Anywayyyy this thread is for discussing problems, right? I have body dysmorphia and a ton of self-hatred but i can’t not have them
Yeah. You wanna rant?
Ranting is fun
True.
Idk, I just find it very hard to accept compliments. I’m not normally an over thinker until I get a compliment that I’m not expecting and my brain goes into overdrive trying to figure out if it was genuine or if they were even talking to me. I have a lot of pressure from family members to be physically fit, and I try my absolute hardest to be as fit as possible because I also wanna be, but my brain won’t freaking tell me that it’s ever enough blwpdiwbsiqnsl
Oof.
oof indeed. I’ve got a mtb race tmrw and im gonna disappoint myself ugh
Is it that you push yourself to hard or your family does or both? Because if its family just focus on what you want if its you then ummmm lemme think idk practice being okay with whatever happens *that advice sucked i *know*
It’s both. My dad is an exercise psychopath, and he’s hammered it into my brain at this point. But it’s legitimate. That sounds like I’m being manipulated but I genuinely like exercising, I just don’t know when to stop pushing myself. My thought process is normally something like this
”You placed 13 out of 40? You idiot, you didn’t make top ten. That annoying kid beat you, you suck.”
”Oh, you placed 10th out of 55 this time? Barely even top ten, you should have gotten podium.”
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My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
context: I have adhd the forgetful hyperactive inattentive brain don't brain real good kind of adhd. usually I got a ton of energy which I burn by running around but due to homework and stuff I didn't have that time and for some reason if the energy isn't burned in turns into sluggishness and I'm not used to that and I couldn't find the energy to do fix it so I spent my time playing Pokémon showdown and i lost bad which made me now feel mentally and physically bad and now I'm finding the worst in everything have a headache and I'm just really done right now
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Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
Im sorry. Just remember that people dont like you just because you’re good at sports *i cant be a therapist i dont know what im doing sorry* and that you have other good parts too
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
context: I have adhd the forgetful hyperactive inattentive brain don't brain real good kind of adhd. usually I got a ton of energy which I burn by running around but due to homework and stuff I didn't have that time and for some reason if the energy isn't burned in turns into sluggishness and I'm not used to that and I couldn't find the energy to do fix it so I spent my time playing Pokémon showdown and i lost bad which made me now feel mentally and physically bad and now I'm finding the worst in everything have a headache and I'm just really done right now
Want to talk about something random or just rant or something else?
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
context: I have adhd the forgetful hyperactive inattentive brain don't brain real good kind of adhd. usually I got a ton of energy which I burn by running around but due to homework and stuff I didn't have that time and for some reason if the energy isn't burned in turns into sluggishness and I'm not used to that and I couldn't find the energy to do fix it so I spent my time playing Pokémon showdown and i lost bad which made me now feel mentally and physically bad and now I'm finding the worst in everything have a headache and I'm just really done right now
Want to talk about something random or just rant or something else?
sure why not i need a distraction
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Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
Im sorry. Just remember that people dont like you just because you’re good at sports *i cant be a therapist i dont know what im doing sorry* and that you have other good parts too
I’ve been hammering literally the opposite into my brain for the past year
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My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
Im sorry. Just remember that people dont like you just because you’re good at sports *i cant be a therapist i dont know what im doing sorry* and that you have other good parts too
I’ve been hammering literally the opposite into my brain for the past year
Ummm well i can try to remind you whenever you need then
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
context: I have adhd the forgetful hyperactive inattentive brain don't brain real good kind of adhd. usually I got a ton of energy which I burn by running around but due to homework and stuff I didn't have that time and for some reason if the energy isn't burned in turns into sluggishness and I'm not used to that and I couldn't find the energy to do fix it so I spent my time playing Pokémon showdown and i lost bad which made me now feel mentally and physically bad and now I'm finding the worst in everything have a headache and I'm just really done right now
Want to talk about something random or just rant or something else?
