Why would not? We're your friends too, we'd greive for you just like they would.
No like you wouldn’t even know I’d died unless Maja or monks told you
I get that. What I'm saying is, why would they not tell us? We'd deserve a chance to greive for you too, and also it'd be kinda awkward if we tried to rp with or something without knowing you're actually dead and not able to respond back.
Yeah i saw you changed it after i responded and changed my response
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Night mate. I’m off to try to sleep and get rid of this headache I just got. My shoulder hurts too. I need to get off my phone
Well good night to you as well then. Hope your shoulder stops hurtin and the headache goes away
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
See through what?
The farce. The always happy joking personality and walls you put up
I mean I'd like for someone to be able to see my pain just looking at me, because otherwise they'd have to wrench the words 'something is wrong' right outta my mouth, but... no. I don't want people to feel bad for me, because I'm the guy who bad for other people and tries to help them. (And then goes home everyday feeling lonely as hell and just not feeling anything because 'my life's been miserable for almost half a decade, why should it get better now?')
Not feel bad for you. Just be able to understand. Look and see that youre not okay and you just want someone to f**king realize that but you wont admit it because you don’t want to find out that they dont actually care about you
but im also always trying to make other peoples lives better, because then at least somebodies will be. Theres no point in trying to improve mine because i dont deserve it but other people do.
(Ugh, this is just going to turn into a back-and-forth debate about 'who deserves to be happy', isn't it? Just to set the record straight, I still think you should give yourself a shot at turning your own life around. It's too late for me.)
(Probably yeah. Why is it too late for you? You’re what, 15? You’ve still got plenty of time to figure out life and stuff.)
I've been miserable for almost all of those years of my life, and... I just don't know how I could even begin to recover. Like, at this point I'm an emotionless husk of the person I used to be, just going from day to day. Life for me is just like going through the motions, not caring enough about any one thing to snap out of it and actually DO something.
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
everyone supporting eachother while i js stand here awkwardly being stupid
I feel as though I am awkwardly being supported as I have a breakdown but keep it internalized
I apologize for the awkward support but its either that or me being insanely fierce about people caring about you and then theyre all just like wtf happened to you?
Ah yes. Agressive affection. One of my favorite things. I toppled on my little brother saying “a man has fallen in Lego city” so that made me laugh. I still have a headache tho. I need to touch grass…
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
See through what?
The farce. The always happy joking personality and walls you put up
I mean I'd like for someone to be able to see my pain just looking at me, because otherwise they'd have to wrench the words 'something is wrong' right outta my mouth, but... no. I don't want people to feel bad for me, because I'm the guy who bad for other people and tries to help them. (And then goes home everyday feeling lonely as hell and just not feeling anything because 'my life's been miserable for almost half a decade, why should it get better now?')
Not feel bad for you. Just be able to understand. Look and see that youre not okay and you just want someone to f**king realize that but you wont admit it because you don’t want to find out that they dont actually care about you
but im also always trying to make other peoples lives better, because then at least somebodies will be. Theres no point in trying to improve mine because i dont deserve it but other people do.
(Ugh, this is just going to turn into a back-and-forth debate about 'who deserves to be happy', isn't it? Just to set the record straight, I still think you should give yourself a shot at turning your own life around. It's too late for me.)
(Probably yeah. Why is it too late for you? You’re what, 15? You’ve still got plenty of time to figure out life and stuff.)
I've been miserable for almost all of those years of my life, and... I just don't know how I could even begin to recover. Like, at this point I'm an emotionless husk of the person I used to be, just going from day to day. Life for me is just like going through the motions, not caring enough about any one thing to snap out of it and actually DO something.
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
See through what?
The farce. The always happy joking personality and walls you put up
I mean I'd like for someone to be able to see my pain just looking at me, because otherwise they'd have to wrench the words 'something is wrong' right outta my mouth, but... no. I don't want people to feel bad for me, because I'm the guy who bad for other people and tries to help them. (And then goes home everyday feeling lonely as hell and just not feeling anything because 'my life's been miserable for almost half a decade, why should it get better now?')
Not feel bad for you. Just be able to understand. Look and see that youre not okay and you just want someone to f**king realize that but you wont admit it because you don’t want to find out that they dont actually care about you
but im also always trying to make other peoples lives better, because then at least somebodies will be. Theres no point in trying to improve mine because i dont deserve it but other people do.
