So spend your hours on What you think I've done wrong I know I'm in your mind I've been here way too long I want to spend my life With those who've done me right Your heart is frozen over I'm a four-leaf clover
The drow is anxious and also contemplating emotion in this strange society people set up
"Contemplating something?" Ringmaster asks.
She nods "While I was waiting to hear news about alternative payments... Someone asked if I was 'emotionally ok'... Ive... Always seen emotion different"
"How so? I most likely have a perspective more similar to yours."
"... Ive always thought of any emotion as 'ok' except for shame... They all have a purpose and help us in some way... And stagnant happiness in the end accomplishes nothing, and teaches nothing. So... Is it not an 'ok' thing to have and feel them?"
"No, I agree with you. No emotion is truly bad, and none are truly good. All are necessary. Happiness is meaningless if it can't be compared to sorrow, or grief, or rage. Any feeling only matters in how it compares to others."
She nods "And how it can help us to learn. All except shame. Guilt helps, shame does not"
"It has a purpose. Nearly everything does. Shame is a variable, a factor that will change who you are. Make sure you don't stay the same for too long."
"But it places the problem within. Makes it seem a factor that cant be changed... Guilt is similar, but it places the problem external. A feeling you need to get better"
"You can argue as much as you want. I know my truth."
"Im... Not trying to argue... Just trying to understand...."
"To understand someone else's truth is a difficult thing. Very few are willing to accept it openly. Even fewer try to find it."
"What is your truth? I will try my best to learn and contemplate it..."
Ringmaster chuckles. "I have many truths. Some of them more private than others. Which ones do you seek?"
"Anything you believe would be most important to me... That you are willing to share"
"That's too vague, I'm sorry. I know much."
"Then... Can you tell me whatever your truth is on luck or fortune or fate?"
"Luck isn't real. There's only chaos. Things can be random, and that randomness might turn out well for you, or badly for you. But there's no such thing as luck. As fate? It's nice to believe that we all have some great role, some grand destiny ahead of us. But if fate is real, then whoever designed it is heartless and cruel."
"I see.... Do you believe anything is ever slated to happen? Things beyond control? Or... Is every random thing our own fault?"
"There are many things that we cannot control. But with enough tries, you can do anything."
"... Can I ask what choice you would make on something?"
"What is it?"
"If there was something you dont know how it happened... Something strange and mysterious... But it could be dangerous, likely deadly to investigate.... Would you?"
"I would seek more information on it in a way that wouldn't risk harming me, if possible. If I could, I would send someone else to try to investigate it. And if all else failed, I would do it myself."
".... I dont know exactly where investigation could take place... I only really have one clue of anything..."
"And what is that?"
She takes out a cracked vial leaking a blue and white mist
"Strange. I assume you haven't used any magic to try to discern more about it?"
When put into a switch axe, it can put creatures to sleep on a failed CON save. Though, its currently broken and would not function properly"
"If this wasn't broken, it would cause certain entities to fall asleep."
She nods "An out cold phial... It appeared in my axe a few days ago... After I went unconscious in a fight"
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When put into a switch axe, it can put creatures to sleep on a failed CON save. Though, its currently broken and would not function properly"
"If this wasn't broken, it would cause certain entities to fall asleep."
She nods "An out cold phial... It appeared in my axe a few days ago... After I went unconscious in a fight"
"What were you fighting?"
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"That's not important right now." Kinsley resumes their normal child form
"Then I'm not showing you the dark web"
"Why!"
"I have my reasons"
"I'm not just a kid!"
"I'm not going to show you it"
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So spend your hours on What you think I've done wrong I know I'm in your mind I've been here way too long I want to spend my life With those who've done me right Your heart is frozen over I'm a four-leaf clover
When put into a switch axe, it can put creatures to sleep on a failed CON save. Though, its currently broken and would not function properly"
"If this wasn't broken, it would cause certain entities to fall asleep."
She nods "An out cold phial... It appeared in my axe a few days ago... After I went unconscious in a fight"
"What were you fighting?"
"Drodos..."
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When put into a switch axe, it can put creatures to sleep on a failed CON save. Though, its currently broken and would not function properly"
"If this wasn't broken, it would cause certain entities to fall asleep."
She nods "An out cold phial... It appeared in my axe a few days ago... After I went unconscious in a fight"
"What were you fighting?"
"Drodos..."
"Drodos?"
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When put into a switch axe, it can put creatures to sleep on a failed CON save. Though, its currently broken and would not function properly"
"If this wasn't broken, it would cause certain entities to fall asleep."
She nods "An out cold phial... It appeared in my axe a few days ago... After I went unconscious in a fight"
"What were you fighting?"
"Drodos..."
"Drodos?"
She nods "Drodos was... A strange creature. Poison affinity"
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"That's not important right now." Kinsley resumes their normal child form
"Then I'm not showing you the dark web"
"Why!"
"I have my reasons"
"I'm not just a kid!"
