*Yep. Doing a little research and responding to another thread, sorry.*
*Ah, understood. Want to RP with anyone in particular?*
*Not sure...now that I have had a bit of food, I'm up for a little more difficult(?) RP.*
*Elendon+Raphael? Yacatl+Phantom? Gwen+Lumen? Lothair+Tohono? One of the aasimar siblings RPing with someone?*
*I was thinking finish Elendon=Raphael. He needs his free will back, after all.*
*Sure*
Raphael is looking for Elendon, gifts in tow as the angel fights off the despair of potentially falling
Elendon is sitting on top of one of the mountains in the distance, holding his head in one hand as though he has a headache.
Raphael eventually finds him, keeping his distance as the realization dawns on them that Raphael has gone to talk to their god without seeing if they weren't busy first. "Um... Sorry for intruding upon your time... I thought it was a nice time to give you your gifts." Raphael explains, stopping before they begin to ramble
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Hi everyone! I'm working up the will to finalize my signature, so... I guess this will be the signature for now
*Yep. Doing a little research and responding to another thread, sorry.*
*Ah, understood. Want to RP with anyone in particular?*
*Not sure...now that I have had a bit of food, I'm up for a little more difficult(?) RP.*
*Elendon+Raphael? Yacatl+Phantom? Gwen+Lumen? Lothair+Tohono? One of the aasimar siblings RPing with someone?*
*I was thinking finish Elendon=Raphael. He needs his free will back, after all.*
*Sure*
Raphael is looking for Elendon, gifts in tow as the angel fights off the despair of potentially falling
Elendon is sitting on top of one of the mountains in the distance, holding his head in one hand as though he has a headache.
Raphael eventually finds him, keeping his distance as the realization dawns on them that Raphael has gone to talk to their god without seeing if they weren't busy first. "Um... Sorry for intruding upon your time... I thought it was a nice time to give you your gifts." Raphael explains, stopping before they begin to ramble
Elendon smiles faintly. "It's no bother, my friend. Thank you." He sighs quietly. "You still wish to serve me, and you still wish to continue to see where things lead with Lore, correct?" He asks after a moment.
*Yep. Doing a little research and responding to another thread, sorry.*
*Ah, understood. Want to RP with anyone in particular?*
*Not sure...now that I have had a bit of food, I'm up for a little more difficult(?) RP.*
*Elendon+Raphael? Yacatl+Phantom? Gwen+Lumen? Lothair+Tohono? One of the aasimar siblings RPing with someone?*
*I was thinking finish Elendon=Raphael. He needs his free will back, after all.*
*Sure*
Raphael is looking for Elendon, gifts in tow as the angel fights off the despair of potentially falling
Elendon is sitting on top of one of the mountains in the distance, holding his head in one hand as though he has a headache.
Raphael eventually finds him, keeping his distance as the realization dawns on them that Raphael has gone to talk to their god without seeing if they weren't busy first. "Um... Sorry for intruding upon your time... I thought it was a nice time to give you your gifts." Raphael explains, stopping before they begin to ramble
Elendon smiles faintly. "It's no bother, my friend. Thank you." He sighs quietly. "You still wish to serve me, and you still wish to continue to see where things lead with Lore, correct?" He asks after a moment.
They nod slowly, not quiet knowing where this is going. "I can explain my perspective on my current situtation further if you desire, but I would not conceive of speaking at length to you if you have a headache (how ever that might of happened)... I can wait, I can give you your gifts, I can explain, or I can leave, whatever would make you more comfortable." The angel states, worried that they don't care for their friend as much as they desire to serve their god
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Hi everyone! I'm working up the will to finalize my signature, so... I guess this will be the signature for now
*Yep. Doing a little research and responding to another thread, sorry.*
*Ah, understood. Want to RP with anyone in particular?*
*Not sure...now that I have had a bit of food, I'm up for a little more difficult(?) RP.*
*Elendon+Raphael? Yacatl+Phantom? Gwen+Lumen? Lothair+Tohono? One of the aasimar siblings RPing with someone?*
*I was thinking finish Elendon=Raphael. He needs his free will back, after all.*
*Sure*
Raphael is looking for Elendon, gifts in tow as the angel fights off the despair of potentially falling
Elendon is sitting on top of one of the mountains in the distance, holding his head in one hand as though he has a headache.