(Ugh, this is just going to turn into a back-and-forth debate about 'who deserves to be happy', isn't it? Just to set the record straight, I still think you should give yourself a shot at turning your own life around. It's too late for me.)
(Probably yeah. Why is it too late for you? You’re what, 15? You’ve still got plenty of time to figure out life and stuff.)
I've been miserable for almost all of those years of my life, and... I just don't know how I could even begin to recover. Like, at this point I'm an emotionless husk of the person I used to be, just going from day to day. Life for me is just like going through the motions, not caring enough about any one thing to snap out of it and actually DO something.
Ah
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
everyone supporting eachother while i js stand here awkwardly being stupid
I feel as though I am awkwardly being supported as I have a breakdown but keep it internalized
I apologize for the awkward support but its either that or me being insanely fierce about people caring about you and then theyre all just like wtf happened to you?
Ah yes. Agressive affection. One of my favorite things. I toppled on my little brother saying “a man has fallen in Lego city” so that made me laugh. I still have a headache tho. I need to touch grass…
I…can’t tell if you’re being sarcastic or not
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
See through what?
The farce. The always happy joking personality and walls you put up
I mean I'd like for someone to be able to see my pain just looking at me, because otherwise they'd have to wrench the words 'something is wrong' right outta my mouth, but... no. I don't want people to feel bad for me, because I'm the guy who bad for other people and tries to help them. (And then goes home everyday feeling lonely as hell and just not feeling anything because 'my life's been miserable for almost half a decade, why should it get better now?')
Not feel bad for you. Just be able to understand. Look and see that youre not okay and you just want someone to f**king realize that but you wont admit it because you don’t want to find out that they dont actually care about you
but im also always trying to make other peoples lives better, because then at least somebodies will be. Theres no point in trying to improve mine because i dont deserve it but other people do.
YOU DEFINITELY [gp]ING DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!! *shoves my last shreds of happiness at you*
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Haiiiiii, I’m Druid! (he/they/it/moth/fae/star) I'm a smol insane queer lil' mess with a terrible mental state! I'm also a therian and furry :3 My current obsessions are The Amazing Digital Circus and Hazbin Hotel, so if you ever wanna chat about that, I'm always happy to! GIVE ME YOUR MONSTER.
"Oh no! Looks like I've taken Ragatha... AND DROPPED HER IN THE DEEP FRYER!" -Jax
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
See through what?
The farce. The always happy joking personality and walls you put up
I mean I'd like for someone to be able to see my pain just looking at me, because otherwise they'd have to wrench the words 'something is wrong' right outta my mouth, but... no. I don't want people to feel bad for me, because I'm the guy who bad for other people and tries to help them. (And then goes home everyday feeling lonely as hell and just not feeling anything because 'my life's been miserable for almost half a decade, why should it get better now?')
Not feel bad for you. Just be able to understand. Look and see that youre not okay and you just want someone to f**king realize that but you wont admit it because you don’t want to find out that they dont actually care about you
but im also always trying to make other peoples lives better, because then at least somebodies will be. Theres no point in trying to improve mine because i dont deserve it but other people do.
(Ugh, this is just going to turn into a back-and-forth debate about 'who deserves to be happy', isn't it? Just to set the record straight, I still think you should give yourself a shot at turning your own life around. It's too late for me.)
(Probably yeah. Why is it too late for you? You’re what, 15? You’ve still got plenty of time to figure out life and stuff.)
I've been miserable for almost all of those years of my life, and... I just don't know how I could even begin to recover. Like, at this point I'm an emotionless husk of the person I used to be, just going from day to day. Life for me is just like going through the motions, not caring enough about any one thing to snap out of it and actually DO something.
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
See through what?
The farce. The always happy joking personality and walls you put up
I mean I'd like for someone to be able to see my pain just looking at me, because otherwise they'd have to wrench the words 'something is wrong' right outta my mouth, but... no. I don't want people to feel bad for me, because I'm the guy who bad for other people and tries to help them. (And then goes home everyday feeling lonely as hell and just not feeling anything because 'my life's been miserable for almost half a decade, why should it get better now?')
Not feel bad for you. Just be able to understand. Look and see that youre not okay and you just want someone to f**king realize that but you wont admit it because you don’t want to find out that they dont actually care about you
but im also always trying to make other peoples lives better, because then at least somebodies will be. Theres no point in trying to improve mine because i dont deserve it but other people do.
