"... And here I thought having my daughter kidnapped by a snake was the weirdest thing that would happen today..."
He sighs.
He holds Cordon's face, frowning. "Tell me what it is you want from me. I'm not going to stop seeing Noctis, but beyond that.. I'd do anything for you."
"What I want... I mean... I don't even know."
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".. He was very kind to me. He talked to me about all of this and... And helped me analyze my feelings towards it all. He helped me know I.. I needed surety and closure with her.. So my friend Harvey helped me write her a letter"
"Hmm..."
"I told her how much I missed her and I... I wanted to know if she still.. Wanted to be with me. I got a response a couple days later and Ive... I memorized it... Dear impostor, You have crossed a line acting like ka Makana. Clearly, you do not realize how things ended between us and what words she left with me. Whatever you think you're doing, I expect an explanation. I will not fall into your trap, but I will find who you are and I will ruin you. Send a letter explaining who you are and why youve done what you have, or I'll unleash whatever wrath I have to. From Iolani"
"Hmm..."
"There was.. More to it. Invisible ink... Coordinates and... 'Makana, if this is truly you, and youve somehow changed your mind about the horrible things you wrote in the past, then it is up to you to prove youre not doing this to torment an old woman. This curse story feels so fabticated and from someone seeking to take advantage of me. But if it is you... Find what I lost at the coordinates on the front. Youre the only one who knows what that is. And after you do... We may speak. But be prepared to explain the below...' She... She proceeded to quote the letter she thought I had left her years earlier... Th-that night... I think the haliae left it. It was.. It was absolutely terrible... It-It said.." She stutters a bit, clearly pained and angry "Dear Iolani,
I’m sorry. I know what I said last night. I know what I’ve said the past 10 years we’ve been together. I know I told you I loved you ʻoi aku ma mua o ke kai, nā hōkū, ka mahina, nā nalu a me nā pūpū a pau o nā kahakai, but that hasn’t been true for a long time. The waves and winds of the ocean have always been my only loves, and where my loyalty and devotion lie. When you first asked me out, I cared for you, and I didn’t want to hurt the demigod who’s been kind to me. I said yes, I led you on, and I said I felt the same because I didn’t want to hurt you. Last night, when you proposed, I did the same. I was wrong, and I said yes because I didn’t want to break your heart, but over the hours of tears and thought tonight, I knew I had to write this to you. While I care, I’ve never loved you in that way, and I was wrong to go along with your feelings to make you happy.
This charade has exhausted me, and slowly eaten away at all the love and care I've had. I’m too exhausted to keep this going, and seeing your face makes me feel too much guilt and shame to handle. It has made a part of me want to hate you. To blame you for how distraught and hurt I've felt losing control of my life. I’m sorry, but I’ve made the nearly impossible decision to leave while you were asleep. It’s better for both of us this way. You won’t have to hear this all in person, and can find someone new without feeling the conflicted feelings of me being there. Someone better for you. Someone human like you are… You don’t deserve someone cruel and lying like me.
Please, Iolani, don’t try to find me. I’ve taken the apo with me so you can’t use it to scry on me. You can make one that’s new and untainted for your aloha hou. I hope she gives you what I couldn’t. If you attempt to find me travelling, you won’t find my hiding places throughout the vast and powerful seas. I’ll go places you don’t know, depths you cannot travel to. Continue building your classes up. Teach the children you love to help. Live your life without me. You won’t find me before the end. I’m sorry it has to be this way, but it is for the best.
Na ke kai, ka lā, nā hōkū, nā kūpuna, a me nā akua e kiaʻi i kou ola hou. Hiki iā ʻoe ke ʻike i ka ʻoiaʻiʻo mai kahi mea aloha maoli iā ʻoe. May your divine tears lead you to new heights, with new joys.
One final apology from the waves your unrequited love went to, - Ka Makana i nalowale"
"That... That's horrible, Makana... I am deeply sorry you had to experience that... but... well, what do you want to happen?"
