*Jester, this honesty all started with me. I had a moment of depression where I confessed to Baalz, Moon, and Theren that I was uncomfortable with some of your characters and Salem's 'sexual' style of roleplay. I left the tavern for a bit so I could reason myself with it and it reminded me a bit of my younger days with a mod named Cyno.
Cyno banned one of my friends indefinitely just because people were spreading rumors of him being a p*do, which was proven over and over again to be wrong, but was banned nonetheless. He, regrettably, also had a certain style of roleplaying that not everyone liked but I don't want shit like that to happen to you.
People do like you and you do matter and because my stupid autistic ass can't handle a little uncomfortableness shouldn't be the reason you disappear. *
*Wendigo, it’s fine, the more I think about it, the less I end up liking myself. Even if I do stay, which is much more likely now, I probably won’t be as on anyway. It would have been nice for you to have talked with me about it, like I told Moon, it’s hurts to know someone is talking behind your back, but it’s fine.*
*Jester, this honesty all started with me. I had a moment of depression where I confessed to Baalz, Moon, and Theren that I was uncomfortable with some of your characters and Salem's 'sexual' style of roleplay. I left the tavern for a bit so I could reason myself with it and it reminded me a bit of my younger days with a mod named Cyno.
Cyno banned one of my friends indefinitely just because people were spreading rumors of him being a p*do, which was proven over and over again to be wrong, but was banned nonetheless. He, regrettably, also had a certain style of roleplaying that not everyone liked but I don't want shit like that to happen to you.
People do like you and you do matter and because my stupid autistic ass can't handle a little uncomfortableness shouldn't be the reason you disappear. *
*Wendigo, it’s fine, the more I think about it, the less I end up liking myself. Even if I do stay, which is much more likely now, I probably won’t be as on anyway. It would have been nice for you to have talked with me about it, like I told Moon, it’s hurts to know someone is talking behind your back, but it’s fine.*
*I know.. I should know this by now. I am sorry for the pain I caused.*
*i feel like im being scolded by a parent rn and im not even the one in the line of fire*
*Sorry, Flower. I always get like this when I'm mad. I've been on the receiving end of so much abuse that I worry that it's taken root inside of me and lets me say these things when I just want to love people.*
*Sometimes love is tough. Sometimes it's downright mean. But I still love you all.*
*No one can be replaced in any capacity. Every person offers something different and amazing to every community.*
*If you say so, I’m easily enough forgotten though, you’ll be able to move on pretty easily.*
*Oh, shut up!*
*No one wants you to leave. If there is a problem with your behavior, (GP)ing correct it, don't run away like a little (GP).*
*Pretty much everyone here likes you and cares about you. If you don't care about who you're hurting by acting like this, maybe you should leave.*
*But I know you do. You care. I've seen it. If this is how you want to deal with your problems, I can't stop you, but you're causing more grief by leaving than by staying.*
*You ever hear about Nothic2SeeHere? He became a legend not because of his awesome writing, but because of how he impacted people. People reserved mod positions for him. Arch and Drummer had his name in their sigs for actual years. You think this is a community that forgets? No. You've become one of the bros. You joined the (GP)ing fight club.*
*So I don't want to hear it. Stop whining. I love you, but this is unacceptable. It's okay to be less active. Hell, it's okay to leave if you really feel like you don't want to be here anymore. But respect the people you are cutting ties with, damn it.*
*If you are so dead set on leaving, leave us with something better than whining and moping about it. I want to remember you as fondly as I feel about you now, and if you leave like this I am going to be pissed beyond belief.*
*It's my way or the highway, and you'd best believe that I prefer getting my way.*
*Baalze, why did you waste your time writing all of this, I already want to stay, but there’s a difference between me changing something small because it bothers someone, and changing a large part of my personality. All of you keep fighting for me to stay, and I really don’t understand why.*
*Listen. I am going to be crystal (GP)ing clear.*
*Moon never wanted you to leave.*
*Wendigo never wanted you to leave.*
*If you are going to whine and throw a fit over nothing, do it on your own time.*
*You are in public, and you are acting like a spoiled child who didn't get their way.*
*Do. Better.*
*At this point, it doesn't matter to me so much whether you leave or not, since that is your choice and yours alone.*
*But don't act like this again, here or anywhere else.*
*i feel like im being scolded by a parent rn and im not even the one in the line of fire*
*Sorry, Flower. I always get like this when I'm mad. I've been on the receiving end of so much abuse that I worry that it's taken root inside of me and lets me say these things when I just want to love people.*
*Sometimes love is tough. Sometimes it's downright mean. But I still love you all.*
*Jester, this honesty all started with me. I had a moment of depression where I confessed to Baalz, Moon, and Theren that I was uncomfortable with some of your characters and Salem's 'sexual' style of roleplay. I left the tavern for a bit so I could reason myself with it and it reminded me a bit of my younger days with a mod named Cyno.
