*AND I’M ASKIN’ WHY LORD, IF THIS IS HOW I DIE, LORD, WHY BE LEFT WITH NO FAMILY AND NO FRIENDS? I’VE GOT NO CELEBRATION, JUST THIS CONSOLATION! TIME EATS ALL HIS CHILDREN IN THE END!*
*boo!*
*ah!*
*i feast upon your screams!*
*ah ah ah ah ah ah!*
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Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Taking the hint that this story doesn't go well, he holds back the 'Oooohhhhhh!!' customary for the cabin (that he hates anyways), instead opting to ask "... Did he get sent on a quest..?"
"Hah! No... Drew kidnapped him, becasue he was rude to her and stood up for me."
She goes back to working on her project.
"Im sorry, she what?? What the hell do you mean she kidnapped him??"
"She kidnapped him."
"Where did she put him?? When?"
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*AND I’M ASKIN’ WHY LORD, IF THIS IS HOW I DIE, LORD, WHY BE LEFT WITH NO FAMILY AND NO FRIENDS? I’VE GOT NO CELEBRATION, JUST THIS CONSOLATION! TIME EATS ALL HIS CHILDREN IN THE END!*
*boo!*
*ah!*
*i feast upon your screams!*
*Yyyyyello Arch!*
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Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
*AND I’M ASKIN’ WHY LORD, IF THIS IS HOW I DIE, LORD, WHY BE LEFT WITH NO FAMILY AND NO FRIENDS? I’VE GOT NO CELEBRATION, JUST THIS CONSOLATION! TIME EATS ALL HIS CHILDREN IN THE END!*
*boo!*
*HI ARCH I HAVE A CUTSCENE TO POST WITH A BIG REVEAL*
*I’M NOT ARCH BUT POST IT PLSSS*
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Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
*AND I’M ASKIN’ WHY LORD, IF THIS IS HOW I DIE, LORD, WHY BE LEFT WITH NO FAMILY AND NO FRIENDS? I’VE GOT NO CELEBRATION, JUST THIS CONSOLATION! TIME EATS ALL HIS CHILDREN IN THE END!*
*boo!*
*HI ARCH I HAVE A CUTSCENE TO POST WITH A BIG REVEAL*
Taking the hint that this story doesn't go well, he holds back the 'Oooohhhhhh!!' customary for the cabin (that he hates anyways), instead opting to ask "... Did he get sent on a quest..?"
"Hah! No... Drew kidnapped him, becasue he was rude to her and stood up for me."
She goes back to working on her project.
"Im sorry, she what?? What the hell do you mean she kidnapped him??"
"She kidnapped him."
"Where did she put him?? When?"
"Just before you came. That's why I was crying a lot. And, if I knew where he was, don't you think I'd have gotten him out by now?!"
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Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
*AND I’M ASKIN’ WHY LORD, IF THIS IS HOW I DIE, LORD, WHY BE LEFT WITH NO FAMILY AND NO FRIENDS? I’VE GOT NO CELEBRATION, JUST THIS CONSOLATION! TIME EATS ALL HIS CHILDREN IN THE END!*
Taking the hint that this story doesn't go well, he holds back the 'Oooohhhhhh!!' customary for the cabin (that he hates anyways), instead opting to ask "... Did he get sent on a quest..?"
"Hah! No... Drew kidnapped him, becasue he was rude to her and stood up for me."
She goes back to working on her project.
"Im sorry, she what?? What the hell do you mean she kidnapped him??"
"She kidnapped him."
"Where did she put him?? When?"
"Just before you came. That's why I was crying a lot. And, if I knew where he was, don't you think I'd have gotten him out by now?!"
"Have you told Chiron yet?!"
