I’m not expecting anyone to be on right now cause it’s crazy late for most of yall, but I sorta need help, having a pretty serious anxiety fit and I can’t sleep. :(
I have a bit of an overreactive imagination and that causes me to worry a ton.
hey mate, I just woke up so idk if you're on at all
i also have an overreactive imagination so ik what you mean, it really really sucks. once you're back on would you like to talk?
I managed to go to sleep for a few hours, but now I’m back up.
Ive always had a fear for mental diseases, especially fictional ones and ones I have no chance of getting.
I'm here. moral support
Thank you.
My fears have always been unreasonable and a bit babyish. I was afraid of monsters until I was ten. Poison and drugs for a few years after that. Now diseases for a year or two since.
None of the tactics I try to calm down work except distraction, but that means I’ve gotta actually distract myself, which means I can’t sleep.
I’m not expecting anyone to be on right now cause it’s crazy late for most of yall, but I sorta need help, having a pretty serious anxiety fit and I can’t sleep. :(
I have a bit of an overreactive imagination and that causes me to worry a ton.
hey mate, I just woke up so idk if you're on at all
i also have an overreactive imagination so ik what you mean, it really really sucks. once you're back on would you like to talk?
I managed to go to sleep for a few hours, but now I’m back up.
Ive always had a fear for mental diseases, especially fictional ones and ones I have no chance of getting.
I'm here. moral support
Thank you.
My fears have always been unreasonable and a bit babyish. I was afraid of monsters until I was ten. Poison and drugs for a few years after that. Now diseases for a year or two since.
None of the tactics I try to calm down work except distraction, but that means I’ve gotta actually distract myself, which means I can’t sleep.
Try to distract yourself by thinking of us :)
:)
Im prolly not gonna go back to sleep. That 4 hours I got was enough, and I think I might freak if I try. Cause if I go to sleep, then I have a lot of room to think. My mind’ll automatically worry. So then… I can’t sleep.
I’m not expecting anyone to be on right now cause it’s crazy late for most of yall, but I sorta need help, having a pretty serious anxiety fit and I can’t sleep. :(
I have a bit of an overreactive imagination and that causes me to worry a ton.
hey mate, I just woke up so idk if you're on at all
i also have an overreactive imagination so ik what you mean, it really really sucks. once you're back on would you like to talk?
I managed to go to sleep for a few hours, but now I’m back up.
Ive always had a fear for mental diseases, especially fictional ones and ones I have no chance of getting.
I'm here. moral support
Thank you.
My fears have always been unreasonable and a bit babyish. I was afraid of monsters until I was ten. Poison and drugs for a few years after that. Now diseases for a year or two since.
None of the tactics I try to calm down work except distraction, but that means I’ve gotta actually distract myself, which means I can’t sleep.
Try to distract yourself by thinking of us :)
:)
Im prolly not gonna go back to sleep. That 4 hours I got was enough, and I think I might freak if I try. Cause if I go to sleep, then I have a lot of room to think. My mind’ll automatically worry. So then… I can’t sleep.
...that's not healthy
I usually get the recommended amount of sleep, tonight’s an exception for me. I don’t think I could go back even if I tried.
so im friends with these two girls, and they tend to…joke around i guess.
sometimes they take it too far.
theres a girl at our lunch table who has autism, and my friends make fun of her while she is sitting there laughing, thinking that they are being nice.
i told them to stop but they wont because they think it’s funny.
its cruel and awful and they get like this with others too.
they make jokes and don’t understand when people are offended (i have been the target of such jokes, they call me a city *****)
i need advice because theyre my friends but theyre also not nice people and i dont know how to make them stop teasing the girl
have you tried talking to the principal or counselors about it?
Is that your solution for everything? Besides they would just say that they were trying to be friends with her and i have like seven friends and they are involved in the rest of my friend group and theyre in all my classes so they would be mad and not talk to me and it would be really awkward and i know im just a coward but still
I am socially awkward irl. I am better at talking to school administration than I am about talking to kids my age face to face
Im socially awkward but also i have trust issues I wouldn’t be able to trust the staff
There's also an anonymous reporting site that my school uses. No idea how widespread it is / if it actually gets checked or not. Might be worth looking into if you're afraid of trusting the staff
I guess but we have five people sit on our side of the table. The two who tease the girl, the girl, my one shy friend who won’t stand up for herself, and me. If they got called in they would know it was me
how many kids are within earshot?
