it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
I wouldn't say that. Why do you think that?
too many reasons to list
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THE ALT OF FOALIN you can call me Fay, or make something up. "No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing) extended sig(hint, click) :3
it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
I wouldn't say that. Why do you think that?
too many reasons to list
Give me a few. I'm semi-intrigued now.
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Build us a door And rest here with me Lights are on But nobody's home... extended sig
it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
I wouldn't say that. Why do you think that?
too many reasons to list
It doesn't matter. Unless you've done a severe crime or something like that, it's not bad that you're a 'loser'. Let's be honest. We use DDB, the dnd app, to chat online. We are prbly all losers. But that ain't that bad. So have you ruined people's lives? Have you done things that no one should do? Or are you a nerd with low self esteem hating on yourself for no apparent reason?
it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
**** NO
Whoa, chill, Gato.
Sorry
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Hello! Call meTana. My pronouns are She/Her. I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace I will mother you if you are being stupid. ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
I wouldn't say that. Why do you think that?
too many reasons to list
It doesn't matter. Unless you've done a severe crime or something like that, it's not bad that you're a 'loser'. Let's be honest. We use DDB, the dnd app, to chat online. We are prbly all losers. But that ain't that bad. So have you ruined people's lives? Have you done things that no one should do? Or are you a nerd with low self esteem hating on yourself for no apparent reason?
Yes. Exactly that. We're all pretty similar, Foalin. It's OK to be who we are.
also: wait, there's a DDB app? I actually didn't know this...
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Build us a door And rest here with me Lights are on But nobody's home... extended sig
it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
**** NO
Whoa, chill, Gato.
Sorry
Meh, it's all good. I might've overreacted a bit.
Hru?
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Build us a door And rest here with me Lights are on But nobody's home... extended sig
it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
**** NO
Whoa, chill, Gato.
Sorry
Meh, it's all good. I might've overreacted a bit.
Hru?
I do not know
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Hello! Call meTana. My pronouns are She/Her. I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace I will mother you if you are being stupid. ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
I wouldn't say that. Why do you think that?
too many reasons to list
Give me a few. I'm semi-intrigued now.
I'm weak, I'm not smart, I'm not funny, I'm not cool, I'm not attractive, I don't know how to talk to people, I'm constantly paralyzed by anxiety, I cant explain myself, I really don't have a life, I'm not nice, I'm not sympathetic, I'm not empathetic, I'm selfish, I'm a coward, I'm a wannabe, I'm lazy, I have anger issues, I numb my emotions, I cant stop masking and just be me, I cant concentrate, i've got a really dirty mind, I'm so under confident I double check people's names even if i've known them for a long time, I've got really weird, habits, some of them nearly socially unacceptable, I've got sh*itty hygiene, the only thing I'm good at is video games, which I'm even that good, I'm unreliable, I'm constantly living in daydreams. I cant figure out what I want, who I like, who I want to be, how I feel, I'm constantly telling myself I'm not enough. I manipulate people all the time, I lie without thinking, I never feel guilty or ashamed, I'm afraid of rejection, I have trust issues, I'm afraid that people will see me how I really am/how I see myself, I'm afraid of abandonment, even though i've never been abandoned by anyone, Im afraid everyone just wants to use me for something and doesn't actually care about me. I have some more, if that's not enough. oh and I open up to people on the internet.
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THE ALT OF FOALIN you can call me Fay, or make something up. "No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing) extended sig(hint, click) :3
it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
I wouldn't say that. Why do you think that?
too many reasons to list
Give me a few. I'm semi-intrigued now.
I'm weak, I'm not smart, I'm not funny, I'm not cool, I'm not attractive, I don't know how to talk to people, I'm constantly paralyzed by anxiety, I cant explain myself, I really don't have a life, I'm not nice, I'm not sympathetic, I'm not empathetic, I'm selfish, I'm a coward, I'm a wannabe, I'm lazy, I have anger issues, I numb my emotions, I cant stop masking and just be me, I cant concentrate, i've got a really dirty mind, I'm so under confident I double check people's names even if i've known them for a long time, I've got really weird, habits, some of them nearly socially unacceptable, I've got sh*itty hygiene, the only thing I'm good at is video games, which I'm even that good, I'm unreliable, I'm constantly living in daydreams. I cant figure out what I want, who I like, who I want to be, how I feel, I'm constantly telling myself I'm not enough. I manipulate people all the time, I lie without thinking, I never feel guilty or ashamed, I'm afraid of rejection, I have trust issues, I'm afraid that people will see me how I really am/how I see myself, I'm afraid of abandonment, even though i've never been abandoned by anyone, Im afraid everyone just wants to use me for something and doesn't actually care about me. I have some more, if that's not enough. oh and I open up to people on the internet.