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NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science] Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews! Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya! Characters (Outdated)
*AND I’M ASKIN’ WHY LORD, IF THIS IS HOW I DIE, LORD, WHY BE LEFT WITH NO FAMILY AND NO FRIENDS? I’VE GOT NO CELEBRATION, JUST THIS CONSOLATION! TIME EATS ALL HIS CHILDREN IN THE END!*
*boo!*
*HI ARCH I HAVE A CUTSCENE TO POST WITH A BIG REVEAL*
*OHOHOHOH GIVE IT TO ME*
*What character?*
*Iolani >:)*
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NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science] Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews! Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya! Characters (Outdated)
In her kajukenbo gym, ‘Tūtū’ sat in the quiet, eyes closed as she reflected over the day. Two new students in one day, only one of them knowing what she is… The other- the boy with the red eyes and dirty blonde hair and next to no skill in fighting yet- was obviously similar to her, as well. The satyr that recognized what she was made that exceptionally clear. She thought about sending them to the camp now.. But the boy clearly didn't know what he was yet. The danger wasn't fully there. So for now, all she would need to do is watch him. Be ready to defend him if needed. Still… It worried her. This was the first time she had something from that world so close again, and she had to be careful not to let on. Not yet. Knock-taptaptap Her thoughts on the matter were cut off by a swift rapping on her instruction club’s door, one hard then a moment later thrice lightly in succession. As she opened it, she saw an envelope sitting there, labelled with her home address. Odd, she thought. Why would a letter to her house somehow go to her club building? Confused, and slightly worried, she examined it closely, only realizing she was holding her breath as she released it, seeing the caduceus symbol in the corner. The Hermes Express. That's how it went here instead… Still odd, with how little contact she has with the greek world, but at least it was safe. She opened the letter reading..
Iolani, Ku`u Lei,
For the last 34 years, I've spent nearly every minute in deep thought about you. I'm sorry I was never able to talk to you, and that I suddenly had to disappear so soon after our engagement. The other haliae had laid a curse on me, and I can no longer touch the salty water of the beaches we loved so much, nor could I be on dry land that near to the equator. The hatred of those jealous monsters separated me from your embrace. I went to the camp we met at, waiting for you to find me, but the moment never came. Now I've come to fear you have forgotten me...
Your beautifully crafted apo has never left my finger all this time, and I still wish to call you my bride if that's what you still want to call me. I've tried every day to be as you would have wanted me. I've continued giving, living up to the name you bestowed upon me. I've continued singing, and practicing the beautiful hula you've taught me. Every sight and every action is in memory of you who I've lost. And the perfect home and people you showed to me.. I love you, Iolani. ʻOi aku ma mua o ke kai, nā hōkū, ka mahina, nā nalu a me nā pūpū a pau o nā kahakai
I still wait at the camp for you to this day. Longing. Regretting. Please come if you still wish to have me, or send me a letter if you can't. And if you don't care for me, and you'd rather forget our time together, I request just one paper of final words from you to hold. If this letter finds someone else, one of her loved ones, and something has become of her, please send something back to let me know. I cannot bear the weight of waiting and being unknowing any longer. No matter what response returns and becomes of this, know my love for you will always be what defined my two thousand years of life. The moments that mean everything to me, where I was the best person and the happiest I could ever be.
Dearly written from your gifts in the waves, heart calling out to you, ka Makana
Makana… She contacted her? How long had it been? To think that would be a lie, she knew it had been 34 years… Every day she questioned what she had done wrong. What made her leave? For a moment, she’s elated! After all these years, Makana loves her, despite- Despite what happened when she left… Right… This couldn’t be Makana. This must have be an imposter sending something after- After what she left. Her elation instantly faded, as Iolani walked home, rushing to her room. The box was there, under her bed, caked in the years of dust since she touched it last. She brushed it off, opening it gingerly, and moving each item aside. The accessories… The tee shirt.. Every memory. Till the bottom… Another envelope. The tear stains felt fresh as her hand slowly skimmed them, opening it for the first time in 23 years..
Dear Iolani,
I’m sorry. I know what I said last night. I know what I’ve said the past 10 years we’ve been together. I know I told you I loved you ʻoi aku ma mua o ke kai, nā hōkū, ka mahina, nā nalu a me nā pūpū a pau o nā kahakai, but that hasn’t been true for a long time. The waves and winds of the ocean have always been my only loves, and where my loyalty and devotion lie. When you first asked me out, I cared for you, and I didn’t want to hurt the demigod who’s been kind to me. I said yes, I led you on, and I said I felt the same because I didn’t want to hurt you. Last night, when you proposed, I did the same. I was wrong, and I said yes because I didn’t want to break your heart, but over the hours of tears and thought tonight, I knew I had to write this to you. While I care, I’ve never loved you in that way, and I was wrong to go along with your feelings to make you happy.
