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I lied to my therapist

that probably wasn’t the smartest choice

 Why and what did you say

 Because i can’t trust her

i told her i was fine, and yes, I’ll tell her if i need an appointment. Stuff like that. I lie to her a lot. I would be doing therapy every other day if I didn’t

 I’m just not going to say anything because I know people aren’t going to like it 

 I have a guess as to what you aren’t saying, and you’re probably right.

but just say it. Please. I won’t get mad.

 You heard it folks. For what I am about to say, do not get mad at me, as she/they quite literally asked for it 

You’re being a spoiled brat. You have a chance that tons of people (including me myself) would do all kinds of things for, and what do you do? You squander it. You have so much privilege, and you act like you’re in the trenches. I get it, talking to a borderline stranger about your deepest darkest emotions and how you feel can be scary. But you have doctor client confidentiality (which means that what happened in the room stays in the room) and even then, you don’t have very much to worry about even if they did tell your parents. From what I’ve heard, your parents are awesome. The fact that they support you and are willing to pay money for your well being says plenty about them. Even if you won’t talk to your therapist, at least show some gratitude 

 Thank you

not what i was expecting

but i guess I needed it

i am mad. But not at you. At myself. Because you’re right.

so thanks for the reality check

 

i guess i am a spoiled brat

i try really hard not to be

but i guess im failing miserably

so

sorry

 There’s no need to be sorry. We’re all human (most of us at least) and we all make mistakes. Sometimes we don’t even realize we’ve made a mistake, and we need someone to tell us. You and me Sel, we’re those kinds of people. I’m not going to pretend that I’m perfect or without my faults, heck, I’m not even a good person. But we have qualities that outshine our blemishes, and we need to keep that in mind. Work on the bad, polish the good. 

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I lied to my therapist

that probably wasn’t the smartest choice

 Why and what did you say

 Because i can’t trust her

i told her i was fine, and yes, I’ll tell her if i need an appointment. Stuff like that. I lie to her a lot. I would be doing therapy every other day if I didn’t

 I’m just not going to say anything because I know people aren’t going to like it 

 I have a guess as to what you aren’t saying, and you’re probably right.

but just say it. Please. I won’t get mad.

 You heard it folks. For what I am about to say, do not get mad at me, as she/they quite literally asked for it 

You’re being a spoiled brat. You have a chance that tons of people (including me myself) would do all kinds of things for, and what do you do? You squander it. You have so much privilege, and you act like you’re in the trenches. I get it, talking to a borderline stranger about your deepest darkest emotions and how you feel can be scary. But you have doctor client confidentiality (which means that what happened in the room stays in the room) and even then, you don’t have very much to worry about even if they did tell your parents. From what I’ve heard, your parents are awesome. The fact that they support you and are willing to pay money for your well being says plenty about them. Even if you won’t talk to your therapist, at least show some gratitude 

 Thank you

not what i was expecting

but i guess I needed it

i am mad. But not at you. At myself. Because you’re right.

so thanks for the reality check

 

i guess i am a spoiled brat

i try really hard not to be

but i guess im failing miserably

so

sorry

 There’s no need to be sorry. We’re all human (most of us at least) and we all make mistakes. Sometimes we don’t even realize we’ve made a mistake, and we need someone to tell us. You and me Sel, we’re those kinds of people. I’m not going to pretend that I’m perfect or without my faults, heck, I’m not even a good person. But we have qualities that outshine our blemishes, and we need to keep that in mind. Work on the bad, polish the good. 

 You must think im an awful person

i swear i try. I try so freaking hard.  But i break everything i come near. I don’t mean to. So bye. I’m sorry

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I lied to my therapist

that probably wasn’t the smartest choice

 Why and what did you say

 Because i can’t trust her

i told her i was fine, and yes, I’ll tell her if i need an appointment. Stuff like that. I lie to her a lot. I would be doing therapy every other day if I didn’t

 I’m just not going to say anything because I know people aren’t going to like it 

 I have a guess as to what you aren’t saying, and you’re probably right.

but just say it. Please. I won’t get mad.

