I have told my mother most everything about me, she didnt understand
What im trying to say is, ive tried, they didnt listen
If it's serious enough to keep whining about it, it's important enough to scream at them about.
Listen up. You have no alternative. Laying down and dying does not count.
THEY DIDN'T LISTEN WHEN I TRIED, SO, WHY WOULD THEY LISTEN NOW?
I CAN'T YELL AT THEM, i cant even bring myself to tell them
I KNOw
im sorry
Did you tell them that you're feeling depressed, having trouble sleeping, and are not seeing life as good anymore?
Because that's what you've told us, unless I'm mistaken.
If you have told them, and they've ignored you, then that is a crime. That is child negligence.
I told them everything other than three things
The fact that im a femboy, insomnia, and the fact that im aromantic, other than that, they know, they know everything
So they know that you are having suicidal thoughts? Even if you don't act on them, suicidal thoughts are still bad. If they know that you, as their child, need mental help, and refuse to give it to you, THAT IS CHILD NEGLIGENCE. That is a crime. That is illegal.
She didn't believe, them not listening to me, is not because of a lack of telling them
So they don't believe you? Why don't they?
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It PAINED me to refuse, I dont like not accepting, and, if I didn't believe this, i wouldn't be refusing, im sorry
Im sorry
im sorry
I'm not mad at you.
I don't dislike you.
I want you to get better.
Stop being sorry and throw a fit if you have to. Your life is worth more than your parents' comfort.
You are sick. Mentally unwell. And that needs treatment. The way you talk makes you sound like you're about to do something very stupid and we'll never see you again.
I don't want that. I want you to live, and live well.
We all do.
There is nothing to forgive you for, Gato.
I agree with Baalze. If you are hurt, you need help. If you break a finger, you'll get help. Same with any mental issues. And if people punish you for needing help, fuq them and they can sit in a hole and cry for all anybody cares about them. You do not need to apologize for human emotions and human pain. Asking for help isn't a rude thing to do, and you need help. So please please get help.
Fine, but dont expect me to do it fast
And, i will not tell them that i am a femboy
You don't have to. You just have to tell people anything you feel comfortable with.
I HAVE
Tell more people is what I mean. Tell people that can help you get therapy, that can help you in your real life.
I have told my mother most everything about me, she didnt understand
What im trying to say is, ive tried, they didnt listen
If it's serious enough to keep whining about it, it's important enough to scream at them about.
Listen up. You have no alternative. Laying down and dying does not count.
THEY DIDN'T LISTEN WHEN I TRIED, SO, WHY WOULD THEY LISTEN NOW?
I CAN'T YELL AT THEM, i cant even bring myself to tell them
I KNOw
im sorry
Did you tell them that you're feeling depressed, having trouble sleeping, and are not seeing life as good anymore?
Because that's what you've told us, unless I'm mistaken.
If you have told them, and they've ignored you, then that is a crime. That is child negligence.
I told them everything other than three things
The fact that im a femboy, insomnia, and the fact that im aromantic, other than that, they know, they know everything
So they know that you are having suicidal thoughts? Even if you don't act on them, suicidal thoughts are still bad. If they know that you, as their child, need mental help, and refuse to give it to you, THAT IS CHILD NEGLIGENCE. That is a crime. That is illegal.
She didn't believe, them not listening to me, is not because of a lack of telling them
So they don't believe you? Why don't they?
She still thinks im a young child
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Stop being sorry and throw a fit if you have to. Your life is worth more than your parents' comfort.
You are sick. Mentally unwell. And that needs treatment. The way you talk makes you sound like you're about to do something very stupid and we'll never see you again.
I don't want that. I want you to live, and live well.
We all do.
There is nothing to forgive you for, Gato.
I wont do it
My hands wont do it, my brain will think of the consequences and stop me, dont worry, i wont to that
Im not that stupid
I understand.
And I love you, Gato.
You need some help, and you're not going to get what you need here. You can come back when you're better, but the real world needs your attention at this junction. So I say this with only love, and all the love in my heart:
I have told my mother most everything about me, she didnt understand
What im trying to say is, ive tried, they didnt listen
If it's serious enough to keep whining about it, it's important enough to scream at them about.
Listen up. You have no alternative. Laying down and dying does not count.
THEY DIDN'T LISTEN WHEN I TRIED, SO, WHY WOULD THEY LISTEN NOW?
I CAN'T YELL AT THEM, i cant even bring myself to tell them
I KNOw
im sorry
Did you tell them that you're feeling depressed, having trouble sleeping, and are not seeing life as good anymore?
Because that's what you've told us, unless I'm mistaken.
If you have told them, and they've ignored you, then that is a crime. That is child negligence.
I told them everything other than three things
The fact that im a femboy, insomnia, and the fact that im aromantic, other than that, they know, they know everything
So they know that you are having suicidal thoughts? Even if you don't act on them, suicidal thoughts are still bad. If they know that you, as their child, need mental help, and refuse to give it to you, THAT IS CHILD NEGLIGENCE. That is a crime. That is illegal.
She didn't believe, them not listening to me, is not because of a lack of telling them
So they don't believe you? Why don't they?
She still thinks im a young child
So, your parents think that since you are young, it is impossible for you to have mental health problems?
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It PAINED me to refuse, I dont like not accepting, and, if I didn't believe this, i wouldn't be refusing, im sorry
Im sorry
im sorry
I'm not mad at you.
I don't dislike you.
I want you to get better.
Stop being sorry and throw a fit if you have to. Your life is worth more than your parents' comfort.
You are sick. Mentally unwell. And that needs treatment. The way you talk makes you sound like you're about to do something very stupid and we'll never see you again.
I don't want that. I want you to live, and live well.
We all do.
There is nothing to forgive you for, Gato.
I agree with Baalze. If you are hurt, you need help. If you break a finger, you'll get help. Same with any mental issues. And if people punish you for needing help, fuq them and they can sit in a hole and cry for all anybody cares about them. You do not need to apologize for human emotions and human pain. Asking for help isn't a rude thing to do, and you need help. So please please get help.
Fine, but dont expect me to do it fast
And, i will not tell them that i am a femboy
You don't have to. You just have to tell people anything you feel comfortable with.
I HAVE
Tell more people is what I mean. Tell people that can help you get therapy, that can help you in your real life.
I plan to, but more problems with a therapist, im going to find one that understands, a moderately harder task
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Stop being sorry and throw a fit if you have to. Your life is worth more than your parents' comfort.
You are sick. Mentally unwell. And that needs treatment. The way you talk makes you sound like you're about to do something very stupid and we'll never see you again.
I don't want that. I want you to live, and live well.
We all do.
There is nothing to forgive you for, Gato.
I wont do it
My hands wont do it, my brain will think of the consequences and stop me, dont worry, i wont to that
Im not that stupid
I understand.
And I love you, Gato.
You need some help, and you're not going to get what you need here. You can come back when you're better, but the real world needs your attention at this junction. So I say this with only love, and all the love in my heart:
Get the **** off my forums right now.
None of my family is home, i am alone right now, i cant do that
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I have told my mother most everything about me, she didnt understand
What im trying to say is, ive tried, they didnt listen
If it's serious enough to keep whining about it, it's important enough to scream at them about.
Listen up. You have no alternative. Laying down and dying does not count.
THEY DIDN'T LISTEN WHEN I TRIED, SO, WHY WOULD THEY LISTEN NOW?
I CAN'T YELL AT THEM, i cant even bring myself to tell them
I KNOw
im sorry
Did you tell them that you're feeling depressed, having trouble sleeping, and are not seeing life as good anymore?
Because that's what you've told us, unless I'm mistaken.
If you have told them, and they've ignored you, then that is a crime. That is child negligence.
