Good afternoon guys. I'm not gonna rant or anything, but I just wanted to let y'all know that I haven't been doing so good. My mental health is in shambles, I'm on the verge of suicidal thoughts, and I have no idea as to how I don't have depression yet. I just... I just don't know what to do right now.
I'm sorry. Do you wanna talk more? My PMs are always open.
I'm... I'm good. Thanks though, Druid.
That sounds like you’re def not okay.
I understand how you feel because i’m also on the verge of suicidal thoughts and bad mental health but I’m not depressed
I'm not OK, you're right, I just don't like sharing my problems. I know that's probably not a good thing, but I've been that way all my life.
Exactly the same deal here. It’s rly hard for me to say I’m not okay. Y’know what the causes of your feelings are?
The cause is usually me just goin' through my day like normal. My life has been so terrible for years now I just got used to it bein' that way.
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demiromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the ArchCrone, my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. Was Nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW. Given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
I understand too. Last night I spent hours crying. Maybe that’s not exactly how you feel, but we’re here for you.
Thanks Banan. My feelings are a mixture of like rage and overwhelming sadness, and it's like they can't choose what to be. I'm the kinda guy who if he gets too mad he has to release the anger somehow, so I took up punching the walls of my house as hard as I can. But usually after that I'll cry, then I'll get mad again, and then it goes on and on and on...
I usually bottle up my feelings cuz my brain says it’s not other people’s problem. Sometimes I just need to take several steps back and relax. I’ve gotten slightly better now that I have a partner who will coax all of my problems out of me but it’s still in my nature
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My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
Good afternoon guys. I'm not gonna rant or anything, but I just wanted to let y'all know that I haven't been doing so good. My mental health is in shambles, I'm on the verge of suicidal thoughts, and I have no idea as to how I don't have depression yet. I just... I just don't know what to do right now.
I’m sorry agate I now how it feels and how much it hurts and sucks
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Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
I understand too. Last night I spent hours crying. Maybe that’s not exactly how you feel, but we’re here for you.
Same. We'll always be here for you.
No matter what even if you just need to rp to take your mind off of things
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
I understand too. Last night I spent hours crying. Maybe that’s not exactly how you feel, but we’re here for you.
Thanks Banan. My feelings are a mixture of like rage and overwhelming sadness, and it's like they can't choose what to be. I'm the kinda guy who if he gets too mad he has to release the anger somehow, so I took up punching the walls of my house as hard as I can. But usually after that I'll cry, then I'll get mad again, and then it goes on and on and on...
I usually bottle up my feelings cuz my brain says it’s not other people’s problem. Sometimes I just need to take several steps back and relax. I’ve gotten slightly better now that I have a partner who will coax all of my problems out of me but it’s still in my nature
Not only do I have a sucky life that makes me miserable, I have a few anger management problems too, so that's why I took up wall punching.
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demiromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the ArchCrone, my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. Was Nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW. Given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
I understand too. Last night I spent hours crying. Maybe that’s not exactly how you feel, but we’re here for you.
Thanks Banan. My feelings are a mixture of like rage and overwhelming sadness, and it's like they can't choose what to be. I'm the kinda guy who if he gets too mad he has to release the anger somehow, so I took up punching the walls of my house as hard as I can. But usually after that I'll cry, then I'll get mad again, and then it goes on and on and on...
I usually bottle up my feelings cuz my brain says it’s not other people’s problem. Sometimes I just need to take several steps back and relax. I’ve gotten slightly better now that I have a partner who will coax all of my problems out of me but it’s still in my nature
That’s my brain
find it hard to believe anyone could actually ever care about me
or need to deal with my problems
normally end up apologizing after sharing my issues :P
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
For years, I thought I didn’t need anyone and distanced myself from people, but now I’m feeling lonely and I have nobody to talk to about my problems. I feel so bad for you, my problems just started but yours have been around for a while…
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My titles are the great Silver Dragon Lord of the Sky, Second in Command of the Dragon Cult, High Warlock of Cynophobia, High Cultist of Jeff, The Lightning Mage. I’m a ✨Chronically online teenage boy✨, and one of the most active posters on the forums (MORE THAN SALEM AND GONZALO). Always open to talk if you’d like to shoot me a PM! Please don’t hesitate to tell me I’m being a jerk or overbearing, I love helpful feedback! Love y’all!
Good afternoon guys. I'm not gonna rant or anything, but I just wanted to let y'all know that I haven't been doing so good. My mental health is in shambles, I'm on the verge of suicidal thoughts, and I have no idea as to how I don't have depression yet. I just... I just don't know what to do right now.
I’m sorry agate I now how it feels and how much it hurts and sucks
I’m dealing with life too and I don’t think its the same as what you’re dealing with but i can at least sort of relate
(reason I say that is because i hate it when people say “i totally get what you’re going through.” And “I understand how hard that must be” when they actually just don’t)
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Thanks guys. I'm not exactly feeling any better but it's nice to know people care so much.
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demiromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the ArchCrone, my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. Was Nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW. Given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
Thanks guys. I'm not exactly feeling any better but it's nice to know people care so much.
Yeah anytime :P
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
I understand too. Last night I spent hours crying. Maybe that’s not exactly how you feel, but we’re here for you.
Thanks Banan. My feelings are a mixture of like rage and overwhelming sadness, and it's like they can't choose what to be. I'm the kinda guy who if he gets too mad he has to release the anger somehow, so I took up punching the walls of my house as hard as I can. But usually after that I'll cry, then I'll get mad again, and then it goes on and on and on...
I usually bottle up my feelings cuz my brain says it’s not other people’s problem. Sometimes I just need to take several steps back and relax. I’ve gotten slightly better now that I have a partner who will coax all of my problems out of me but it’s still in my nature
That’s my brain
find it hard to believe anyone could actually ever care about me
or need to deal with my problems
normally end up apologizing after sharing my issues :P
I do the same thing.
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Haiiiiii, I’m Druid! (he/they/it/moth/fae/star) I'm a smol insane queer lil' mess with a terrible mental state! I'm also a therian and furry :3 My current obsessions are The Amazing Digital Circus and Hazbin Hotel, so if you ever wanna chat about that, I'm always happy to! GIVE ME YOUR MONSTER.
"Oh no! Looks like I've taken Ragatha... AND DROPPED HER IN THE DEEP FRYER!" -Jax
Thanks guys. I'm not exactly feeling any better but it's nice to know people care so much.
*virtually hugs*
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Haiiiiii, I’m Druid! (he/they/it/moth/fae/star) I'm a smol insane queer lil' mess with a terrible mental state! I'm also a therian and furry :3 My current obsessions are The Amazing Digital Circus and Hazbin Hotel, so if you ever wanna chat about that, I'm always happy to! GIVE ME YOUR MONSTER.
"Oh no! Looks like I've taken Ragatha... AND DROPPED HER IN THE DEEP FRYER!" -Jax
I understand too. Last night I spent hours crying. Maybe that’s not exactly how you feel, but we’re here for you.
Thanks Banan. My feelings are a mixture of like rage and overwhelming sadness, and it's like they can't choose what to be. I'm the kinda guy who if he gets too mad he has to release the anger somehow, so I took up punching the walls of my house as hard as I can. But usually after that I'll cry, then I'll get mad again, and then it goes on and on and on...
I usually bottle up my feelings cuz my brain says it’s not other people’s problem. Sometimes I just need to take several steps back and relax. I’ve gotten slightly better now that I have a partner who will coax all of my problems out of me but it’s still in my nature
That’s my brain
find it hard to believe anyone could actually ever care about me
or need to deal with my problems
normally end up apologizing after sharing my issues :P
I do the same thing.
Like i be like can i rant and they say yes then i rant and apologize because they don’t need to deal with my problems afterwards
except one of them says that they want to help me with my problems WHICH IS SO WEIRD AND I DONT UNDERSTAND
but also its nice
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Thanks guys. I'm not exactly feeling any better but it's nice to know people care so much.
*virtually hugs*
*accepts the hug*
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demiromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the ArchCrone, my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. Was Nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW. Given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
Thanks guys. I'm not exactly feeling any better but it's nice to know people care so much.
*virtually hugs*
*accepts the hug*
*joins virtual hug*
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Thanks guys. I'm not exactly feeling any better but it's nice to know people care so much.
*virtually hugs*
*accepts the hug*
*turns virtual hug into virtual group hug*
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Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
I should make a thread for virtual hugs. Ima do that now!
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Haiiiiii, I’m Druid! (he/they/it/moth/fae/star) I'm a smol insane queer lil' mess with a terrible mental state! I'm also a therian and furry :3 My current obsessions are The Amazing Digital Circus and Hazbin Hotel, so if you ever wanna chat about that, I'm always happy to! GIVE ME YOUR MONSTER.
"Oh no! Looks like I've taken Ragatha... AND DROPPED HER IN THE DEEP FRYER!" -Jax
I should make a thread for virtual hugs. Ima do that now!
Done!!!
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Haiiiiii, I’m Druid! (he/they/it/moth/fae/star) I'm a smol insane queer lil' mess with a terrible mental state! I'm also a therian and furry :3 My current obsessions are The Amazing Digital Circus and Hazbin Hotel, so if you ever wanna chat about that, I'm always happy to! GIVE ME YOUR MONSTER.
"Oh no! Looks like I've taken Ragatha... AND DROPPED HER IN THE DEEP FRYER!" -Jax
I should make a thread for virtual hugs. Ima do that now!
Done!!!
No offense but I don’t think we need more threads like that
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My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
I should make a thread for virtual hugs. Ima do that now!
Done!!!
No offense but I don’t think we need more threads like that
Yeah I agree with grad on this one
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Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
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The cause is usually me just goin' through my day like normal. My life has been so terrible for years now I just got used to it bein' that way.
