"I never meant to make it such a mess I never thought that it would go this far So I just stand here sorry Searching for something to say Something to say ♪ Words fail, words fail There's nothing I can say ♪ I guess I thought I could be part of this I never had this kind of thing before I never had that perfect girl Who somehow could see the good part of me I never had the dad who stuck it out No corny jokes or baseball gloves No mom who just was there 'Cause mom was all that she had to be That's not a worthy explanation I know there is none Nothing can make sense of all these things I've done Words fail, words fail There's nothing I can say Except sometimes, you see everything you wanted And sometimes, you see everything you wish you had And it's right there, right there, right there In front of you And you want to believe it's true So you, make it true And you think maybe everybody wants it And needs it, a little bit too ♪ This was just a sad invention It wasn't real, I know But we were happy I guess I couldn't let that go I guess I couldn't give that up I guess I wanted to believe 'Cause if I just believe Then I don't have to see what's really there No, I'd rather pretend I'm something better than These broken parts Pretend I'm something other than this mess that I am 'Cause then I don't have to look at it And no one gets to look at it No, no one can really see 'Cause I've learned to slam on the brake Before I even turn the key Before I make the mistake Before I lead with the worst of me I never let them see the worst of me ♪ 'Cause what if everyone saw? What if everyone knew? Would they like what they saw? Or would they hate it too? Will I just keep on running away from what's true? All I ever do is run So how do I step in Step into the sun? Step into the sun"
That's about what I feel like now
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Hello! Call me GAYto or Gato (Cat in Spanish) My pronouns are They/She (Prefers She/her) I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfae, Trans Androgynous, Asexual, and Transfem but this community means the world to me; you can't change that about me :[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, and Aspen
Yo, I’m Himy, He/Him. I enjoy reading books, understanding why and how things work, anime/manga, video games and obviously, TTRPGS. I’m not the sharpest tool in the shed, but I like to think Im close. I’m good at trivia, history and science
I struggle with empathy. If you’re not sure what I mean by that, it basically means it’s hard for me to understand the mental state of others and respond with the right emotions
When your partner calls you delusional for caring about them…
Details, selia, details
They’re just not mentally in the best place right now and said some things this morning. Self hatred is fun, they’re convinced they hurt everyone around them. They told me I was delusional and was making up a person who didn’t actually exist, that I didn’t actually care for them merely this construct of my imagination. it’s fine, I’m fine, everything’s fine. I just need to make sure they stay safe…
My best advice is to just be with them until it fades. One of the best ways to show you care for someone is to be there for their lows.
Yeah. Thanks moon
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel, pronouns they/he. Some things about me, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Hello! Call me GAYto or Gato (Cat in Spanish) My pronouns are They/She (Prefers She/her) I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfae, Trans Androgynous, Asexual, and Transfem but this community means the world to me; you can't change that about me :[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, and Aspen
When your partner calls you delusional for caring about them…
Details, selia, details
They’re just not mentally in the best place right now and said some things this morning. Self hatred is fun, they’re convinced they hurt everyone around them. They told me I was delusional and was making up a person who didn’t actually exist, that I didn’t actually care for them merely this construct of my imagination. it’s fine, I’m fine, everything’s fine. I just need to make sure they stay safe…
Hm yeah. I've been there before. Can't offer much advice here sadly. Just be there for them ig
Yeah, I love it when the head voices come. The best part is they don’t remembered what they said because of *fun head things* so all they know is they said something but not what
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel, pronouns they/he. Some things about me, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
When your partner calls you delusional for caring about them…
Details, selia, details
They’re just not mentally in the best place right now and said some things this morning. Self hatred is fun, they’re convinced they hurt everyone around them. They told me I was delusional and was making up a person who didn’t actually exist, that I didn’t actually care for them merely this construct of my imagination. it’s fine, I’m fine, everything’s fine. I just need to make sure they stay safe…
Hm yeah. I've been there before. Can't offer much advice here sadly. Just be there for them ig
Yeah, I love it when the head voices come. The best part is they don’t remembered what they said because of *fun head things* so all they know is they said something but not what
Oh, I think I know exactly what you’re talking about. Are they a system?
I've been watching how your eyes move to the ground And I hear you change your story every time that I'm around You can tell me what you want, say what you will But I'm done with you, I'm done with what you say you think is real
When your partner calls you delusional for caring about them…
Details, selia, details
They’re just not mentally in the best place right now and said some things this morning. Self hatred is fun, they’re convinced they hurt everyone around them. They told me I was delusional and was making up a person who didn’t actually exist, that I didn’t actually care for them merely this construct of my imagination. it’s fine, I’m fine, everything’s fine. I just need to make sure they stay safe…
Hm yeah. I've been there before. Can't offer much advice here sadly. Just be there for them ig
Yeah, I love it when the head voices come. The best part is they don’t remembered what they said because of *fun head things* so all they know is they said something but not what
Oh, I think I know exactly what you’re talking about. Are they a system?