"... I want... I want to find what she lost years ago and I.. I want to reunite with her..... But... I also... I want to make sure the haliae cant hurt us again. Cant hurt anyone ever again"
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".. He was very kind to me. He talked to me about all of this and... And helped me analyze my feelings towards it all. He helped me know I.. I needed surety and closure with her.. So my friend Harvey helped me write her a letter"
"Hmm..."
"I told her how much I missed her and I... I wanted to know if she still.. Wanted to be with me. I got a response a couple days later and Ive... I memorized it... Dear impostor, You have crossed a line acting like ka Makana. Clearly, you do not realize how things ended between us and what words she left with me. Whatever you think you're doing, I expect an explanation. I will not fall into your trap, but I will find who you are and I will ruin you. Send a letter explaining who you are and why youve done what you have, or I'll unleash whatever wrath I have to. From Iolani"
"Hmm..."
"There was.. More to it. Invisible ink... Coordinates and... 'Makana, if this is truly you, and youve somehow changed your mind about the horrible things you wrote in the past, then it is up to you to prove youre not doing this to torment an old woman. This curse story feels so fabticated and from someone seeking to take advantage of me. But if it is you... Find what I lost at the coordinates on the front. Youre the only one who knows what that is. And after you do... We may speak. But be prepared to explain the below...' She... She proceeded to quote the letter she thought I had left her years earlier... Th-that night... I think the haliae left it. It was.. It was absolutely terrible... It-It said.." She stutters a bit, clearly pained and angry "Dear Iolani,
I’m sorry. I know what I said last night. I know what I’ve said the past 10 years we’ve been together. I know I told you I loved you ʻoi aku ma mua o ke kai, nā hōkū, ka mahina, nā nalu a me nā pūpū a pau o nā kahakai, but that hasn’t been true for a long time. The waves and winds of the ocean have always been my only loves, and where my loyalty and devotion lie. When you first asked me out, I cared for you, and I didn’t want to hurt the demigod who’s been kind to me. I said yes, I led you on, and I said I felt the same because I didn’t want to hurt you. Last night, when you proposed, I did the same. I was wrong, and I said yes because I didn’t want to break your heart, but over the hours of tears and thought tonight, I knew I had to write this to you. While I care, I’ve never loved you in that way, and I was wrong to go along with your feelings to make you happy.
This charade has exhausted me, and slowly eaten away at all the love and care I've had. I’m too exhausted to keep this going, and seeing your face makes me feel too much guilt and shame to handle. It has made a part of me want to hate you. To blame you for how distraught and hurt I've felt losing control of my life. I’m sorry, but I’ve made the nearly impossible decision to leave while you were asleep. It’s better for both of us this way. You won’t have to hear this all in person, and can find someone new without feeling the conflicted feelings of me being there. Someone better for you. Someone human like you are… You don’t deserve someone cruel and lying like me.
Please, Iolani, don’t try to find me. I’ve taken the apo with me so you can’t use it to scry on me. You can make one that’s new and untainted for your aloha hou. I hope she gives you what I couldn’t. If you attempt to find me travelling, you won’t find my hiding places throughout the vast and powerful seas. I’ll go places you don’t know, depths you cannot travel to. Continue building your classes up. Teach the children you love to help. Live your life without me. You won’t find me before the end. I’m sorry it has to be this way, but it is for the best.
Na ke kai, ka lā, nā hōkū, nā kūpuna, a me nā akua e kiaʻi i kou ola hou. Hiki iā ʻoe ke ʻike i ka ʻoiaʻiʻo mai kahi mea aloha maoli iā ʻoe. May your divine tears lead you to new heights, with new joys.
One final apology from the waves your unrequited love went to, - Ka Makana i nalowale"
"That... That's horrible, Makana... I am deeply sorry you had to experience that... but... well, what do you want to happen?"
"... I want... I want to find what she lost years ago and I.. I want to reunite with her..... But... I also... I want to make sure the haliae cant hurt us again. Cant hurt anyone ever again"
"... Well, do you really think a mass genocide would be acceptable for what they've done...?"
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Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
".. He was very kind to me. He talked to me about all of this and... And helped me analyze my feelings towards it all. He helped me know I.. I needed surety and closure with her.. So my friend Harvey helped me write her a letter"
"Hmm..."
