Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
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Life Advice: If someone annoys you, just cast Prestidigitation on them and soil their pants.
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
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Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
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Life Advice: If someone annoys you, just cast Prestidigitation on them and soil their pants.
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
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he/him u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
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uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
even though i barely know any of you guys I consider you all freinds.ill miss you golden.stay safe alright?
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uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
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he/him u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
I relate.i really do no shit no fake half ass sympathies,they are real problems and therapy will help.but everything has a root and you'll figure out your trigger eventually.just until then remember that they're are people that care and genuinely want to see you get better and flourish.like me a stranger on the internet :3
but seriously its not your fault you are the way you are.and all you,anyone can do is just try and improve themselves and try to see the next sunrise.
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uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
I relate.i really do no shit no fake half ass sympathies,they are real problems and therapy will help.but everything has a root and you'll figure out your trigger eventually.just until then remember that they're are people that care and genuinely want to see you get better and flourish.like me a stranger on the internet :3
but seriously its not your fault you are the way you are.and all you,anyone can do is just try and improve themselves and try to see the next sunrise.
thank you
a couple months ago I sat in the middle of the road for about ten minutes, until a random guy drove up and asked if I was okay, and then I felt bad cause I flipped him off. a couple weeks after that, I almost got hit by a car because I have completely stopped regarding traffic laws like jaywalking
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he/him u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
I relate.i really do no shit no fake half ass sympathies,they are real problems and therapy will help.but everything has a root and you'll figure out your trigger eventually.just until then remember that they're are people that care and genuinely want to see you get better and flourish.like me a stranger on the internet :3
but seriously its not your fault you are the way you are.and all you,anyone can do is just try and improve themselves and try to see the next sunrise.
thank you
a couple months ago I sat in the middle of the road for about ten minutes, until a random guy drove up and asked if I was okay, and then I felt bad cause I flipped him off. a couple weeks after that, I almost got hit by a car because I have completely stopped regarding traffic laws like jaywalking
that is not good,borderline sudoku.please don't ignore traffic laws.they are there to keep you safe.you should be safe.
storytime!
WARNING!
whenever I was 13 I tried commiting sudoku.unsuccesfully ofc.i realized I was imperfect and thats ok.i realized people love me,for me.it has been,2 years,10 days.and 5 hours since that fortunate turn of fate and I know I would have regretted it for eternity.so much life left to live,worth to live and I nearly made the mistake of cutting It short.literally.dont make the same mistake I did.
P.S if you die I'll kill you myself :3 <3
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uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
I relate.i really do no shit no fake half ass sympathies,they are real problems and therapy will help.but everything has a root and you'll figure out your trigger eventually.just until then remember that they're are people that care and genuinely want to see you get better and flourish.like me a stranger on the internet :3
but seriously its not your fault you are the way you are.and all you,anyone can do is just try and improve themselves and try to see the next sunrise.
thank you
a couple months ago I sat in the middle of the road for about ten minutes, until a random guy drove up and asked if I was okay, and then I felt bad cause I flipped him off. a couple weeks after that, I almost got hit by a car because I have completely stopped regarding traffic laws like jaywalking
that is not good,borderline sudoku.please don't ignore traffic laws.they are there to keep you safe.you should be safe.
storytime!
WARNING!
whenever I was 13 I tried commiting sudoku.unsuccesfully ofc.i realized I was imperfect and thats ok.i realized people love me,for me.it has been,2 years,10 days.and 5 hours since that fortunate turn of fate and I know I would have regretted it for eternity.so much life left to live,worth to live and I nearly made the mistake of cutting It short.literally.dont make the same mistake I did.