(Ugh, this is just going to turn into a back-and-forth debate about 'who deserves to be happy', isn't it? Just to set the record straight, I still think you should give yourself a shot at turning your own life around. It's too late for me.)
(Probably yeah. Why is it too late for you? You’re what, 15? You’ve still got plenty of time to figure out life and stuff.)
I've been miserable for almost all of those years of my life, and... I just don't know how I could even begin to recover. Like, at this point I'm an emotionless husk of the person I used to be, just going from day to day. Life for me is just like going through the motions, not caring enough about any one thing to snap out of it and actually DO something.
Ah
So yeah, I think you should at least give yourself a second chance.
On another note, I'm goin' to bed. Night!
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
See through what?
The farce. The always happy joking personality and walls you put up
I mean I'd like for someone to be able to see my pain just looking at me, because otherwise they'd have to wrench the words 'something is wrong' right outta my mouth, but... no. I don't want people to feel bad for me, because I'm the guy who bad for other people and tries to help them. (And then goes home everyday feeling lonely as hell and just not feeling anything because 'my life's been miserable for almost half a decade, why should it get better now?')
Not feel bad for you. Just be able to understand. Look and see that youre not okay and you just want someone to f**king realize that but you wont admit it because you don’t want to find out that they dont actually care about you
but im also always trying to make other peoples lives better, because then at least somebodies will be. Theres no point in trying to improve mine because i dont deserve it but other people do.
YOU DEFINITELY [gp]ING DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!! *shoves my last shreds of happiness at you*
Im not taking your happiness. *shoves them back*
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
See through what?
The farce. The always happy joking personality and walls you put up
I mean I'd like for someone to be able to see my pain just looking at me, because otherwise they'd have to wrench the words 'something is wrong' right outta my mouth, but... no. I don't want people to feel bad for me, because I'm the guy who bad for other people and tries to help them. (And then goes home everyday feeling lonely as hell and just not feeling anything because 'my life's been miserable for almost half a decade, why should it get better now?')
Not feel bad for you. Just be able to understand. Look and see that youre not okay and you just want someone to f**king realize that but you wont admit it because you don’t want to find out that they dont actually care about you
but im also always trying to make other peoples lives better, because then at least somebodies will be. Theres no point in trying to improve mine because i dont deserve it but other people do.
YOU DEFINITELY [gp]ING DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!! *shoves my last shreds of happiness at you*
Oh, hey Drui- WAIT YOUR LAST SHREDS OF HAPPINESS?! TAKE MINE!
*gives exactly 4 electrons worth of happiness, then immediately dies*
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
See through what?
The farce. The always happy joking personality and walls you put up
I mean I'd like for someone to be able to see my pain just looking at me, because otherwise they'd have to wrench the words 'something is wrong' right outta my mouth, but... no. I don't want people to feel bad for me, because I'm the guy who bad for other people and tries to help them. (And then goes home everyday feeling lonely as hell and just not feeling anything because 'my life's been miserable for almost half a decade, why should it get better now?')
Not feel bad for you. Just be able to understand. Look and see that youre not okay and you just want someone to f**king realize that but you wont admit it because you don’t want to find out that they dont actually care about you
but im also always trying to make other peoples lives better, because then at least somebodies will be. Theres no point in trying to improve mine because i dont deserve it but other people do.
YOU DEFINITELY [gp]ING DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!! *shoves my last shreds of happiness at you*
Oh, hey Drui- WAIT YOUR LAST SHREDS OF HAPPINESS?! TAKE MINE!
*gives exactly 4 electrons worth of happiness, then immediately dies*
*Gives happiness back to Druid and gives own happiness to elk*
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
See through what?
The farce. The always happy joking personality and walls you put up
I mean I'd like for someone to be able to see my pain just looking at me, because otherwise they'd have to wrench the words 'something is wrong' right outta my mouth, but... no. I don't want people to feel bad for me, because I'm the guy who bad for other people and tries to help them. (And then goes home everyday feeling lonely as hell and just not feeling anything because 'my life's been miserable for almost half a decade, why should it get better now?')
Not feel bad for you. Just be able to understand. Look and see that youre not okay and you just want someone to f**king realize that but you wont admit it because you don’t want to find out that they dont actually care about you
but im also always trying to make other peoples lives better, because then at least somebodies will be. Theres no point in trying to improve mine because i dont deserve it but other people do.