Yup
(monks it’s a shallan. Please don’t bring this up with them tho lol)
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel, pronouns they/he. Some things about me, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Hello! Call me GAYto or Gato (Cat in Spanish) My pronouns are They/She (Prefers She/her) I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfae, Trans Androgynous, Asexual, and Transfem but this community means the world to me; you can't change that about me :[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, and Aspen
Yo, I’m Himy, He/Him. I enjoy reading books, understanding why and how things work, anime/manga, video games and obviously, TTRPGS. I’m not the sharpest tool in the shed, but I like to think Im close. I’m good at trivia, history and science
I struggle with empathy. If you’re not sure what I mean by that, it basically means it’s hard for me to understand the mental state of others and respond with the right emotions
It wont help when you feel like yout entir family hate you
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Hello! Call me GAYto or Gato (Cat in Spanish) My pronouns are They/She (Prefers She/her) I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfae, Trans Androgynous, Asexual, and Transfem but this community means the world to me; you can't change that about me :[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, and Aspen
The world needs more Duan in it. I will bring Duan to CHB. I will bring Duan to TSF. I will bring Duan to every thread so I can play my beautiful little son and he can play his beautiful little lute and make gorgeous songs :3
Y’all know why Duan is the coolest? Because he’s the sweetest. He has a heart of gold and is a gorgeous little guy and I love playing him. His personality is so different from mine and that is why I love him so much.
I also love my son’s design. He has a man braid because man braids are cool and a green suit and cape. He carries a lute because what would my darling do without his little lute? Probably sing or smth.
Bnehehehhehehehehhehe
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If I’m being annoying, tell me to shut up. Seriously. Just say “Bananer shut up.” And I will. For a few seconds!
Don’t listen to the folks down at Adohands. It’s good for me to overwork myself.
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
The world needs more Duan in it. I will bring Duan to CHB. I will bring Duan to TSF. I will bring Duan to every thread so I can play my beautiful little son and he can play his beautiful little lute and make gorgeous songs :3
Y’all know why Duan is the coolest? Because he’s the sweetest. He has a heart of gold and is a gorgeous little guy and I love playing him. His personality is so different from mine and that is why I love him so much.
I also love my son’s design. He has a man braid because man braids are cool and a green suit and cape. He carries a lute because what would my darling do without his little lute? Probably sing or smth.
Bnehehehhehehehehhehe
And he just lucked into meeting a cruel and morally questionable demon who embodies the emotions of melancholy and fear!
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Faster and faster as darkness descends. You trip and you fall but can't get up again. This tale has been written with blood staining pen. You’re here for this page but won’t see how it ends.
The world needs more Duan in it. I will bring Duan to CHB. I will bring Duan to TSF. I will bring Duan to every thread so I can play my beautiful little son and he can play his beautiful little lute and make gorgeous songs :3
Y’all know why Duan is the coolest? Because he’s the sweetest. He has a heart of gold and is a gorgeous little guy and I love playing him. His personality is so different from mine and that is why I love him so much.
I also love my son’s design. He has a man braid because man braids are cool and a green suit and cape. He carries a lute because what would my darling do without his little lute? Probably sing or smth.
Bnehehehhehehehehhehe
And he just lucked into meeting a cruel and morally questionable demon who embodies the emotions of melancholy and fear!
Yeep!
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If I’m being annoying, tell me to shut up. Seriously. Just say “Bananer shut up.” And I will. For a few seconds!
Don’t listen to the folks down at Adohands. It’s good for me to overwork myself.
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
The world needs more Duan in it. I will bring Duan to CHB. I will bring Duan to TSF. I will bring Duan to every thread so I can play my beautiful little son and he can play his beautiful little lute and make gorgeous songs :3
Y’all know why Duan is the coolest? Because he’s the sweetest. He has a heart of gold and is a gorgeous little guy and I love playing him. His personality is so different from mine and that is why I love him so much.
I also love my son’s design. He has a man braid because man braids are cool and a green suit and cape. He carries a lute because what would my darling do without his little lute? Probably sing or smth.
Bnehehehhehehehehhehe
And he just lucked into meeting a cruel and morally questionable demon who embodies the emotions of melancholy and fear!