And you just described me four months ago
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Hello! Call meTana. My pronouns are She/Her. I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace I will mother you if you are being stupid. ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
I wouldn't say that. Why do you think that?
too many reasons to list
Give me a few. I'm semi-intrigued now.
I'm weak, I'm not smart, I'm not funny, I'm not cool, I'm not attractive, I don't know how to talk to people, I'm constantly paralyzed by anxiety, I cant explain myself, I really don't have a life, I'm not nice, I'm not sympathetic, I'm not empathetic, I'm selfish, I'm a coward, I'm a wannabe, I'm lazy, I have anger issues, I numb my emotions, I cant stop masking and just be me, I cant concentrate, i've got a really dirty mind, I'm so under confident I double check people's names even if i've known them for a long time, I've got really weird, habits, some of them nearly socially unacceptable, I've got sh*itty hygiene, the only thing I'm good at is video games, which I'm even that good, I'm unreliable, I'm constantly living in daydreams. I cant figure out what I want, who I like, who I want to be, how I feel, I'm constantly telling myself I'm not enough. I manipulate people all the time, I lie without thinking, I never feel guilty or ashamed, I'm afraid of rejection, I have trust issues, I'm afraid that people will see me how I really am/how I see myself, I'm afraid of abandonment, even though i've never been abandoned by anyone, Im afraid everyone just wants to use me for something and doesn't actually care about me. I have some more, if that's not enough. oh and I open up to people on the internet.
And you just described me four months ago
oh ya, I forgot one. the thing I hate most in the entire universe is myself
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THE ALT OF FOALIN you can call me Fay, or make something up. "No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing) extended sig(hint, click) :3
it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
I wouldn't say that. Why do you think that?
too many reasons to list
Give me a few. I'm semi-intrigued now.
I'm weak, I'm not smart, I'm not funny, I'm not cool, I'm not attractive, I don't know how to talk to people, I'm constantly paralyzed by anxiety, I cant explain myself, I really don't have a life, I'm not nice, I'm not sympathetic, I'm not empathetic, I'm selfish, I'm a coward, I'm a wannabe, I'm lazy, I have anger issues, I numb my emotions, I cant stop masking and just be me, I cant concentrate, i've got a really dirty mind, I'm so under confident I double check people's names even if i've known them for a long time, I've got really weird, habits, some of them nearly socially unacceptable, I've got sh*itty hygiene, the only thing I'm good at is video games, which I'm even that good, I'm unreliable, I'm constantly living in daydreams. I cant figure out what I want, who I like, who I want to be, how I feel, I'm constantly telling myself I'm not enough. I manipulate people all the time, I lie without thinking, I never feel guilty or ashamed, I'm afraid of rejection, I have trust issues, I'm afraid that people will see me how I really am/how I see myself, I'm afraid of abandonment, even though i've never been abandoned by anyone, Im afraid everyone just wants to use me for something and doesn't actually care about me. I have some more, if that's not enough. oh and I open up to people on the internet.
And you just described me four months ago
oh ya, I forgot one. the thing I hate most in the entire universe is myself
Yep, that was me
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Hello! Call meTana. My pronouns are She/Her. I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace I will mother you if you are being stupid. ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
I wouldn't say that. Why do you think that?
too many reasons to list
Give me a few. I'm semi-intrigued now.