P.S if you die I'll kill you myself :3 <3
I chickened out the time I almost tried. I wouldn't have been able to go through with it. so no danger of that. although I have a lot of scars on my left hand because I have a key
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he/him u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
I relate.i really do no shit no fake half ass sympathies,they are real problems and therapy will help.but everything has a root and you'll figure out your trigger eventually.just until then remember that they're are people that care and genuinely want to see you get better and flourish.like me a stranger on the internet :3
but seriously its not your fault you are the way you are.and all you,anyone can do is just try and improve themselves and try to see the next sunrise.
thank you
a couple months ago I sat in the middle of the road for about ten minutes, until a random guy drove up and asked if I was okay, and then I felt bad cause I flipped him off. a couple weeks after that, I almost got hit by a car because I have completely stopped regarding traffic laws like jaywalking
that is not good,borderline sudoku.please don't ignore traffic laws.they are there to keep you safe.you should be safe.
storytime!
WARNING!
whenever I was 13 I tried commiting sudoku.unsuccesfully ofc.i realized I was imperfect and thats ok.i realized people love me,for me.it has been,2 years,10 days.and 5 hours since that fortunate turn of fate and I know I would have regretted it for eternity.so much life left to live,worth to live and I nearly made the mistake of cutting It short.literally.dont make the same mistake I did.
P.S if you die I'll kill you myself :3 <3
I chickened out the time I almost tried. I wouldn't have been able to go through with it. so no danger of that. although I have a lot of scars on my left hand because I have a key
I'm here for you.ngl I'm really bad at this so to finish this whole comfort stick off.
please don't harm yourself.down yourself.or think your some evil villain.your a young teenager with depression,your dealing with a lot and remember no matter what anyone says,even yourself.you matter to more then you know,so please don't be self destructive,be self constructive
much love and support-a little chaos junky.
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uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
I relate.i really do no shit no fake half ass sympathies,they are real problems and therapy will help.but everything has a root and you'll figure out your trigger eventually.just until then remember that they're are people that care and genuinely want to see you get better and flourish.like me a stranger on the internet :3
but seriously its not your fault you are the way you are.and all you,anyone can do is just try and improve themselves and try to see the next sunrise.
thank you
a couple months ago I sat in the middle of the road for about ten minutes, until a random guy drove up and asked if I was okay, and then I felt bad cause I flipped him off. a couple weeks after that, I almost got hit by a car because I have completely stopped regarding traffic laws like jaywalking
that is not good,borderline sudoku.please don't ignore traffic laws.they are there to keep you safe.you should be safe.
storytime!
WARNING!
whenever I was 13 I tried commiting sudoku.unsuccesfully ofc.i realized I was imperfect and thats ok.i realized people love me,for me.it has been,2 years,10 days.and 5 hours since that fortunate turn of fate and I know I would have regretted it for eternity.so much life left to live,worth to live and I nearly made the mistake of cutting It short.literally.dont make the same mistake I did.
P.S if you die I'll kill you myself :3 <3
I chickened out the time I almost tried. I wouldn't have been able to go through with it. so no danger of that. although I have a lot of scars on my left hand because I have a key
I'm here for you.ngl I'm really bad at this so to finish this whole comfort stick off.
please don't harm yourself.down yourself.or think your some evil villain.your a young teenager with depression,your dealing with a lot and remember no matter what anyone says,even yourself.you matter to more then you know,so please don't be self destructive,be self constructive
much love and support-a little chaos junky.
ur really good at comfort and advice and support. and thank you
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he/him u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
I relate.i really do no shit no fake half ass sympathies,they are real problems and therapy will help.but everything has a root and you'll figure out your trigger eventually.just until then remember that they're are people that care and genuinely want to see you get better and flourish.like me a stranger on the internet :3
but seriously its not your fault you are the way you are.and all you,anyone can do is just try and improve themselves and try to see the next sunrise.
thank you
a couple months ago I sat in the middle of the road for about ten minutes, until a random guy drove up and asked if I was okay, and then I felt bad cause I flipped him off. a couple weeks after that, I almost got hit by a car because I have completely stopped regarding traffic laws like jaywalking
that is not good,borderline sudoku.please don't ignore traffic laws.they are there to keep you safe.you should be safe.
storytime!
