New player with different playstyle looking for a group :)

Game: D&D 5e
Group preferred: Online
Experience: New.  I've only played twice.
Timezone: GMT-3
Availability: Pretty much every day of the week starting at 6:30pm (in my timezone)
Preferred role: Player
Game style: Any type of game is fine with me, (as long as it isn't a paid session lol) i really love this game and i barely got to play it because of my different playstyle that tends to turn people off and reject me.
 I love playing monsters, and with that i mean true monsters, things that are not humanoid and would be considered grotesque or otherworldly. I'm not a murder-hobo or troublesome at all, the only thing i want is to roleplay as a monster.