Raphael eventually finds him, keeping his distance as the realization dawns on them that Raphael has gone to talk to their god without seeing if they weren't busy first. "Um... Sorry for intruding upon your time... I thought it was a nice time to give you your gifts." Raphael explains, stopping before they begin to ramble
Elendon smiles faintly. "It's no bother, my friend. Thank you." He sighs quietly. "You still wish to serve me, and you still wish to continue to see where things lead with Lore, correct?" He asks after a moment.
They nod slowly, not quiet knowing where this is going. "I can explain my perspective on my current situtation further if you desire, but I would not conceive of speaking at length to you if you have a headache (how ever that might of happened)... I can wait, I can give you your gifts, I can explain, or I can leave, whatever would make you more comfortable." The angel states, worried that they don't care for their friend as much as they desire to serve their god
Naibs of Dune, I'm the supreme meowster of the cult of cats!, Head lobotomizer of the OIADSB cult, I've got a thieves guild, come join, Warlock main in D2.
Don't forget to love each other!
I play characters at taverns.
[ He/him ] [Shout out to my 11 followers] [ If you think I haven't responded to something check my posts.]
Join Calius & Kothar industries. We have good pay, plus dental! see tavern for details
Iralias is back onstage, singing, and in a very good mood.
[Open Slot]
The lizardfolk is outside
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Naibs of Dune, I'm the supreme meowster of the cult of cats!, Head lobotomizer of the OIADSB cult, I've got a thieves guild, come join, Warlock main in D2.
Don't forget to love each other!
I play characters at taverns.
[ He/him ] [Shout out to my 11 followers] [ If you think I haven't responded to something check my posts.]
Join Calius & Kothar industries. We have good pay, plus dental! see tavern for details
*Yep. Doing a little research and responding to another thread, sorry.*
*Ah, understood. Want to RP with anyone in particular?*
*Not sure...now that I have had a bit of food, I'm up for a little more difficult(?) RP.*
*Elendon+Raphael? Yacatl+Phantom? Gwen+Lumen? Lothair+Tohono? One of the aasimar siblings RPing with someone?*
*I was thinking finish Elendon=Raphael. He needs his free will back, after all.*
*Sure*
Raphael is looking for Elendon, gifts in tow as the angel fights off the despair of potentially falling
Elendon is sitting on top of one of the mountains in the distance, holding his head in one hand as though he has a headache.
Raphael eventually finds him, keeping his distance as the realization dawns on them that Raphael has gone to talk to their god without seeing if they weren't busy first. "Um... Sorry for intruding upon your time... I thought it was a nice time to give you your gifts." Raphael explains, stopping before they begin to ramble
Elendon smiles faintly. "It's no bother, my friend. Thank you." He sighs quietly. "You still wish to serve me, and you still wish to continue to see where things lead with Lore, correct?" He asks after a moment.
They nod slowly, not quiet knowing where this is going. "I can explain my perspective on my current situtation further if you desire, but I would not conceive of speaking at length to you if you have a headache (how ever that might of happened)... I can wait, I can give you your gifts, I can explain, or I can leave, whatever would make you more comfortable." The angel states, worried that they don't care for their friend as much as they desire to serve their god
Elendon snorts humorlessly. "Tell me, Raphael."
Raphael puts on a smile, half-convincing themselves that they are helping Elendon in whatever mission this whole thing is. After a couple of breaths to remind themselves to stay calm, Raphael begins. "At the present time, I would agree to both statements --that I want to serve you and see what happens with me and Lore-- but both contain caveats. As of right now, without my free will, I do not... romantically love Lore, or at least not nearly as much as I did previously. I care for her as much as I care about others, and worry about her only due to the fear of turning her away in a (brief) period of apathy. That is, I fear that if I return to a version of me with free will, that Lore might break up with me due to events when I did not have free will."
"As for my... relationship with you, I do want to serve you. I want you to tell me how to make the world a better place. I want to be able to call upon your wisdom to know how to act. Now one might very well suspect that all of those feelings (to a lesser degree of course) existed before I lost my free will, but one emotion also now drive me to you that wasn't (nearly) as present before, that being apathy. When I might think of stepping out of whatever line has been drawn for me as an angel, I feel this sense of apathy as though I couldn't direct energy to think though said thought and explore whether it might be a worth action. When if you were to command that I do not ramble, and when the thought to do so (to go on and on and begin to ramble) I find myself apathetic to such an idea. I remember when I had not free will before, before you granted me it, and I possessed this apathy but at the same time, it was twinned with a burning... passion that complemented said apathy. A Ying to a Yang, so to speak. When instructed to do some action, I found a zeal to do so but currently I do not possess that. I only possess the energy-limiting factor, not the energy-limitless one."