Yeep!
Yeep.
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Faster and faster as darkness descends. You trip and you fall but can't get up again. This tale has been written with blood staining pen. You’re here for this page but won’t see how it ends.
When your partner calls you delusional for caring about them…
Details, selia, details
They’re just not mentally in the best place right now and said some things this morning. Self hatred is fun, they’re convinced they hurt everyone around them. They told me I was delusional and was making up a person who didn’t actually exist, that I didn’t actually care for them merely this construct of my imagination. it’s fine, I’m fine, everything’s fine. I just need to make sure they stay safe…
Hm yeah. I've been there before. Can't offer much advice here sadly. Just be there for them ig
Yeah, I love it when the head voices come. The best part is they don’t remembered what they said because of *fun head things* so all they know is they said something but not what
Oh, I think I know exactly what you’re talking about. Are they a system?
Yup
(monks it’s a shallan. Please don’t bring this up with them tho lol)
well i hope they are able to pull out of this. just be patient and hopefully it will all work out
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they/her Always open to chat. Just send me a PM
I've been watching how your eyes move to the ground And I hear you change your story every time that I'm around You can tell me what you want, say what you will But I'm done with you, I'm done with what you say you think is real
It wont help when you feel like yout entir family hate you
Helps me just fine
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Yo, I’m Himy, He/Him. I enjoy reading books, understanding why and how things work, anime/manga, video games and obviously, TTRPGS. I’m not the sharpest tool in the shed, but I like to think Im close. I’m good at trivia, history and science
I struggle with empathy. If you’re not sure what I mean by that, it basically means it’s hard for me to understand the mental state of others and respond with the right emotions
Should be all the important bits. Sweet
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Hm
"I never meant to make it such a mess
I never thought that it would go this far
So I just stand here sorry
Searching for something to say
Something to say
♪
Words fail, words fail
There's nothing I can say
♪
I guess I thought I could be part of this
I never had this kind of thing before
I never had that perfect girl
Who somehow could see the good part of me
I never had the dad who stuck it out
No corny jokes or baseball gloves
No mom who just was there
'Cause mom was all that she had to be
That's not a worthy explanation
I know there is none
Nothing can make sense of all these things I've done
Words fail, words fail
There's nothing I can say
Except sometimes, you see everything you wanted
And sometimes, you see everything you wish you had
And it's right there, right there, right there
In front of you
And you want to believe it's true
So you, make it true
And you think maybe everybody wants it
And needs it, a little bit too
♪
This was just a sad invention
It wasn't real, I know
But we were happy
I guess I couldn't let that go
I guess I couldn't give that up
I guess I wanted to believe
'Cause if I just believe
Then I don't have to see what's really there
No, I'd rather pretend I'm something better than
These broken parts
Pretend I'm something other than this mess that I am
'Cause then I don't have to look at it
And no one gets to look at it
No, no one can really see
'Cause I've learned to slam on the brake
Before I even turn the key
Before I make the mistake
Before I lead with the worst of me
I never let them see the worst of me
♪
'Cause what if everyone saw?
What if everyone knew?
Would they like what they saw?
Or would they hate it too?
Will I just keep on running away from what's true?
All I ever do is run
So how do I step in
Step into the sun?
Step into the sun"
That's about what I feel like now
Hello! Call me GAYto or Gato (Cat in Spanish)
My pronouns are They/She (Prefers She/her)
I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfae, Trans Androgynous, Asexual, and Transfem
but this community means the world to me; you can't change that about me
:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, and Aspen
Decent, kinda tired. Hbu
Yo, I’m Himy, He/Him. I enjoy reading books, understanding why and how things work, anime/manga, video games and obviously, TTRPGS. I’m not the sharpest tool in the shed, but I like to think Im close. I’m good at trivia, history and science
I struggle with empathy. If you’re not sure what I mean by that, it basically means it’s hard for me to understand the mental state of others and respond with the right emotions
Should be all the important bits. Sweet
This my little pumpkin friend
He likes to go on walks
Hallo
People who aren't from here or DeviantArt might know me from various games or might know me as Dino on some of those games
I will go by these if ya wanna say something nicknames: Dinao, Diano, Or Dino
'tis all
:p
I checked out Life of Luxury.
I watched the latest episode and one from a while back.
