i am interested but i have never played before

i have never played before but i am interested in playing i don't have a group.

i don't understand how game works or if ill enjoy it so i am not sure if i should join anything incase i don't continue 

i also have severe social anxiety and cant talk to people i don't know well which makes me think its impossible for me to play

all i know is i have enjoyed creating characters

Hi, we have a completely text based online campaign, depending on your timezone you might be able to join. Here's a link to my post: https://www.dndbeyond.com/forums/d-d-beyond-general/looking-for-players-groups/121343-gmt-1-lfp-friday-7-10pm-curse-of-strahd-campaign