Raphael pauses, thinking as to what to say next before continuing. "Now, as for what I would respond to each of those questions (whether I want to serve you and explore my relationship with Lore) would most probably be different. In addition, I do possess theories as to what brought about my current state, but I will only share them with you if you want. Currently, my goal is to help others. To help others more effectively, I... 'desire' your guidance that is granted when I entered into your service. In order not to lose said guidance, I 'desire' not to 'fall' and become a devil. If I am speaking in all honesty, that is what scares me most, that I might fall to the lower planes and ever be able to fix my predicament. That I might mess up due to my momentary apathy, lose your friendship and Lore's love and be all alone... Myrn has fallen, Rax has left, Noctus is no where to be seen, Danger is hibernating, even Apifite and Echowyn have left. To my fallible eyes, I only possess you, Elendon, and Lore as my current friends." The planetar explains, before going silent. They still are staying in the air, bags in hand while waiting to see if Elendon wants them to move closer
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Hi everyone! I'm working up the will to finalize my signature, so... I guess this will be the signature for now
*Yep. Doing a little research and responding to another thread, sorry.*
*Ah, understood. Want to RP with anyone in particular?*
*Not sure...now that I have had a bit of food, I'm up for a little more difficult(?) RP.*
*Elendon+Raphael? Yacatl+Phantom? Gwen+Lumen? Lothair+Tohono? One of the aasimar siblings RPing with someone?*
*I was thinking finish Elendon=Raphael. He needs his free will back, after all.*
*Sure*
Raphael is looking for Elendon, gifts in tow as the angel fights off the despair of potentially falling
Elendon is sitting on top of one of the mountains in the distance, holding his head in one hand as though he has a headache.
Raphael eventually finds him, keeping his distance as the realization dawns on them that Raphael has gone to talk to their god without seeing if they weren't busy first. "Um... Sorry for intruding upon your time... I thought it was a nice time to give you your gifts." Raphael explains, stopping before they begin to ramble
Elendon smiles faintly. "It's no bother, my friend. Thank you." He sighs quietly. "You still wish to serve me, and you still wish to continue to see where things lead with Lore, correct?" He asks after a moment.
They nod slowly, not quiet knowing where this is going. "I can explain my perspective on my current situtation further if you desire, but I would not conceive of speaking at length to you if you have a headache (how ever that might of happened)... I can wait, I can give you your gifts, I can explain, or I can leave, whatever would make you more comfortable." The angel states, worried that they don't care for their friend as much as they desire to serve their god
Elendon snorts humorlessly. "Tell me, Raphael."
Raphael puts on a smile, half-convincing themselves that they are helping Elendon in whatever mission this whole thing is. After a couple of breaths to remind themselves to stay calm, Raphael begins. "At the present time, I would agree to both statements --that I want to serve you and see what happens with me and Lore-- but both contain caveats. As of right now, without my free will, I do not... romantically love Lore, or at least not nearly as much as I did previously. I care for her as much as I care about others, and worry about her only due to the fear of turning her away in a (brief) period of apathy. That is, I fear that if I return to a version of me with free will, that Lore might break up with me due to events when I did not have free will."
"As for my... relationship with you, I do want to serve you. I want you to tell me how to make the world a better place. I want to be able to call upon your wisdom to know how to act. Now one might very well suspect that all of those feelings (to a lesser degree of course) existed before I lost my free will, but one emotion also now drive me to you that wasn't (nearly) as present before, that being apathy. When I might think of stepping out of whatever line has been drawn for me as an angel, I feel this sense of apathy as though I couldn't direct energy to think though said thought and explore whether it might be a worth action. When if you were to command that I do not ramble, and when the thought to do so (to go on and on and begin to ramble) I find myself apathetic to such an idea. I remember when I had not free will before, before you granted me it, and I possessed this apathy but at the same time, it was twinned with a burning... passion that complemented said apathy. A Ying to a Yang, so to speak. When instructed to do some action, I found a zeal to do so but currently I do not possess that. I only possess the energy-limiting factor, not the energy-limitless one."