YOU DEFINITELY [gp]ING DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!! *shoves my last shreds of happiness at you*
Oh, hey Drui- WAIT YOUR LAST SHREDS OF HAPPINESS?! TAKE MINE!
*gives exactly 4 electrons worth of happiness, then immediately dies*
*Gives happiness back to Druid and gives own happiness to elk*
My dead corpse rejects the happiness, permanently binding them to your soul instead.
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
See through what?
The farce. The always happy joking personality and walls you put up
I mean I'd like for someone to be able to see my pain just looking at me, because otherwise they'd have to wrench the words 'something is wrong' right outta my mouth, but... no. I don't want people to feel bad for me, because I'm the guy who bad for other people and tries to help them. (And then goes home everyday feeling lonely as hell and just not feeling anything because 'my life's been miserable for almost half a decade, why should it get better now?')
Not feel bad for you. Just be able to understand. Look and see that youre not okay and you just want someone to f**king realize that but you wont admit it because you don’t want to find out that they dont actually care about you
but im also always trying to make other peoples lives better, because then at least somebodies will be. Theres no point in trying to improve mine because i dont deserve it but other people do.
YOU DEFINITELY [gp]ING DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!! *shoves my last shreds of happiness at you*
Oh, hey Drui- WAIT YOUR LAST SHREDS OF HAPPINESS?! TAKE MINE!
*gives exactly 4 electrons worth of happiness, then immediately dies*
*Gives happiness back to Druid and gives own happiness to elk*
My dead corpse rejects the happiness, permanently binding them to your soul instead.
Gives the dead corpse the middle finger then sighs.
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Wait did Druid come on to say one thing then leave??? T-T
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
See through what?
The farce. The always happy joking personality and walls you put up
I mean I'd like for someone to be able to see my pain just looking at me, because otherwise they'd have to wrench the words 'something is wrong' right outta my mouth, but... no. I don't want people to feel bad for me, because I'm the guy who bad for other people and tries to help them. (And then goes home everyday feeling lonely as hell and just not feeling anything because 'my life's been miserable for almost half a decade, why should it get better now?')
Not feel bad for you. Just be able to understand. Look and see that youre not okay and you just want someone to f**king realize that but you wont admit it because you don’t want to find out that they dont actually care about you
but im also always trying to make other peoples lives better, because then at least somebodies will be. Theres no point in trying to improve mine because i dont deserve it but other people do.
YOU DEFINITELY [gp]ING DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!! *shoves my last shreds of happiness at you*
Oh, hey Drui- WAIT YOUR LAST SHREDS OF HAPPINESS?! TAKE MINE!
*gives exactly 4 electrons worth of happiness, then immediately dies*
*Gives happiness back to Druid and gives own happiness to elk*
My dead corpse rejects the happiness, permanently binding them to your soul instead.
Gives the dead corpse the middle finger then sighs.
The corpse chuckles defiantly, then ceases to move. It crumbles to dust before your eyes.
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
See through what?
The farce. The always happy joking personality and walls you put up
I mean I'd like for someone to be able to see my pain just looking at me, because otherwise they'd have to wrench the words 'something is wrong' right outta my mouth, but... no. I don't want people to feel bad for me, because I'm the guy who bad for other people and tries to help them. (And then goes home everyday feeling lonely as hell and just not feeling anything because 'my life's been miserable for almost half a decade, why should it get better now?')
Not feel bad for you. Just be able to understand. Look and see that youre not okay and you just want someone to f**king realize that but you wont admit it because you don’t want to find out that they dont actually care about you
but im also always trying to make other peoples lives better, because then at least somebodies will be. Theres no point in trying to improve mine because i dont deserve it but other people do.
YOU DEFINITELY [gp]ING DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!! *shoves my last shreds of happiness at you*
Oh, hey Drui- WAIT YOUR LAST SHREDS OF HAPPINESS?! TAKE MINE!
*gives exactly 4 electrons worth of happiness, then immediately dies*
*Gives happiness back to Druid and gives own happiness to elk*
My dead corpse rejects the happiness, permanently binding them to your soul instead.
Gives the dead corpse the middle finger then sighs.
The corpse chuckles defiantly, then ceases to move. It crumbles to dust before your eyes.
Starts crying silently and wishing for once there would be someone who wouldn’t leave
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
One of my cousins is like a year older than me, but he's had to mature at a ridiculous rate. He may as well be an adult already. But the sad thing is, he's become the 'funny friend'. And I think I might be too. Remember a few weeks ago when I talked about my mental health on Just a Support Thread and said I still somehow don't have depression? That may be rapidly becoming untrue.
