Has anyone else trained themself to cry silently then recover within a minute and your eyes are no longer red and your eyes are always puffy to begin with or is it just me with a problem because I don’t like people irl seeing me cry because it makes me feel weak
Im totally like that
Glad I’m not alone but it makes me discouraged that a 13 year old experiences the same thing I do and I’m graduated
I’m a very messed up 13 year old
that probably didn’t help lol oops
To be fair I messed myself up
That sucks. Second grade messed me up. And then so did fourth grade. And my supposed friends. Now i have trust issues, am suicidal sometimes, and probably have depression. I make jokes all the time because its easier to pretend that way
Yeah, I've found that I'm horrible at dealing with my feelings, so I just stuff them down until I don't feel anything anymore. And that's not good either.
Yeah i tell myself im fine enough times and then i can at least pretend i believe myself. There ain’t no f**king point in trying to change it, i dont matter to hardly anyone, and, well, I can’t exactly give myself solid reasoning as to why I deserve to be happy. So i say screw it and move on with my life, pretending im fine. It sometimes makes me sad how much I’ve succeeded in becoming forgettable and hiding my feelings behind jokes
I may try to hide my feelings and think that I'm not worthy of being happy, but I will NEVER let my friends think s*** like that. And goddammit Selia, but I count you as a friend. NEVER stop believing you deserve to have a good life, or soon enough you won't have any reason left to live. You know how much of a wreck everyone was when Grad said he might leave? Think about what would happen if Druid or me or literally anyone else on here learned you committed suicide or something.
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
Has anyone else trained themself to cry silently then recover within a minute and your eyes are no longer red and your eyes are always puffy to begin with or is it just me with a problem because I don’t like people irl seeing me cry because it makes me feel weak
Im totally like that
Glad I’m not alone but it makes me discouraged that a 13 year old experiences the same thing I do and I’m graduated
I’m a very messed up 13 year old
that probably didn’t help lol oops
To be fair I messed myself up
That sucks. Second grade messed me up. And then so did fourth grade. And my supposed friends. Now i have trust issues, am suicidal sometimes, and probably have depression. I make jokes all the time because its easier to pretend that way
Yeah, I've found that I'm horrible at dealing with my feelings, so I just stuff them down until I don't feel anything anymore. And that's not good either.
Yeah i tell myself im fine enough times and then i can at least pretend i believe myself. There ain’t no f**king point in trying to change it, i dont matter to hardly anyone, and, well, I can’t exactly give myself solid reasoning as to why I deserve to be happy. So i say screw it and move on with my life, pretending im fine. It sometimes makes me sad how much I’ve succeeded in becoming forgettable and hiding my feelings behind jokes
POV: every “funny friend” of the group. That’s me. I’m the “funny friend”
*virtual hug because i actually understand*
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Has anyone else trained themself to cry silently then recover within a minute and your eyes are no longer red and your eyes are always puffy to begin with or is it just me with a problem because I don’t like people irl seeing me cry because it makes me feel weak
Im totally like that
Glad I’m not alone but it makes me discouraged that a 13 year old experiences the same thing I do and I’m graduated
I’m a very messed up 13 year old
that probably didn’t help lol oops
To be fair I messed myself up
That sucks. Second grade messed me up. And then so did fourth grade. And my supposed friends. Now i have trust issues, am suicidal sometimes, and probably have depression. I make jokes all the time because its easier to pretend that way
Yeah, I've found that I'm horrible at dealing with my feelings, so I just stuff them down until I don't feel anything anymore. And that's not good either.
