Total Beginner Looking For Group!

Game: D&D 5e
Group type: Online / VC preferred (discord, dont have roll20)
Experience: Total Beginner
Location/Timezone: Turkey / GMT +3
Schedule: All day for weekends, evening hours for weekdays (except wednesday and friday)
Roles sought: Player
Game style: I'm looking for something that has both rp and combat sufficently.

Hello. My name is Nabukad, I'm 26 and live in Turkey. I spent most of my teen and adult years hating DnD, whenever I saw something related to it I got infuriated. Not because I hated it, but because I couldnt play it while everybody else enjoyed something I didnt have means to enjoy. I live in a fairly conservative city with close to 0 people whom I can share my interests with. Now that I have time and found out rpg games can be played online too, I wanted to give it a try. I'm no stranger to fantasy worlds, in fact I'm writing fantasy book as of the moment. I love this shit. Even thinking about playing an ttrpg game with friends gets me excited through the roof. 

(Disclosing this in case it's a big deal for you) Now, since Turkey's currency, TL, also known as shitcoin, has dipped beyond belief, if I wanted to get the books originally it would have costed me half of Turkey's minimum wage so I pirated them as of the moment, I'm genuinely sorry for doing this.

I have Players Handbook, Tasha's Couldron, Volo's Guide, Xanathar's Guide and Sword Coast Adventurer as of now. I have created a character (didnt make sheet yet) that I want to play, a Protector Aasimar Hexblade, and am willing to make changes (but it would destroy me) as the DM deems necessary. I also created a specific background but can pick from choices if need be.

My English is fairly decent. Any group of people are welcome by my side, although I dont fare well with racists and aggresive conservatives. I started watching Critical Role recently, and I know real games may differ from it so no unfair expectations from my side. I'm just looking for a group who can embrace a total beginner.

If you are interested, dm me or answer down below and I'll share my discord. Thanks for taking the time.  

Im also new i would love to play with a total beginner like me. We can learn together my discord is TODOROKI #4699

Hi! Would you be looking to play online? If so, I'd love to get in on this as I am also a total beginner! My discord is Ruth InGame#0023 if you want to keep in touch :)

https://www.dndbeyond.com/forums/d-d-beyond-general/looking-for-players-groups/129676-westmarches-group-seeks-new-players-any-timezone