The Ultimate Sacrifice

You speak the ancient words of Sacrifice.

A tremendous pain erupts in your chest.

A shock wave knocks all witnesses to their knees.

Your skin cracks, releasing golden light.

The pain increases.

You are screaming.

Your soul is breaking.

The pain is unbearable.

Suddenly, a force erupts from you.

Every feeling you ever felt erupts from your chest.

A flash of golden light.

Everyone you ever knew is walking around you, seeming to be made of light.

Your screaming intensifies.

Every enemy you ever faced walks around you.

Your worst memories flash before your eyes.

More pain.

More screaming.

Your greatest friends appear, protecting you from the horrors.

The pain is past excruciating.

Your nightmares erupt.

From the darkness of pain you see a light. 

Everything begins to slow.

Everyone you ever loved comforts you.

The pain intesifies.

Your voice breaks.

A single tear falls from your cheek. 

You start to fade. 

The tear hits the ground.

Suddenly everything collapses in in a bright flash.

Goodbye.

When this spell is finished, the caster instantly dies, and cannot be brought back by any means. All enemies within 500ft die and cannot be brought back by any means. All who witnessed the event and were not killed wake up 1d4 hours later.  They awake in a 500ft crater of ash. At the center (the casters previous location) there is a pile of dust. The material is chosen by the caster. If not picked up in a minute, it blows away. When the DM is describing the spell, play calming, sad music. DM must approve that this is the right moment before using this spell. This spell does not affect allies.