Yeah i tell myself im fine enough times and then i can at least pretend i believe myself. There ain’t no f**king point in trying to change it, i dont matter to hardly anyone, and, well, I can’t exactly give myself solid reasoning as to why I deserve to be happy. So i say screw it and move on with my life, pretending im fine. It sometimes makes me sad how much I’ve succeeded in becoming forgettable and hiding my feelings behind jokes
I may try to hide my feelings and think that I'm not worthy of being happy, but I will NEVER let my friends think s*** like that. And goddammit Selia, but I count you as a friend. NEVER stop believing you deserve to have a good life, or soon enough you won't have any reason left to live. You know how much of a wreck everyone was when Grad said he might leave? Think about what would happen if Druid or me or literally anyone else on here learned you committed suicide or something.
Ayyyyy same idgaf about my mental health but my friends need to be okay.
I almost did, once. Commit suicide, I mean.
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
everyone supporting eachother while i js stand here awkwardly being stupid
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My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
Has anyone else trained themself to cry silently then recover within a minute and your eyes are no longer red and your eyes are always puffy to begin with or is it just me with a problem because I don’t like people irl seeing me cry because it makes me feel weak
Im totally like that
Glad I’m not alone but it makes me discouraged that a 13 year old experiences the same thing I do and I’m graduated
I’m a very messed up 13 year old
that probably didn’t help lol oops
To be fair I messed myself up
That sucks. Second grade messed me up. And then so did fourth grade. And my supposed friends. Now i have trust issues, am suicidal sometimes, and probably have depression. I make jokes all the time because its easier to pretend that way
Yeah, I've found that I'm horrible at dealing with my feelings, so I just stuff them down until I don't feel anything anymore. And that's not good either.
Yeah i tell myself im fine enough times and then i can at least pretend i believe myself. There ain’t no f**king point in trying to change it, i dont matter to hardly anyone, and, well, I can’t exactly give myself solid reasoning as to why I deserve to be happy. So i say screw it and move on with my life, pretending im fine. It sometimes makes me sad how much I’ve succeeded in becoming forgettable and hiding my feelings behind jokes
I may try to hide my feelings and think that I'm not worthy of being happy, but I will NEVER let my friends think s*** like that. And goddammit Selia, but I count you as a friend. NEVER stop believing you deserve to have a good life, or soon enough you won't have any reason left to live. You know how much of a wreck everyone was when Grad said he might leave? Think about what would happen if Druid or me or literally anyone else on here learned you committed suicide or something.
Ayyyyy same idgaf about my mental health but my friends need to be okay.
I almost did, once. Commit suicide, I mean.
WHAT
NEVER DO THAT AGAIN
NEVER
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
Has anyone else trained themself to cry silently then recover within a minute and your eyes are no longer red and your eyes are always puffy to begin with or is it just me with a problem because I don’t like people irl seeing me cry because it makes me feel weak
Im totally like that
Glad I’m not alone but it makes me discouraged that a 13 year old experiences the same thing I do and I’m graduated
I’m a very messed up 13 year old
that probably didn’t help lol oops
To be fair I messed myself up
That sucks. Second grade messed me up. And then so did fourth grade. And my supposed friends. Now i have trust issues, am suicidal sometimes, and probably have depression. I make jokes all the time because its easier to pretend that way
Yeah, I've found that I'm horrible at dealing with my feelings, so I just stuff them down until I don't feel anything anymore. And that's not good either.
Yeah i tell myself im fine enough times and then i can at least pretend i believe myself. There ain’t no f**king point in trying to change it, i dont matter to hardly anyone, and, well, I can’t exactly give myself solid reasoning as to why I deserve to be happy. So i say screw it and move on with my life, pretending im fine. It sometimes makes me sad how much I’ve succeeded in becoming forgettable and hiding my feelings behind jokes
I may try to hide my feelings and think that I'm not worthy of being happy, but I will NEVER let my friends think s*** like that. And goddammit Selia, but I count you as a friend. NEVER stop believing you deserve to have a good life, or soon enough you won't have any reason left to live. You know how much of a wreck everyone was when Grad said he might leave? Think about what would happen if Druid or me or literally anyone else on here learned you committed suicide or something.
Ayyyyy same idgaf about my mental health but my friends need to be okay.