Raphael pauses, thinking as to what to say next before continuing. "Now, as for what I would respond to each of those questions (whether I want to serve you and explore my relationship with Lore) would most probably be different. In addition, I do possess theories as to what brought about my current state, but I will only share them with you if you want. Currently, my goal is to help others. To help others more effectively, I... 'desire' your guidance that is granted when I entered into your service. In order not to lose said guidance, I 'desire' not to 'fall' and become a devil. If I am speaking in all honesty, that is what scares me most, that I might fall to the lower planes and ever be able to fix my predicament. That I might mess up due to my momentary apathy, lose your friendship and Lore's love and be all alone... Myrn has fallen, Rax has left, Noctus is no where to be seen, Danger is hibernating, even Apifite and Echowyn have left. To my fallible eyes, I only possess you, Elendon, and Lore as my current friends." The planetar explains, before going silent. They still are staying in the air, bags in hand while waiting to see if Elendon wants them to move closer
Elendon nods slightly, and stands up, walking over to Raphael, and resting a hand on their shoulder. "My friend...You certainly won't lose me, and if you explain even a small bit of this to Lore, I'm sure she will understand anything you might say or do that is out of your usual self." He sighs. "As for your theories, I'm not sure if I care. Although, since you have expressed a want or desires to continue to both serve me and to see where your relationship with Lore leads, I am more than willing to give you your free will back, my friend. As your friend, I hate seeing you like this. As your deity, you already know my requirements for serving me, and that first and foremost you must have free will..."
*Yep. Doing a little research and responding to another thread, sorry.*
*Ah, understood. Want to RP with anyone in particular?*
*Not sure...now that I have had a bit of food, I'm up for a little more difficult(?) RP.*
*Elendon+Raphael? Yacatl+Phantom? Gwen+Lumen? Lothair+Tohono? One of the aasimar siblings RPing with someone?*
*I was thinking finish Elendon=Raphael. He needs his free will back, after all.*
*Sure*
Raphael is looking for Elendon, gifts in tow as the angel fights off the despair of potentially falling
Elendon is sitting on top of one of the mountains in the distance, holding his head in one hand as though he has a headache.
Raphael eventually finds him, keeping his distance as the realization dawns on them that Raphael has gone to talk to their god without seeing if they weren't busy first. "Um... Sorry for intruding upon your time... I thought it was a nice time to give you your gifts." Raphael explains, stopping before they begin to ramble
Elendon smiles faintly. "It's no bother, my friend. Thank you." He sighs quietly. "You still wish to serve me, and you still wish to continue to see where things lead with Lore, correct?" He asks after a moment.
They nod slowly, not quiet knowing where this is going. "I can explain my perspective on my current situtation further if you desire, but I would not conceive of speaking at length to you if you have a headache (how ever that might of happened)... I can wait, I can give you your gifts, I can explain, or I can leave, whatever would make you more comfortable." The angel states, worried that they don't care for their friend as much as they desire to serve their god
Elendon snorts humorlessly. "Tell me, Raphael."
Raphael puts on a smile, half-convincing themselves that they are helping Elendon in whatever mission this whole thing is. After a couple of breaths to remind themselves to stay calm, Raphael begins. "At the present time, I would agree to both statements --that I want to serve you and see what happens with me and Lore-- but both contain caveats. As of right now, without my free will, I do not... romantically love Lore, or at least not nearly as much as I did previously. I care for her as much as I care about others, and worry about her only due to the fear of turning her away in a (brief) period of apathy. That is, I fear that if I return to a version of me with free will, that Lore might break up with me due to events when I did not have free will."
"As for my... relationship with you, I do want to serve you. I want you to tell me how to make the world a better place. I want to be able to call upon your wisdom to know how to act. Now one might very well suspect that all of those feelings (to a lesser degree of course) existed before I lost my free will, but one emotion also now drive me to you that wasn't (nearly) as present before, that being apathy. When I might think of stepping out of whatever line has been drawn for me as an angel, I feel this sense of apathy as though I couldn't direct energy to think though said thought and explore whether it might be a worth action. When if you were to command that I do not ramble, and when the thought to do so (to go on and on and begin to ramble) I find myself apathetic to such an idea. I remember when I had not free will before, before you granted me it, and I possessed this apathy but at the same time, it was twinned with a burning... passion that complemented said apathy. A Ying to a Yang, so to speak. When instructed to do some action, I found a zeal to do so but currently I do not possess that. I only possess the energy-limiting factor, not the energy-limitless one."