sure why not i need a distraction
What’s your favorite animal
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
context: I have adhd the forgetful hyperactive inattentive brain don't brain real good kind of adhd. usually I got a ton of energy which I burn by running around but due to homework and stuff I didn't have that time and for some reason if the energy isn't burned in turns into sluggishness and I'm not used to that and I couldn't find the energy to do fix it so I spent my time playing Pokémon showdown and i lost bad which made me now feel mentally and physically bad and now I'm finding the worst in everything have a headache and I'm just really done right now
Want to talk about something random or just rant or something else?
sure why not i need a distraction
What’s your favorite animal
idk i have a lot of stuff sharks red pandas regular pandas tigers goldfish bats matis but i gtg
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Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
Im sorry. Just remember that people dont like you just because you’re good at sports *i cant be a therapist i dont know what im doing sorry* and that you have other good parts too
I’ve been hammering literally the opposite into my brain for the past year
Ummm well i can try to remind you whenever you need then
I will too.
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Haiiiiii, I’m Druid! (he/they/it/moth/fae/star) I'm a smol insane queer lil' mess with a terrible mental state! I'm also a therian and furry :3 My current obsessions are The Amazing Digital Circus and Hazbin Hotel, so if you ever wanna chat about that, I'm always happy to! GIVE ME YOUR MONSTER.
"Oh no! Looks like I've taken Ragatha... AND DROPPED HER IN THE DEEP FRYER!" -Jax
context: I have adhd the forgetful hyperactive inattentive brain don't brain real good kind of adhd. usually I got a ton of energy which I burn by running around but due to homework and stuff I didn't have that time and for some reason if the energy isn't burned in turns into sluggishness and I'm not used to that and I couldn't find the energy to do fix it so I spent my time playing Pokémon showdown and i lost bad which made me now feel mentally and physically bad and now I'm finding the worst in everything have a headache and I'm just really done right now
Want to talk about something random or just rant or something else?
sure why not i need a distraction
What’s your favorite animal
idk i have a lot of stuff sharks red pandas regular pandas tigers goldfish bats matis but i gtg
Ok bye
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
context: I have adhd the forgetful hyperactive inattentive brain don't brain real good kind of adhd. usually I got a ton of energy which I burn by running around but due to homework and stuff I didn't have that time and for some reason if the energy isn't burned in turns into sluggishness and I'm not used to that and I couldn't find the energy to do fix it so I spent my time playing Pokémon showdown and i lost bad which made me now feel mentally and physically bad and now I'm finding the worst in everything have a headache and I'm just really done right now
Want to talk about something random or just rant or something else?
sure why not i need a distraction
What’s your favorite animal
*laughs hysterically* human...
Well i mean humans are animals…
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
context: I have adhd the forgetful hyperactive inattentive brain don't brain real good kind of adhd. usually I got a ton of energy which I burn by running around but due to homework and stuff I didn't have that time and for some reason if the energy isn't burned in turns into sluggishness and I'm not used to that and I couldn't find the energy to do fix it so I spent my time playing Pokémon showdown and i lost bad which made me now feel mentally and physically bad and now I'm finding the worst in everything have a headache and I'm just really done right now
Want to talk about something random or just rant or something else?
sure why not i need a distraction
What’s your favorite animal
*laughs hysterically* human...
Dragon or fox (believe it or not)
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Haiiiiii, I’m Druid! (he/they/it/moth/fae/star) I'm a smol insane queer lil' mess with a terrible mental state! I'm also a therian and furry :3 My current obsessions are The Amazing Digital Circus and Hazbin Hotel, so if you ever wanna chat about that, I'm always happy to! GIVE ME YOUR MONSTER.
"Oh no! Looks like I've taken Ragatha... AND DROPPED HER IN THE DEEP FRYER!" -Jax
Im sorry. Just remember that people dont like you just because you’re good at sports *i cant be a therapist i dont know what im doing sorry* and that you have other good parts too
I’ve been hammering literally the opposite into my brain for the past year
Ummm well i can try to remind you whenever you need then
I will too.