I'm weak, I'm not smart, I'm not funny, I'm not cool, I'm not attractive, I don't know how to talk to people, I'm constantly paralyzed by anxiety, I cant explain myself, I really don't have a life, I'm not nice, I'm not sympathetic, I'm not empathetic, I'm selfish, I'm a coward, I'm a wannabe, I'm lazy, I have anger issues, I numb my emotions, I cant stop masking and just be me, I cant concentrate, i've got a really dirty mind, I'm so under confident I double check people's names even if i've known them for a long time, I've got really weird, habits, some of them nearly socially unacceptable, I've got sh*itty hygiene, the only thing I'm good at is video games, which I'm even that good, I'm unreliable, I'm constantly living in daydreams. I cant figure out what I want, who I like, who I want to be, how I feel, I'm constantly telling myself I'm not enough. I manipulate people all the time, I lie without thinking, I never feel guilty or ashamed, I'm afraid of rejection, I have trust issues, I'm afraid that people will see me how I really am/how I see myself, I'm afraid of abandonment, even though i've never been abandoned by anyone, Im afraid everyone just wants to use me for something and doesn't actually care about me. I have some more, if that's not enough. oh and I open up to people on the internet.
And you just described me four months ago
oh ya, I forgot one. the thing I hate most in the entire universe is myself
Yep, that was me
oh, I forgot another one. I'm a total pervert too
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THE ALT OF FOALIN you can call me Fay, or make something up. "No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing) extended sig(hint, click) :3
it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
I wouldn't say that. Why do you think that?
too many reasons to list
Give me a few. I'm semi-intrigued now.
I'm weak, I'm not smart, I'm not funny, I'm not cool, I'm not attractive, I don't know how to talk to people, I'm constantly paralyzed by anxiety, I cant explain myself, I really don't have a life, I'm not nice, I'm not sympathetic, I'm not empathetic, I'm selfish, I'm a coward, I'm a wannabe, I'm lazy, I have anger issues, I numb my emotions, I cant stop masking and just be me, I cant concentrate, i've got a really dirty mind, I'm so under confident I double check people's names even if i've known them for a long time, I've got really weird, habits, some of them nearly socially unacceptable, I've got sh*itty hygiene, the only thing I'm good at is video games, which I'm even that good, I'm unreliable, I'm constantly living in daydreams. I cant figure out what I want, who I like, who I want to be, how I feel, I'm constantly telling myself I'm not enough. I manipulate people all the time, I lie without thinking, I never feel guilty or ashamed, I'm afraid of rejection, I have trust issues, I'm afraid that people will see me how I really am/how I see myself, I'm afraid of abandonment, even though i've never been abandoned by anyone, Im afraid everyone just wants to use me for something and doesn't actually care about me. I have some more, if that's not enough. oh and I open up to people on the internet.
And you just described me four months ago
oh ya, I forgot one. the thing I hate most in the entire universe is myself
Yep, that was me
oh, I forgot another one. I'm a total pervert too
Same!
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Hello! Call meTana. My pronouns are She/Her. I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace I will mother you if you are being stupid. ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
I wouldn't say that. Why do you think that?
too many reasons to list
Give me a few. I'm semi-intrigued now.
I'm weak, I'm not smart, I'm not funny, I'm not cool, I'm not attractive, I don't know how to talk to people, I'm constantly paralyzed by anxiety, I cant explain myself, I really don't have a life, I'm not nice, I'm not sympathetic, I'm not empathetic, I'm selfish, I'm a coward, I'm a wannabe, I'm lazy, I have anger issues, I numb my emotions, I cant stop masking and just be me, I cant concentrate, i've got a really dirty mind, I'm so under confident I double check people's names even if i've known them for a long time, I've got really weird, habits, some of them nearly socially unacceptable, I've got sh*itty hygiene, the only thing I'm good at is video games, which I'm even that good, I'm unreliable, I'm constantly living in daydreams. I cant figure out what I want, who I like, who I want to be, how I feel, I'm constantly telling myself I'm not enough. I manipulate people all the time, I lie without thinking, I never feel guilty or ashamed, I'm afraid of rejection, I have trust issues, I'm afraid that people will see me how I really am/how I see myself, I'm afraid of abandonment, even though i've never been abandoned by anyone, Im afraid everyone just wants to use me for something and doesn't actually care about me. I have some more, if that's not enough. oh and I open up to people on the internet.
And you just described me four months ago
oh ya, I forgot one. the thing I hate most in the entire universe is myself
Yep, that was me
oh, I forgot another one. I'm a total pervert too
Same!
my parents are also masters at dismissing and invalidating feelings. and favouring my older brother.