"I told her how much I missed her and I... I wanted to know if she still.. Wanted to be with me. I got a response a couple days later and Ive... I memorized it... Dear impostor, You have crossed a line acting like ka Makana. Clearly, you do not realize how things ended between us and what words she left with me. Whatever you think you're doing, I expect an explanation. I will not fall into your trap, but I will find who you are and I will ruin you. Send a letter explaining who you are and why youve done what you have, or I'll unleash whatever wrath I have to. From Iolani"
"Hmm..."
"There was.. More to it. Invisible ink... Coordinates and... 'Makana, if this is truly you, and youve somehow changed your mind about the horrible things you wrote in the past, then it is up to you to prove youre not doing this to torment an old woman. This curse story feels so fabticated and from someone seeking to take advantage of me. But if it is you... Find what I lost at the coordinates on the front. Youre the only one who knows what that is. And after you do... We may speak. But be prepared to explain the below...' She... She proceeded to quote the letter she thought I had left her years earlier... Th-that night... I think the haliae left it. It was.. It was absolutely terrible... It-It said.." She stutters a bit, clearly pained and angry "Dear Iolani,
I’m sorry. I know what I said last night. I know what I’ve said the past 10 years we’ve been together. I know I told you I loved you ʻoi aku ma mua o ke kai, nā hōkū, ka mahina, nā nalu a me nā pūpū a pau o nā kahakai, but that hasn’t been true for a long time. The waves and winds of the ocean have always been my only loves, and where my loyalty and devotion lie. When you first asked me out, I cared for you, and I didn’t want to hurt the demigod who’s been kind to me. I said yes, I led you on, and I said I felt the same because I didn’t want to hurt you. Last night, when you proposed, I did the same. I was wrong, and I said yes because I didn’t want to break your heart, but over the hours of tears and thought tonight, I knew I had to write this to you. While I care, I’ve never loved you in that way, and I was wrong to go along with your feelings to make you happy.
This charade has exhausted me, and slowly eaten away at all the love and care I've had. I’m too exhausted to keep this going, and seeing your face makes me feel too much guilt and shame to handle. It has made a part of me want to hate you. To blame you for how distraught and hurt I've felt losing control of my life. I’m sorry, but I’ve made the nearly impossible decision to leave while you were asleep. It’s better for both of us this way. You won’t have to hear this all in person, and can find someone new without feeling the conflicted feelings of me being there. Someone better for you. Someone human like you are… You don’t deserve someone cruel and lying like me.
Please, Iolani, don’t try to find me. I’ve taken the apo with me so you can’t use it to scry on me. You can make one that’s new and untainted for your aloha hou. I hope she gives you what I couldn’t. If you attempt to find me travelling, you won’t find my hiding places throughout the vast and powerful seas. I’ll go places you don’t know, depths you cannot travel to. Continue building your classes up. Teach the children you love to help. Live your life without me. You won’t find me before the end. I’m sorry it has to be this way, but it is for the best.
Na ke kai, ka lā, nā hōkū, nā kūpuna, a me nā akua e kiaʻi i kou ola hou. Hiki iā ʻoe ke ʻike i ka ʻoiaʻiʻo mai kahi mea aloha maoli iā ʻoe. May your divine tears lead you to new heights, with new joys.
One final apology from the waves your unrequited love went to, - Ka Makana i nalowale"
"That... That's horrible, Makana... I am deeply sorry you had to experience that... but... well, what do you want to happen?"
"... I want... I want to find what she lost years ago and I.. I want to reunite with her..... But... I also... I want to make sure the haliae cant hurt us again. Cant hurt anyone ever again"
"... Well, do you really think a mass genocide would be acceptable for what they've done...?"
"What?! No, of course not!! I... Sorry, I was unclear.. I just mean the eight.. The eight haliae that cursed me, and did this to the two of us.. Theyre... Ive never wanted to hurt anyone before this... I... I always thought I was a pacifist.. It scares that part of me that Im.."
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"... And here I thought having my daughter kidnapped by a snake was the weirdest thing that would happen today..."