Thx but idk if my brain would actually use the reminders
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My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
Im sorry. Just remember that people dont like you just because you’re good at sports *i cant be a therapist i dont know what im doing sorry* and that you have other good parts too
I’ve been hammering literally the opposite into my brain for the past year
Ummm well i can try to remind you whenever you need then
I will too.
Thx but idk if my brain would actually use the reminders
Well then we’ll have to be really convincing
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
context: I have adhd the forgetful hyperactive inattentive brain don't brain real good kind of adhd. usually I got a ton of energy which I burn by running around but due to homework and stuff I didn't have that time and for some reason if the energy isn't burned in turns into sluggishness and I'm not used to that and I couldn't find the energy to do fix it so I spent my time playing Pokémon showdown and i lost bad which made me now feel mentally and physically bad and now I'm finding the worst in everything have a headache and I'm just really done right now
Want to talk about something random or just rant or something else?
sure why not i need a distraction
What’s your favorite animal
*laughs hysterically* human...
Dragon or fox (believe it or not)
Shocker I would have thought it was cicadas
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Im sorry. Just remember that people dont like you just because you’re good at sports *i cant be a therapist i dont know what im doing sorry* and that you have other good parts too
I’ve been hammering literally the opposite into my brain for the past year
Ummm well i can try to remind you whenever you need then
I will too.
Thx but idk if my brain would actually use the reminders
Well then we’ll have to be really convincing
very convincing
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My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
TRON LIVES
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It’s both. My dad is an exercise psychopath, and he’s hammered it into my brain at this point. But it’s legitimate. That sounds like I’m being manipulated but I genuinely like exercising, I just don’t know when to stop pushing myself. My thought process is normally something like this
”You placed 13 out of 40? You idiot, you didn’t make top ten. That annoying kid beat you, you suck.”
”Oh, you placed 10th out of 55 this time? Barely even top ten, you should have gotten podium.”
My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
TRON LIVES
context: I have adhd the forgetful hyperactive inattentive brain don't brain real good kind of adhd. usually I got a ton of energy which I burn by running around but due to homework and stuff I didn't have that time and for some reason if the energy isn't burned in turns into sluggishness and I'm not used to that and I couldn't find the energy to do fix it so I spent my time playing Pokémon showdown and i lost bad which made me now feel mentally and physically bad and now I'm finding the worst in everything have a headache and I'm just really done right now
Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
Im sorry. Just remember that people dont like you just because you’re good at sports *i cant be a therapist i dont know what im doing sorry* and that you have other good parts too
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
Want to talk about something random or just rant or something else?
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
sure why not i need a distraction
Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
I’ve been hammering literally the opposite into my brain for the past year
My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
TRON LIVES
Ummm well i can try to remind you whenever you need then
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
What’s your favorite animal
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
idk i have a lot of stuff sharks red pandas regular pandas tigers goldfish bats matis but i gtg
Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
I will too.
Haiiiiii, I’m Druid! (he/they/it/moth/fae/star) I'm a smol insane queer lil' mess with a terrible mental state! I'm also a therian and furry :3 My current obsessions are The Amazing Digital Circus and Hazbin Hotel, so if you ever wanna chat about that, I'm always happy to! GIVE ME YOUR MONSTER.
"Oh no! Looks like I've taken Ragatha... AND DROPPED HER IN THE DEEP FRYER!" -Jax
Ok bye
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
penwings
My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
TRON LIVES
Well i mean humans are animals…
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
Dragon or fox (believe it or not)
Haiiiiii, I’m Druid! (he/they/it/moth/fae/star) I'm a smol insane queer lil' mess with a terrible mental state! I'm also a therian and furry :3 My current obsessions are The Amazing Digital Circus and Hazbin Hotel, so if you ever wanna chat about that, I'm always happy to! GIVE ME YOUR MONSTER.
"Oh no! Looks like I've taken Ragatha... AND DROPPED HER IN THE DEEP FRYER!" -Jax
Thx but idk if my brain would actually use the reminders
My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
TRON LIVES
Well then we’ll have to be really convincing
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
Shocker I would have thought it was cicadas
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
very convincing
My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
TRON LIVES