This is a school cafeteria with middle schoolers. We’re loud. Even if others could hear it I don’t think they would pay attention or care. There are people on the other side of the table but they dont like one of the girls and ignore them.
just saying it could be hard to trace back to you if done properly. Something is better than nothing imo but I get it if you're more worried about yourself
Yeah ik. Ill look into it.
Middle schoolers are loud as [gp], it's annoying.
do you have any other not afraid friends
Those are the only people in my lunch my other friends include two eighth graders, two girls who aren’t in my lunch, and a boy I don’t share any classes with
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
so im friends with these two girls, and they tend to…joke around i guess.
sometimes they take it too far.
theres a girl at our lunch table who has autism, and my friends make fun of her while she is sitting there laughing, thinking that they are being nice.
i told them to stop but they wont because they think it’s funny.
its cruel and awful and they get like this with others too.
they make jokes and don’t understand when people are offended (i have been the target of such jokes, they call me a city *****)
i need advice because theyre my friends but theyre also not nice people and i dont know how to make them stop teasing the girl
have you tried talking to the principal or counselors about it?
Is that your solution for everything? Besides they would just say that they were trying to be friends with her and i have like seven friends and they are involved in the rest of my friend group and theyre in all my classes so they would be mad and not talk to me and it would be really awkward and i know im just a coward but still
I am socially awkward irl. I am better at talking to school administration than I am about talking to kids my age face to face
Im socially awkward but also i have trust issues I wouldn’t be able to trust the staff
There's also an anonymous reporting site that my school uses. No idea how widespread it is / if it actually gets checked or not. Might be worth looking into if you're afraid of trusting the staff
I guess but we have five people sit on our side of the table. The two who tease the girl, the girl, my one shy friend who won’t stand up for herself, and me. If they got called in they would know it was me
how many kids are within earshot?
This is a school cafeteria with middle schoolers. We’re loud. Even if others could hear it I don’t think they would pay attention or care. There are people on the other side of the table but they dont like one of the girls and ignore them.
just saying it could be hard to trace back to you if done properly. Something is better than nothing imo but I get it if you're more worried about yourself
Yeah ik. Ill look into it.
Middle schoolers are loud as [gp], it's annoying.
do you have any other not afraid friends
Those are the only people in my lunch my other friends include two eighth graders, two girls who aren’t in my lunch, and a boy I don’t share any classes with
maybe monks can help idk i have another idea but it my not work for you
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Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
*snip snip* Monks doesn’t know them (not my grade) what’s your other idea
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
*snip snip* Monks doesn’t know them (not my grade) what’s your other idea
just tell the teacher knowing what will happen
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Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
ah cool...we have a support thread. I'm probably gonna just vent here and honestly I don't really except a solution to appear but hearing what y'all would have to say would be welcome. Also a bit of a TW here for self harm. Im gonna put my problem in a spoiler.
so I have a big mental issue. i started overthinking a lot last night cause me and my girlfriend got into an argument last night. I just started overthinking and one thing led to another and I slit my wrists, and passed out. I know I should talk to someone professional but I'm scared I'll just be brushed off. I'm used to bottling up my problems because i've always been bullied, pushed around, made fun of, etc. so being quiet is my solution but honestly its started to stop working. and I try to joke around and show that I'm ok but I'm not and I think my friends are starting to realize that and I'm scared that they'll abandon me because of how I'm constantly feeling.