I told them everything other than three things
The fact that im a femboy, insomnia, and the fact that im aromantic, other than that, they know, they know everything
So they know that you are having suicidal thoughts? Even if you don't act on them, suicidal thoughts are still bad. If they know that you, as their child, need mental help, and refuse to give it to you, THAT IS CHILD NEGLIGENCE. That is a crime. That is illegal.
She didn't believe, them not listening to me, is not because of a lack of telling them
So they don't believe you? Why don't they?
She still thinks im a young child
So, your parents think that since you are young, it is impossible for you to have mental health problems?
No, she thinks that is still a small problem, which its not
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I have told my mother most everything about me, she didnt understand
What im trying to say is, ive tried, they didnt listen
If it's serious enough to keep whining about it, it's important enough to scream at them about.
Listen up. You have no alternative. Laying down and dying does not count.
THEY DIDN'T LISTEN WHEN I TRIED, SO, WHY WOULD THEY LISTEN NOW?
I CAN'T YELL AT THEM, i cant even bring myself to tell them
I KNOw
im sorry
Did you tell them that you're feeling depressed, having trouble sleeping, and are not seeing life as good anymore?
Because that's what you've told us, unless I'm mistaken.
If you have told them, and they've ignored you, then that is a crime. That is child negligence.
I told them everything other than three things
The fact that im a femboy, insomnia, and the fact that im aromantic, other than that, they know, they know everything
So they know that you are having suicidal thoughts? Even if you don't act on them, suicidal thoughts are still bad. If they know that you, as their child, need mental help, and refuse to give it to you, THAT IS CHILD NEGLIGENCE. That is a crime. That is illegal.
She didn't believe, them not listening to me, is not because of a lack of telling them
So they don't believe you? Why don't they?
She still thinks im a young child
So, your parents think that since you are young, it is impossible for you to have mental health problems?
No, she thinks that is still a small problem, which its not
So she thinks that your suicidal thoughts are small problems?
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You need some help, and you're not going to get what you need here. You can come back when you're better, but the real world needs your attention at this junction. So I say this with only love, and all the love in my heart:
Get the **** off my forums right now.
None of my family is home, i am alone right now, i cant do that
Then take some time to think about what you'll say. Write it down, even. Go on a walk. Take a shower. Take a nap. Just do something to improve your situation.
I have told my mother most everything about me, she didnt understand
What im trying to say is, ive tried, they didnt listen
If it's serious enough to keep whining about it, it's important enough to scream at them about.
Listen up. You have no alternative. Laying down and dying does not count.
THEY DIDN'T LISTEN WHEN I TRIED, SO, WHY WOULD THEY LISTEN NOW?
I CAN'T YELL AT THEM, i cant even bring myself to tell them
I KNOw
im sorry
Did you tell them that you're feeling depressed, having trouble sleeping, and are not seeing life as good anymore?
Because that's what you've told us, unless I'm mistaken.
If you have told them, and they've ignored you, then that is a crime. That is child negligence.
I told them everything other than three things
The fact that im a femboy, insomnia, and the fact that im aromantic, other than that, they know, they know everything
So they know that you are having suicidal thoughts? Even if you don't act on them, suicidal thoughts are still bad. If they know that you, as their child, need mental help, and refuse to give it to you, THAT IS CHILD NEGLIGENCE. That is a crime. That is illegal.
She didn't believe, them not listening to me, is not because of a lack of telling them
So they don't believe you? Why don't they?
She still thinks im a young child
So, your parents think that since you are young, it is impossible for you to have mental health problems?
No, she thinks that is still a small problem, which its not
So she thinks that your suicidal thoughts are small problems?
no, she doesnt think its gone that far
And, thats also not for lact of trying
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I have told my mother most everything about me, she didnt understand
What im trying to say is, ive tried, they didnt listen
If it's serious enough to keep whining about it, it's important enough to scream at them about.
Listen up. You have no alternative. Laying down and dying does not count.
THEY DIDN'T LISTEN WHEN I TRIED, SO, WHY WOULD THEY LISTEN NOW?
I CAN'T YELL AT THEM, i cant even bring myself to tell them
I KNOw
im sorry
Did you tell them that you're feeling depressed, having trouble sleeping, and are not seeing life as good anymore?
Because that's what you've told us, unless I'm mistaken.
If you have told them, and they've ignored you, then that is a crime. That is child negligence.
I told them everything other than three things
The fact that im a femboy, insomnia, and the fact that im aromantic, other than that, they know, they know everything
So they know that you are having suicidal thoughts? Even if you don't act on them, suicidal thoughts are still bad. If they know that you, as their child, need mental help, and refuse to give it to you, THAT IS CHILD NEGLIGENCE. That is a crime. That is illegal.
She didn't believe, them not listening to me, is not because of a lack of telling them
So they don't believe you? Why don't they?
She still thinks im a young child
So, your parents think that since you are young, it is impossible for you to have mental health problems?
No, she thinks that is still a small problem, which its not
Then do what I did and ask for help. I regret not doing it sooner tbh. Tell them it’s not a small problem anymore
You need some help, and you're not going to get what you need here. You can come back when you're better, but the real world needs your attention at this junction. So I say this with only love, and all the love in my heart:
Get the **** off my forums right now.
None of my family is home, i am alone right now, i cant do that
Then take some time to think about what you'll say. Write it down, even. Go on a walk. Take a shower. Take a nap. Just do something to improve your situation.
I AM, im writing on a doc, what i want to say!
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I give up, here is the message i sent to my mother, explaining my life
Have you ever felt alone? I have. Mostly because of myself, or the fact that I didn't have anybody to turn to. Until four months ago, what changed? You may ask yourself. What changed is that I discovered more stuff about myself than I ever did before. Which leads us to my first secret. I am bi. Now, how did I figure that out about myself? You don't need to know that yet. I'll tell you sometime, but that time is not now. Sorry Now we come to the secret that you might have guessed. I don't know who I am. Now you can say that I do, but I don't. The reason for this is the next secret, actually. I can change my personality at will. I think that the correct term is a mental breakdown, which I had on Wednesday, the 8th. And almost had Sunday the 12th. I used the one on the 8th to stomp out some ******* **** that I was dealing with. Yes, it needed cuss words. And right now, you are worrying about my sanity. I have several friends that I can share this stuff with. People I feel comfortable with Next comes the hardest secret You know, when you said that I needed more real friends. What you didn't know is that I went to my room and literally ******* cried. You know the reason I'm still on D&D beyond? Because that is the ONLY reason I am still sane. DDB is the reason I am sane. And probably the reason I still am alive. But that's behind me, I won't kill myself. DDB is the reason I still am ME, the reason I still have part of who I am. DDB is the place where I can share and not be dissed, where I can share and be HONEST, and not lie, because I don't have to worry about them leaving me. Because I can tell something and have somebody UNDERSTAND, somebody to know what it feels like. Somebody to know I didn't feel like I could share any of this with you, not because I don't trust you. But because I couldn't trust that you wouldn't leave me. You understand? I felt like my family would leave me. Do you know how sad that makes me? Do you know how much that made me want to crawl into a hole and die? And the last one is that I didn't feel loved by my family. You can deny that, you disagree with this, but it doesn't change. I still felt unloved. You can't change that; you can only do better in the future
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I have told my mother most everything about me, she didnt understand
What im trying to say is, ive tried, they didnt listen
If it's serious enough to keep whining about it, it's important enough to scream at them about.
Listen up. You have no alternative. Laying down and dying does not count.
THEY DIDN'T LISTEN WHEN I TRIED, SO, WHY WOULD THEY LISTEN NOW?
I CAN'T YELL AT THEM, i cant even bring myself to tell them
I KNOw
im sorry
Did you tell them that you're feeling depressed, having trouble sleeping, and are not seeing life as good anymore?
Because that's what you've told us, unless I'm mistaken.
If you have told them, and they've ignored you, then that is a crime. That is child negligence.
I told them everything other than three things
The fact that im a femboy, insomnia, and the fact that im aromantic, other than that, they know, they know everything
So they know that you are having suicidal thoughts? Even if you don't act on them, suicidal thoughts are still bad. If they know that you, as their child, need mental help, and refuse to give it to you, THAT IS CHILD NEGLIGENCE. That is a crime. That is illegal.
She didn't believe, them not listening to me, is not because of a lack of telling them
So they don't believe you? Why don't they?
She still thinks im a young child
So, your parents think that since you are young, it is impossible for you to have mental health problems?
No, she thinks that is still a small problem, which its not
Then do what I did and ask for help. I regret not doing it sooner tbh. Tell them it’s not a small problem anymore
As i said before, i cannot right now, and im going to sleep in 70 minutes, soo
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I have told my mother most everything about me, she didnt understand
What im trying to say is, ive tried, they didnt listen
If it's serious enough to keep whining about it, it's important enough to scream at them about.
Listen up. You have no alternative. Laying down and dying does not count.
THEY DIDN'T LISTEN WHEN I TRIED, SO, WHY WOULD THEY LISTEN NOW?
I CAN'T YELL AT THEM, i cant even bring myself to tell them
I KNOw
im sorry
Did you tell them that you're feeling depressed, having trouble sleeping, and are not seeing life as good anymore?
Because that's what you've told us, unless I'm mistaken.
If you have told them, and they've ignored you, then that is a crime. That is child negligence.
I told them everything other than three things
The fact that im a femboy, insomnia, and the fact that im aromantic, other than that, they know, they know everything
So they know that you are having suicidal thoughts? Even if you don't act on them, suicidal thoughts are still bad. If they know that you, as their child, need mental help, and refuse to give it to you, THAT IS CHILD NEGLIGENCE. That is a crime. That is illegal.
She didn't believe, them not listening to me, is not because of a lack of telling them
So they don't believe you? Why don't they?
She still thinks im a young child
That is an astronomically stupid reason for why you can't have help. Children can have issues. Just because you are a child does not mean you can't have issues.
I give up, here is the message i sent to my mother, explaining my life
Have you ever felt alone? I have. Mostly because of myself, or the fact that I didn't have anybody to turn to. Until four months ago, what changed? You may ask yourself. What changed is that I discovered more stuff about myself than I ever did before. Which leads us to my first secret. I am bi. Now, how did I figure that out about myself? You don't need to know that yet. I'll tell you sometime, but that time is not now. Sorry Now we come to the secret that you might have guessed. I don't know who I am. Now you can say that I do, but I don't. The reason for this is the next secret, actually. I can change my personality at will. I think that the correct term is a mental breakdown, which I had on Wednesday, the 8th. And almost had Sunday the 12th. I used the one on the 8th to stomp out some ******* shit that I was dealing with. Yes, it needed cuss words. And right now, you are worrying about my sanity. I have several friends that I can share this stuff with. People I feel comfortable with Next comes the hardest secret You know, when you said that I needed more real friends. What you didn't know is that I went to my room and literally ******* cried. You know the reason I'm still on D&D beyond? Because that is the ONLY reason I am still sane. DDB is the reason I am sane. And probably the reason I still am alive. But that's behind me, I won't kill myself. DDB is the reason I still am ME, the reason I still have part of who I am. DDB is the place where I can share and not be dissed, where I can share and be HONEST, and not lie, because I don't have to worry about them leaving me. Because I can tell something and have somebody UNDERSTAND, somebody to know what it feels like. Somebody to know I didn't feel like I could share any of this with you, not because I don't trust you. But because I couldn't trust that you wouldn't leave me. You understand? I felt like my family would leave me. Do you know how sad that makes me? Do you know how much that made me want to crawl into a hole and die? And the last one is that I didn't feel loved by my family. You can deny that, you disagree with this, but it doesn't change. I still felt unloved. You can't change that; you can only do better in the future
So you sent her this message?
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I have told my mother most everything about me, she didnt understand
What im trying to say is, ive tried, they didnt listen
If it's serious enough to keep whining about it, it's important enough to scream at them about.
Listen up. You have no alternative. Laying down and dying does not count.
THEY DIDN'T LISTEN WHEN I TRIED, SO, WHY WOULD THEY LISTEN NOW?
I CAN'T YELL AT THEM, i cant even bring myself to tell them
I KNOw
im sorry
Did you tell them that you're feeling depressed, having trouble sleeping, and are not seeing life as good anymore?
Because that's what you've told us, unless I'm mistaken.
If you have told them, and they've ignored you, then that is a crime. That is child negligence.
I told them everything other than three things
The fact that im a femboy, insomnia, and the fact that im aromantic, other than that, they know, they know everything
So they know that you are having suicidal thoughts? Even if you don't act on them, suicidal thoughts are still bad. If they know that you, as their child, need mental help, and refuse to give it to you, THAT IS CHILD NEGLIGENCE. That is a crime. That is illegal.
She didn't believe, them not listening to me, is not because of a lack of telling them
So they don't believe you? Why don't they?
She still thinks im a young child
That is an astronomically stupid reason for why you can't have help. Children can have issues. Just because you are a child does not mean you can't have issues.
She never said i cant havee heolp, i havent asked them, i was planing to do that this week!
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Hello! Call me Gato (Cat in Spanish) Feline Keeper of the Peace of the Alliance Between the Cult of Cats and the Cult of The Fox Looking for more titles now! NOW, ALL HAIL MERLIN, AND THE GREAT O_MERLIN_O ARMY. GIVE ME A 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I give up, here is the message i sent to my mother, explaining my life
Have you ever felt alone? I have. Mostly because of myself, or the fact that I didn't have anybody to turn to. Until four months ago, what changed? You may ask yourself. What changed is that I discovered more stuff about myself than I ever did before. Which leads us to my first secret. I am bi. Now, how did I figure that out about myself? You don't need to know that yet. I'll tell you sometime, but that time is not now. Sorry Now we come to the secret that you might have guessed. I don't know who I am. Now you can say that I do, but I don't. The reason for this is the next secret, actually. I can change my personality at will. I think that the correct term is a mental breakdown, which I had on Wednesday, the 8th. And almost had Sunday the 12th. I used the one on the 8th to stomp out some ******* **** that I was dealing with. Yes, it needed cuss words. And right now, you are worrying about my sanity. I have several friends that I can share this stuff with. People I feel comfortable with Next comes the hardest secret You know, when you said that I needed more real friends. What you didn't know is that I went to my room and literally ******* cried. You know the reason I'm still on D&D beyond? Because that is the ONLY reason I am still sane. DDB is the reason I am sane. And probably the reason I still am alive. But that's behind me, I won't kill myself. DDB is the reason I still am ME, the reason I still have part of who I am. DDB is the place where I can share and not be dissed, where I can share and be HONEST, and not lie, because I don't have to worry about them leaving me. Because I can tell something and have somebody UNDERSTAND, somebody to know what it feels like. Somebody to know I didn't feel like I could share any of this with you, not because I don't trust you. But because I couldn't trust that you wouldn't leave me. You understand? I felt like my family would leave me. Do you know how sad that makes me? Do you know how much that made me want to crawl into a hole and die? And the last one is that I didn't feel loved by my family. You can deny that, you disagree with this, but it doesn't change. I still felt unloved. You can't change that; you can only do better in the future
Hello! Call me Gato (Cat in Spanish) Feline Keeper of the Peace of the Alliance Between the Cult of Cats and the Cult of The Fox Looking for more titles now! NOW, ALL HAIL MERLIN, AND THE GREAT O_MERLIN_O ARMY. GIVE ME A 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
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So they don't believe you? Why don't they?