"I'm not going to show you it"
"It's because I'm a child isn't it..." Kinsley sulks
"Yes"
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So spend your hours on What you think I've done wrong I know I'm in your mind I've been here way too long I want to spend my life With those who've done me right Your heart is frozen over I'm a four-leaf clover
When put into a switch axe, it can put creatures to sleep on a failed CON save. Though, its currently broken and would not function properly"
"If this wasn't broken, it would cause certain entities to fall asleep."
She nods "An out cold phial... It appeared in my axe a few days ago... After I went unconscious in a fight"
"What were you fighting?"
"Drodos..."
"Drodos?"
She nods "Drodos was... A strange creature. Poison affinity"
"What does it look like?"
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Q looks around, and walks to the nearest person who looks competent and not kalnor
(Why?)
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So spend your hours on What you think I've done wrong I know I'm in your mind I've been here way too long I want to spend my life With those who've done me right Your heart is frozen over I'm a four-leaf clover
When put into a switch axe, it can put creatures to sleep on a failed CON save. Though, its currently broken and would not function properly"
"If this wasn't broken, it would cause certain entities to fall asleep."
She nods "An out cold phial... It appeared in my axe a few days ago... After I went unconscious in a fight"
"What were you fighting?"
"Drodos..."
"Drodos?"
She nods "Drodos was... A strange creature. Poison affinity"
"What does it look like?"
"A large brown abd silver furred creature, with a segmented shelled stinger appendage extending from its nose area. It had a crest, and sharp ice pick claws"
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Q looks around, and walks to the nearest person who looks competent and not kalnor
(Why?)
*because kalnor..*
*Is TOO competent?*
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"That's not important right now." Kinsley resumes their normal child form
"Then I'm not showing you the dark web"
"Why!"
"I have my reasons"
"I'm not just a kid!"
"I'm not going to show you it"
"It's because I'm a child isn't it..." Kinsley sulks
"Yes"
Sulks
"What?"
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So spend your hours on What you think I've done wrong I know I'm in your mind I've been here way too long I want to spend my life With those who've done me right Your heart is frozen over I'm a four-leaf clover
Q looks around, and walks to the nearest person who looks competent and not kalnor
(Why?)
*because kalnor..*
*Is TOO competent?*
*uhh... yeah, exactly*
*Learn more about bullying at your local library.*
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All stars fade. Some stars forever fall. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Homebrew (Mostly Outdated):Magic Items,Monsters,Spells,Subclasses ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If there was no light, people wouldn't fear the dark.
Q looks around, and walks to the nearest person who looks competent and not kalnor
(Why?)
*because kalnor..*
*Is TOO competent?*
*uhh... yeah, exactly*
*#nerfkalnor*
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(Hello)
So spend your hours on
What you think I've done wrong
I know I'm in your mind
I've been here way too long
I want to spend my life
With those who've done me right
Your heart is frozen over
I'm a four-leaf clover
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
Characters (Outdated)
"What were you fighting?"
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If there was no light, people wouldn't fear the dark.
"I'm not going to show you it"
So spend your hours on
What you think I've done wrong
I know I'm in your mind
I've been here way too long
I want to spend my life
With those who've done me right
Your heart is frozen over
I'm a four-leaf clover
"Drodos..."
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
Characters (Outdated)
"Drodos?"
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If there was no light, people wouldn't fear the dark.
"It's because I'm a child isn't it..." Kinsley sulks
: Systems Online : Nikoli_Goodfellow Homebrew : My WIP Homebrew Class :
(\_/)
( u u)
o/ \🥛🍪 Hey, take care of yourself alright?
She nods "Drodos was... A strange creature. Poison affinity"
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
Characters (Outdated)
"Yes"
So spend your hours on
What you think I've done wrong
I know I'm in your mind
I've been here way too long
I want to spend my life
With those who've done me right
Your heart is frozen over
I'm a four-leaf clover
Q looks around, and walks to the nearest person who looks competent and not kalnor
N/A
"What does it look like?"
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If there was no light, people wouldn't fear the dark.
(Why?)
So spend your hours on
What you think I've done wrong
I know I'm in your mind
I've been here way too long
I want to spend my life
With those who've done me right
Your heart is frozen over
I'm a four-leaf clover
"A large brown abd silver furred creature, with a segmented shelled stinger appendage extending from its nose area. It had a crest, and sharp ice pick claws"
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
Characters (Outdated)
*because kalnor..*
N/A
Sulks
: Systems Online : Nikoli_Goodfellow Homebrew : My WIP Homebrew Class :
(\_/)
( u u)
o/ \🥛🍪 Hey, take care of yourself alright?
*Is TOO competent?*
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
Characters (Outdated)
*uhh... yeah, exactly*
N/A
"What?"
So spend your hours on
What you think I've done wrong
I know I'm in your mind
I've been here way too long
I want to spend my life
With those who've done me right
Your heart is frozen over
I'm a four-leaf clover
*Learn more about bullying at your local library.*
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If there was no light, people wouldn't fear the dark.
*#nerfkalnor*
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
Characters (Outdated)