O sorrow, I have ended, you see, by respecting you, because I am certain you will never leave me.
Ah! I realize it: your beauty lies in the force of your being. You are like those who never left the sad fireside corner of my poor black heart.
O my sorrow, you are better than a well-beloved: because I know that on the day of my final agony, you will be there, lying in my sheets, O sorrow, so that you might once again attempt to enter my heart.
it kinda sucks that i relate to the character with extreme self doubt, lack of self confidence, and low self esteem who doesn't think he's worthy of anyone
F**k
it does
the only difference between me and that character is that he's attractive and he gets the girl
Blerg
I'm just whining, sorry. just ignore me ig
NO!
should I go on a spiel about how im a loser and being friends with me isn't worth it, or should I just shut up?
No schpiels. And why wouldn't it be worth it? You share a bunch of common interests with us. And I've converted you to the cult of sn0wcrash, so...I mean, what's there not to like?
And don't shut up! Complaining isn't stupid, it's genuinely getting emotions out. Being the 'tougher' person isn't actually beneficial.
ya we have common interests, but I'm a total loser.
I wouldn't say that. Why do you think that?
too many reasons to list
Give me a few. I'm semi-intrigued now.
I'm weak, I'm not smart, I'm not funny, I'm not cool, I'm not attractive, I don't know how to talk to people, I'm constantly paralyzed by anxiety, I cant explain myself, I really don't have a life, I'm not nice, I'm not sympathetic, I'm not empathetic, I'm selfish, I'm a coward, I'm a wannabe, I'm lazy, I have anger issues, I numb my emotions, I cant stop masking and just be me, I cant concentrate, i've got a really dirty mind, I'm so under confident I double check people's names even if i've known them for a long time, I've got really weird, habits, some of them nearly socially unacceptable, I've got sh*itty hygiene, the only thing I'm good at is video games, which I'm even that good, I'm unreliable, I'm constantly living in daydreams. I cant figure out what I want, who I like, who I want to be, how I feel, I'm constantly telling myself I'm not enough. I manipulate people all the time, I lie without thinking, I never feel guilty or ashamed, I'm afraid of rejection, I have trust issues, I'm afraid that people will see me how I really am/how I see myself, I'm afraid of abandonment, even though i've never been abandoned by anyone, Im afraid everyone just wants to use me for something and doesn't actually care about me. I have some more, if that's not enough. oh and I open up to people on the internet.
So you aren't the average societal standards, your weak, and you have problems with emotions. You should probably get tested for some neurodevelopmental disorders. Also, most of this seems like you haven't dome anything wrong, you just have issues that therapy can help with. That doesn't make you a bad person. And dirty mind, my guy, you are a teenager. That's pretty common. Afraid of rejection. Like most people. You can't figure out who you want to be, seems like you have some time to take and self thinking to do. Daydreams, (https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/diseases/23336-maladaptive-daydreaming), those could be maladaptive daydreaming, seek therapy. NONE of this makes you a bad person. Just someone with issues you need to get help with. Now, me saying this ain't gonna cure you. But if you follow through with therapy and being tested for stuff, it will help. Is your hygiene because you forget?
my bad hygiene is mostly because I have no reason to take care of myself, and all of my will power goes toward getting out of bed and doing what I have to.
Then try to get a reason. Try things, anything you think you might like (And hurts no one), do it. You need to make a life for yourself. You need to try and have a good one.
i cant really try stuff. my parents lock down all of the devices that I can access so they have to approve every single thing, and I have to get permission to go anywhere. I cant make a life if I have to get permission for every tiny thing.
Overbearing parents suck. But even doing arts might be a hobby you like. Maybe you can workout (Donkey kicks are the best workout I will not hear critics), or walk outside. Maybe write. Maybe join clubs at school, or make more friends.
i don't really have any opportunities to make friends IRL. I'm homeschooled, so I'm basically home all day. I suck at writing and stuff like that
If you want to do something like writing, practice! You’ll get better! Find a way to channel what you feel inside, whatever that may be. Everything requires practice.