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
Awake, impure, divine
Breathgiver of the Strugels
Was it fun
Hallo
People who aren't from here or DeviantArt might know me from various games or might know me as Dino on some of those games
I will go by these if ya wanna say something nicknames: Dinao, Diano, Or Dino
'tis all
:p
Yeah. Thanks moon
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel, pronouns they/he. Some things about me, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
(Both are links, please click them…)
hi sel
Hello! Call me GAYto or Gato (Cat in Spanish)
My pronouns are They/She (Prefers She/her)
I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfae, Trans Androgynous, Asexual, and Transfem
but this community means the world to me; you can't change that about me
:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, and Aspen
Yeah, I love it when the head voices come. The best part is they don’t remembered what they said because of *fun head things* so all they know is they said something but not what
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel, pronouns they/he. Some things about me, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
(Both are links, please click them…)
Oh, I think I know exactly what you’re talking about. Are they a system?
they/her Always open to chat. Just send me a PM
I've been watching how your eyes move to the ground
And I hear you change your story every time that I'm around
You can tell me what you want, say what you will
But I'm done with you, I'm done with what you say you think is real
Yup
(monks it’s a shallan. Please don’t bring this up with them tho lol)
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel, pronouns they/he. Some things about me, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
(Both are links, please click them…)
I dont feel loved
Hello! Call me GAYto or Gato (Cat in Spanish)
My pronouns are They/She (Prefers She/her)
I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfae, Trans Androgynous, Asexual, and Transfem
but this community means the world to me; you can't change that about me
:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, and Aspen
I love my new son Duan so much… my child…
If I’m being annoying, tell me to shut up. Seriously. Just say “Bananer shut up.” And I will. For a few seconds!
Don’t listen to the folks down at Adohands. It’s good for me to overwork myself.
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Extended Signature!
Then love yourself more
Yo, I’m Himy, He/Him. I enjoy reading books, understanding why and how things work, anime/manga, video games and obviously, TTRPGS. I’m not the sharpest tool in the shed, but I like to think Im close. I’m good at trivia, history and science
I struggle with empathy. If you’re not sure what I mean by that, it basically means it’s hard for me to understand the mental state of others and respond with the right emotions
Should be all the important bits. Sweet
It wont help when you feel like yout entir family hate you
Hello! Call me GAYto or Gato (Cat in Spanish)
My pronouns are They/She (Prefers She/her)
I am a teenager. I have ADHD, Depression, and anxiety. I'm also Genderfae, Trans Androgynous, Asexual, and Transfem
but this community means the world to me; you can't change that about me
:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, and Aspen
The world needs more Duan in it. I will bring Duan to CHB. I will bring Duan to TSF. I will bring Duan to every thread so I can play my beautiful little son and he can play his beautiful little lute and make gorgeous songs :3
Y’all know why Duan is the coolest? Because he’s the sweetest. He has a heart of gold and is a gorgeous little guy and I love playing him. His personality is so different from mine and that is why I love him so much.
I also love my son’s design. He has a man braid because man braids are cool and a green suit and cape. He carries a lute because what would my darling do without his little lute? Probably sing or smth.
Bnehehehhehehehehhehe
If I’m being annoying, tell me to shut up. Seriously. Just say “Bananer shut up.” And I will. For a few seconds!
Don’t listen to the folks down at Adohands. It’s good for me to overwork myself.
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Extended Signature!
And he just lucked into meeting a cruel and morally questionable demon who embodies the emotions of melancholy and fear!
Faster and faster as darkness descends.
You trip and you fall but can't get up again.
This tale has been written with blood staining pen.
You’re here for this page but won’t see how it ends.
My Baalze given title is The Last of All Kings
Yeep!
If I’m being annoying, tell me to shut up. Seriously. Just say “Bananer shut up.” And I will. For a few seconds!
Don’t listen to the folks down at Adohands. It’s good for me to overwork myself.
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Extended Signature!
Yeep.
Faster and faster as darkness descends.
You trip and you fall but can't get up again.
This tale has been written with blood staining pen.
You’re here for this page but won’t see how it ends.
My Baalze given title is The Last of All Kings
well i hope they are able to pull out of this. just be patient and hopefully it will all work out
they/her Always open to chat. Just send me a PM
I've been watching how your eyes move to the ground
And I hear you change your story every time that I'm around
You can tell me what you want, say what you will
But I'm done with you, I'm done with what you say you think is real
Helps me just fine
Yo, I’m Himy, He/Him. I enjoy reading books, understanding why and how things work, anime/manga, video games and obviously, TTRPGS. I’m not the sharpest tool in the shed, but I like to think Im close. I’m good at trivia, history and science
I struggle with empathy. If you’re not sure what I mean by that, it basically means it’s hard for me to understand the mental state of others and respond with the right emotions
Should be all the important bits. Sweet