Felix tries to stammer something out, but fails, letting Ichigo talk.
The monster lowers its exceedingly soft form closer to the ground, almost touching it. "Thank you. You may speak when you are ready, Mx. Akisawa."
*Okay, complete side note but thank you for using Mx rather than Mr or Ms because Ichigo is, while originally a male, is Agender going by He/They pronouns. That means a lot to me.*
Ichigo steps forward "My friend.. he is.. scared.. others do not know.. how to love... He worries.. that life is.. passing them by like.. wind.."
*I'm happy that was noticed. I'm sorry for misgendering Ichigo so many times. It's purely accidental.*
"I..." The beast leans closer to the cowering Felix, and Ichigo by proxy. Its breath smells like blood and flowers. "You... how... dare you... I..." The entity begins to breathe rapidly as it pulls back. "What is this? Is this an inquisition? Did someone put you up to this?" It starts looking around, sounding angry and close to tears. It moves within Ichigo's striking distance very deliberately. "You... why do you say this? Something so deeply wounding? Did you even know?"
Insight: 24
Ichigo is purely going along with Felix, mainly just here to protect him. He purposely steps in front of Felix to shield him from it. "No... I am here to help him...." It says plainly.
*I'm happy that was noticed. I'm sorry for misgendering Ichigo so many times. It's purely accidental.*
"I..." The beast leans closer to the cowering Felix, and Ichigo by proxy. Its breath smells like blood and flowers. "You... how... dare you... I..." The entity begins to breathe rapidly as it pulls back. "What is this? Is this an inquisition? Did someone put you up to this?" It starts looking around, sounding angry and close to tears. It moves within Ichigo's striking distance very deliberately. "You... why do you say this? Something so deeply wounding? Did you even know?"
Insight: 24
Ichigo is purely going along with Felix, mainly just here to protect him. He purposely steps in front of Felix to shield him from it. "No... I am here to help him...." It says plainly.
It sighs and puts its claws on its head, shaking it and withdrawing to the ceiling. "I... understand. But I have to ask... are you criticizing me, or are you seeking assistance? I need to know. Have I been failing so badly, so horrendously that mortals have come to my domain just to tell me off? Oh, Father... I'm so sorry..." It coils around the holy steel pillar, the smell of burning fabric and meat filling the air.
So spend your hours on What you think I've done wrong I know I'm in your mind I've been here way too long I want to spend my life With those who've done me right Your heart is frozen over I'm a four-leaf clover
*I'm happy that was noticed. I'm sorry for misgendering Ichigo so many times. It's purely accidental.*
"I..." The beast leans closer to the cowering Felix, and Ichigo by proxy. Its breath smells like blood and flowers. "You... how... dare you... I..." The entity begins to breathe rapidly as it pulls back. "What is this? Is this an inquisition? Did someone put you up to this?" It starts looking around, sounding angry and close to tears. It moves within Ichigo's striking distance very deliberately. "You... why do you say this? Something so deeply wounding? Did you even know?"
Insight: 24
Ichigo is purely going along with Felix, mainly just here to protect him. He purposely steps in front of Felix to shield him from it. "No... I am here to help him...." It says plainly.
It sighs and puts its claws on its head, shaking it and withdrawing to the ceiling. "I... understand. But I have to ask... are you criticizing me, or are you seeking assistance? I need to know. Have I been failing so badly, so horrendously that mortals have come to my domain just to tell me off? Oh, Father... I'm so sorry..." It coils around the holy steel pillar, the smell of burning fabric and meat filling the air.
Ichigo steps forward again, taking it's helmet off and setting it on the ground. Bugs of every kind begin to pour out from the armor. Three thousand, four thousand, perhaps even more skitter around but a voice echos from them "Look at me... Disgusting... Unable to be loved so I love others instead because they deserve it.. I love Felix, I love the cat, I love my bug friends... Have you lost your love? Have you forgot what it is like to love?" It asks in a compassionate tone.
So spend your hours on What you think I've done wrong I know I'm in your mind I've been here way too long I want to spend my life With those who've done me right Your heart is frozen over I'm a four-leaf clover
It sighs and puts its claws on its head, shaking it and withdrawing to the ceiling. "I... understand. But I have to ask... are you criticizing me, or are you seeking assistance? I need to know. Have I been failing so badly, so horrendously that mortals have come to my domain just to tell me off? Oh, Father... I'm so sorry..." It coils around the holy steel pillar, the smell of burning fabric and meat filling the air.
Ichigo steps forward again, taking it's helmet off and setting it on the ground. Bugs of every kind begin to pour out from the armor. Three thousand, four thousand, perhaps even more skitter around but a voice echos from them "Look at me... Disgusting... Unable to be loved so I love others instead because they deserve it.. I love Felix, I love the cat, I love my bug friends... Have you lost your love? Have you forgot what it is like to love?" It asks in a compassionate tone.
The monstrosity sobs and falls to the ground with a wave of pillows and blankets. It slowly lifts its upper body off the ground with its main arms, the humanoid torso shrimpy compared to the rest of its obscenely long, grub-like body. It looks like a plush dragon, overgrown and fattened and restitched in a cycle unbroken for thousands of not millions of years. "My name was Myrrh. Hers was Eve. I was supposed to be her toy..." It huffs. "I was supposed to be there for her! I was supposed to love her when her father couldn't! When... our Father couldn't... but he left her in the cold. Cast her out. She died, with me in her arms. And I could do nothing. I couldn't love her enough. I've tried again and again, to bring the joy and love I was meant to give, to make up for the life I couldn't save... but they all die." It starts picking photos off the walls. "Every last one." He hugs them tight. "I tried to hard to give them an escape from the evils of this world... but the evil finds them anyway. I hate my brothers and sisters. I hate the Father. I hate the Serpent that cursed us all. I am so full of hate that I don't know if I can love anymore... I haven't been held in centuries. Even my children rejected me, called me 'smothering' and 'embarrassing.' I expanded my scope to the whole world. I gave them treats and adventures, things to do so that they wouldn't hurt each other. Fun and games."