Yeah --- if you're home all day, you have a bunch of time! Use it!
And Foalin, I think you should ask your parents for a therapist. It's really useful to be able to just talk with someone who'll listen.
telling my deepest secrets to a complete stranger? that sounds like my worst nightmare. plus isn't therapy kinda expensive? my parents aren't exactly the richest people in the world.
To a trained stranger. That's like saying 'letting a stranger grab my heart? yeah no' about a doctor. Where I live therapy costs about $100 - $200 an hour. So yeah, pricey, but pretty sure they kinda legally need to give you suffient emotional support, soooo
Uhhhhhhhh also something that helped me was telling myself that yeah I was worthless-but I could be not worthless by doing what I need to do, learning things, and working hard. Basically hold yourself to some standards and try to meet those standards. You can’t hold yourself to standards if you aren’t even trying to meet them.
i don't really have any opportunities to make friends IRL. I'm homeschooled, so I'm basically home all day. I suck at writing and stuff like that
Oh. Yeah you're parents need to let you get friends and get out. Tell them that it is causing mental harm. And just try writing. No one's good when they start.
not sure that would work, but maybe
If they don't, that's kinda f##ked up and they are @$$holes. You can't just not give your child what they need for mental heath.
i don't really have any opportunities to make friends IRL. I'm homeschooled, so I'm basically home all day. I suck at writing and stuff like that
Oh. Yeah you're parents need to let you get friends and get out. Tell them that it is causing mental harm. And just try writing. No one's good when they start.
not sure that would work, but maybe
If they don't, that's kinda f##ked up and they are @$$holes. You can't just not give your child what they need for mental heath.
they don't let me do sh*t because "they are doing it to protect me" always the same answer. that's why it might not work. I'm really not sure what they think they're protecting me from. like, what do they think I'm gonna do?
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THE ALT OF FOALIN you can call me Fay, or make something up. "No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing) extended sig(hint, click) :3
i don't really have any opportunities to make friends IRL. I'm homeschooled, so I'm basically home all day. I suck at writing and stuff like that
Oh. Yeah you're parents need to let you get friends and get out. Tell them that it is causing mental harm. And just try writing. No one's good when they start.
not sure that would work, but maybe
If they don't, that's kinda f##ked up and they are @$$holes. You can't just not give your child what they need for mental heath.
they don't let me do sh*t because "they are doing it to protect me" always the same answer. that's why it might not work. I'm really not sure what they think they're protecting me from. like, what do they think I'm gonna do?
My two best guesses is they don't realize that you're a teen and still think of you like a seven year old, or they are just control freaks.
i don't really have any opportunities to make friends IRL. I'm homeschooled, so I'm basically home all day. I suck at writing and stuff like that
Oh. Yeah you're parents need to let you get friends and get out. Tell them that it is causing mental harm. And just try writing. No one's good when they start.
not sure that would work, but maybe
If they don't, that's kinda f##ked up and they are @$$holes. You can't just not give your child what they need for mental heath.
they don't let me do sh*t because "they are doing it to protect me" always the same answer. that's why it might not work. I'm really not sure what they think they're protecting me from. like, what do they think I'm gonna do?
My two best guesses is they don't realize that you're a teen and still think of you like a seven year old, or they are just control freaks.
id bet it's the latter, but they just don't realize it and refuse to accept it. they kinda also do this thing where they flip it around so it's my fault, which really f*cks with my confidence issues, as you can imagine.
I actually gtg now. bye bye.
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THE ALT OF FOALIN you can call me Fay, or make something up. "No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing) extended sig(hint, click) :3
i don't really have any opportunities to make friends IRL. I'm homeschooled, so I'm basically home all day. I suck at writing and stuff like that
Oh. Yeah you're parents need to let you get friends and get out. Tell them that it is causing mental harm. And just try writing. No one's good when they start.
not sure that would work, but maybe
If they don't, that's kinda f##ked up and they are @$$holes. You can't just not give your child what they need for mental heath.
they don't let me do sh*t because "they are doing it to protect me" always the same answer. that's why it might not work. I'm really not sure what they think they're protecting me from. like, what do they think I'm gonna do?