I almost did, once. Commit suicide, I mean.
that’s bad 😡🫵
dondothat 🙂↔️
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My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
Has anyone else trained themself to cry silently then recover within a minute and your eyes are no longer red and your eyes are always puffy to begin with or is it just me with a problem because I don’t like people irl seeing me cry because it makes me feel weak
Im totally like that
Glad I’m not alone but it makes me discouraged that a 13 year old experiences the same thing I do and I’m graduated
I’m a very messed up 13 year old
that probably didn’t help lol oops
To be fair I messed myself up
That sucks. Second grade messed me up. And then so did fourth grade. And my supposed friends. Now i have trust issues, am suicidal sometimes, and probably have depression. I make jokes all the time because its easier to pretend that way
Yeah, I've found that I'm horrible at dealing with my feelings, so I just stuff them down until I don't feel anything anymore. And that's not good either.
Yeah i tell myself im fine enough times and then i can at least pretend i believe myself. There ain’t no f**king point in trying to change it, i dont matter to hardly anyone, and, well, I can’t exactly give myself solid reasoning as to why I deserve to be happy. So i say screw it and move on with my life, pretending im fine. It sometimes makes me sad how much I’ve succeeded in becoming forgettable and hiding my feelings behind jokes
POV: every “funny friend” of the group. That’s me. I’m the “funny friend”
*virtual hug because i actually understand*
*awkwardly side hugs and pulls away because Selia likes her personal space*
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
everyone supporting eachother while i js stand here awkwardly being stupid
I feel as though I am awkwardly being supported as I have a breakdown but keep it internalized
question
how long ago did you get the dude’s digits
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My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
everyone supporting eachother while i js stand here awkwardly being stupid
I feel as though I am awkwardly being supported as I have a breakdown but keep it internalized
I apologize for the awkward support but its either that or me being insanely fierce about people caring about you and then theyre all just like wtf happened to you?
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
Has anyone else trained themself to cry silently then recover within a minute and your eyes are no longer red and your eyes are always puffy to begin with or is it just me with a problem because I don’t like people irl seeing me cry because it makes me feel weak
Im totally like that
Glad I’m not alone but it makes me discouraged that a 13 year old experiences the same thing I do and I’m graduated
I’m a very messed up 13 year old
that probably didn’t help lol oops
To be fair I messed myself up
That sucks. Second grade messed me up. And then so did fourth grade. And my supposed friends. Now i have trust issues, am suicidal sometimes, and probably have depression. I make jokes all the time because its easier to pretend that way
Yeah, I've found that I'm horrible at dealing with my feelings, so I just stuff them down until I don't feel anything anymore. And that's not good either.
Yeah i tell myself im fine enough times and then i can at least pretend i believe myself. There ain’t no f**king point in trying to change it, i dont matter to hardly anyone, and, well, I can’t exactly give myself solid reasoning as to why I deserve to be happy. So i say screw it and move on with my life, pretending im fine. It sometimes makes me sad how much I’ve succeeded in becoming forgettable and hiding my feelings behind jokes
I may try to hide my feelings and think that I'm not worthy of being happy, but I will NEVER let my friends think s*** like that. And goddammit Selia, but I count you as a friend. NEVER stop believing you deserve to have a good life, or soon enough you won't have any reason left to live. You know how much of a wreck everyone was when Grad said he might leave? Think about what would happen if Druid or me or literally anyone else on here learned you committed suicide or something.
Ayyyyy same idgaf about my mental health but my friends need to be okay.
I almost did, once. Commit suicide, I mean.
WHAT
NEVER DO THAT AGAIN
NEVER
I know but it just felt so much easier. I’ve recently realized that i actually like my life though so thats good.
