True Ashes Returns

I could hear the signs calling out from the bottom of the fire, am like a torch flickering in the wind as the saying goes, Lost all my precious, Rage ate me up, Endless forlornness has made me numb, I'd rather rise from here, Or should I hold on to my past?

They've burnt to ashes, Faded to grey, Returned to the earth, Yes it's meant to be, Uncertain flame of hope I found, Will you lead me back on the right track?

This spell, at the cost of your life and a 1d1000 +1d200, releases your memories, emotions, and pain, turning into a Primordial avatar, striking the target down, and turning your body to stone/ash once to spell in complete. The spell cannot be prevented or reversed by Wish or Counter Spell.