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THE ALT OF FOALIN you can call me Fay, or make something up. "No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing) extended sig(hint, click) :3
it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
I wouldn't say that. Why do you think that?
too many reasons to list
Give me a few. I'm semi-intrigued now.
I'm weak, I'm not smart, I'm not funny, I'm not cool, I'm not attractive, I don't know how to talk to people, I'm constantly paralyzed by anxiety, I cant explain myself, I really don't have a life, I'm not nice, I'm not sympathetic, I'm not empathetic, I'm selfish, I'm a coward, I'm a wannabe, I'm lazy, I have anger issues, I numb my emotions, I cant stop masking and just be me, I cant concentrate, i've got a really dirty mind, I'm so under confident I double check people's names even if i've known them for a long time, I've got really weird, habits, some of them nearly socially unacceptable, I've got sh*itty hygiene, the only thing I'm good at is video games, which I'm even that good, I'm unreliable, I'm constantly living in daydreams. I cant figure out what I want, who I like, who I want to be, how I feel, I'm constantly telling myself I'm not enough. I manipulate people all the time, I lie without thinking, I never feel guilty or ashamed, I'm afraid of rejection, I have trust issues, I'm afraid that people will see me how I really am/how I see myself, I'm afraid of abandonment, even though i've never been abandoned by anyone, Im afraid everyone just wants to use me for something and doesn't actually care about me. I have some more, if that's not enough. oh and I open up to people on the internet.
So am I, you're pretty damn smart in my book, who cares if you're funny or not? it doesn't matter, none of us are cool either (maybe Gibber secretly is an extraplanar being and I don't know but anyway), nor am I, but who actually cares? Foalin, I guarantee you that you will make giant strides if you decide not to wait for anyone else, you don't need to know how to talk to people------ none of us do! Just make them talk! Anxiety is debilitating for everyone, you're not alone, no one can fully explain themselves, nor do any of us, like Tar said, we're all talking on DDB right now, you're actually really nice buddy I swear on everything I know, sympathy and empathy are difficult, but you've helped Gato and that shows that that's to the contrary, everyone's selfish, it's human nature, cowardice is better than being crazy wild, and everyone is a wannabe, we all are lazy because no one really wants to do things, anger issues are my forte! Things make us angry, and we continue on, your emotions are numbed if you don't want yourself to feel them, just allow them to affect you and it'll feel so much better, the real me (who still loves animal crackers!) is buried deep down inside and look what I've realized is you're still being you...although you think that you is something else just because you're unhappy with who you are, it means that you're not focusing on the you that you are, I can't concentrate either, it's hard, just do things in bits, and skibidi toilet to the next one and shoot I ran out of time but the rest will be answered later!
And for opening up to the Internet: don't we all? Bo Burnham has an excellent song about this digital world, as well...
it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
I wouldn't say that. Why do you think that?
too many reasons to list
Give me a few. I'm semi-intrigued now.
I'm weak, I'm not smart, I'm not funny, I'm not cool, I'm not attractive, I don't know how to talk to people, I'm constantly paralyzed by anxiety, I cant explain myself, I really don't have a life, I'm not nice, I'm not sympathetic, I'm not empathetic, I'm selfish, I'm a coward, I'm a wannabe, I'm lazy, I have anger issues, I numb my emotions, I cant stop masking and just be me, I cant concentrate, i've got a really dirty mind, I'm so under confident I double check people's names even if i've known them for a long time, I've got really weird, habits, some of them nearly socially unacceptable, I've got sh*itty hygiene, the only thing I'm good at is video games, which I'm even that good, I'm unreliable, I'm constantly living in daydreams. I cant figure out what I want, who I like, who I want to be, how I feel, I'm constantly telling myself I'm not enough. I manipulate people all the time, I lie without thinking, I never feel guilty or ashamed, I'm afraid of rejection, I have trust issues, I'm afraid that people will see me how I really am/how I see myself, I'm afraid of abandonment, even though i've never been abandoned by anyone, Im afraid everyone just wants to use me for something and doesn't actually care about me. I have some more, if that's not enough. oh and I open up to people on the internet.
And you just described me four months ago
oh ya, I forgot one. the thing I hate most in the entire universe is myself
Yep, that was me
oh, I forgot another one. I'm a total pervert too
Same!
my parents are also masters at dismissing and invalidating feelings. and favouring my older brother.