Faster and faster as darkness descends.
You trip and you fall but can't get up again.
This tale has been written with blood staining pen.
You’re here for this page but won’t see how it ends.
Hi tar tar gonz and gato
Sorlock fanatic (I’m not a minmaxer I swear)
Tell more people is what I mean. Tell people that can help you get therapy, that can help you in your real life.
Sig but long ^w^
Gulpmissle Day, Saturday, Feburay 15th, 2025
💛🤍💜🖤 🩷💛💙
Henlo, I am a pan, NB, chaotic ADHD mess of a furry.
I am also a eepy eeper, who likes WoF, WC, and fire.
She still thinks im a young child
Hello! Call me Gato (Cat in Spanish)
Feline Keeper of the Peace of the Alliance Between the Cult of Cats and the Cult of The Fox
Looking for more titles now!
NOW, ALL HAIL MERLIN, AND THE GREAT O_MERLIN_O ARMY. GIVE ME A 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I understand.
And I love you, Gato.
You need some help, and you're not going to get what you need here. You can come back when you're better, but the real world needs your attention at this junction. So I say this with only love, and all the love in my heart:
Get the **** off my forums right now.
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
Awake, impure, divine
So, your parents think that since you are young, it is impossible for you to have mental health problems?
Faster and faster as darkness descends.
You trip and you fall but can't get up again.
This tale has been written with blood staining pen.
You’re here for this page but won’t see how it ends.
I plan to, but more problems with a therapist, im going to find one that understands, a moderately harder task
Hello! Call me Gato (Cat in Spanish)
Feline Keeper of the Peace of the Alliance Between the Cult of Cats and the Cult of The Fox
Looking for more titles now!
NOW, ALL HAIL MERLIN, AND THE GREAT O_MERLIN_O ARMY. GIVE ME A 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
None of my family is home, i am alone right now, i cant do that
Hello! Call me Gato (Cat in Spanish)
Feline Keeper of the Peace of the Alliance Between the Cult of Cats and the Cult of The Fox
Looking for more titles now!
NOW, ALL HAIL MERLIN, AND THE GREAT O_MERLIN_O ARMY. GIVE ME A 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
No, she thinks that is still a small problem, which its not
Hello! Call me Gato (Cat in Spanish)
Feline Keeper of the Peace of the Alliance Between the Cult of Cats and the Cult of The Fox
Looking for more titles now!
NOW, ALL HAIL MERLIN, AND THE GREAT O_MERLIN_O ARMY. GIVE ME A 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
So she thinks that your suicidal thoughts are small problems?
Faster and faster as darkness descends.
You trip and you fall but can't get up again.
This tale has been written with blood staining pen.
You’re here for this page but won’t see how it ends.
Then take some time to think about what you'll say. Write it down, even. Go on a walk. Take a shower. Take a nap. Just do something to improve your situation.
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
Awake, impure, divine
no, she doesnt think its gone that far
And, thats also not for lact of trying
Hello! Call me Gato (Cat in Spanish)
Feline Keeper of the Peace of the Alliance Between the Cult of Cats and the Cult of The Fox
Looking for more titles now!
NOW, ALL HAIL MERLIN, AND THE GREAT O_MERLIN_O ARMY. GIVE ME A 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Then do what I did and ask for help. I regret not doing it sooner tbh. Tell them it’s not a small problem anymore
they/her Always open to chat. Just send me a PM
I AM, im writing on a doc, what i want to say!
Hello! Call me Gato (Cat in Spanish)
Feline Keeper of the Peace of the Alliance Between the Cult of Cats and the Cult of The Fox
Looking for more titles now!