This charade has exhausted me, and slowly eaten away at all the love and care I've had. I’m too exhausted to keep this going, and seeing your face makes me feel too much guilt and shame to handle. It has made a part of me want to hate you. To blame you for how distraught and hurt I've felt losing control of my life. I’m sorry, but I’ve made the nearly impossible decision to leave while you were asleep. It’s better for both of us this way. You won’t have to hear this all in person, and can find someone new without feeling the conflicted feelings of me being there. Someone better for you. Someone human like you are… You don’t deserve someone cruel and lying like me.
Please, Iolani, don’t try to find me. I’ve taken the apo with me so you can’t use it to scry on me. You can make one that’s new and untainted for your aloha hou. I hope she gives you what I couldn’t. If you attempt to find me travelling, you won’t find my hiding places throughout the vast and powerful seas. I’ll go places you don’t know, depths you cannot travel to. Continue building your classes up. Teach the children you love to help. Live your life without me. You won’t find me before the end. I’m sorry it has to be this way, but it is for the best.
Na ke kai, ka lā, nā hōkū, nā kūpuna, a me nā akua e kiaʻi i kou ola hou. Hiki iā ʻoe ke ʻike i ka ʻoiaʻiʻo mai kahi mea aloha maoli iā ʻoe. May your divine tears lead you to new heights, with new joys.
One final apology from the waves your unrequited love went to,
- Ka Makana i nalowale
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The hallucinations finally disperse, at least, that's what he thinks, and he finds himself in the Infirmiry.
“W-wha?”
A cuple of Apollo kids are rushing about, checking his vitals, making sure he stays conscious.
“I-what happened?”
Jacob walks up, yawning.
"A-Apparently... Apparently, you had a hallucinatory coma... Didn't go around eating rndom mushrooms or flowers did you...?"
“I-I killed a tree and a Huntress took it out on me.”
"... Of course."
He calls over his shoulder,
"KIA! GO AND TALK TO MOONFLOWER ABOUT NOT GIVING ANY MORE CAMPERS HALLUCINATORY COMA'S! IT'S ANNOYING!"
“I deserved it… I killed an innocent dryad…”
"One, no you didn't. And two, we where all extremely worried because we thoguht Dad had ccidently released his doomsday Zombie virus, or, even worse, intentionally realleased his doomsday zombie virus! We put the whole camp into lock-down, casted spell after spell of infection wards, we even got a whole bunch of ares kids here to bust your brains out if you reanimated!"
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Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
The hallucinations finally disperse, at least, that's what he thinks, and he finds himself in the Infirmiry.
“W-wha?”
A cuple of Apollo kids are rushing about, checking his vitals, making sure he stays conscious.
“I-what happened?”
Jacob walks up, yawning.
"A-Apparently... Apparently, you had a hallucinatory coma... Didn't go around eating rndom mushrooms or flowers did you...?"
“I-I killed a tree and a Huntress took it out on me.”
"... Of course."
He calls over his shoulder,
"KIA! GO AND TALK TO MOONFLOWER ABOUT NOT GIVING ANY MORE CAMPERS HALLUCINATORY COMA'S! IT'S ANNOYING!"
“I deserved it… I killed an innocent dryad…”
"One, no you didn't. And two, we where all extremely worried because we thoguht Dad had ccidently released his doomsday Zombie virus, or, even worse, intentionally realleased his doomsday zombie virus! We put the whole camp into lock-down, casted spell after spell of infection wards, we even got a whole bunch of ares kids here to bust your brains out if you reanimated!"
“What!?!”
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Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Taking the hint that this story doesn't go well, he holds back the 'Oooohhhhhh!!' customary for the cabin (that he hates anyways), instead opting to ask "... Did he get sent on a quest..?"
"Hah! No... Drew kidnapped him, becasue he was rude to her and stood up for me."
She goes back to working on her project.
"Im sorry, she what?? What the hell do you mean she kidnapped him??"
"She kidnapped him."
"Where did she put him?? When?"
"Just before you came. That's why I was crying a lot. And, if I knew where he was, don't you think I'd have gotten him out by now?!"
"Have you told Chiron yet?!"
"Drew made it clear that if I toldanybody who wasn't an aphrodite kid, or if anyone tells anybody who's not an aphrodite kid, he will be fed to hellhounds."
