*It’s a last resort, but you have to. Wanna rp to get your mind off the stress?*
*Yeah. My mom's mad at me now. I'm stuffing my face with gourmet gummy worms at the moment to help cope. I wanna develop Abhurai more before I re-intro them, but I need some good character inspirations.*
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Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
May each word that I speak be backed by each of my teeth.
*It’s a last resort, but you have to. Wanna rp to get your mind off the stress?*
*Yeah. My mom's mad at me now. I'm stuffing my face with gourmet gummy worms at the moment to help cope. I wanna develop Abhurai more before I re-intro them, but I need some good character inspirations.*
*All I do is help man, that’s what I do for all of my friends, be there for them because I can’t do much more. Who do you want man? And don’t just say whoever I want, or my favorites, or something.*
*It’s a last resort, but you have to. Wanna rp to get your mind off the stress?*
*Yeah. My mom's mad at me now. I'm stuffing my face with gourmet gummy worms at the moment to help cope. I wanna develop Abhurai more before I re-intro them, but I need some good character inspirations.*
*All I do is help man, that’s what I do for all of my friends, be there for them because I can’t do much more. Who do you want man? And don’t just say whoever I want, or my favorites, or something.*
*I don't know. I'm sorry that I'm being an issue for you. I will be honest, I do not care which characters you use, and I never have. Spin a wheel or something. Assign them to a list and roll. I just want to spend time with my friends, and RP is just the vehicle for that interaction. I like making characters, of course, but that's not why I come here. I don't mean to be a *****, but I am so, so painfully alone. I am surrounded by people, but nobody wants to spend time with me. They love me, they just love their computers more, so why should I try to pull them away from what they clearly want to be doing? I might as well ignore them too if they're going to ignore me.*
*I'm sorry. I should just go already.*
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Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
May each word that I speak be backed by each of my teeth.
*It’s a last resort, but you have to. Wanna rp to get your mind off the stress?*
*Yeah. My mom's mad at me now. I'm stuffing my face with gourmet gummy worms at the moment to help cope. I wanna develop Abhurai more before I re-intro them, but I need some good character inspirations.*
*All I do is help man, that’s what I do for all of my friends, be there for them because I can’t do much more. Who do you want man? And don’t just say whoever I want, or my favorites, or something.*
*I don't know. I'm sorry that I'm being an issue for you. I will be honest, I do not care which characters you use, and I never have. Spin a wheel or something. Assign them to a list and roll. I just want to spend time with my friends, and RP is just the vehicle for that interaction. I like making characters, of course, but that's not why I come here. I don't mean to be a *****, but I am so, so painfully alone. I am surrounded by people, but nobody wants to spend time with me. They love me, they just love their computers more, so why should I try to pull them away from what they clearly want to be doing? I might as well ignore them too if they're going to ignore me.*
*I'm sorry. I should just go already.*
*Dude, don’t worry about it dude, I do care about you, you’re my friend, I like doing what I can to help you. Don’t let the dark thoughts win, I understand what it’s like to be dreadfully alone, that’s why the moment I felt like I was making someone uncomfortable I felt I had to leave. I don’t want to hurt anyone because I care about what all of you think of me. Before I met yall I threw myself into video games to feel anything. I love ya Baalze, know that.*
*Dude, don’t worry about it dude, I do care about you, you’re my friend, I like doing what I can to help you. Don’t let the dark thoughts win, I understand what it’s like to be dreadfully alone, that’s why the moment I felt like I was making someone uncomfortable I felt I had to leave. I don’t want to hurt anyone because I care about what all of you think of me. Before I met yall I threw myself into video games to feel anything. I love ya Baalze, know that.*
*I love you too.*
*I'm trying. God, I'm so tired of trying. Trying to do the most basic stuff. Trying to be a good Christian and son and brother and friend. Trying to get a job. I'm so ******* sick of it all. I never do a good job. I always make it your problem. Always yours. I never deal with it myself. I never get through my own issues.*
*I'm*
*so*
*tired*
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Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
May each word that I speak be backed by each of my teeth.
*Baalz, we all love you more than you will ever know. I know the world sucks and people's faces are in their devices and I am so sorry that it has made you feel this way, no one should have to feel that way ever. Being ignored or feeling lonely was never something humans should have mentally been able to discover because it is such a horrible feeling when we are alone but I can promise you this, we all love you so very much. I love you very very very much. I want you to be happy, I want you to feel like you can count on us, I never want you to have this horrible feeling again but that is life unfortunately despite how much we hate it...*
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"Forgive the mess, I am trying to regain my sanity again."
*I feel like I came in at a bad time, but baal, I genuinely care about you dude!*
*I know. But you're not here. You don't know me. Everything I say to you is filtered through a million cheesecloths until I've distilled it to the best, most charming version of me. Do you understand how sick that is? I try to be with you, to be your friend, but I lie over and over and you have to extrapolate the truth from the facade I've put up.*
*But you're no better, are you? None of you are. We're all equal in this sin. Hell, Himy is probably the best out of all of us in this regard. Thus is the nature of communication via text. There is no truth to be found in anyone's words.*
*I'm so sorry. I'm in so much pain. You don't deserve to see me like this. You deserve what I show you and nothing more or less. I really do care, and I know you do too.*
*But I'm sick. Just as sick as the rest of you. I just have the gall to say it.*
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Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
May each word that I speak be backed by each of my teeth.