My two best guesses is they don't realize that you're a teen and still think of you like a seven year old, or they are just control freaks.
id bet it's the latter, but they just don't realize it and refuse to accept it. they kinda also do this thing where they flip it around so it's my fault, which really f*cks with my confidence issues, as you can imagine.
THE ALT OF FOALIN you can call me Fay, or make something up. "No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing) extended sig(hint, click) :3
Himy! ur sig says you like books anime and manga. have you read Steelheart?
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THE ALT OF FOALIN you can call me Fay, or make something up. "No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing) extended sig(hint, click) :3
fellow follower of JEFF!!!! and a fan of BotW titles include:Beastmaster Extraordinaire,Wizened Beholder of the West Wind,Salvatore's Secret Archivist, Bladesong Smith
Co-cult leader of the cynophobia cult
Archivist of the kingdoms and Crowns thread, Percy Jackson thread, Mechanicus and Realm of Dragons,MDDTG,The Academy threads Admin of the Academy
Hello! Call meTana. My pronouns are She/Her. I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace I will mother you if you are being stupid. ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
see, now you're all taking your time to try to help me out and make me feel better instead of doing something worth your time
You are worth my time, I spent the entire night thinking about this,
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Hello! Call meTana. My pronouns are She/Her. I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace I will mother you if you are being stupid. ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
And, Foalin. You never need to figure out who you like, what you want. Those are things that are determined in the moment.
I've spent years trying to figure out who I like, and now I like someone (and Gato, I still haven't asked him, but I'll talk to you about that another time), and...I've realized it doesn't matter. You don't need to like someone yet. We're still young. We have time. I will steal Elon Musk's money and give it to you if there isn't someone in the world who likes you the way you like them...
I just don't like people, and romance completly disgusts me
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Hello! Call meTana. My pronouns are She/Her. I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace I will mother you if you are being stupid. ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
y'know, sometimes i think cats can see ghosts or something. that or they're just high all the time
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Nebularoace they/them call me Foalin “No doubt I’ll tire of this eventually, but for now… I am content.” -Murtagh ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
y'know, sometimes i think cats can see ghosts or something. that or they're just high all the time
What?
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Hello! Call meTana. My pronouns are She/Her. I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace I will mother you if you are being stupid. ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
HEY
CUT
YOUR DAMN
QUOTE CHAINS
O sorrow, I have ended, you see, by respecting you, because I am certain you will never leave me.
Ah! I realize it: your beauty lies in the force of your being. You are like those who never left the sad fireside corner of my poor black heart.
O my sorrow, you are better than a well-beloved: because I know that on the day of my final agony, you will be there, lying in my sheets, O sorrow, so that you might once again attempt to enter my heart.
-Excerpt, Prayer for loving sorrow
To a trained stranger. That's like saying 'letting a stranger grab my heart? yeah no' about a doctor. Where I live therapy costs about $100 - $200 an hour. So yeah, pricey, but pretty sure they kinda legally need to give you suffient emotional support, soooo
Sig but long ^w^
Gulpmissle Day, Saturday, Feburay 15th, 2025
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Salem has dubbed me Fellow Pancake of The Fox.
Henlo, I am a pan, NB, chaotic ADHD mess of a furry.
I am also a eepy eeper, who likes WoF, WC, and fire.
Oop sorry
Hi Himy!
Am Bananer
Been bananering since 2023
sry
Sig but long ^w^
Gulpmissle Day, Saturday, Feburay 15th, 2025
💛🤍💜🖤 🩷💛💙
Salem has dubbed me Fellow Pancake of The Fox.
Henlo, I am a pan, NB, chaotic ADHD mess of a furry.
I am also a eepy eeper, who likes WoF, WC, and fire.
Uhhhhhhhh also something that helped me was telling myself that yeah I was worthless-but I could be not worthless by doing what I need to do, learning things, and working hard. Basically hold yourself to some standards and try to meet those standards. You can’t hold yourself to standards if you aren’t even trying to meet them.