Raphael pauses, thinking as to what to say next before continuing. "Now, as for what I would respond to each of those questions (whether I want to serve you and explore my relationship with Lore) would most probably be different. In addition, I do possess theories as to what brought about my current state, but I will only share them with you if you want. Currently, my goal is to help others. To help others more effectively, I... 'desire' your guidance that is granted when I entered into your service. In order not to lose said guidance, I 'desire' not to 'fall' and become a devil. If I am speaking in all honesty, that is what scares me most, that I might fall to the lower planes and ever be able to fix my predicament. That I might mess up due to my momentary apathy, lose your friendship and Lore's love and be all alone... Myrn has fallen, Rax has left, Noctus is no where to be seen, Danger is hibernating, even Apifite and Echowyn have left. To my fallible eyes, I only possess you, Elendon, and Lore as my current friends." The planetar explains, before going silent. They still are staying in the air, bags in hand while waiting to see if Elendon wants them to move closer
Elendon nods slightly, and stands up, walking over to Raphael, and resting a hand on their shoulder. "My friend...You certainly won't lose me, and if you explain even a small bit of this to Lore, I'm sure she will understand anything you might say or do that is out of your usual self." He sighs. "As for your theories, I'm not sure if I care. Although, since you have expressed a want or desires to continue to both serve me and to see where your relationship with Lore leads, I am more than willing to give you your free will back, my friend. As your friend, I hate seeing you like this. As your deity, you already know my requirements for serving me, and that first and foremost you must have free will..."
Raphael sets the bags down, attempting to remain still at the same time. Upon hearing the news, they smile brightly, happy at Elendon's grace and mercy. "Thank you, thank you very much. I... I tried to explain to Lore, to muster up the energy to walk up to her room and talk to her but... I found apathy, apathy towards explaining a part of my relationship with my deity to a mortal. By the time I thought to talk to you, I also found apathy towards the idea of interrupting your day and life to deal with my 'silly problems'. I... I will take my free will." They state before quickly adding, "If you feel fit to grant me that blessing at this moment in time."
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Hi everyone! I'm working up the will to finalize my signature, so... I guess this will be the signature for now
*Yep. Doing a little research and responding to another thread, sorry.*
*Ah, understood. Want to RP with anyone in particular?*
*Not sure...now that I have had a bit of food, I'm up for a little more difficult(?) RP.*
*Elendon+Raphael? Yacatl+Phantom? Gwen+Lumen? Lothair+Tohono? One of the aasimar siblings RPing with someone?*
*I was thinking finish Elendon=Raphael. He needs his free will back, after all.*
*Sure*
Raphael is looking for Elendon, gifts in tow as the angel fights off the despair of potentially falling
Elendon is sitting on top of one of the mountains in the distance, holding his head in one hand as though he has a headache.
Raphael eventually finds him, keeping his distance as the realization dawns on them that Raphael has gone to talk to their god without seeing if they weren't busy first. "Um... Sorry for intruding upon your time... I thought it was a nice time to give you your gifts." Raphael explains, stopping before they begin to ramble
Elendon smiles faintly. "It's no bother, my friend. Thank you." He sighs quietly. "You still wish to serve me, and you still wish to continue to see where things lead with Lore, correct?" He asks after a moment.
They nod slowly, not quiet knowing where this is going. "I can explain my perspective on my current situtation further if you desire, but I would not conceive of speaking at length to you if you have a headache (how ever that might of happened)... I can wait, I can give you your gifts, I can explain, or I can leave, whatever would make you more comfortable." The angel states, worried that they don't care for their friend as much as they desire to serve their god
Elendon snorts humorlessly. "Tell me, Raphael."
Raphael puts on a smile, half-convincing themselves that they are helping Elendon in whatever mission this whole thing is. After a couple of breaths to remind themselves to stay calm, Raphael begins. "At the present time, I would agree to both statements --that I want to serve you and see what happens with me and Lore-- but both contain caveats. As of right now, without my free will, I do not... romantically love Lore, or at least not nearly as much as I did previously. I care for her as much as I care about others, and worry about her only due to the fear of turning her away in a (brief) period of apathy. That is, I fear that if I return to a version of me with free will, that Lore might break up with me due to events when I did not have free will."