I’m sorry. *stops from pulling away from awkward side hug from earlier*
dont you ever just want someone to see through it?
See through what?
The farce. The always happy joking personality and walls you put up
I mean I'd like for someone to be able to see my pain just looking at me, because otherwise they'd have to wrench the words 'something is wrong' right outta my mouth, but... no. I don't want people to feel bad for me, because I'm the guy who bad for other people and tries to help them. (And then goes home everyday feeling lonely as hell and just not feeling anything because 'my life's been miserable for almost half a decade, why should it get better now?')
Not feel bad for you. Just be able to understand. Look and see that youre not okay and you just want someone to f**king realize that but you wont admit it because you don’t want to find out that they dont actually care about you
but im also always trying to make other peoples lives better, because then at least somebodies will be. Theres no point in trying to improve mine because i dont deserve it but other people do.
YOU DEFINITELY [gp]ING DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!! *shoves my last shreds of happiness at you*
Oh, hey Drui- WAIT YOUR LAST SHREDS OF HAPPINESS?! TAKE MINE!
*gives exactly 4 electrons worth of happiness, then immediately dies*
*Gives happiness back to Druid and gives own happiness to elk*
My dead corpse rejects the happiness, permanently binding them to your soul instead.
Gives the dead corpse the middle finger then sighs.
The corpse chuckles defiantly, then ceases to move. It crumbles to dust before your eyes.
*Hops in, sees the dust, hoovers it into her mouth before sprinting off*
Yeah i saw you changed it after i responded and changed my response
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
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@Irunwithskissors
Night mate. I’m off to try to sleep and get rid of this headache I just got. My shoulder hurts too. I need to get off my phone
I have stolen your shredded cheese.
AgateElk8337’s Doppelgänger
Well good night to you as well then. Hope your shoulder stops hurtin and the headache goes away
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
I've been miserable for almost all of those years of my life, and... I just don't know how I could even begin to recover. Like, at this point I'm an emotionless husk of the person I used to be, just going from day to day. Life for me is just like going through the motions, not caring enough about any one thing to snap out of it and actually DO something.
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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Ah yes. Agressive affection. One of my favorite things. I toppled on my little brother saying “a man has fallen in Lego city” so that made me laugh. I still have a headache tho. I need to touch grass…
I have stolen your shredded cheese.
AgateElk8337’s Doppelgänger
Ah
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
Goonai. Talk to you tomorrow maybe. Hopefully then I’ll feel better and not more explosive than a demon core
I have stolen your shredded cheese.
AgateElk8337’s Doppelgänger
I…can’t tell if you’re being sarcastic or not
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
YOU DEFINITELY [gp]ING DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!! *shoves my last shreds of happiness at you*
Haiiiiii, I’m Druid! (he/they/it/moth/fae/star) I'm a smol insane queer lil' mess with a terrible mental state! I'm also a therian and furry :3 My current obsessions are The Amazing Digital Circus and Hazbin Hotel, so if you ever wanna chat about that, I'm always happy to! GIVE ME YOUR MONSTER.
"Oh no! Looks like I've taken Ragatha... AND DROPPED HER IN THE DEEP FRYER!" -Jax
So yeah, I think you should at least give yourself a second chance.
On another note, I'm goin' to bed. Night!
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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Im not taking your happiness. *shoves them back*
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
You should too
good night
ill be on tomorrow if i remember
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
Oh, hey Drui- WAIT YOUR LAST SHREDS OF HAPPINESS?! TAKE MINE!
*gives exactly 4 electrons worth of happiness, then immediately dies*
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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*Gives happiness back to Druid and gives own happiness to elk*
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
My dead corpse rejects the happiness, permanently binding them to your soul instead.
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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Gives the dead corpse the middle finger then sighs.
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
Wait did Druid come on to say one thing then leave??? T-T
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
The corpse chuckles defiantly, then ceases to move. It crumbles to dust before your eyes.
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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Starts crying silently and wishing for once there would be someone who wouldn’t leave
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
*Hops in, sees the dust, hoovers it into her mouth before sprinting off*
I BRING TRIBUTE TO JEFF THE EVIL ROOMBA!!!
"Meddle not in the affairs of dragons, for thou art crunchy and taste good with ketchup."
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