So know that you're better than them.
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it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
I wouldn't say that. Why do you think that?
too many reasons to list
Give me a few. I'm semi-intrigued now.
I'm weak, I'm not smart, I'm not funny, I'm not cool, I'm not attractive, I don't know how to talk to people, I'm constantly paralyzed by anxiety, I cant explain myself, I really don't have a life, I'm not nice, I'm not sympathetic, I'm not empathetic, I'm selfish, I'm a coward, I'm a wannabe, I'm lazy, I have anger issues, I numb my emotions, I cant stop masking and just be me, I cant concentrate, i've got a really dirty mind, I'm so under confident I double check people's names even if i've known them for a long time, I've got really weird, habits, some of them nearly socially unacceptable, I've got sh*itty hygiene, the only thing I'm good at is video games, which I'm even that good, I'm unreliable, I'm constantly living in daydreams. I cant figure out what I want, who I like, who I want to be, how I feel, I'm constantly telling myself I'm not enough. I manipulate people all the time, I lie without thinking, I never feel guilty or ashamed, I'm afraid of rejection, I have trust issues, I'm afraid that people will see me how I really am/how I see myself, I'm afraid of abandonment, even though i've never been abandoned by anyone, Im afraid everyone just wants to use me for something and doesn't actually care about me. I have some more, if that's not enough. oh and I open up to people on the internet.
So you aren't the average societal standards, your weak, and you have problems with emotions. You should probably get tested for some neurodevelopmental disorders. Also, most of this seems like you haven't dome anything wrong, you just have issues that therapy can help with. That doesn't make you a bad person. And dirty mind, my guy, you are a teenager. That's pretty common. Afraid of rejection. Like most people. You can't figure out who you want to be, seems like you have some time to take and self thinking to do. Daydreams, (https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/diseases/23336-maladaptive-daydreaming), those could be maladaptive daydreaming, seek therapy. NONE of this makes you a bad person. Just someone with issues you need to get help with. Now, me saying this ain't gonna cure you. But if you follow through with therapy and being tested for stuff, it will help. Is our hygiene because you forget?
And, Foalin. You never need to figure out who you like, what you want. Those are things that are determined in the moment.
I've spent years trying to figure out who I like, and now I like someone (and Gato, I still haven't asked him, but I'll talk to you about that another time), and...I've realized it doesn't matter. You don't need to like someone yet. We're still young. We have time. I will steal Elon Musk's money and give it to you if there isn't someone in the world who likes you the way you like them...
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it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
I wouldn't say that. Why do you think that?
too many reasons to list
Give me a few. I'm semi-intrigued now.
I'm weak, I'm not smart, I'm not funny, I'm not cool, I'm not attractive, I don't know how to talk to people, I'm constantly paralyzed by anxiety, I cant explain myself, I really don't have a life, I'm not nice, I'm not sympathetic, I'm not empathetic, I'm selfish, I'm a coward, I'm a wannabe, I'm lazy, I have anger issues, I numb my emotions, I cant stop masking and just be me, I cant concentrate, i've got a really dirty mind, I'm so under confident I double check people's names even if i've known them for a long time, I've got really weird, habits, some of them nearly socially unacceptable, I've got sh*itty hygiene, the only thing I'm good at is video games, which I'm even that good, I'm unreliable, I'm constantly living in daydreams. I cant figure out what I want, who I like, who I want to be, how I feel, I'm constantly telling myself I'm not enough. I manipulate people all the time, I lie without thinking, I never feel guilty or ashamed, I'm afraid of rejection, I have trust issues, I'm afraid that people will see me how I really am/how I see myself, I'm afraid of abandonment, even though i've never been abandoned by anyone, Im afraid everyone just wants to use me for something and doesn't actually care about me. I have some more, if that's not enough. oh and I open up to people on the internet.
So you aren't the average societal standards, your weak, and you have problems with emotions. You should probably get tested for some neurodevelopmental disorders. Also, most of this seems like you haven't dome anything wrong, you just have issues that therapy can help with. That doesn't make you a bad person. And dirty mind, my guy, you are a teenager. That's pretty common. Afraid of rejection. Like most people. You can't figure out who you want to be, seems like you have some time to take and self thinking to do. Daydreams, (https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/diseases/23336-maladaptive-daydreaming), those could be maladaptive daydreaming, seek therapy. NONE of this makes you a bad person. Just someone with issues you need to get help with. Now, me saying this ain't gonna cure you. But if you follow through with therapy and being tested for stuff, it will help. Is our hygiene because you forget?
my bad hygiene is mostly because I have no reason to take care of myself, and all of my will power goes toward getting out of bed and doing what I have to.
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THE ALT OF FOALIN you can call me Fay, or make something up. "No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing) extended sig(hint, click) :3
And, Foalin. You never need to figure out who you like, what you want. Those are things that are determined in the moment.
I've spent years trying to figure out who I like, and now I like someone (and Gato, I still haven't asked him, but I'll talk to you about that another time), and...I've realized it doesn't matter. You don't need to like someone yet. We're still young. We have time. I will steal Elon Musk's money and give it to you if there isn't someone in the world who likes you the way you like them...
so where's my money?
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THE ALT OF FOALIN you can call me Fay, or make something up. "No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing) extended sig(hint, click) :3
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too many reasons to list
THE ALT OF FOALIN
you can call me Fay, or make something up.
"No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh
if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing)
extended sig(hint, click) :3
Give me a few. I'm semi-intrigued now.
Build us a door
And rest here with me
Lights are on
But nobody's home...
extended sig
It doesn't matter. Unless you've done a severe crime or something like that, it's not bad that you're a 'loser'. Let's be honest. We use DDB, the dnd app, to chat online. We are prbly all losers. But that ain't that bad. So have you ruined people's lives? Have you done things that no one should do? Or are you a nerd with low self esteem hating on yourself for no apparent reason?
Sig but long ^w^
Gulpmissle Day, Saturday, Feburay 15th, 2025
💛🤍💜🖤 🩷💛💙
Salem has dubbed me Fellow Pancake of The Fox.
Henlo, I am a pan, NB, chaotic ADHD mess of a furry.
I am also a eepy eeper, who likes WoF, WC, and fire.
Sorry
Hello! Call me Tana.
My pronouns are She/Her.
I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace
I will mother you if you are being stupid.
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
Yes. Exactly that. We're all pretty similar, Foalin. It's OK to be who we are.
also: wait, there's a DDB app? I actually didn't know this...
Build us a door
And rest here with me
Lights are on
But nobody's home...
extended sig
Meh, it's all good. I might've overreacted a bit.
Hru?
Build us a door
And rest here with me
Lights are on
But nobody's home...
extended sig
I do not know
Hello! Call me Tana.
My pronouns are She/Her.
I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace
I will mother you if you are being stupid.
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
I'm weak, I'm not smart, I'm not funny, I'm not cool, I'm not attractive, I don't know how to talk to people, I'm constantly paralyzed by anxiety, I cant explain myself, I really don't have a life, I'm not nice, I'm not sympathetic, I'm not empathetic, I'm selfish, I'm a coward, I'm a wannabe, I'm lazy, I have anger issues, I numb my emotions, I cant stop masking and just be me, I cant concentrate, i've got a really dirty mind, I'm so under confident I double check people's names even if i've known them for a long time, I've got really weird, habits, some of them nearly socially unacceptable, I've got sh*itty hygiene, the only thing I'm good at is video games, which I'm even that good, I'm unreliable, I'm constantly living in daydreams. I cant figure out what I want, who I like, who I want to be, how I feel, I'm constantly telling myself I'm not enough. I manipulate people all the time, I lie without thinking, I never feel guilty or ashamed, I'm afraid of rejection, I have trust issues, I'm afraid that people will see me how I really am/how I see myself, I'm afraid of abandonment, even though i've never been abandoned by anyone, Im afraid everyone just wants to use me for something and doesn't actually care about me. I have some more, if that's not enough. oh and I open up to people on the internet.
THE ALT OF FOALIN
you can call me Fay, or make something up.
"No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh
if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing)
extended sig(hint, click) :3
And you just described me four months ago
Hello! Call me Tana.
My pronouns are She/Her.
I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace
I will mother you if you are being stupid.
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
oh ya, I forgot one. the thing I hate most in the entire universe is myself
THE ALT OF FOALIN
you can call me Fay, or make something up.