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Ye old creator of characters
Tortured poet and writer
This mortal body is expendable, I will be released from my binding soon.
ah cool...we have a support thread. I'm probably gonna just vent here and honestly I don't really except a solution to appear but hearing what y'all would have to say would be welcome. Also a bit of a TW here for self harm. Im gonna put my problem in a spoiler.
so I have a big mental issue. i started overthinking a lot last night cause me and my girlfriend got into an argument last night. I just started overthinking and one thing led to another and I slit my wrists, and passed out. I know I should talk to someone professional but I'm scared I'll just be brushed off. I'm used to bottling up my problems because i've always been bullied, pushed around, made fun of, etc. so being quiet is my solution but honestly its started to stop working. and I try to joke around and show that I'm ok but I'm not and I think my friends are starting to realize that and I'm scared that they'll abandon me because of how I'm constantly feeling.
if you can DO talk to a professional
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Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
ah cool...we have a support thread. I'm probably gonna just vent here and honestly I don't really except a solution to appear but hearing what y'all would have to say would be welcome. Also a bit of a TW here for self harm. Im gonna put my problem in a spoiler.
so I have a big mental issue. i started overthinking a lot last night cause me and my girlfriend got into an argument last night. I just started overthinking and one thing led to another and I slit my wrists, and passed out. I know I should talk to someone professional but I'm scared I'll just be brushed off. I'm used to bottling up my problems because i've always been bullied, pushed around, made fun of, etc. so being quiet is my solution but honestly its started to stop working. and I try to joke around and show that I'm ok but I'm not and I think my friends are starting to realize that and I'm scared that they'll abandon me because of how I'm constantly feeling.
Theren i’m so glad you’re still here. I wish I could give you a hug through the screen. I’m a really bad advice giver but just know that we’re all here for you.
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No news is good news…
I'll lay a white rose on the cold earth, knowing it that it has not claimed your soul.
ah cool...we have a support thread. I'm probably gonna just vent here and honestly I don't really except a solution to appear but hearing what y'all would have to say would be welcome. Also a bit of a TW here for self harm. Im gonna put my problem in a spoiler.
so I have a big mental issue. i started overthinking a lot last night cause me and my girlfriend got into an argument last night. I just started overthinking and one thing led to another and I slit my wrists, and passed out. I know I should talk to someone professional but I'm scared I'll just be brushed off. I'm used to bottling up my problems because i've always been bullied, pushed around, made fun of, etc. so being quiet is my solution but honestly its started to stop working. and I try to joke around and show that I'm ok but I'm not and I think my friends are starting to realize that and I'm scared that they'll abandon me because of how I'm constantly feeling.
oh my gosh dude, im so sorry about that. ive struggled with really bad sh relapses and they're absolutely terrifying. if you don't mind me asking, was that your first time? or is it something that has been happening for a while, even if not consistent. no matter what your answer is I think it's still extremely important for you to talk to professionals. I tried keeping it to myself and things got worse. even talking to friends -- things still got worse. ik my experience isn't the same as yours but I think requesting a therapist would be really really good because truthfully these difficult moments aren't gonna go away. finding healthy coping mechanism is really important. if you ever need to talk you can pm me and I will help the best I can
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I confess it's a shame, When you livin' in a city that's the size of a box and nobody knows yo' name
ah cool...we have a support thread. I'm probably gonna just vent here and honestly I don't really except a solution to appear but hearing what y'all would have to say would be welcome. Also a bit of a TW here for self harm. Im gonna put my problem in a spoiler.
so I have a big mental issue. i started overthinking a lot last night cause me and my girlfriend got into an argument last night. I just started overthinking and one thing led to another and I slit my wrists, and passed out. I know I should talk to someone professional but I'm scared I'll just be brushed off. I'm used to bottling up my problems because i've always been bullied, pushed around, made fun of, etc. so being quiet is my solution but honestly its started to stop working. and I try to joke around and show that I'm ok but I'm not and I think my friends are starting to realize that and I'm scared that they'll abandon me because of how I'm constantly feeling.
We're all here for you Theren, you're really awesome and I love seeing you around. Seeking professionals is usually the best option, but I understand its hard man. Like Jobah said, I really wish I could give you a hug right now. Really here for you, make sure to PM anyone you feel comfortable asking for help if you need it, cause I know we're all here for you.
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Long live the dragon slayers, long live the spider guild, long live the forums.
I want you to know. You are going to lose. You are going to lose badly. You’re going to lose badly and it’s going to be awesome.
ah cool...we have a support thread. I'm probably gonna just vent here and honestly I don't really except a solution to appear but hearing what y'all would have to say would be welcome. Also a bit of a TW here for self harm. Im gonna put my problem in a spoiler.
so I have a big mental issue. i started overthinking a lot last night cause me and my girlfriend got into an argument last night. I just started overthinking and one thing led to another and I slit my wrists, and passed out. I know I should talk to someone professional but I'm scared I'll just be brushed off. I'm used to bottling up my problems because i've always been bullied, pushed around, made fun of, etc. so being quiet is my solution but honestly its started to stop working. and I try to joke around and show that I'm ok but I'm not and I think my friends are starting to realize that and I'm scared that they'll abandon me because of how I'm constantly feeling.