He sighs.
He holds Cordon's face, frowning. "Tell me what it is you want from me. I'm not going to stop seeing Noctis, but beyond that.. I'd do anything for you."
"What I want... I mean... I don't even know."
"I'm gonna give you some space, I love you." he kisses their cheek before preparing to walk off
Cordon continues to sit there, thinking over everything. *WHY*
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"You said you wouldn't do this! We agreed; no more silence.." he frowns, clinging to them harder.
"You're right... I'm just... overwhelmed. Al ot has happened today, and now... well."
"I still love you, and I still want to be with you, if.. you'll let me."
"... I just... I... who?"
"His name is Noctis, why?"
"... I just wanted to know... But... I mean, are you happier with him...?"
"I'm equally happy with you both.."
"... Well, how happy is he with you...?"
"I don't know, Cordon. You're doing a lot of dancing around, are you mad at me?..."
"... I... I just... I'm... well, like you said before... does this really mean nothing to you...?"
He opens his wallet and pulls out the silver card.
"No, Cordon. it means everything to me and you are the most special person in my life, but.. I don't know, I'm sorry I'm like this, I have no idea why. I know its wrong, and cruel and.. weird, and.. I hate myself for it, a lot."
"... And here I thought having my daughter kidnapped by a snake was the weirdest thing that would happen today..."
He sighs.
*A very friendly and adorable snake tyvm! <3*
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".. He was very kind to me. He talked to me about all of this and... And helped me analyze my feelings towards it all. He helped me know I.. I needed surety and closure with her.. So my friend Harvey helped me write her a letter"
"Hmm..."
"I told her how much I missed her and I... I wanted to know if she still.. Wanted to be with me. I got a response a couple days later and Ive... I memorized it... Dear impostor, You have crossed a line acting like ka Makana. Clearly, you do not realize how things ended between us and what words she left with me. Whatever you think you're doing, I expect an explanation. I will not fall into your trap, but I will find who you are and I will ruin you. Send a letter explaining who you are and why youve done what you have, or I'll unleash whatever wrath I have to. From Iolani"
"Hmm..."
"There was.. More to it. Invisible ink... Coordinates and... 'Makana, if this is truly you, and youve somehow changed your mind about the horrible things you wrote in the past, then it is up to you to prove youre not doing this to torment an old woman. This curse story feels so fabticated and from someone seeking to take advantage of me. But if it is you... Find what I lost at the coordinates on the front. Youre the only one who knows what that is. And after you do... We may speak. But be prepared to explain the below...' She... She proceeded to quote the letter she thought I had left her years earlier... Th-that night... I think the haliae left it. It was.. It was absolutely terrible... It-It said.." She stutters a bit, clearly pained and angry "Dear Iolani,
I’m sorry. I know what I said last night. I know what I’ve said the past 10 years we’ve been together. I know I told you I loved you ʻoi aku ma mua o ke kai, nā hōkū, ka mahina, nā nalu a me nā pūpū a pau o nā kahakai, but that hasn’t been true for a long time. The waves and winds of the ocean have always been my only loves, and where my loyalty and devotion lie. When you first asked me out, I cared for you, and I didn’t want to hurt the demigod who’s been kind to me. I said yes, I led you on, and I said I felt the same because I didn’t want to hurt you. Last night, when you proposed, I did the same. I was wrong, and I said yes because I didn’t want to break your heart, but over the hours of tears and thought tonight, I knew I had to write this to you. While I care, I’ve never loved you in that way, and I was wrong to go along with your feelings to make you happy.
This charade has exhausted me, and slowly eaten away at all the love and care I've had. I’m too exhausted to keep this going, and seeing your face makes me feel too much guilt and shame to handle. It has made a part of me want to hate you. To blame you for how distraught and hurt I've felt losing control of my life. I’m sorry, but I’ve made the nearly impossible decision to leave while you were asleep. It’s better for both of us this way. You won’t have to hear this all in person, and can find someone new without feeling the conflicted feelings of me being there. Someone better for you. Someone human like you are… You don’t deserve someone cruel and lying like me.
Please, Iolani, don’t try to find me. I’ve taken the apo with me so you can’t use it to scry on me. You can make one that’s new and untainted for your aloha hou. I hope she gives you what I couldn’t. If you attempt to find me travelling, you won’t find my hiding places throughout the vast and powerful seas. I’ll go places you don’t know, depths you cannot travel to. Continue building your classes up. Teach the children you love to help. Live your life without me. You won’t find me before the end. I’m sorry it has to be this way, but it is for the best.
Na ke kai, ka lā, nā hōkū, nā kūpuna, a me nā akua e kiaʻi i kou ola hou. Hiki iā ʻoe ke ʻike i ka ʻoiaʻiʻo mai kahi mea aloha maoli iā ʻoe. May your divine tears lead you to new heights, with new joys.
One final apology from the waves your unrequited love went to, - Ka Makana i nalowale"
"That... That's horrible, Makana... I am deeply sorry you had to experience that... but... well, what do you want to happen?"
"... I want... I want to find what she lost years ago and I.. I want to reunite with her..... But... I also... I want to make sure the haliae cant hurt us again. Cant hurt anyone ever again"
"... Well, do you really think a mass genocide would be acceptable for what they've done...?"
"What?! No, of course not!! I... Sorry, I was unclear.. I just mean the eight.. The eight haliae that cursed me, and did this to the two of us.. Theyre... Ive never wanted to hurt anyone before this... I... I always thought I was a pacifist.. It scares that part of me that Im.."
"Oh! Okay. But, even then, those eight Haliae have loved ones as well. What if their loves retaliated for the pain you caused them?"
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Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
".. He was very kind to me. He talked to me about all of this and... And helped me analyze my feelings towards it all. He helped me know I.. I needed surety and closure with her.. So my friend Harvey helped me write her a letter"
"Hmm..."
"I told her how much I missed her and I... I wanted to know if she still.. Wanted to be with me. I got a response a couple days later and Ive... I memorized it... Dear impostor, You have crossed a line acting like ka Makana. Clearly, you do not realize how things ended between us and what words she left with me. Whatever you think you're doing, I expect an explanation. I will not fall into your trap, but I will find who you are and I will ruin you. Send a letter explaining who you are and why youve done what you have, or I'll unleash whatever wrath I have to. From Iolani"
"Hmm..."
"There was.. More to it. Invisible ink... Coordinates and... 'Makana, if this is truly you, and youve somehow changed your mind about the horrible things you wrote in the past, then it is up to you to prove youre not doing this to torment an old woman. This curse story feels so fabticated and from someone seeking to take advantage of me. But if it is you... Find what I lost at the coordinates on the front. Youre the only one who knows what that is. And after you do... We may speak. But be prepared to explain the below...' She... She proceeded to quote the letter she thought I had left her years earlier... Th-that night... I think the haliae left it. It was.. It was absolutely terrible... It-It said.." She stutters a bit, clearly pained and angry "Dear Iolani,
I’m sorry. I know what I said last night. I know what I’ve said the past 10 years we’ve been together. I know I told you I loved you ʻoi aku ma mua o ke kai, nā hōkū, ka mahina, nā nalu a me nā pūpū a pau o nā kahakai, but that hasn’t been true for a long time. The waves and winds of the ocean have always been my only loves, and where my loyalty and devotion lie. When you first asked me out, I cared for you, and I didn’t want to hurt the demigod who’s been kind to me. I said yes, I led you on, and I said I felt the same because I didn’t want to hurt you. Last night, when you proposed, I did the same. I was wrong, and I said yes because I didn’t want to break your heart, but over the hours of tears and thought tonight, I knew I had to write this to you. While I care, I’ve never loved you in that way, and I was wrong to go along with your feelings to make you happy.
This charade has exhausted me, and slowly eaten away at all the love and care I've had. I’m too exhausted to keep this going, and seeing your face makes me feel too much guilt and shame to handle. It has made a part of me want to hate you. To blame you for how distraught and hurt I've felt losing control of my life. I’m sorry, but I’ve made the nearly impossible decision to leave while you were asleep. It’s better for both of us this way. You won’t have to hear this all in person, and can find someone new without feeling the conflicted feelings of me being there. Someone better for you. Someone human like you are… You don’t deserve someone cruel and lying like me.