WARNING!
whenever I was 13 I tried commiting sudoku.unsuccesfully ofc.i realized I was imperfect and thats ok.i realized people love me,for me.it has been,2 years,10 days.and 5 hours since that fortunate turn of fate and I know I would have regretted it for eternity.so much life left to live,worth to live and I nearly made the mistake of cutting It short.literally.dont make the same mistake I did.
P.S if you die I'll kill you myself :3 <3
I chickened out the time I almost tried. I wouldn't have been able to go through with it. so no danger of that. although I have a lot of scars on my left hand because I have a key
I'm here for you.ngl I'm really bad at this so to finish this whole comfort stick off.
please don't harm yourself.down yourself.or think your some evil villain.your a young teenager with depression,your dealing with a lot and remember no matter what anyone says,even yourself.you matter to more then you know,so please don't be self destructive,be self constructive
much love and support-a little chaos junky.
ur really good at comfort and advice and support. and thank you
your welcome now go to bed.
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Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
ducks are the superior species :3
(not a duck :( unfortunately)
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Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
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I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
Life Advice: If someone annoys you, just cast Prestidigitation on them and soil their pants.
And here is my extended signature: (^v^)
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
he/him u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Hello, all! I am Golden_Axolotl_Dragon's familiar, after a little conversation...
this is my extended signature(hint, click it): :3
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
ducks are the superior species :3
(not a duck :( unfortunately)
even though i barely know any of you guys I consider you all freinds.ill miss you golden.stay safe alright?
uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
ducks are the superior species :3
(not a duck :( unfortunately)
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
he/him u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Hello, all! I am Golden_Axolotl_Dragon's familiar, after a little conversation...
this is my extended signature(hint, click it): :3
I relate.i really do no shit no fake half ass sympathies,they are real problems and therapy will help.but everything has a root and you'll figure out your trigger eventually.just until then remember that they're are people that care and genuinely want to see you get better and flourish.like me a stranger on the internet :3
but seriously its not your fault you are the way you are.and all you,anyone can do is just try and improve themselves and try to see the next sunrise.
uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
ducks are the superior species :3
(not a duck :( unfortunately)
thank you
a couple months ago I sat in the middle of the road for about ten minutes, until a random guy drove up and asked if I was okay, and then I felt bad cause I flipped him off. a couple weeks after that, I almost got hit by a car because I have completely stopped regarding traffic laws like jaywalking
he/him u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Hello, all! I am Golden_Axolotl_Dragon's familiar, after a little conversation...
this is my extended signature(hint, click it): :3
that is not good,borderline sudoku.please don't ignore traffic laws.they are there to keep you safe.you should be safe.
storytime!
WARNING!
whenever I was 13 I tried commiting sudoku.unsuccesfully ofc.i realized I was imperfect and thats ok.i realized people love me,for me.it has been,2 years,10 days.and 5 hours since that fortunate turn of fate and I know I would have regretted it for eternity.so much life left to live,worth to live and I nearly made the mistake of cutting It short.literally.dont make the same mistake I did.
P.S if you die I'll kill you myself :3 <3
uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
ducks are the superior species :3
(not a duck :( unfortunately)
I chickened out the time I almost tried. I wouldn't have been able to go through with it. so no danger of that. although I have a lot of scars on my left hand because I have a key
he/him u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Hello, all! I am Golden_Axolotl_Dragon's familiar, after a little conversation...
this is my extended signature(hint, click it): :3
I'm here for you.ngl I'm really bad at this so to finish this whole comfort stick off.
please don't harm yourself.down yourself.or think your some evil villain.your a young teenager with depression,your dealing with a lot and remember no matter what anyone says,even yourself.you matter to more then you know,so please don't be self destructive,be self constructive
much love and support-a little chaos junky.
uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
ducks are the superior species :3
(not a duck :( unfortunately)
ur really good at comfort and advice and support. and thank you
he/him u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Hello, all! I am Golden_Axolotl_Dragon's familiar, after a little conversation...
this is my extended signature(hint, click it): :3
your welcome now go to bed.
uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
ducks are the superior species :3
(not a duck :( unfortunately)