"You are a beautiful... whatever you are. By brothers and sisters... they see my efforts as a necessary evil, and I don't understand. I don't ask for gratitude or recognition, or even for them to care about my creations. I just want them to be happy. But, by Father Himself, they refuse every time. My creations are commodities. My life is unseen and uncared for. Ichigo... please... what do I need?"
*[the sounds of a scoundrel planning down right devious deeds]*
Mary enjoys this moment
Tycho grins, putting an arm around his shoulder, "Here, you get to oick next"
Ichigo is purely going along with Felix, mainly just here to protect him. He purposely steps in front of Felix to shield him from it. "No... I am here to help him...." It says plainly.
𝔾𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕡 𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕗, 𝕕𝕠𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕣𝕠𝕔𝕜𝕤, 𝕡𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕔𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟, 𝕜𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕟 𝕦𝕡 𝕒 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝔻𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕕'𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
"I don't really want to do anything, well.. bad..."
𝔾𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕡 𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕗, 𝕕𝕠𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕣𝕠𝕔𝕜𝕤, 𝕡𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕔𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟, 𝕜𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕟 𝕦𝕡 𝕒 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝔻𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕕'𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
"Sure" she smiles warmly
"Well I'm letting you pick what we do."
"That's the thing... I don't know what to do." He grumbles.
𝔾𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕡 𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕗, 𝕕𝕠𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕣𝕠𝕔𝕜𝕤, 𝕡𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕔𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟, 𝕜𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕟 𝕦𝕡 𝕒 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝔻𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕕'𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
It sighs and puts its claws on its head, shaking it and withdrawing to the ceiling. "I... understand. But I have to ask... are you criticizing me, or are you seeking assistance? I need to know. Have I been failing so badly, so horrendously that mortals have come to my domain just to tell me off? Oh, Father... I'm so sorry..." It coils around the holy steel pillar, the smell of burning fabric and meat filling the air.
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
Awake, impure, divine
Breathgiver of the Strugels
(I need to find new games to play lol)
So spend your hours on
What you think I've done wrong
I know I'm in your mind
I've been here way too long
I want to spend my life
With those who've done me right
Your heart is frozen over
I'm a four-leaf clover
Ichigo steps forward again, taking it's helmet off and setting it on the ground. Bugs of every kind begin to pour out from the armor. Three thousand, four thousand, perhaps even more skitter around but a voice echos from them "Look at me... Disgusting... Unable to be loved so I love others instead because they deserve it.. I love Felix, I love the cat, I love my bug friends... Have you lost your love? Have you forgot what it is like to love?" It asks in a compassionate tone.
𝔾𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕡 𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕗, 𝕕𝕠𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕣𝕠𝕔𝕜𝕤, 𝕡𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕔𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟, 𝕜𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕟 𝕦𝕡 𝕒 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝔻𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕕'𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
(you want to rp Lawrence)
So spend your hours on
What you think I've done wrong
I know I'm in your mind
I've been here way too long
I want to spend my life
With those who've done me right
Your heart is frozen over
I'm a four-leaf clover
"Has there been anything you've wanted to try since yiu got here?"
Mary hums, sipping from the tankard
"No.. just wanted to get back home.." he says honestly.
𝔾𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕡 𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕗, 𝕕𝕠𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕣𝕠𝕔𝕜𝕤, 𝕡𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕔𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟, 𝕜𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕟 𝕦𝕡 𝕒 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝔻𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕕'𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
The monstrosity sobs and falls to the ground with a wave of pillows and blankets. It slowly lifts its upper body off the ground with its main arms, the humanoid torso shrimpy compared to the rest of its obscenely long, grub-like body. It looks like a plush dragon, overgrown and fattened and restitched in a cycle unbroken for thousands of not millions of years. "My name was Myrrh. Hers was Eve. I was supposed to be her toy..." It huffs. "I was supposed to be there for her! I was supposed to love her when her father couldn't! When... our Father couldn't... but he left her in the cold. Cast her out. She died, with me in her arms. And I could do nothing. I couldn't love her enough. I've tried again and again, to bring the joy and love I was meant to give, to make up for the life I couldn't save... but they all die." It starts picking photos off the walls. "Every last one." He hugs them tight. "I tried to hard to give them an escape from the evils of this world... but the evil finds them anyway. I hate my brothers and sisters. I hate the Father. I hate the Serpent that cursed us all. I am so full of hate that I don't know if I can love anymore... I haven't been held in centuries. Even my children rejected me, called me 'smothering' and 'embarrassing.' I expanded my scope to the whole world. I gave them treats and adventures, things to do so that they wouldn't hurt each other. Fun and games."
"You are a beautiful... whatever you are. By brothers and sisters... they see my efforts as a necessary evil, and I don't understand. I don't ask for gratitude or recognition, or even for them to care about my creations. I just want them to be happy. But, by Father Himself, they refuse every time. My creations are commodities. My life is unseen and uncared for. Ichigo... please... what do I need?"
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
Awake, impure, divine
Breathgiver of the Strugels
"Then we go research that"
*that's always the best to have someone on >:3*
Mary leans into her a little