We're all here for you Theren, you're really awesome and I love seeing you around. Seeking professionals is usually the best option, but I understand its hard man. Like Jobah said, I really wish I could give you a hug right now. Really here for you, make sure to PM anyone you feel comfortable asking for help if you need it, cause I know we're all here for you.
ah cool...we have a support thread. I'm probably gonna just vent here and honestly I don't really except a solution to appear but hearing what y'all would have to say would be welcome. Also a bit of a TW here for self harm. Im gonna put my problem in a spoiler.
so I have a big mental issue. i started overthinking a lot last night cause me and my girlfriend got into an argument last night. I just started overthinking and one thing led to another and I slit my wrists, and passed out. I know I should talk to someone professional but I'm scared I'll just be brushed off. I'm used to bottling up my problems because i've always been bullied, pushed around, made fun of, etc. so being quiet is my solution but honestly its started to stop working. and I try to joke around and show that I'm ok but I'm not and I think my friends are starting to realize that and I'm scared that they'll abandon me because of how I'm constantly feeling.
oh my gosh dude, im so sorry about that. ive struggled with really bad sh relapses and they're absolutely terrifying. if you don't mind me asking, was that your first time? or is it something that has been happening for a while, even if not consistent. no matter what your answer is I think it's still extremely important for you to talk to professionals. I tried keeping it to myself and things got worse. even talking to friends -- things still got worse. ik my experience isn't the same as yours but I think requesting a therapist would be really really good because truthfully these difficult moments aren't gonna go away. finding healthy coping mechanism is really important. if you ever need to talk you can pm me and I will help the best I can
ah cool...we have a support thread. I'm probably gonna just vent here and honestly I don't really except a solution to appear but hearing what y'all would have to say would be welcome. Also a bit of a TW here for self harm. Im gonna put my problem in a spoiler.
so I have a big mental issue. i started overthinking a lot last night cause me and my girlfriend got into an argument last night. I just started overthinking and one thing led to another and I slit my wrists, and passed out. I know I should talk to someone professional but I'm scared I'll just be brushed off. I'm used to bottling up my problems because i've always been bullied, pushed around, made fun of, etc. so being quiet is my solution but honestly its started to stop working. and I try to joke around and show that I'm ok but I'm not and I think my friends are starting to realize that and I'm scared that they'll abandon me because of how I'm constantly feeling.
Theren i’m so glad you’re still here. I wish I could give you a hug through the screen. I’m a really bad advice giver but just know that we’re all here for you.
ah cool...we have a support thread. I'm probably gonna just vent here and honestly I don't really except a solution to appear but hearing what y'all would have to say would be welcome. Also a bit of a TW here for self harm. Im gonna put my problem in a spoiler.
so I have a big mental issue. i started overthinking a lot last night cause me and my girlfriend got into an argument last night. I just started overthinking and one thing led to another and I slit my wrists, and passed out. I know I should talk to someone professional but I'm scared I'll just be brushed off. I'm used to bottling up my problems because i've always been bullied, pushed around, made fun of, etc. so being quiet is my solution but honestly its started to stop working. and I try to joke around and show that I'm ok but I'm not and I think my friends are starting to realize that and I'm scared that they'll abandon me because of how I'm constantly feeling.
if you can DO talk to a professional
I appreciate all of you but this has been something I've dealt with. I'm sure it'll pass eventually.
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Ye old creator of characters
Tortured poet and writer
This mortal body is expendable, I will be released from my binding soon.
Thank you.
My fears have always been unreasonable and a bit babyish. I was afraid of monsters until I was ten. Poison and drugs for a few years after that. Now diseases for a year or two since.
None of the tactics I try to calm down work except distraction, but that means I’ve gotta actually distract myself, which means I can’t sleep.
Conflicted
Confused
Maybe I will return. Perhaps not.