Please, Iolani, don’t try to find me. I’ve taken the apo with me so you can’t use it to scry on me. You can make one that’s new and untainted for your aloha hou. I hope she gives you what I couldn’t. If you attempt to find me travelling, you won’t find my hiding places throughout the vast and powerful seas. I’ll go places you don’t know, depths you cannot travel to. Continue building your classes up. Teach the children you love to help. Live your life without me. You won’t find me before the end. I’m sorry it has to be this way, but it is for the best.
Na ke kai, ka lā, nā hōkū, nā kūpuna, a me nā akua e kiaʻi i kou ola hou. Hiki iā ʻoe ke ʻike i ka ʻoiaʻiʻo mai kahi mea aloha maoli iā ʻoe. May your divine tears lead you to new heights, with new joys.
One final apology from the waves your unrequited love went to, - Ka Makana i nalowale"
"That... That's horrible, Makana... I am deeply sorry you had to experience that... but... well, what do you want to happen?"
"... I want... I want to find what she lost years ago and I.. I want to reunite with her..... But... I also... I want to make sure the haliae cant hurt us again. Cant hurt anyone ever again"
"... Well, do you really think a mass genocide would be acceptable for what they've done...?"
"What?! No, of course not!! I... Sorry, I was unclear.. I just mean the eight.. The eight haliae that cursed me, and did this to the two of us.. Theyre... Ive never wanted to hurt anyone before this... I... I always thought I was a pacifist.. It scares that part of me that Im.."
"Oh! Okay. But, even then, those eight Haliae have loved ones as well. What if their loves retaliated for the pain you caused them?"
"... Then Id protect Iolani however necessary. But.. If I do nothing, theyll just keep hurting us more and more and... I....."
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".. He was very kind to me. He talked to me about all of this and... And helped me analyze my feelings towards it all. He helped me know I.. I needed surety and closure with her.. So my friend Harvey helped me write her a letter"
"Hmm..."
"I told her how much I missed her and I... I wanted to know if she still.. Wanted to be with me. I got a response a couple days later and Ive... I memorized it... Dear impostor, You have crossed a line acting like ka Makana. Clearly, you do not realize how things ended between us and what words she left with me. Whatever you think you're doing, I expect an explanation. I will not fall into your trap, but I will find who you are and I will ruin you. Send a letter explaining who you are and why youve done what you have, or I'll unleash whatever wrath I have to. From Iolani"
"Hmm..."
"There was.. More to it. Invisible ink... Coordinates and... 'Makana, if this is truly you, and youve somehow changed your mind about the horrible things you wrote in the past, then it is up to you to prove youre not doing this to torment an old woman. This curse story feels so fabticated and from someone seeking to take advantage of me. But if it is you... Find what I lost at the coordinates on the front. Youre the only one who knows what that is. And after you do... We may speak. But be prepared to explain the below...' She... She proceeded to quote the letter she thought I had left her years earlier... Th-that night... I think the haliae left it. It was.. It was absolutely terrible... It-It said.." She stutters a bit, clearly pained and angry "Dear Iolani,
I’m sorry. I know what I said last night. I know what I’ve said the past 10 years we’ve been together. I know I told you I loved you ʻoi aku ma mua o ke kai, nā hōkū, ka mahina, nā nalu a me nā pūpū a pau o nā kahakai, but that hasn’t been true for a long time. The waves and winds of the ocean have always been my only loves, and where my loyalty and devotion lie. When you first asked me out, I cared for you, and I didn’t want to hurt the demigod who’s been kind to me. I said yes, I led you on, and I said I felt the same because I didn’t want to hurt you. Last night, when you proposed, I did the same. I was wrong, and I said yes because I didn’t want to break your heart, but over the hours of tears and thought tonight, I knew I had to write this to you. While I care, I’ve never loved you in that way, and I was wrong to go along with your feelings to make you happy.