"As for my... relationship with you, I do want to serve you. I want you to tell me how to make the world a better place. I want to be able to call upon your wisdom to know how to act. Now one might very well suspect that all of those feelings (to a lesser degree of course) existed before I lost my free will, but one emotion also now drive me to you that wasn't (nearly) as present before, that being apathy. When I might think of stepping out of whatever line has been drawn for me as an angel, I feel this sense of apathy as though I couldn't direct energy to think though said thought and explore whether it might be a worth action. When if you were to command that I do not ramble, and when the thought to do so (to go on and on and begin to ramble) I find myself apathetic to such an idea. I remember when I had not free will before, before you granted me it, and I possessed this apathy but at the same time, it was twinned with a burning... passion that complemented said apathy. A Ying to a Yang, so to speak. When instructed to do some action, I found a zeal to do so but currently I do not possess that. I only possess the energy-limiting factor, not the energy-limitless one."
Raphael pauses, thinking as to what to say next before continuing. "Now, as for what I would respond to each of those questions (whether I want to serve you and explore my relationship with Lore) would most probably be different. In addition, I do possess theories as to what brought about my current state, but I will only share them with you if you want. Currently, my goal is to help others. To help others more effectively, I... 'desire' your guidance that is granted when I entered into your service. In order not to lose said guidance, I 'desire' not to 'fall' and become a devil. If I am speaking in all honesty, that is what scares me most, that I might fall to the lower planes and ever be able to fix my predicament. That I might mess up due to my momentary apathy, lose your friendship and Lore's love and be all alone... Myrn has fallen, Rax has left, Noctus is no where to be seen, Danger is hibernating, even Apifite and Echowyn have left. To my fallible eyes, I only possess you, Elendon, and Lore as my current friends." The planetar explains, before going silent. They still are staying in the air, bags in hand while waiting to see if Elendon wants them to move closer
Elendon nods slightly, and stands up, walking over to Raphael, and resting a hand on their shoulder. "My friend...You certainly won't lose me, and if you explain even a small bit of this to Lore, I'm sure she will understand anything you might say or do that is out of your usual self." He sighs. "As for your theories, I'm not sure if I care. Although, since you have expressed a want or desires to continue to both serve me and to see where your relationship with Lore leads, I am more than willing to give you your free will back, my friend. As your friend, I hate seeing you like this. As your deity, you already know my requirements for serving me, and that first and foremost you must have free will..."
Raphael sets the bags down, attempting to remain still at the same time. Upon hearing the news, they smile brightly, happy at Elendon's grace and mercy. "Thank you, thank you very much. I... I tried to explain to Lore, to muster up the energy to walk up to her room and talk to her but... I found apathy, apathy towards explaining a part of my relationship with my deity to a mortal. By the time I thought to talk to you, I also found apathy towards the idea of interrupting your day and life to deal with my 'silly problems'. I... I will take my free will." They state before quickly adding, "If you feel fit to grant me that blessing at this moment in time."
He laughs, obviously happy with Raphael's response. "Of course my friend." He smiles. "I hereby grant, or re-grant you as the case may be, your free will."
Raphael sets the bags down, attempting to remain still at the same time. Upon hearing the news, they smile brightly, happy at Elendon's grace and mercy. "Thank you, thank you very much. I... I tried to explain to Lore, to muster up the energy to walk up to her room and talk to her but... I found apathy, apathy towards explaining a part of my relationship with my deity to a mortal. By the time I thought to talk to you, I also found apathy towards the idea of interrupting your day and life to deal with my 'silly problems'. I... I will take my free will." They state before quickly adding, "If you feel fit to grant me that blessing at this moment in time."
He laughs, obviously happy with Raphael's response. "Of course my friend." He smiles. "I hereby grant, or re-grant you as the case may be, your free will."
*If you rule it, Elendon can remember the last time he granted Raphael free will, he made a remark that it might not be permeant as Raphael is from a different pantheon*
Raphael sighs, as if a great weight has been lifted from their shoulders before hugging Elendon. "Thank you, thank you, thank you. I have... just so much to do. Like, I want to give you the gifts," Raphael says, exicted for Elendon to receive them "but also want to discuse me potentially falling," The angel adds, shuddering at the thought, "or maybe get a book of tenets and dogma reguarding your faith," They continue, curious as to the deeper workings of their god, "or maybe something else I am forgetting."