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
i kinda feel guilty cuz my mental health has taken a big turn for the better this summer, and i’m not being able to support or relate to you guys as much
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My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Has anyone else trained themself to cry silently then recover within a minute and your eyes are no longer red and your eyes are always puffy to begin with or is it just me with a problem because I don’t like people irl seeing me cry because it makes me feel weak
Im totally like that
Glad I’m not alone but it makes me discouraged that a 13 year old experiences the same thing I do and I’m graduated
I’m a very messed up 13 year old
that probably didn’t help lol oops
To be fair I messed myself up
That sucks. Second grade messed me up. And then so did fourth grade. And my supposed friends. Now i have trust issues, am suicidal sometimes, and probably have depression. I make jokes all the time because its easier to pretend that way
Yeah, I've found that I'm horrible at dealing with my feelings, so I just stuff them down until I don't feel anything anymore. And that's not good either.
Yeah i tell myself im fine enough times and then i can at least pretend i believe myself. There ain’t no f**king point in trying to change it, i dont matter to hardly anyone, and, well, I can’t exactly give myself solid reasoning as to why I deserve to be happy. So i say screw it and move on with my life, pretending im fine. It sometimes makes me sad how much I’ve succeeded in becoming forgettable and hiding my feelings behind jokes
I may try to hide my feelings and think that I'm not worthy of being happy, but I will NEVER let my friends think s*** like that. And goddammit Selia, but I count you as a friend. NEVER stop believing you deserve to have a good life, or soon enough you won't have any reason left to live. You know how much of a wreck everyone was when Grad said he might leave? Think about what would happen if Druid or me or literally anyone else on here learned you committed suicide or something.
Ayyyyy same idgaf about my mental health but my friends need to be okay.
I almost did, once. Commit suicide, I mean.
that’s bad 😡🫵
dondothat 🙂↔️
The fact that i dont give a (gp) about my mental health?
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Has anyone else trained themself to cry silently then recover within a minute and your eyes are no longer red and your eyes are always puffy to begin with or is it just me with a problem because I don’t like people irl seeing me cry because it makes me feel weak
Im totally like that
Glad I’m not alone but it makes me discouraged that a 13 year old experiences the same thing I do and I’m graduated
I’m a very messed up 13 year old
that probably didn’t help lol oops
To be fair I messed myself up
That sucks. Second grade messed me up. And then so did fourth grade. And my supposed friends. Now i have trust issues, am suicidal sometimes, and probably have depression. I make jokes all the time because its easier to pretend that way
Yeah, I've found that I'm horrible at dealing with my feelings, so I just stuff them down until I don't feel anything anymore. And that's not good either.
Yeah i tell myself im fine enough times and then i can at least pretend i believe myself. There ain’t no f**king point in trying to change it, i dont matter to hardly anyone, and, well, I can’t exactly give myself solid reasoning as to why I deserve to be happy. So i say screw it and move on with my life, pretending im fine. It sometimes makes me sad how much I’ve succeeded in becoming forgettable and hiding my feelings behind jokes
I may try to hide my feelings and think that I'm not worthy of being happy, but I will NEVER let my friends think s*** like that. And goddammit Selia, but I count you as a friend. NEVER stop believing you deserve to have a good life, or soon enough you won't have any reason left to live. You know how much of a wreck everyone was when Grad said he might leave? Think about what would happen if Druid or me or literally anyone else on here learned you committed suicide or something.
Ayyyyy same idgaf about my mental health but my friends need to be okay.
I almost did, once. Commit suicide, I mean.
WHAT
NEVER DO THAT AGAIN
NEVER
I know but it just felt so much easier. I’ve recently realized that i actually like my life though so thats good.