 You heard it folks. For what I am about to say, do not get mad at me, as she/they quite literally asked for it 

You’re being a spoiled brat. You have a chance that tons of people (including me myself) would do all kinds of things for, and what do you do? You squander it. You have so much privilege, and you act like you’re in the trenches. I get it, talking to a borderline stranger about your deepest darkest emotions and how you feel can be scary. But you have doctor client confidentiality (which means that what happened in the room stays in the room) and even then, you don’t have very much to worry about even if they did tell your parents. From what I’ve heard, your parents are awesome. The fact that they support you and are willing to pay money for your well being says plenty about them. Even if you won’t talk to your therapist, at least show some gratitude 

 Thank you

not what i was expecting

but i guess I needed it

i am mad. But not at you. At myself. Because you’re right.

so thanks for the reality check

 

i guess i am a spoiled brat

i try really hard not to be

but i guess im failing miserably

so

sorry

 There’s no need to be sorry. We’re all human (most of us at least) and we all make mistakes. Sometimes we don’t even realize we’ve made a mistake, and we need someone to tell us. You and me Sel, we’re those kinds of people. I’m not going to pretend that I’m perfect or without my faults, heck, I’m not even a good person. But we have qualities that outshine our blemishes, and we need to keep that in mind. Work on the bad, polish the good. 

 You must think im an awful person

i swear i try. I try so freaking hard.  But i break everything i come near. I don’t mean to. So bye. I’m sorry

 Sel, I think you’re an awesome person. A little broken, but we all are in our own ways. And don’t try for me. Try for yourself. And compared to me, you’re an angel on the good person spectrum. And you know how honest I am. I don’t lie. I say what I think is right and necessary, and this is exactly that

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I lied to my therapist

that probably wasn’t the smartest choice

 Why and what did you say

 Because i can’t trust her

i told her i was fine, and yes, I’ll tell her if i need an appointment. Stuff like that. I lie to her a lot. I would be doing therapy every other day if I didn’t

 I’m just not going to say anything because I know people aren’t going to like it 

 I have a guess as to what you aren’t saying, and you’re probably right.

but just say it. Please. I won’t get mad.

 You heard it folks. For what I am about to say, do not get mad at me, as she/they quite literally asked for it 

You’re being a spoiled brat. You have a chance that tons of people (including me myself) would do all kinds of things for, and what do you do? You squander it. You have so much privilege, and you act like you’re in the trenches. I get it, talking to a borderline stranger about your deepest darkest emotions and how you feel can be scary. But you have doctor client confidentiality (which means that what happened in the room stays in the room) and even then, you don’t have very much to worry about even if they did tell your parents. From what I’ve heard, your parents are awesome. The fact that they support you and are willing to pay money for your well being says plenty about them. Even if you won’t talk to your therapist, at least show some gratitude 

 Thank you

not what i was expecting

but i guess I needed it

i am mad. But not at you. At myself. Because you’re right.

so thanks for the reality check

 

i guess i am a spoiled brat

i try really hard not to be

but i guess im failing miserably

so

sorry

 There’s no need to be sorry. We’re all human (most of us at least) and we all make mistakes. Sometimes we don’t even realize we’ve made a mistake, and we need someone to tell us. You and me Sel, we’re those kinds of people. I’m not going to pretend that I’m perfect or without my faults, heck, I’m not even a good person. But we have qualities that outshine our blemishes, and we need to keep that in mind. Work on the bad, polish the good. 

 You must think im an awful person

i swear i try. I try so freaking hard.  But i break everything i come near. I don’t mean to. So bye. I’m sorry

 Sel, I think you’re an awesome person. A little broken, but we all are in our own ways. And don’t try for me. Try for yourself. And compared to me, you’re an angel on the good person spectrum. And you know how honest I am. I don’t lie. I say what I think is right and necessary, and this is exactly that

 I don’t understand you.

You call me an @$$ and a spoiled brat, then say I’m an awesome person.

I’m not saying I didn’t deserve either of those, but it doesn’t make sense to me.

I gave up on trying for myself. I can’t find anything whole enough. All I have left are shattered pieces and a crypt of memories. I know it sounds like I‘m exaggerating, but I’m being dead serious. Other people are the only reason I’m still here.

*crashes through the wall at Mach 163, followed closely by what seems to be a manhole cover* Do I hear someone being sad?

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 Hi elk

hello sel

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*crashes through the wall at Mach 163, followed closely by what seems to be a manhole cover* Do I hear someone being sad?