"No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh
if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing)
extended sig(hint, click) :3
Yep, that was me
Hello! Call me Tana.
My pronouns are She/Her.
I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace
I will mother you if you are being stupid.
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
oh, I forgot another one. I'm a total pervert too
THE ALT OF FOALIN
you can call me Fay, or make something up.
"No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh
if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing)
extended sig(hint, click) :3
Same!
Hello! Call me Tana.
My pronouns are She/Her.
I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace
I will mother you if you are being stupid.
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
my parents are also masters at dismissing and invalidating feelings. and favouring my older brother.
THE ALT OF FOALIN
you can call me Fay, or make something up.
"No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh
if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing)
extended sig(hint, click) :3
So am I, you're pretty damn smart in my book, who cares if you're funny or not? it doesn't matter, none of us are cool either (maybe Gibber secretly is an extraplanar being and I don't know but anyway), nor am I, but who actually cares? Foalin, I guarantee you that you will make giant strides if you decide not to wait for anyone else, you don't need to know how to talk to people------ none of us do! Just make them talk! Anxiety is debilitating for everyone, you're not alone, no one can fully explain themselves, nor do any of us, like Tar said, we're all talking on DDB right now, you're actually really nice buddy I swear on everything I know, sympathy and empathy are difficult, but you've helped Gato and that shows that that's to the contrary, everyone's selfish, it's human nature, cowardice is better than being crazy wild, and everyone is a wannabe, we all are lazy because no one really wants to do things, anger issues are my forte! Things make us angry, and we continue on, your emotions are numbed if you don't want yourself to feel them, just allow them to affect you and it'll feel so much better, the real me (who still loves animal crackers!) is buried deep down inside and look what I've realized is you're still being you...although you think that you is something else just because you're unhappy with who you are, it means that you're not focusing on the you that you are, I can't concentrate either, it's hard, just do things in bits, and skibidi toilet to the next one and shoot I ran out of time but the rest will be answered later!
And for opening up to the Internet: don't we all? Bo Burnham has an excellent song about this digital world, as well...
Build us a door
And rest here with me
Lights are on
But nobody's home...
extended sig
So know that you're better than them.
Build us a door
And rest here with me
Lights are on
But nobody's home...
extended sig
So you aren't the average societal standards, your weak, and you have problems with emotions. You should probably get tested for some neurodevelopmental disorders. Also, most of this seems like you haven't dome anything wrong, you just have issues that therapy can help with. That doesn't make you a bad person. And dirty mind, my guy, you are a teenager. That's pretty common. Afraid of rejection. Like most people. You can't figure out who you want to be, seems like you have some time to take and self thinking to do. Daydreams, (https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/diseases/23336-maladaptive-daydreaming), those could be maladaptive daydreaming, seek therapy. NONE of this makes you a bad person. Just someone with issues you need to get help with. Now, me saying this ain't gonna cure you. But if you follow through with therapy and being tested for stuff, it will help. Is our hygiene because you forget?
Sig but long ^w^
Gulpmissle Day, Saturday, Feburay 15th, 2025
💛🤍💜🖤 🩷💛💙
Salem has dubbed me Fellow Pancake of The Fox.
Henlo, I am a pan, NB, chaotic ADHD mess of a furry.
I am also a eepy eeper, who likes WoF, WC, and fire.
And, Foalin. You never need to figure out who you like, what you want. Those are things that are determined in the moment.
I've spent years trying to figure out who I like, and now I like someone (and Gato, I still haven't asked him, but I'll talk to you about that another time), and...I've realized it doesn't matter. You don't need to like someone yet. We're still young. We have time. I will steal Elon Musk's money and give it to you if there isn't someone in the world who likes you the way you like them...
Build us a door
And rest here with me
Lights are on
But nobody's home...
extended sig
my bad hygiene is mostly because I have no reason to take care of myself, and all of my will power goes toward getting out of bed and doing what I have to.
THE ALT OF FOALIN
you can call me Fay, or make something up.
"No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh
if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing)
extended sig(hint, click) :3
so where's my money?
THE ALT OF FOALIN
you can call me Fay, or make something up.
"No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh
if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing)
extended sig(hint, click) :3