— δ cyno • he/him • number one paladin fanδ — making a smoothie for meta ——————| EXTENDED SIG |—————— Φ • redpelt’s biggest fan :) DM, minmaxer, microbiology student, and lover of anything colored red • Φ
Luna is coughing by the lakeside. They press a napkin up to their mouth and it it noticeably redder when they put it in their pocket.
Caleb walks over.
”are you alright?”
“I haven’t been “alright” in a long time”
“Whats happening?”
They shrug “nothing new “
“You were coughing up blood. Is that normal?”
“For me? Yes.”
“Thats concerning.”
“I’m used to it”
“Do you know why it happens?”
“Yes”
“Why?”
“It’s nothing you need to worry about”
“Okay.”
They lay down on the ground and look up at the stars “besides, what even matters anymore? My parents hate me, I can never seem to make any friends, and the only person who actually cares about me, I barely even see? Just makes me think, if I had just put that knife in a just little bit deeper I could have saved myself so much pain and headache.”
Luna is coughing by the lakeside. They press a napkin up to their mouth and it it noticeably redder when they put it in their pocket.
Caleb walks over.
”are you alright?”
“I haven’t been “alright” in a long time”
“Whats happening?”
They shrug “nothing new “
“You were coughing up blood. Is that normal?”
“For me? Yes.”
“Thats concerning.”
“I’m used to it”
“Do you know why it happens?”
“Yes”
“Why?”
“It’s nothing you need to worry about”
“Okay.”
They lay down on the ground and look up at the stars “besides, what even matters anymore? My parents hate me, I can never seem to make any friends, and the only person who actually cares about me, I barely even see? Just makes me think, if I had just put that knife in a just little bit deeper I could have saved myself so much pain and headache.”
He sits down.
”But I’m you’re friend.” He says about the part where they say they can’t make any friends. He is silent for the rest.
Luna is coughing by the lakeside. They press a napkin up to their mouth and it it noticeably redder when they put it in their pocket.
Caleb walks over.
”are you alright?”
“I haven’t been “alright” in a long time”
“Whats happening?”
They shrug “nothing new “
“You were coughing up blood. Is that normal?”
“For me? Yes.”
“Thats concerning.”
“I’m used to it”
“Do you know why it happens?”
“Yes”
“Why?”
“It’s nothing you need to worry about”
“Okay.”
They lay down on the ground and look up at the stars “besides, what even matters anymore? My parents hate me, I can never seem to make any friends, and the only person who actually cares about me, I barely even see? Just makes me think, if I had just put that knife in a just little bit deeper I could have saved myself so much pain and headache.”
He sits down.
”But I’m you’re friend.” He says about the part where they say they can’t make any friends. He is silent for the rest.
“I guess so. But you’ll move on. Everyone always does. Give a week, at most a month and you will have forgotten about me and I will be back where I started all over again. Trying to find some sort of meaning or waiting on whatever my uncle sends me to keep busy.
“Are you comfortable talking about it?” The temperature drops again.
He shakes his head again.
“..okay.” Caleb’s fingertips are coated in frost.
AJ reaches to entertwine his fingers with Caleb’s, trying to warm Caleb’s hands.
The ice melts. Caleb is still kinda cold, though.
AJ presses his hands against Caleb’s cheeks, looking him in the eyes. “Can I tell you something serious?”
“…Yeah.”
“I live my life in fear. I’m terrified that I’m going to die young and achieve nothing but be another poverty statistic. Or worse, I live till I’m old, never doing anything meaningful with my life rotting away slowly. I’m scared about the way I feel. I don’t know why I feel the things I do or how other people feel about me and that terrifies me. What if I mess things up? What if I ruin the friendships I’ve made because I act stupid and pushy? I like you. A lot.” AJ blushes a bit. “But I like other people too. Is that ok? Am I a horrible person because I know that I’ll have to make a choice between my favorite people? I don’t know what to do.. I just.. I..” He closes his eyes.
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— δ cyno • he/him • number one paladin fanδ — making a smoothie for meta ——————| EXTENDED SIG |—————— Φ • redpelt’s biggest fan :) DM, minmaxer, microbiology student, and lover of anything colored red • Φ
Luna is coughing by the lakeside. They press a napkin up to their mouth and it it noticeably redder when they put it in their pocket.
Caleb walks over.
”are you alright?”
“I haven’t been “alright” in a long time”
“Whats happening?”
They shrug “nothing new “
“You were coughing up blood. Is that normal?”
“For me? Yes.”
“Thats concerning.”
“I’m used to it”
“Do you know why it happens?”
“Yes”
“Why?”
“It’s nothing you need to worry about”
“Okay.”
They lay down on the ground and look up at the stars “besides, what even matters anymore? My parents hate me, I can never seem to make any friends, and the only person who actually cares about me, I barely even see? Just makes me think, if I had just put that knife in a just little bit deeper I could have saved myself so much pain and headache.”
He sits down.
”But I’m you’re friend.” He says about the part where they say they can’t make any friends. He is silent for the rest.
“I guess so. But you’ll move on. Everyone always does. Give a week, at most a month and you will have forgotten about me and I will be back where I started all over again. Trying to find some sort of meaning or waiting on whatever my uncle sends me to keep busy.
— δ cyno • he/him • number one paladin fanδ — making a smoothie for meta ——————| EXTENDED SIG |—————— Φ • redpelt’s biggest fan :) DM, minmaxer, microbiology student, and lover of anything colored red • Φ
“Are you comfortable talking about it?” The temperature drops again.