Extended Signature!
:)
Im prolly not gonna go back to sleep. That 4 hours I got was enough, and I think I might freak if I try. Cause if I go to sleep, then I have a lot of room to think. My mind’ll automatically worry. So then… I can’t sleep.
Conflicted
Confused
Maybe I will return. Perhaps not.
Extended Signature!
My greatest fear is probably a fear of brain cancer, due to a hereditary history of it.
No news is good news…
I'll lay a white rose on the cold earth, knowing it that it has not claimed your soul.
I usually get the recommended amount of sleep, tonight’s an exception for me. I don’t think I could go back even if I tried.
Conflicted
Confused
Maybe I will return. Perhaps not.
Extended Signature!
Sorry, although I can’t sleep, I want to minimize the time I’m on here tonight. Healthier to stay offline.
Conflicted
Confused
Maybe I will return. Perhaps not.
Extended Signature!
Those are the only people in my lunch my other friends include two eighth graders, two girls who aren’t in my lunch, and a boy I don’t share any classes with
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
maybe monks can help idk i have another idea but it my not work for you
Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
*snip snip*
Monks doesn’t know them (not my grade) what’s your other idea
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
just tell the teacher knowing what will happen
Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
ah cool...we have a support thread. I'm probably gonna just vent here and honestly I don't really except a solution to appear but hearing what y'all would have to say would be welcome. Also a bit of a TW here for self harm. Im gonna put my problem in a spoiler.
so I have a big mental issue. i started overthinking a lot last night cause me and my girlfriend got into an argument last night. I just started overthinking and one thing led to another and I slit my wrists, and passed out. I know I should talk to someone professional but I'm scared I'll just be brushed off. I'm used to bottling up my problems because i've always been bullied, pushed around, made fun of, etc. so being quiet is my solution but honestly its started to stop working. and I try to joke around and show that I'm ok but I'm not and I think my friends are starting to realize that and I'm scared that they'll abandon me because of how I'm constantly feeling.
Ye old creator of characters
Tortured poet and writer
This mortal body is expendable, I will be released from my binding soon.
if you can DO talk to a professional
Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
Theren i’m so glad you’re still here. I wish I could give you a hug through the screen. I’m a really bad advice giver but just know that we’re all here for you.
No news is good news…
I'll lay a white rose on the cold earth, knowing it that it has not claimed your soul.
oh my gosh dude, im so sorry about that. ive struggled with really bad sh relapses and they're absolutely terrifying. if you don't mind me asking, was that your first time? or is it something that has been happening for a while, even if not consistent. no matter what your answer is I think it's still extremely important for you to talk to professionals. I tried keeping it to myself and things got worse. even talking to friends -- things still got worse. ik my experience isn't the same as yours but I think requesting a therapist would be really really good because truthfully these difficult moments aren't gonna go away. finding healthy coping mechanism is really important. if you ever need to talk you can pm me and I will help the best I can
(he/him)
I confess it's a shame, When you livin' in a city that's the size of a box and nobody knows yo' name
-"I Wish" Skee-Lo (literally the best song ever)
Nickname: Elliot the Old (IM NOT THAT OLD VITUS-)
We're all here for you Theren, you're really awesome and I love seeing you around. Seeking professionals is usually the best option, but I understand its hard man. Like Jobah said, I really wish I could give you a hug right now. Really here for you, make sure to PM anyone you feel comfortable asking for help if you need it, cause I know we're all here for you.
Long live the dragon slayers, long live the spider guild, long live the forums.
I want you to know. You are going to lose. You are going to lose badly. You’re going to lose badly and it’s going to be awesome.
I appreciate all of you but this has been something I've dealt with. I'm sure it'll pass eventually.
Ye old creator of characters
Tortured poet and writer
This mortal body is expendable, I will be released from my binding soon.
alright mate well again, if you ever need to talk we're all here for you
(he/him)
I confess it's a shame, When you livin' in a city that's the size of a box and nobody knows yo' name
-"I Wish" Skee-Lo (literally the best song ever)
Nickname: Elliot the Old (IM NOT THAT OLD VITUS-)
thanks. :)
Ye old creator of characters
Tortured poet and writer
This mortal body is expendable, I will be released from my binding soon.