 Hi elk

 Hi Sel. You good?

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*crashes through the wall at Mach 163, followed closely by what seems to be a manhole cover* Do I hear someone being sad?

 Hi elk

 Hi Sel. You good?

 Does it matter?

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*crashes through the wall at Mach 163, followed closely by what seems to be a manhole cover* Do I hear someone being sad?

 Hi elk

 Hi Sel. You good?

 Does it matter?

 YES

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*crashes through the wall at Mach 163, followed closely by what seems to be a manhole cover* Do I hear someone being sad?

 Hi elk

 Hi Sel. You good?

 Does it matter?

 YES

 Huh

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 Hi elk

 Hi Sel. You good?

 Does it matter?

 YES

 Huh

gloomy June by Chxrlotte

thats about how im feeling right now

 Not sure what that song is, but I think I get your point anyway. I'm fixin' to head to bed, but know that I'd rather sacrifice sleep to cheer you or anyone else on here up rather than let y'all feel sad. Just let me know.

Once more I ask. How are the peoples?

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 I am the fine. Are you the fine?

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 I am the fine. Are you the fine?

 I am the decent. I have the idea, and I am almost done with the school

I am the tired, and got called in on my day off to the work. Otherwise I’m the good.

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I am the tired, and got called in on my day off to the work. Otherwise I’m the good.

 Well that's the stupid

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Once more I ask. How are the peoples?

 I am the fine. Are you the fine?

 I am the decent. I have the idea, and I am almost done with the school

 A brilliant the idea?

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Once more I ask. How are the peoples?

 I am the fine. Are you the fine?

 I am the decent. I have the idea, and I am almost done with the school

 A brilliant the idea?

 Depends on your definition of the brilliant 

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I lied to my therapist

that probably wasn’t the smartest choice

 Why and what did you say

 Because i can’t trust her

i told her i was fine, and yes, I’ll tell her if i need an appointment. Stuff like that. I lie to her a lot. I would be doing therapy every other day if I didn’t

 I’m just not going to say anything because I know people aren’t going to like it 

 I have a guess as to what you aren’t saying, and you’re probably right.

but just say it. Please. I won’t get mad.

 You heard it folks. For what I am about to say, do not get mad at me, as she/they quite literally asked for it 

You’re being a spoiled brat. You have a chance that tons of people (including me myself) would do all kinds of things for, and what do you do? You squander it. You have so much privilege, and you act like you’re in the trenches. I get it, talking to a borderline stranger about your deepest darkest emotions and how you feel can be scary. But you have doctor client confidentiality (which means that what happened in the room stays in the room) and even then, you don’t have very much to worry about even if they did tell your parents. From what I’ve heard, your parents are awesome. The fact that they support you and are willing to pay money for your well being says plenty about them. Even if you won’t talk to your therapist, at least show some gratitude 

 Thank you

not what i was expecting

but i guess I needed it

i am mad. But not at you. At myself. Because you’re right.

so thanks for the reality check

 

i guess i am a spoiled brat

i try really hard not to be

but i guess im failing miserably

so

sorry

 There’s no need to be sorry. We’re all human (most of us at least) and we all make mistakes. Sometimes we don’t even realize we’ve made a mistake, and we need someone to tell us. You and me Sel, we’re those kinds of people. I’m not going to pretend that I’m perfect or without my faults, heck, I’m not even a good person. But we have qualities that outshine our blemishes, and we need to keep that in mind. Work on the bad, polish the good. 

 You must think im an awful person

i swear i try. I try so freaking hard.  But i break everything i come near. I don’t mean to. So bye. I’m sorry

 Sel, I think you’re an awesome person. A little broken, but we all are in our own ways. And don’t try for me. Try for yourself. And compared to me, you’re an angel on the good person spectrum. And you know how honest I am. I don’t lie. I say what I think is right and necessary, and this is exactly that

 I don’t understand you.

You call me an @$$ and a spoiled brat, then say I’m an awesome person.

I’m not saying I didn’t deserve either of those, but it doesn’t make sense to me.

I gave up on trying for myself. I can’t find anything whole enough. All I have left are shattered pieces and a crypt of memories. I know it sounds like I‘m exaggerating, but I’m being dead serious. Other people are the only reason I’m still here.

 its hard to break something that is already broken. aka. me