Am Bananer
Been bananering since 2023
If they don't, that's kinda f##ked up and they are @$$holes. You can't just not give your child what they need for mental heath.
Sig but long ^w^
Gulpmissle Day, Saturday, Feburay 15th, 2025
💛🤍💜🖤 🩷💛💙
Salem has dubbed me Fellow Pancake of The Fox.
Henlo, I am a pan, NB, chaotic ADHD mess of a furry.
I am also a eepy eeper, who likes WoF, WC, and fire.
they don't let me do sh*t because "they are doing it to protect me" always the same answer. that's why it might not work. I'm really not sure what they think they're protecting me from. like, what do they think I'm gonna do?
THE ALT OF FOALIN
you can call me Fay, or make something up.
"No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh
if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing)
extended sig(hint, click) :3
My two best guesses is they don't realize that you're a teen and still think of you like a seven year old, or they are just control freaks.
Sig but long ^w^
Gulpmissle Day, Saturday, Feburay 15th, 2025
💛🤍💜🖤 🩷💛💙
Salem has dubbed me Fellow Pancake of The Fox.
Henlo, I am a pan, NB, chaotic ADHD mess of a furry.
I am also a eepy eeper, who likes WoF, WC, and fire.
id bet it's the latter, but they just don't realize it and refuse to accept it. they kinda also do this thing where they flip it around so it's my fault, which really f*cks with my confidence issues, as you can imagine.
I actually gtg now. bye bye.
THE ALT OF FOALIN
you can call me Fay, or make something up.
"No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh
if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing)
extended sig(hint, click) :3
Bye.
Just so y'know dude, it ain't ur fault.
Have a good day, dude.
Sig but long ^w^
Gulpmissle Day, Saturday, Feburay 15th, 2025
💛🤍💜🖤 🩷💛💙
Salem has dubbed me Fellow Pancake of The Fox.
Henlo, I am a pan, NB, chaotic ADHD mess of a furry.
I am also a eepy eeper, who likes WoF, WC, and fire.
thank you. you too
THE ALT OF FOALIN
you can call me Fay, or make something up.
"No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh
if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing)
extended sig(hint, click) :3
Himy! ur sig says you like books anime and manga. have you read Steelheart?
THE ALT OF FOALIN
you can call me Fay, or make something up.
"No doubt I'll tire of this eventually, but for now... I am content." -Murtagh
if you are bored, go watch SAO(it's amazing)
extended sig(hint, click) :3
Hi new person
fellow follower of JEFF!!!! and a fan of BotW titles include:Beastmaster Extraordinaire,Wizened Beholder of the West Wind,Salvatore's Secret Archivist, Bladesong Smith
Co-cult leader of the cynophobia cult
Archivist of the kingdoms and Crowns thread, Percy Jackson thread, Mechanicus and Realm of Dragons,MDDTG,The Academy threads Admin of the Academy
Extended sig
Its golden
Hello! Call me Tana.
My pronouns are She/Her.
I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace
I will mother you if you are being stupid.
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
You are worth my time, I spent the entire night thinking about this,
Hello! Call me Tana.
My pronouns are She/Her.
I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace
I will mother you if you are being stupid.
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
I just don't like people, and romance completly disgusts me
Hello! Call me Tana.
My pronouns are She/Her.
I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace
I will mother you if you are being stupid.
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
I LIVE AGAIN!!!
Anyways, how're y'all?
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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y'know, sometimes i think cats can see ghosts or something. that or they're just high all the time
Nebularoace they/them call me Foalin
“No doubt I’ll tire of this eventually, but for now… I am content.” -Murtagh
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Hello all! I am Golden_Axolotl_Dragon's familiar, after a little conversation...
extended sig(click it) :3
What?
Hello! Call me Tana.
My pronouns are She/Her.
I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace
I will mother you if you are being stupid.
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
?????????
Build us a door
And rest here with me
Lights are on
But nobody's home...
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