This charade has exhausted me, and slowly eaten away at all the love and care I've had. I’m too exhausted to keep this going, and seeing your face makes me feel too much guilt and shame to handle. It has made a part of me want to hate you. To blame you for how distraught and hurt I've felt losing control of my life. I’m sorry, but I’ve made the nearly impossible decision to leave while you were asleep. It’s better for both of us this way. You won’t have to hear this all in person, and can find someone new without feeling the conflicted feelings of me being there. Someone better for you. Someone human like you are… You don’t deserve someone cruel and lying like me.
Please, Iolani, don’t try to find me. I’ve taken the apo with me so you can’t use it to scry on me. You can make one that’s new and untainted for your aloha hou. I hope she gives you what I couldn’t. If you attempt to find me travelling, you won’t find my hiding places throughout the vast and powerful seas. I’ll go places you don’t know, depths you cannot travel to. Continue building your classes up. Teach the children you love to help. Live your life without me. You won’t find me before the end. I’m sorry it has to be this way, but it is for the best.
Na ke kai, ka lā, nā hōkū, nā kūpuna, a me nā akua e kiaʻi i kou ola hou. Hiki iā ʻoe ke ʻike i ka ʻoiaʻiʻo mai kahi mea aloha maoli iā ʻoe. May your divine tears lead you to new heights, with new joys.
One final apology from the waves your unrequited love went to, - Ka Makana i nalowale"
"That... That's horrible, Makana... I am deeply sorry you had to experience that... but... well, what do you want to happen?"
"... I want... I want to find what she lost years ago and I.. I want to reunite with her..... But... I also... I want to make sure the haliae cant hurt us again. Cant hurt anyone ever again"
"... Well, do you really think a mass genocide would be acceptable for what they've done...?"
"What?! No, of course not!! I... Sorry, I was unclear.. I just mean the eight.. The eight haliae that cursed me, and did this to the two of us.. Theyre... Ive never wanted to hurt anyone before this... I... I always thought I was a pacifist.. It scares that part of me that Im.."
"Oh! Okay. But, even then, those eight Haliae have loved ones as well. What if their loves retaliated for the pain you caused them?"
"... Then Id protect Iolani however necessary. But.. If I do nothing, theyll just keep hurting us more and more and... I....."
"Have they ever done anything to you after that? Have you considered thinking about how it would be like from their perspective?"
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Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
"What I want... I mean... I don't even know."
Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
"... I want... I want to find what she lost years ago and I.. I want to reunite with her..... But... I also... I want to make sure the haliae cant hurt us again. Cant hurt anyone ever again"
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
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"... Well, do you really think a mass genocide would be acceptable for what they've done...?"
Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
"What?! No, of course not!! I... Sorry, I was unclear.. I just mean the eight.. The eight haliae that cursed me, and did this to the two of us.. Theyre... Ive never wanted to hurt anyone before this... I... I always thought I was a pacifist.. It scares that part of me that Im.."
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
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Cordon continues to sit there, thinking over everything. *WHY*
Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
*A very friendly and adorable snake tyvm! <3*
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
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*does nobody want to rp? :(*
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Extended Signature!
*I am going to try and rp if anyone here wants to.*
"Oh! Okay. But, even then, those eight Haliae have loved ones as well. What if their loves retaliated for the pain you caused them?"
Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
*I can!!!*
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Extended Signature!
"... Then Id protect Iolani however necessary. But.. If I do nothing, theyll just keep hurting us more and more and... I....."
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
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*Meanwhile, Noctis is sitting on top of the Amphitheater screaming like a goat because he can*
"Meddle not in the affairs of dragons, for thou art crunchy and taste good with ketchup."
Characters for Tenebris Sine Fine
RoughCoronet's Greater Wills
*Who do you want?*
*The new twins, ig*
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Extended Signature!
*yeahhh*
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Extended Signature!
"Have they ever done anything to you after that? Have you considered thinking about how it would be like from their perspective?"
Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
Enrique and Matilda are sparring in the arena, Enrique is overtaking her, but that’s only because he’s closed the distance.