He shakes his head again.
“..okay.” Caleb’s fingertips are coated in frost.
AJ reaches to entertwine his fingers with Caleb’s, trying to warm Caleb’s hands.
The ice melts. Caleb is still kinda cold, though.
AJ presses his hands against Caleb’s cheeks, looking him in the eyes. “Can I tell you something serious?”
“…Yeah.”
“I live my life in fear. I’m terrified that I’m going to die young and achieve nothing but be another poverty statistic. Or worse, I live till I’m old, never doing anything meaningful with my life rotting away slowly. I’m scared about the way I feel. I don’t know why I feel the things I do or how other people feel about me and that terrifies me. What if I mess things up? What if I ruin the friendships I’ve made because I act stupid and pushy? I like you. A lot.” AJ blushes a bit. “But I like other people too. Is that ok? Am I a horrible person because I know that I’ll have to make a choice between my favorite people? I don’t know what to do.. I just.. I..” He closes his eyes.
“I-… Everything is alright…” he doesn’t really know what else to say.
Luna is coughing by the lakeside. They press a napkin up to their mouth and it it noticeably redder when they put it in their pocket.
Caleb walks over.
”are you alright?”
“I haven’t been “alright” in a long time”
“Whats happening?”
They shrug “nothing new “
“You were coughing up blood. Is that normal?”
“For me? Yes.”
“Thats concerning.”
“I’m used to it”
“Do you know why it happens?”
“Yes”
“Why?”
“It’s nothing you need to worry about”
“Okay.”
They lay down on the ground and look up at the stars “besides, what even matters anymore? My parents hate me, I can never seem to make any friends, and the only person who actually cares about me, I barely even see? Just makes me think, if I had just put that knife in a just little bit deeper I could have saved myself so much pain and headache.”
He sits down.
”But I’m you’re friend.” He says about the part where they say they can’t make any friends. He is silent for the rest.
“I guess so. But you’ll move on. Everyone always does. Give a week, at most a month and you will have forgotten about me and I will be back where I started all over again. Trying to find some sort of meaning or waiting on whatever my uncle sends me to keep busy.
I won't be grain of sand Slippin' down the hour glass Watchin' every minute fall through I will pay the price Never satisfied, I'm never gonna be refused
I won't be grain of sand Slippin' down the hour glass Watchin' every minute fall through I will pay the price Never satisfied, I'm never gonna be refused
I won't be grain of sand Slippin' down the hour glass Watchin' every minute fall through I will pay the price Never satisfied, I'm never gonna be refused
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AJ presses his hands against Caleb’s cheeks, looking him in the face. “Can I tell you something serious?”
— δ cyno • he/him • number one paladin fan δ —
making a smoothie for meta
——————| EXTENDED SIG |——————
Φ • redpelt’s biggest fan :) DM, minmaxer, microbiology student, and lover of anything colored red • Φ
They lay down on the ground and look up at the stars “besides, what even matters anymore? My parents hate me, I can never seem to make any friends, and the only person who actually cares about me, I barely even see? Just makes me think, if I had just put that knife in a just little bit deeper I could have saved myself so much pain and headache.”
He sits down.
”But I’m you’re friend.” He says about the part where they say they can’t make any friends. He is silent for the rest.
“…Yeah.”
“I guess so. But you’ll move on. Everyone always does. Give a week, at most a month and you will have forgotten about me and I will be back where I started all over again. Trying to find some sort of meaning or waiting on whatever my uncle sends me to keep busy.
“I live my life in fear. I’m terrified that I’m going to die young and achieve nothing but be another poverty statistic. Or worse, I live till I’m old, never doing anything meaningful with my life rotting away slowly. I’m scared about the way I feel. I don’t know why I feel the things I do or how other people feel about me and that terrifies me. What if I mess things up? What if I ruin the friendships I’ve made because I act stupid and pushy? I like you. A lot.” AJ blushes a bit. “But I like other people too. Is that ok? Am I a horrible person because I know that I’ll have to make a choice between my favorite people? I don’t know what to do.. I just.. I..” He closes his eyes.
— δ cyno • he/him • number one paladin fan δ —
making a smoothie for meta
——————| EXTENDED SIG |——————
Φ • redpelt’s biggest fan :) DM, minmaxer, microbiology student, and lover of anything colored red • Φ
“No. I won’t.”
*I gtg, bye!*
— δ cyno • he/him • number one paladin fan δ —
making a smoothie for meta
——————| EXTENDED SIG |——————
Φ • redpelt’s biggest fan :) DM, minmaxer, microbiology student, and lover of anything colored red • Φ
“I-… Everything is alright…” he doesn’t really know what else to say.
*bye!*
“Yes you will”
“I won’t. I know i won’t.”
“Why?”
“Because you’re a great friend.”
“I am?”
“Yeah.”
*I was offline, noooo lol*
He is immedietly hugged by anthony
(good morning)
they/her Always open to chat. Just send me a PM
I won't be grain of sand
Slippin' down the hour glass
Watchin' every minute fall through
I will pay the price
Never satisfied, I'm never gonna be refused
(hello?)
they/her Always open to chat. Just send me a PM
I won't be grain of sand
Slippin' down the hour glass
Watchin' every minute fall through
I will pay the price
Never satisfied, I'm never gonna be refused
(anyone on?)
they/her Always open to chat. Just send me a PM
I won't be grain of sand
Slippin' down the hour glass
Watchin' every minute fall through
I will pay the price
Never satisfied, I'm never gonna be refused