Missing Trauma

Your oldest memory is being restrained to a table and a dark shadowy blade slicing into your head and something being pulled out. The face of a slender pale woman draped in black robes grinning down out you saying "oh this is delicious memory... let's see if there's more..." and you black out.

 

Each morning you need to make a constitution saving throw (DC10) as you relive the sensation of your personal memories being ripped away in your dreams. Every night you dream of warmth, fear, joy, anger and love leaving you what no knowledge of the memories that gave you those feelings. Failing this save means you suffer the effects of 1 point of exhaustion until you take a short rest.

 

You retain all knowledge you have, but you have no idea where or how you learnt it. Any personal experience you have is from that moment forward of your memories being torn out of you.

 

You are vulnerable to psychic damage.

 

You can be triggered by moments of heightened emotion, situations similar to what you experienced or psychic damage. Should any of these occur roll 1 d8. On a 1 panic and suffer the effects of frightened. Since your are your own source of your fear your speed is halved rather than not being able to move towards something. At the end of each turn you can roll to overcome your fear. DC 15 wis save. Overcoming your fear grants inspiration once you calm yourself. Inspirations do not stack.