Cyno banned one of my friends indefinitely just because people were spreading rumors of him being a p*do, which was proven over and over again to be wrong, but was banned nonetheless. He, regrettably, also had a certain style of roleplaying that not everyone liked but I don't want shit like that to happen to you.
People do like you and you do matter and because my stupid autistic ass can't handle a little uncomfortableness shouldn't be the reason you disappear. *
*Wendigo, it’s fine, the more I think about it, the less I end up liking myself. Even if I do stay, which is much more likely now, I probably won’t be as on anyway. It would have been nice for you to have talked with me about it, like I told Moon, it’s hurts to know someone is talking behind your back, but it’s fine.*
*I know.. I should know this by now. I am sorry for the pain I caused.*
*It’s fine, I would have reached this point eventually anyway. No foul. *
*If you are going to whine and throw a fit over nothing, do it on your own time.*
*You are in public, and you are acting like a spoiled child who didn't get their way.*
*Do. Better.*
*At this point, it doesn't matter to me so much whether you leave or not, since that is your choice and yours alone.*
*But don't act like this again, here or anywhere else.*
*Comprende?*
*Comprende, sorry.*
*I just want what's best for you, man. I may not always know how to help, and if you need to leave or take a break or a step back or whatever, I'm cool with that.*
*But what you're doing right now is hurting yourself and others over very little.*
*If you act like this IRL, you could get fired.*
*I'm sorry for being harsh, but begging wasn't working for anyone.*
*If you are going to whine and throw a fit over nothing, do it on your own time.*
*You are in public, and you are acting like a spoiled child who didn't get their way.*
*Do. Better.*
*At this point, it doesn't matter to me so much whether you leave or not, since that is your choice and yours alone.*
*But don't act like this again, here or anywhere else.*
*Comprende?*
*Comprende, sorry.*
*I just want what's best for you, man. I may not always know how to help, and if you need to leave or take a break or a step back or whatever, I'm cool with that.*
*But what you're doing right now is hurting yourself and others over very little.*
*If you act like this IRL, you could get fired.*
*I'm sorry for being harsh, but begging wasn't working for anyone.*
*No no, I’m sorry, I’m acting like a kid. Forgive me please.*
*Honestly, I should know this by now to face problems head on but I was childish and talked behind people's back.*
*Have you read nothing that I wrote this past hour?*
*I'll say it again: if you have a behavior you don't like, try and change it. If that means meds or therapy, take that option. Hurting yourself or others is never the right option.*
*Honestly, I should know this by now to face problems head on but I was childish and talked behind people's back.*
*Have you read nothing that I wrote this past hour?*
*I'll say it again: if you have a behavior you don't like, try and change it. If that means meds or therapy, take that option. Hurting yourself or others is never the right option.*
*Baalz, what have I talked about before with you. I make jokes to cope. I know that's not the best but it's how I work.*
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𝔾𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕡 𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕗, 𝕕𝕠𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕣𝕠𝕔𝕜𝕤, 𝕡𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕔𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟, 𝕜𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕟 𝕦𝕡 𝕒 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝔻𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕕'𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
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*Wendigo, it’s fine, the more I think about it, the less I end up liking myself. Even if I do stay, which is much more likely now, I probably won’t be as on anyway. It would have been nice for you to have talked with me about it, like I told Moon, it’s hurts to know someone is talking behind your back, but it’s fine.*
*I know.. I should know this by now. I am sorry for the pain I caused.*
𝔾𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕡 𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕗, 𝕕𝕠𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕣𝕠𝕔𝕜𝕤, 𝕡𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕔𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟, 𝕜𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕟 𝕦𝕡 𝕒 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝔻𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕕'𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
*Sorry, Flower. I always get like this when I'm mad. I've been on the receiving end of so much abuse that I worry that it's taken root inside of me and lets me say these things when I just want to love people.*