NOW, ALL HAIL MERLIN, AND THE GREAT O_MERLIN_O ARMY. GIVE ME A 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I give up, here is the message i sent to my mother, explaining my life
Have you ever felt alone? I have. Mostly because of myself, or the fact that I didn't have anybody to turn to. Until four months ago, what changed? You may ask yourself. What changed is that I discovered more stuff about myself than I ever did before.
Which leads us to my first secret. I am bi. Now, how did I figure that out about myself? You don't need to know that yet. I'll tell you sometime, but that time is not now. Sorry
Now we come to the secret that you might have guessed. I don't know who I am. Now you can say that I do, but I don't. The reason for this is the next secret, actually.
I can change my personality at will. I think that the correct term is a mental breakdown, which I had on Wednesday, the 8th. And almost had Sunday the 12th. I used the one on the 8th to stomp out some ******* **** that I was dealing with. Yes, it needed cuss words.
And right now, you are worrying about my sanity. I have several friends that I can share this stuff with. People I feel comfortable with
Next comes the hardest secret
You know, when you said that I needed more real friends. What you didn't know is that I went to my room and literally ******* cried. You know the reason I'm still on D&D beyond? Because that is the ONLY reason I am still sane. DDB is the reason I am sane. And probably the reason I still am alive. But that's behind me, I won't kill myself. DDB is the reason I still am ME, the reason I still have part of who I am. DDB is the place where I can share and not be dissed, where I can share and be HONEST, and not lie, because I don't have to worry about them leaving me. Because I can tell something and have somebody UNDERSTAND, somebody to know what it feels like. Somebody to know
I didn't feel like I could share any of this with you, not because I don't trust you.
But because I couldn't trust that you wouldn't leave me. You understand? I felt like my family would leave me. Do you know how sad that makes me? Do you know how much that made me want to crawl into a hole and die?
And the last one is that I didn't feel loved by my family. You can deny that, you disagree with this, but it doesn't change. I still felt unloved. You can't change that; you can only do better in the future
Hello! Call me Gato (Cat in Spanish)
Feline Keeper of the Peace of the Alliance Between the Cult of Cats and the Cult of The Fox
Looking for more titles now!
NOW, ALL HAIL MERLIN, AND THE GREAT O_MERLIN_O ARMY. GIVE ME A 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
As i said before, i cannot right now, and im going to sleep in 70 minutes, soo
Hello! Call me Gato (Cat in Spanish)
Feline Keeper of the Peace of the Alliance Between the Cult of Cats and the Cult of The Fox
Looking for more titles now!
NOW, ALL HAIL MERLIN, AND THE GREAT O_MERLIN_O ARMY. GIVE ME A 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
That is an astronomically stupid reason for why you can't have help. Children can have issues. Just because you are a child does not mean you can't have issues.
Sig but long ^w^
Gulpmissle Day, Saturday, Feburay 15th, 2025
💛🤍💜🖤 🩷💛💙
Henlo, I am a pan, NB, chaotic ADHD mess of a furry.
I am also a eepy eeper, who likes WoF, WC, and fire.
So you sent her this message?
Faster and faster as darkness descends.
You trip and you fall but can't get up again.
This tale has been written with blood staining pen.
You’re here for this page but won’t see how it ends.
She never said i cant havee heolp, i havent asked them, i was planing to do that this week!
Hello! Call me Gato (Cat in Spanish)
Feline Keeper of the Peace of the Alliance Between the Cult of Cats and the Cult of The Fox
Looking for more titles now!
NOW, ALL HAIL MERLIN, AND THE GREAT O_MERLIN_O ARMY. GIVE ME A 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Yes
Hello! Call me Gato (Cat in Spanish)
Feline Keeper of the Peace of the Alliance Between the Cult of Cats and the Cult of The Fox
Looking for more titles now!
NOW, ALL HAIL MERLIN, AND THE GREAT O_MERLIN_O ARMY. GIVE ME A 4D8 ATTEMPT:[roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] + [roll]1d8[/roll] = [roll][roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]