!
I Might be ace, Idk
Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish)
My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate.
I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic,
but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me
ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
Aye wes!
Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish)
My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate.
I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic,
but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me
ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
Yup, cya
But Celeste/Aspen/idk, if you want to find out if he’s gay, literally ask him. Just tell him how you feel, and give him a back door if it’s not how he feels. It knocks out two birds with one fell swoop, and could end out badly — or pretty (GP)ing well.
Anyway bye all
talk more later when I’m not feeling like a Russian Sleep Experiment patient
wes (he/him) – DM, romantic, a little bit eldritch
The Soft in the Storm, your Friendly Neighborhood Storysmith, The Fae Conspirator
eat RP run repeat
you’re all really cool – know that please
coming forth to rebehold the stars
extended sig here, check it out!
Actually, I meant to say Aye, but wrote bye, Im still here
Also, why am I getting romantic advice?
Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish)
My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate.
I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic,
but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me
ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
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Hallo
People who aren't from here or DeviantArt might know me from various games or might know me as Dino on some of those games
I will go by these if ya wanna say something nicknames: Dinao, Diano, Or Dino
'tis all
:p
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Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish)
My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate.
I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic,
but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me
ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
Um...I think we were giving it to other people.
Hi! I'm Potato. I am a theater kid and a player and DM using 2014 5th edition D&D. I am always happy to help with whatever you need. D&D issues, unrelated questions, and anything in between.
They/them
Baalze title: Bearer of the Standard
Oh
Ooops, I got confused because they quoted my post
How are you potato?
Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish)
My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate.
I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic,
but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me
ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
BORKy
Hallo
People who aren't from here or DeviantArt might know me from various games or might know me as Dino on some of those games
I will go by these if ya wanna say something nicknames: Dinao, Diano, Or Dino
'tis all
:p
Standing back watchin my mansion burn to ash
Holding the gas can, asking friend if they started his fire
Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish)
My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate.
I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic,
but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me
ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
Yes-
Hallo
People who aren't from here or DeviantArt might know me from various games or might know me as Dino on some of those games
I will go by these if ya wanna say something nicknames: Dinao, Diano, Or Dino
'tis all
:p
Let’s do something fun.
we’ll work together to design a Dragon! It could be villainous, good natured, a collector of art, a ruiner of civilizations, whatever y’all want. You can make a lair for it, personality, npcs surrounding them, whatever y’all want. Go wild.
the only description I will give you for this will be it’s age and type.
lets do… Ancient Black Dragon.
This is TheFriendlyArchfey’s Alternate Account! “I don’t know why Pretty boy is an insult. I’m the prettiest boy in this goddamn town.”
_-One more time, for the Money- Two Time, for the Love- Three time, for the Beauty, these are the things that dreams are made of-_
_-At The First Thanksgiving-_ _-Official Harbinger of Mariah Carey-_ _-Secretly Mrs. Claus-_
“I believe the greatest act of rebellion in this world is staying soft.”
OooooO
Is this a challenge?
Bacause I will love this
Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish)
My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate.
I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic,
but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me
ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.
Then I must be free
But that can't be possible, because I am still me
Hello! Call me Gato or Mother (Cat in Spanish)
My pronouns are They/them, but they can fluctuate.
I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfluid, Pansexual, and Aromantic,
but this community means the world to me; you cannot change that about me
ALL HAIL O_MERLIN_O. 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem; they are my D&D children.