*Sometimes love is tough. Sometimes it's downright mean. But I still love you all.*
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
Awake, impure, divine
Breathgiver of the Strugels
*Comprende, sorry.*
*i get that but it is still impressive*
Pronouns: She/Her
Gender: Nonbinary Female, 1/3 human, 1/3 feline, 1/3 dragon
Mentally and emotionally unstable, anorexic (currently in remission!), autism, ADHD, anger issues
*YES!*
Pronouns: She/Her
Gender: Nonbinary Female, 1/3 human, 1/3 feline, 1/3 dragon
Mentally and emotionally unstable, anorexic (currently in remission!), autism, ADHD, anger issues
*It’s fine, I would have reached this point eventually anyway. No foul. *
*Well... I'm throwing myself into the sun.*
𝔾𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕡 𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕗, 𝕕𝕠𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕣𝕠𝕔𝕜𝕤, 𝕡𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕔𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟, 𝕜𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕟 𝕦𝕡 𝕒 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝔻𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕕'𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
*I just want what's best for you, man. I may not always know how to help, and if you need to leave or take a break or a step back or whatever, I'm cool with that.*
*But what you're doing right now is hurting yourself and others over very little.*
*If you act like this IRL, you could get fired.*
*I'm sorry for being harsh, but begging wasn't working for anyone.*
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
Awake, impure, divine
Breathgiver of the Strugels
*what for?*
Pronouns: She/Her
Gender: Nonbinary Female, 1/3 human, 1/3 feline, 1/3 dragon
Mentally and emotionally unstable, anorexic (currently in remission!), autism, ADHD, anger issues
*Honestly, I should know this by now to face problems head on but I was childish and talked behind people's back.*
𝔾𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕡 𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕗, 𝕕𝕠𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕣𝕠𝕔𝕜𝕤, 𝕡𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕔𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟, 𝕜𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕟 𝕦𝕡 𝕒 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝔻𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕕'𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
*Please don’t.*
*I was stupid mate, I hurt people and I caused pain. I should know by now to face issues head on them hiding.*
𝔾𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕡 𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕗, 𝕕𝕠𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕣𝕠𝕔𝕜𝕤, 𝕡𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕔𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟, 𝕜𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕟 𝕦𝕡 𝕒 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝔻𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕕'𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
*No no, I’m sorry, I’m acting like a kid. Forgive me please.*
*oh. i thought that you meant literally*
Pronouns: She/Her
Gender: Nonbinary Female, 1/3 human, 1/3 feline, 1/3 dragon
Mentally and emotionally unstable, anorexic (currently in remission!), autism, ADHD, anger issues
*Oh I am serious.*
𝔾𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕡 𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕗, 𝕕𝕠𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕣𝕠𝕔𝕜𝕤, 𝕡𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕔𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟, 𝕜𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕟 𝕦𝕡 𝕒 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝔻𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕕'𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
*Have you read nothing that I wrote this past hour?*
*I'll say it again: if you have a behavior you don't like, try and change it. If that means meds or therapy, take that option. Hurting yourself or others is never the right option.*
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
Awake, impure, divine
Breathgiver of the Strugels
*Baalz, what have I talked about before with you. I make jokes to cope. I know that's not the best but it's how I work.*
𝔾𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕡 𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕝𝕗, 𝕕𝕠𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕣𝕠𝕔𝕜𝕤, 𝕡𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕦𝕞𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕔𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘
𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟, 𝕜𝕚𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕚𝕟 𝕦𝕡 𝕒 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕔𝕙
𝔻𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕕'𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