She shivers.
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Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
Taking the hint that this story doesn't go well, he holds back the 'Oooohhhhhh!!' customary for the cabin (that he hates anyways), instead opting to ask "... Did he get sent on a quest..?"
"Hah! No... Drew kidnapped him, becasue he was rude to her and stood up for me."
She goes back to working on her project.
"Im sorry, she what?? What the hell do you mean she kidnapped him??"
"She kidnapped him."
"Where did she put him?? When?"
"Just before you came. That's why I was crying a lot. And, if I knew where he was, don't you think I'd have gotten him out by now?!"
"Have you told Chiron yet?!"
"Drew made it clear that if I toldanybody who wasn't an aphrodite kid, or if anyone tells anybody who's not an aphrodite kid, he will be fed to hellhounds."
She shivers.
A psychic connection is made with her, as Wren's voice enters her mind Someone seriously needs to take that [GP] out... Cabin is supposed to be about love for mom's sake. All kinds. But not about this!
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*ah ah ah ah ah ah!*
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Extended Signature!
"Where did she put him?? When?"
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
Characters (Outdated)
*Yyyyyello Arch!*
Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
*I’M NOT ARCH BUT POST IT PLSSS*
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Extended Signature!
*OHOHOHOH GIVE IT TO ME*
*What character?*
“I deserved it… I killed an innocent dryad…”
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Extended Signature!
"Just before you came. That's why I was crying a lot. And, if I knew where he was, don't you think I'd have gotten him out by now?!"
Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
He jumps and catches it. “Not while I’m around!” He makes a fake throw and then a real throw.
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Extended Signature!
*hi Gonzalo! How art thou?*
"Have you told Chiron yet?!"
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
Characters (Outdated)
*Iolani >:)*
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
Characters (Outdated)
In her kajukenbo gym, ‘Tūtū’ sat in the quiet, eyes closed as she reflected over the day. Two new students in one day, only one of them knowing what she is… The other- the boy with the red eyes and dirty blonde hair and next to no skill in fighting yet- was obviously similar to her, as well. The satyr that recognized what she was made that exceptionally clear. She thought about sending them to the camp now.. But the boy clearly didn't know what he was yet. The danger wasn't fully there. So for now, all she would need to do is watch him. Be ready to defend him if needed. Still… It worried her. This was the first time she had something from that world so close again, and she had to be careful not to let on. Not yet. Knock-taptaptap Her thoughts on the matter were cut off by a swift rapping on her instruction club’s door, one hard then a moment later thrice lightly in succession. As she opened it, she saw an envelope sitting there, labelled with her home address. Odd, she thought. Why would a letter to her house somehow go to her club building? Confused, and slightly worried, she examined it closely, only realizing she was holding her breath as she released it, seeing the caduceus symbol in the corner. The Hermes Express. That's how it went here instead… Still odd, with how little contact she has with the greek world, but at least it was safe. She opened the letter reading..
Iolani, Ku`u Lei,
For the last 34 years, I've spent nearly every minute in deep thought about you. I'm sorry I was never able to talk to you, and that I suddenly had to disappear so soon after our engagement. The other haliae had laid a curse on me, and I can no longer touch the salty water of the beaches we loved so much, nor could I be on dry land that near to the equator. The hatred of those jealous monsters separated me from your embrace. I went to the camp we met at, waiting for you to find me, but the moment never came. Now I've come to fear you have forgotten me...
Your beautifully crafted apo has never left my finger all this time, and I still wish to call you my bride if that's what you still want to call me. I've tried every day to be as you would have wanted me. I've continued giving, living up to the name you bestowed upon me. I've continued singing, and practicing the beautiful hula you've taught me. Every sight and every action is in memory of you who I've lost. And the perfect home and people you showed to me.. I love you, Iolani. ʻOi aku ma mua o ke kai, nā hōkū, ka mahina, nā nalu a me nā pūpū a pau o nā kahakai
I still wait at the camp for you to this day. Longing. Regretting. Please come if you still wish to have me, or send me a letter if you can't. And if you don't care for me, and you'd rather forget our time together, I request just one paper of final words from you to hold. If this letter finds someone else, one of her loved ones, and something has become of her, please send something back to let me know. I cannot bear the weight of waiting and being unknowing any longer. No matter what response returns and becomes of this, know my love for you will always be what defined my two thousand years of life. The moments that mean everything to me, where I was the best person and the happiest I could ever be.