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demiromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the ArchCrone, my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. Was Nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW. Given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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I usually bottle up my feelings cuz my brain says it’s not other people’s problem. Sometimes I just need to take several steps back and relax. I’ve gotten slightly better now that I have a partner who will coax all of my problems out of me but it’s still in my nature
My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
TRON LIVES
I’m sorry agate I now how it feels and how much it hurts and sucks
Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
No matter what even if you just need to rp to take your mind off of things
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
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@Irunwithskissors
Not only do I have a sucky life that makes me miserable, I have a few anger management problems too, so that's why I took up wall punching.
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demiromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the ArchCrone, my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. Was Nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW. Given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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That’s my brain
find it hard to believe anyone could actually ever care about me
or need to deal with my problems
normally end up apologizing after sharing my issues :P
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
For years, I thought I didn’t need anyone and distanced myself from people, but now I’m feeling lonely and I have nobody to talk to about my problems. I feel so bad for you, my problems just started but yours have been around for a while…
My titles are the great Silver Dragon Lord of the Sky, Second in Command of the Dragon Cult, High Warlock of Cynophobia, High Cultist of Jeff, The Lightning Mage. I’m a ✨Chronically online teenage boy✨, and one of the most active posters on the forums (MORE THAN SALEM AND GONZALO). Always open to talk if you’d like to shoot me a PM! Please don’t hesitate to tell me I’m being a jerk or overbearing, I love helpful feedback! Love y’all!
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I’m dealing with life too and I don’t think its the same as what you’re dealing with but i can at least sort of relate
(reason I say that is because i hate it when people say “i totally get what you’re going through.” And “I understand how hard that must be” when they actually just don’t)
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
Thanks guys. I'm not exactly feeling any better but it's nice to know people care so much.
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demiromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the ArchCrone, my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. Was Nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW. Given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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Yeah anytime :P
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
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@Irunwithskissors
I do the same thing.
Haiiiiii, I’m Druid! (he/they/it/moth/fae/star) I'm a smol insane queer lil' mess with a terrible mental state! I'm also a therian and furry :3 My current obsessions are The Amazing Digital Circus and Hazbin Hotel, so if you ever wanna chat about that, I'm always happy to! GIVE ME YOUR MONSTER.
"Oh no! Looks like I've taken Ragatha... AND DROPPED HER IN THE DEEP FRYER!" -Jax
*virtually hugs*
Haiiiiii, I’m Druid! (he/they/it/moth/fae/star) I'm a smol insane queer lil' mess with a terrible mental state! I'm also a therian and furry :3 My current obsessions are The Amazing Digital Circus and Hazbin Hotel, so if you ever wanna chat about that, I'm always happy to! GIVE ME YOUR MONSTER.
"Oh no! Looks like I've taken Ragatha... AND DROPPED HER IN THE DEEP FRYER!" -Jax
Like i be like can i rant and they say yes then i rant and apologize because they don’t need to deal with my problems afterwards
except one of them says that they want to help me with my problems WHICH IS SO WEIRD AND I DONT UNDERSTAND
but also its nice
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
*accepts the hug*
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demiromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the ArchCrone, my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. Was Nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW. Given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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*joins virtual hug*
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel or Julian or whatever, I don’t really care. Pronouns are they/he. Some things about be, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
*turns virtual hug into virtual group hug*
Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”
I should make a thread for virtual hugs. Ima do that now!
Haiiiiii, I’m Druid! (he/they/it/moth/fae/star) I'm a smol insane queer lil' mess with a terrible mental state! I'm also a therian and furry :3 My current obsessions are The Amazing Digital Circus and Hazbin Hotel, so if you ever wanna chat about that, I'm always happy to! GIVE ME YOUR MONSTER.
"Oh no! Looks like I've taken Ragatha... AND DROPPED HER IN THE DEEP FRYER!" -Jax
Done!!!
Haiiiiii, I’m Druid! (he/they/it/moth/fae/star) I'm a smol insane queer lil' mess with a terrible mental state! I'm also a therian and furry :3 My current obsessions are The Amazing Digital Circus and Hazbin Hotel, so if you ever wanna chat about that, I'm always happy to! GIVE ME YOUR MONSTER.
"Oh no! Looks like I've taken Ragatha... AND DROPPED HER IN THE DEEP FRYER!" -Jax
No offense but I don’t think we need more threads like that
My name’s Gradius, this is my second account :P I love Hollow Knight and I have been on ddb for a while. Come rp with me anytime! It is my purpose. My title that was given to me by Drummer is…SPIRIT OF THE WEST, GUARDIAN OF THE HOLLOWS.
No cost too great. No mind to think. No will to break. No voice to cry suffering. Born of God and Void.
TRON LIVES
Yeah I agree with grad on this one
Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"From the stars of the inner sea, from the tower of insight, from the four corners of paradise, let them know; their story is filled with blessings. Only those free of sin may pass... Garden of Avalon!”
”The elements coalesce, amalgamate, and bring forth the star that interweaves all creation. Bow down with death! Enuma Elish!”