I'm fry, and I make doodles. That's why they call me FRY DOODLES. Also no pressure but check out my YouTube channel (Fry Doodles) Soli Deo Gloria(Sed servus eius crustulum vult) I'm a disabled, neurodivergent, artsy dumpster fire, and somewhat of a clown. But, I'm also god's favorite princess and the most interesting girl in the world. Crafter of Constellations, vocaloid enjoyer, waluigi’s #1 fan, space alien, your favorite pretty boy, and certified silly goose
I'm fry, and I make doodles. That's why they call me FRY DOODLES. Also no pressure but check out my YouTube channel (Fry Doodles) Soli Deo Gloria(Sed servus eius crustulum vult) I'm a disabled, neurodivergent, artsy dumpster fire, and somewhat of a clown. But, I'm also god's favorite princess and the most interesting girl in the world. Crafter of Constellations, vocaloid enjoyer, waluigi’s #1 fan, space alien, your favorite pretty boy, and certified silly goose
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*Yeah. My mom's mad at me now. I'm stuffing my face with gourmet gummy worms at the moment to help cope. I wanna develop Abhurai more before I re-intro them, but I need some good character inspirations.*
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
May each word that I speak be backed by each of my teeth.
“And what would those farther goals o’ yers sweetheart?” She says, sitting closer to see and memorize the ritual.
“I don’t remember, I was high on mushrooms at the time, you know how it is.” She cackles.
*All I do is help man, that’s what I do for all of my friends, be there for them because I can’t do much more. Who do you want man? And don’t just say whoever I want, or my favorites, or something.*
*I don't know. I'm sorry that I'm being an issue for you. I will be honest, I do not care which characters you use, and I never have. Spin a wheel or something. Assign them to a list and roll. I just want to spend time with my friends, and RP is just the vehicle for that interaction. I like making characters, of course, but that's not why I come here. I don't mean to be a *****, but I am so, so painfully alone. I am surrounded by people, but nobody wants to spend time with me. They love me, they just love their computers more, so why should I try to pull them away from what they clearly want to be doing? I might as well ignore them too if they're going to ignore me.*
*I'm sorry. I should just go already.*
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
May each word that I speak be backed by each of my teeth.
*Dude, don’t worry about it dude, I do care about you, you’re my friend, I like doing what I can to help you. Don’t let the dark thoughts win, I understand what it’s like to be dreadfully alone, that’s why the moment I felt like I was making someone uncomfortable I felt I had to leave. I don’t want to hurt anyone because I care about what all of you think of me. Before I met yall I threw myself into video games to feel anything. I love ya Baalze, know that.*
*I love you too.*
*I'm trying. God, I'm so tired of trying. Trying to do the most basic stuff. Trying to be a good Christian and son and brother and friend. Trying to get a job. I'm so ******* sick of it all. I never do a good job. I always make it your problem. Always yours. I never deal with it myself. I never get through my own issues.*
*I'm*
*so*
*tired*
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
May each word that I speak be backed by each of my teeth.
*I came because I sensed someone was upset.*
*Baalz, we all love you more than you will ever know. I know the world sucks and people's faces are in their devices and I am so sorry that it has made you feel this way, no one should have to feel that way ever. Being ignored or feeling lonely was never something humans should have mentally been able to discover because it is such a horrible feeling when we are alone but I can promise you this, we all love you so very much. I love you very very very much. I want you to be happy, I want you to feel like you can count on us, I never want you to have this horrible feeling again but that is life unfortunately despite how much we hate it...*
"Forgive the mess, I am trying to regain my sanity again."
[Taken by my gourmand boyfriend]
*I know. But you're not here. You don't know me. Everything I say to you is filtered through a million cheesecloths until I've distilled it to the best, most charming version of me. Do you understand how sick that is? I try to be with you, to be your friend, but I lie over and over and you have to extrapolate the truth from the facade I've put up.*
*But you're no better, are you? None of you are. We're all equal in this sin. Hell, Himy is probably the best out of all of us in this regard. Thus is the nature of communication via text. There is no truth to be found in anyone's words.*
*I'm so sorry. I'm in so much pain. You don't deserve to see me like this. You deserve what I show you and nothing more or less. I really do care, and I know you do too.*
*But I'm sick. Just as sick as the rest of you. I just have the gall to say it.*
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
May each word that I speak be backed by each of my teeth.
*I'm.. I'm done. Im done..*
"Forgive the mess, I am trying to regain my sanity again."
[Taken by my gourmand boyfriend]
*I'm done. I'm done. I'm done.*
"Forgive the mess, I am trying to regain my sanity again."
[Taken by my gourmand boyfriend]
god i ****ed it all up again
im so so sorry
it all hurts so much
i shouldnt have said anything
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
May each word that I speak be backed by each of my teeth.
*I might need to call 911. I am having a ******* breakdown.*
"Forgive the mess, I am trying to regain my sanity again."
[Taken by my gourmand boyfriend]
forgive me
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
May each word that I speak be backed by each of my teeth.
*hi*
I'm fry, and I make doodles. That's why they call me FRY DOODLES. Also no pressure but check out my YouTube channel (Fry Doodles)
Soli Deo Gloria(Sed servus eius crustulum vult)
I'm a disabled, neurodivergent, artsy dumpster fire, and somewhat of a clown. But, I'm also god's favorite princess and the most interesting girl in the world.
Crafter of Constellations, vocaloid enjoyer, waluigi’s #1 fan, space alien, your favorite pretty boy, and certified silly goose
*bad time?*
I'm fry, and I make doodles. That's why they call me FRY DOODLES. Also no pressure but check out my YouTube channel (Fry Doodles)
Soli Deo Gloria(Sed servus eius crustulum vult)
I'm a disabled, neurodivergent, artsy dumpster fire, and somewhat of a clown. But, I'm also god's favorite princess and the most interesting girl in the world.
Crafter of Constellations, vocaloid enjoyer, waluigi’s #1 fan, space alien, your favorite pretty boy, and certified silly goose