Dearly written from your gifts in the waves, heart calling out to you, ka Makana
Makana… She contacted her? How long had it been? To think that would be a lie, she knew it had been 34 years… Every day she questioned what she had done wrong. What made her leave? For a moment, she’s elated! After all these years, Makana loves her, despite- Despite what happened when she left… Right… This couldn’t be Makana. This must have be an imposter sending something after- After what she left. Her elation instantly faded, as Iolani walked home, rushing to her room. The box was there, under her bed, caked in the years of dust since she touched it last. She brushed it off, opening it gingerly, and moving each item aside. The accessories… The tee shirt.. Every memory. Till the bottom… Another envelope. The tear stains felt fresh as her hand slowly skimmed them, opening it for the first time in 23 years..
Dear Iolani,
I’m sorry. I know what I said last night. I know what I’ve said the past 10 years we’ve been together. I know I told you I loved you ʻoi aku ma mua o ke kai, nā hōkū, ka mahina, nā nalu a me nā pūpū a pau o nā kahakai, but that hasn’t been true for a long time. The waves and winds of the ocean have always been my only loves, and where my loyalty and devotion lie. When you first asked me out, I cared for you, and I didn’t want to hurt the demigod who’s been kind to me. I said yes, I led you on, and I said I felt the same because I didn’t want to hurt you. Last night, when you proposed, I did the same. I was wrong, and I said yes because I didn’t want to break your heart, but over the hours of tears and thought tonight, I knew I had to write this to you. While I care, I’ve never loved you in that way, and I was wrong to go along with your feelings to make you happy.
This charade has exhausted me, and slowly eaten away at all the love and care I've had. I’m too exhausted to keep this going, and seeing your face makes me feel too much guilt and shame to handle. It has made a part of me want to hate you. To blame you for how distraught and hurt I've felt losing control of my life. I’m sorry, but I’ve made the nearly impossible decision to leave while you were asleep. It’s better for both of us this way. You won’t have to hear this all in person, and can find someone new without feeling the conflicted feelings of me being there. Someone better for you. Someone human like you are… You don’t deserve someone cruel and lying like me.
Please, Iolani, don’t try to find me. I’ve taken the apo with me so you can’t use it to scry on me. You can make one that’s new and untainted for your aloha hou. I hope she gives you what I couldn’t. If you attempt to find me travelling, you won’t find my hiding places throughout the vast and powerful seas. I’ll go places you don’t know, depths you cannot travel to. Continue building your classes up. Teach the children you love to help. Live your life without me. You won’t find me before the end. I’m sorry it has to be this way, but it is for the best.
Na ke kai, ka lā, nā hōkū, nā kūpuna, a me nā akua e kiaʻi i kou ola hou. Hiki iā ʻoe ke ʻike i ka ʻoiaʻiʻo mai kahi mea aloha maoli iā ʻoe. May your divine tears lead you to new heights, with new joys.
One final apology from the waves your unrequited love went to,
- Ka Makana i nalowale
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
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"One, no you didn't. And two, we where all extremely worried because we thoguht Dad had ccidently released his doomsday Zombie virus, or, even worse, intentionally realleased his doomsday zombie virus! We put the whole camp into lock-down, casted spell after spell of infection wards, we even got a whole bunch of ares kids here to bust your brains out if you reanimated!"
Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
“What!?!”
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Extended Signature!
"Drew made it clear that if I toldanybody who wasn't an aphrodite kid, or if anyone tells anybody who's not an aphrodite kid, he will be fed to hellhounds."
She shivers.
Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
“Beauty tip. Would it be wise to assume you are an Aphrodite kid then?” Andrew asks.
”Need something?” Havoc asks, bluntly but no bite to his tone.
"Meddle not in the affairs of dragons, for thou art crunchy and taste good with ketchup."
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RoughCoronet's Greater Wills
He grins. “Give that back!”
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Extended Signature!
A psychic connection is made with her, as Wren's voice enters her mind Someone seriously needs to take that [GP] out... Cabin is supposed to be about love for mom's sake. All kinds. But not about this!
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
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