YES
HOLD ON TO YOUR LIKE FOR LIFE
I DON'T THINK ANY OF US COULD ACTUALLY HANDLE THE GRAVITY OF LOSING YOU FOR GOOD
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
Has anyone else trained themself to cry silently then recover within a minute and your eyes are no longer red and your eyes are always puffy to begin with or is it just me with a problem because I don’t like people irl seeing me cry because it makes me feel weak
Im totally like that
Glad I’m not alone but it makes me discouraged that a 13 year old experiences the same thing I do and I’m graduated
I’m a very messed up 13 year old
that probably didn’t help lol oops
To be fair I messed myself up
That sucks. Second grade messed me up. And then so did fourth grade. And my supposed friends. Now i have trust issues, am suicidal sometimes, and probably have depression. I make jokes all the time because its easier to pretend that way
Yeah, I've found that I'm horrible at dealing with my feelings, so I just stuff them down until I don't feel anything anymore. And that's not good either.
Yeah i tell myself im fine enough times and then i can at least pretend i believe myself. There ain’t no f**king point in trying to change it, i dont matter to hardly anyone, and, well, I can’t exactly give myself solid reasoning as to why I deserve to be happy. So i say screw it and move on with my life, pretending im fine. It sometimes makes me sad how much I’ve succeeded in becoming forgettable and hiding my feelings behind jokes
I may try to hide my feelings and think that I'm not worthy of being happy, but I will NEVER let my friends think s*** like that. And goddammit Selia, but I count you as a friend. NEVER stop believing you deserve to have a good life, or soon enough you won't have any reason left to live. You know how much of a wreck everyone was when Grad said he might leave? Think about what would happen if Druid or me or literally anyone else on here learned you committed suicide or something.
Ayyyyy same idgaf about my mental health but my friends need to be okay.
I almost did, once. Commit suicide, I mean.
that’s bad 😡🫵
dondothat 🙂↔️
The fact that i dont give a (gp) about my mental health?
bro which one do you think dumba-
lemme stop there
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My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
See through what?
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
i kinda feel guilty cuz my mental health has taken a big turn for the better this summer, and i’m not being able to support or relate to you guys as much
Gradius dont feel bad because you’re getting better. At least one of us is
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
See through what?
The farce. The always happy joking personality and walls you put up
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
I may try to hide my feelings and think that I'm not worthy of being happy, but I will NEVER let my friends think s*** like that. And goddammit Selia, but I count you as a friend. NEVER stop believing you deserve to have a good life, or soon enough you won't have any reason left to live. You know how much of a wreck everyone was when Grad said he might leave? Think about what would happen if Druid or me or literally anyone else on here learned you committed suicide or something.
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
Extended sig
*virtual hug because i actually understand*
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
Ayyyyy same idgaf about my mental health but my friends need to be okay.
I almost did, once. Commit suicide, I mean.
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
everyone supporting eachother while i js stand here awkwardly being stupid
My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
TRON LIVES
WHAT
NEVER DO THAT AGAIN
NEVER
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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that’s bad 😡🫵
dondothat 🙂↔️
My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
TRON LIVES
I feel as though I am awkwardly being supported as I have a breakdown but keep it internalized
I have stolen your shredded cheese.
AgateElk8337’s Doppelgänger
*awkwardly side hugs and pulls away because Selia likes her personal space*
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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question
how long ago did you get the dude’s digits
My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
TRON LIVES
I apologize for the awkward support but its either that or me being insanely fierce about people caring about you and then theyre all just like wtf happened to you?
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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I know but it just felt so much easier. I’ve recently realized that i actually like my life though so thats good.
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
i kinda feel guilty cuz my mental health has taken a big turn for the better this summer, and i’m not being able to support or relate to you guys as much
My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
TRON LIVES
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
The fact that i dont give a (gp) about my mental health?
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
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@Irunwithskissors
YES
HOLD ON TO YOUR LIKE FOR LIFE
I DON'T THINK ANY OF US COULD ACTUALLY HANDLE THE GRAVITY OF LOSING YOU FOR GOOD
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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bro which one do you think dumba-
lemme stop there
My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
TRON LIVES
See through what?
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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Gradius dont feel bad because you’re getting better. At least one of us is
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
The farce. The always happy joking personality and walls you put up
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors