Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
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Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
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Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
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Let the world shatter Into dust Nothing else matters Only us
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
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he/him/any u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
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uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
even though i barely know any of you guys I consider you all freinds.ill miss you golden.stay safe alright?
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uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
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he/him/any u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
I relate.i really do no shit no fake half ass sympathies,they are real problems and therapy will help.but everything has a root and you'll figure out your trigger eventually.just until then remember that they're are people that care and genuinely want to see you get better and flourish.like me a stranger on the internet :3
but seriously its not your fault you are the way you are.and all you,anyone can do is just try and improve themselves and try to see the next sunrise.
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uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
I relate.i really do no shit no fake half ass sympathies,they are real problems and therapy will help.but everything has a root and you'll figure out your trigger eventually.just until then remember that they're are people that care and genuinely want to see you get better and flourish.like me a stranger on the internet :3
but seriously its not your fault you are the way you are.and all you,anyone can do is just try and improve themselves and try to see the next sunrise.
thank you
a couple months ago I sat in the middle of the road for about ten minutes, until a random guy drove up and asked if I was okay, and then I felt bad cause I flipped him off. a couple weeks after that, I almost got hit by a car because I have completely stopped regarding traffic laws like jaywalking
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he/him/any u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
I relate.i really do no shit no fake half ass sympathies,they are real problems and therapy will help.but everything has a root and you'll figure out your trigger eventually.just until then remember that they're are people that care and genuinely want to see you get better and flourish.like me a stranger on the internet :3
but seriously its not your fault you are the way you are.and all you,anyone can do is just try and improve themselves and try to see the next sunrise.
thank you
a couple months ago I sat in the middle of the road for about ten minutes, until a random guy drove up and asked if I was okay, and then I felt bad cause I flipped him off. a couple weeks after that, I almost got hit by a car because I have completely stopped regarding traffic laws like jaywalking
that is not good,borderline sudoku.please don't ignore traffic laws.they are there to keep you safe.you should be safe.
storytime!
WARNING!
whenever I was 13 I tried commiting sudoku.unsuccesfully ofc.i realized I was imperfect and thats ok.i realized people love me,for me.it has been,2 years,10 days.and 5 hours since that fortunate turn of fate and I know I would have regretted it for eternity.so much life left to live,worth to live and I nearly made the mistake of cutting It short.literally.dont make the same mistake I did.
P.S if you die I'll kill you myself :3 <3
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uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
I relate.i really do no shit no fake half ass sympathies,they are real problems and therapy will help.but everything has a root and you'll figure out your trigger eventually.just until then remember that they're are people that care and genuinely want to see you get better and flourish.like me a stranger on the internet :3
but seriously its not your fault you are the way you are.and all you,anyone can do is just try and improve themselves and try to see the next sunrise.
thank you
a couple months ago I sat in the middle of the road for about ten minutes, until a random guy drove up and asked if I was okay, and then I felt bad cause I flipped him off. a couple weeks after that, I almost got hit by a car because I have completely stopped regarding traffic laws like jaywalking
that is not good,borderline sudoku.please don't ignore traffic laws.they are there to keep you safe.you should be safe.
storytime!
WARNING!
whenever I was 13 I tried commiting sudoku.unsuccesfully ofc.i realized I was imperfect and thats ok.i realized people love me,for me.it has been,2 years,10 days.and 5 hours since that fortunate turn of fate and I know I would have regretted it for eternity.so much life left to live,worth to live and I nearly made the mistake of cutting It short.literally.dont make the same mistake I did.
P.S if you die I'll kill you myself :3 <3
I chickened out the time I almost tried. I wouldn't have been able to go through with it. so no danger of that. although I have a lot of scars on my left hand because I have a key
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he/him/any u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
I relate.i really do no shit no fake half ass sympathies,they are real problems and therapy will help.but everything has a root and you'll figure out your trigger eventually.just until then remember that they're are people that care and genuinely want to see you get better and flourish.like me a stranger on the internet :3
but seriously its not your fault you are the way you are.and all you,anyone can do is just try and improve themselves and try to see the next sunrise.
thank you
a couple months ago I sat in the middle of the road for about ten minutes, until a random guy drove up and asked if I was okay, and then I felt bad cause I flipped him off. a couple weeks after that, I almost got hit by a car because I have completely stopped regarding traffic laws like jaywalking
that is not good,borderline sudoku.please don't ignore traffic laws.they are there to keep you safe.you should be safe.
storytime!
WARNING!
whenever I was 13 I tried commiting sudoku.unsuccesfully ofc.i realized I was imperfect and thats ok.i realized people love me,for me.it has been,2 years,10 days.and 5 hours since that fortunate turn of fate and I know I would have regretted it for eternity.so much life left to live,worth to live and I nearly made the mistake of cutting It short.literally.dont make the same mistake I did.
P.S if you die I'll kill you myself :3 <3
I chickened out the time I almost tried. I wouldn't have been able to go through with it. so no danger of that. although I have a lot of scars on my left hand because I have a key
I'm here for you.ngl I'm really bad at this so to finish this whole comfort stick off.
please don't harm yourself.down yourself.or think your some evil villain.your a young teenager with depression,your dealing with a lot and remember no matter what anyone says,even yourself.you matter to more then you know,so please don't be self destructive,be self constructive
much love and support-a little chaos junky.
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uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
I relate.i really do no shit no fake half ass sympathies,they are real problems and therapy will help.but everything has a root and you'll figure out your trigger eventually.just until then remember that they're are people that care and genuinely want to see you get better and flourish.like me a stranger on the internet :3
but seriously its not your fault you are the way you are.and all you,anyone can do is just try and improve themselves and try to see the next sunrise.
thank you
a couple months ago I sat in the middle of the road for about ten minutes, until a random guy drove up and asked if I was okay, and then I felt bad cause I flipped him off. a couple weeks after that, I almost got hit by a car because I have completely stopped regarding traffic laws like jaywalking
that is not good,borderline sudoku.please don't ignore traffic laws.they are there to keep you safe.you should be safe.
storytime!
WARNING!
whenever I was 13 I tried commiting sudoku.unsuccesfully ofc.i realized I was imperfect and thats ok.i realized people love me,for me.it has been,2 years,10 days.and 5 hours since that fortunate turn of fate and I know I would have regretted it for eternity.so much life left to live,worth to live and I nearly made the mistake of cutting It short.literally.dont make the same mistake I did.
P.S if you die I'll kill you myself :3 <3
I chickened out the time I almost tried. I wouldn't have been able to go through with it. so no danger of that. although I have a lot of scars on my left hand because I have a key
I'm here for you.ngl I'm really bad at this so to finish this whole comfort stick off.
please don't harm yourself.down yourself.or think your some evil villain.your a young teenager with depression,your dealing with a lot and remember no matter what anyone says,even yourself.you matter to more then you know,so please don't be self destructive,be self constructive
much love and support-a little chaos junky.
ur really good at comfort and advice and support. and thank you
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he/him/any u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
I relate.i really do no shit no fake half ass sympathies,they are real problems and therapy will help.but everything has a root and you'll figure out your trigger eventually.just until then remember that they're are people that care and genuinely want to see you get better and flourish.like me a stranger on the internet :3
but seriously its not your fault you are the way you are.and all you,anyone can do is just try and improve themselves and try to see the next sunrise.
thank you
a couple months ago I sat in the middle of the road for about ten minutes, until a random guy drove up and asked if I was okay, and then I felt bad cause I flipped him off. a couple weeks after that, I almost got hit by a car because I have completely stopped regarding traffic laws like jaywalking
that is not good,borderline sudoku.please don't ignore traffic laws.they are there to keep you safe.you should be safe.
storytime!
WARNING!
whenever I was 13 I tried commiting sudoku.unsuccesfully ofc.i realized I was imperfect and thats ok.i realized people love me,for me.it has been,2 years,10 days.and 5 hours since that fortunate turn of fate and I know I would have regretted it for eternity.so much life left to live,worth to live and I nearly made the mistake of cutting It short.literally.dont make the same mistake I did.
P.S if you die I'll kill you myself :3 <3
I chickened out the time I almost tried. I wouldn't have been able to go through with it. so no danger of that. although I have a lot of scars on my left hand because I have a key
I'm here for you.ngl I'm really bad at this so to finish this whole comfort stick off.
please don't harm yourself.down yourself.or think your some evil villain.your a young teenager with depression,your dealing with a lot and remember no matter what anyone says,even yourself.you matter to more then you know,so please don't be self destructive,be self constructive
much love and support-a little chaos junky.
ur really good at comfort and advice and support. and thank you
your welcome now go to bed.
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uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
Let's say, hypothetically, I want to be someone else. How do I proceed from here?
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JoinThe Absolutely Anything Thread! We need help. Help us. Please. I am begging you please help us I'm so scared for my life right now these people should be locked up
Geometry Dash addict. You should play the level with the ID of 127223597 because I made and it's super cool (subjectively).
Active every third Saturday of every second month of every third year of every ninth decade of every twelfth century.
he/him/any u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have realized, that all of my problems come from the fact that i hate myself
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Hello! Call me GAYto or Gato (Cat in Spanish) My pronouns are They/She (Prefers She/her) I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfae, Trans, Aromantic, and Asexual but this community means the world to me; you can't change that about me :[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, and Aspen
I have realized, that all of my problems come from the fact that i hate myself
stop hating yourself. start saying nice things to yourself. the more you ACT like you like yourself, the more you will start to actually like yourself. it has been scientifically proven to work. if you tell yourself something, eventually you will believe it, and than other people will also start to believe it.
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he/him/any u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have realized, that all of my problems come from the fact that i hate myself
stop hating yourself. start saying nice things to yourself. the more you ACT like you like yourself, the more you will start to actually like yourself. it has been scientifically proven to work. if you tell yourself something, eventually you will believe it, and than other people will also start to believe it.
The problem is, your telling me to love myself
What if i dont know who i am?
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Hello! Call me GAYto or Gato (Cat in Spanish) My pronouns are They/She (Prefers She/her) I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfae, Trans, Aromantic, and Asexual but this community means the world to me; you can't change that about me :[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, and Aspen
I have realized, that all of my problems come from the fact that i hate myself
stop hating yourself. start saying nice things to yourself. the more you ACT like you like yourself, the more you will start to actually like yourself. it has been scientifically proven to work. if you tell yourself something, eventually you will believe it, and than other people will also start to believe it.
The problem is, your telling me to love myself
What if i dont know who i am?
And how can i love myself? When everybody that i know hate it?
That how i feel
I come here, because, i have no other place to be me, or at least, this version of me
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Hello! Call me GAYto or Gato (Cat in Spanish) My pronouns are They/She (Prefers She/her) I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfae, Trans, Aromantic, and Asexual but this community means the world to me; you can't change that about me :[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, and Aspen
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Anyone know if Turtle will be back on soon? Because I'm off for a long time starting the day after tomorrow, so if they aren't back on before then I won't get a chance to say hi...
Let the world shatter
Into dust
Nothing else matters
Only us
Extended Signature: (^v^)
idk — no we’ll miss you Golden
anyway be myself? I’ve hidden that for so long, I don’t think there’s any left.
wes (he/him, bi) — DM, romantic, a little bit eldritch
The Soft in the Storm, your Friendly Neighborhood Storysmith, The Fae Conspirator
christmas is upon us, and we must bow to it
you all are the best people I know — thank you
coming forth to rebehold the stars
extended sig here, check it out!
I'll miss you all too. Never found a nicer group of people than here on DDB.
And as for the second... I legitimately felt that way at one point.
Let the world shatter
Into dust
Nothing else matters
Only us
Extended Signature: (^v^)
I legitimately don't have the slightest clue who I am. I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. I don't know what "myself" is supposed to be like. I don't remember feeling like a person... "I" am just someone who feels nothing and has to pretend to feel anything. and when I do feel anything, it's how much I DONT want to be in existence. anytime it seems like I have an emotion, it is either fake, or i am so stuck in the mask I have for everyone else that I do it automatically. or I am doing it to manipulate someone, like how I pretend to feel empathy to get something... ya that sums me up
he/him/any u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Hello, all! I am Golden_Axolotl_Dragon's familiar, after a little conversation...
this is my extended signature(hint, click it): :3
those thought are more then likely caused by years of built up trauma and baggage(I'm guessing).plus your still a teenager,your SUPPOSED to feel like that.its terrible the way your feeling,I've gone through it but it gets better.my advice,let the mask fall because the sooner you do the better you will feel,the less you'll feel as if you have to manipulate people to get what you want or fake an emotion.be you for you.it wont fix everything but a good start is still good.
you are enough,you always have and always will be ENOUGH.
<3
uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
ducks are the superior species :3
(not a duck :( unfortunately)
even though i barely know any of you guys I consider you all freinds.ill miss you golden.stay safe alright?
uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
ducks are the superior species :3
(not a duck :( unfortunately)
thanks. the dumbest part is tho, the only trauma or baggage I have is giving MYSELF trust issues by not telling anyone anything for like three and a half years. and I hate the universe, but I have no reason, my life is great. and I don't even know why I'm depressed, or why I hate myself. and I have manipulated people my whole life, I'm starting to think I'm a sociopath. I need a therapist
he/him/any u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Hello, all! I am Golden_Axolotl_Dragon's familiar, after a little conversation...
this is my extended signature(hint, click it): :3
I relate.i really do no shit no fake half ass sympathies,they are real problems and therapy will help.but everything has a root and you'll figure out your trigger eventually.just until then remember that they're are people that care and genuinely want to see you get better and flourish.like me a stranger on the internet :3
but seriously its not your fault you are the way you are.and all you,anyone can do is just try and improve themselves and try to see the next sunrise.
uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
ducks are the superior species :3
(not a duck :( unfortunately)
thank you
a couple months ago I sat in the middle of the road for about ten minutes, until a random guy drove up and asked if I was okay, and then I felt bad cause I flipped him off. a couple weeks after that, I almost got hit by a car because I have completely stopped regarding traffic laws like jaywalking
he/him/any u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Hello, all! I am Golden_Axolotl_Dragon's familiar, after a little conversation...
this is my extended signature(hint, click it): :3
that is not good,borderline sudoku.please don't ignore traffic laws.they are there to keep you safe.you should be safe.
storytime!
WARNING!
whenever I was 13 I tried commiting sudoku.unsuccesfully ofc.i realized I was imperfect and thats ok.i realized people love me,for me.it has been,2 years,10 days.and 5 hours since that fortunate turn of fate and I know I would have regretted it for eternity.so much life left to live,worth to live and I nearly made the mistake of cutting It short.literally.dont make the same mistake I did.
P.S if you die I'll kill you myself :3 <3
uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
ducks are the superior species :3
(not a duck :( unfortunately)
I chickened out the time I almost tried. I wouldn't have been able to go through with it. so no danger of that. although I have a lot of scars on my left hand because I have a key
he/him/any u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Hello, all! I am Golden_Axolotl_Dragon's familiar, after a little conversation...
this is my extended signature(hint, click it): :3
I'm here for you.ngl I'm really bad at this so to finish this whole comfort stick off.
please don't harm yourself.down yourself.or think your some evil villain.your a young teenager with depression,your dealing with a lot and remember no matter what anyone says,even yourself.you matter to more then you know,so please don't be self destructive,be self constructive
much love and support-a little chaos junky.
uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
ducks are the superior species :3
(not a duck :( unfortunately)
ur really good at comfort and advice and support. and thank you
he/him/any u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Hello, all! I am Golden_Axolotl_Dragon's familiar, after a little conversation...
this is my extended signature(hint, click it): :3
your welcome now go to bed.
uhhhh
Trans demigurl
pronouns she/they but just call me insults(I find it humorous)
I like spaghetti and all things lovecraftian,plus homebrew is my hobby
bisexual but taken so I'm in all Bi-myself *please laugh*
ducks are the superior species :3
(not a duck :( unfortunately)
Let's say, hypothetically, I want to be someone else. How do I proceed from here?
Join The Absolutely Anything Thread! We need help. Help us. Please. I am begging you please help us I'm so scared for my life right now these people should be locked up
Geometry Dash addict. You should play the level with the ID of 127223597 because I made and it's super cool (subjectively).
Active every third Saturday of every second month of every third year of every ninth decade of every twelfth century.
uhhh, be a femboy... or something else if ur not a dude or whatever idk
I just like femboys, so ignore me ig...
he/him/any u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Hello, all! I am Golden_Axolotl_Dragon's familiar, after a little conversation...
this is my extended signature(hint, click it): :3
If i may say,
I have realized, that all of my problems come from the fact that i hate myself
Hello! Call me GAYto or Gato (Cat in Spanish)
My pronouns are They/She (Prefers She/her)
I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfae, Trans, Aromantic, and Asexual
but this community means the world to me; you can't change that about me
:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, and Aspen
stop hating yourself. start saying nice things to yourself. the more you ACT like you like yourself, the more you will start to actually like yourself. it has been scientifically proven to work. if you tell yourself something, eventually you will believe it, and than other people will also start to believe it.
he/him/any u can call me Foalin, Zabbaddee, or give me new nickname. if me=annoying, tell, bc knowing u not like me > u pretend to
this is Gato's way. we should copy Gato. [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Hello, all! I am Golden_Axolotl_Dragon's familiar, after a little conversation...
this is my extended signature(hint, click it): :3
The problem is, your telling me to love myself
What if i dont know who i am?
Hello! Call me GAYto or Gato (Cat in Spanish)
My pronouns are They/She (Prefers She/her)
I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfae, Trans, Aromantic, and Asexual
but this community means the world to me; you can't change that about me
:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, and Aspen
And how can i love myself? When everybody that i know hate it?
That how i feel
I come here, because, i have no other place to be me, or at least, this version of me
Hello! Call me GAYto or Gato (Cat in Spanish)
My pronouns are They/She (Prefers She/her)
I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfae, Trans, Aromantic, and Asexual
but this community means the world to me; you can't change that about me
:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, and Aspen