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Hi everyone! I'm working up the will to finalize my signature, so... I guess this will be the signature for now
Raphael sets the bags down, attempting to remain still at the same time. Upon hearing the news, they smile brightly, happy at Elendon's grace and mercy. "Thank you, thank you very much. I... I tried to explain to Lore, to muster up the energy to walk up to her room and talk to her but... I found apathy, apathy towards explaining a part of my relationship with my deity to a mortal. By the time I thought to talk to you, I also found apathy towards the idea of interrupting your day and life to deal with my 'silly problems'. I... I will take my free will." They state before quickly adding, "If you feel fit to grant me that blessing at this moment in time."
He laughs, obviously happy with Raphael's response. "Of course my friend." He smiles. "I hereby grant, or re-grant you as the case may be, your free will."
*If you rule it, Elendon can remember the last time he granted Raphael free will, he made a remark that it might not be permeant as Raphael is from a different pantheon*
Raphael sighs, as if a great weight has been lifted from their shoulders before hugging Elendon. "Thank you, thank you, thank you. I have... just so much to do. Like, I want to give you the gifts," Raphael says, exicted for Elendon to receive them "but also want to discuse me potentially falling," The angel adds, shuddering at the thought, "or maybe get a book of tenets and dogma reguarding your faith," They continue, curious as to the deeper workings of their god, "or maybe something else I am forgetting."
*Oi...do you have an eidetic memory or something my friend? Like, how did you remember that? LMAO.*
*But yeah, he'd remember it.*
He laughs, and pats the air to try and calm down Raphael. "Calm yourself, my friend. I'd love to accept your gifts, but right now, I think you need to go be with Lore. I'll always be here, Raphael, but time is precious when dealing with mortals."
Raphael sets the bags down, attempting to remain still at the same time. Upon hearing the news, they smile brightly, happy at Elendon's grace and mercy. "Thank you, thank you very much. I... I tried to explain to Lore, to muster up the energy to walk up to her room and talk to her but... I found apathy, apathy towards explaining a part of my relationship with my deity to a mortal. By the time I thought to talk to you, I also found apathy towards the idea of interrupting your day and life to deal with my 'silly problems'. I... I will take my free will." They state before quickly adding, "If you feel fit to grant me that blessing at this moment in time."
He laughs, obviously happy with Raphael's response. "Of course my friend." He smiles. "I hereby grant, or re-grant you as the case may be, your free will."
*If you rule it, Elendon can remember the last time he granted Raphael free will, he made a remark that it might not be permeant as Raphael is from a different pantheon*
Raphael sighs, as if a great weight has been lifted from their shoulders before hugging Elendon. "Thank you, thank you, thank you. I have... just so much to do. Like, I want to give you the gifts," Raphael says, exicted for Elendon to receive them "but also want to discuse me potentially falling," The angel adds, shuddering at the thought, "or maybe get a book of tenets and dogma reguarding your faith," They continue, curious as to the deeper workings of their god, "or maybe something else I am forgetting."
*Oi...do you have an eidetic memory or something my friend? Like, how did you remember that? LMAO.*
*But yeah, he'd remember it.*
He laughs, and pats the air to try and calm down Raphael. "Calm yourself, my friend. I'd love to accept your gifts, but right now, I think you need to go be with Lore. I'll always be here, Raphael, but time is precious when dealing with mortals."
*I have good memory, but definitely not perfect. I was rereading stuff in June when I reread Elendon giving Raphael free will and Elendon mentioned that. Since the one month aniversity was nearing, I decided to do this little plot. Of course, you left so it got postponed*
Raphael does so, much slower to calm down then before 'regetting' free will. "Sure, although there is infinite time to spend with them in the afterlife." The angel responds before chuckling slightly. "It is kinda nice to be able to bring up counterpoints to your statements again." He adds, before flying up and trying to pin-point the tavern (and also not wanting to leave halfway throught the conversation)
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Raphael eventually finds him, keeping his distance as the realization dawns on them that Raphael has gone to talk to their god without seeing if they weren't busy first. "Um... Sorry for intruding upon your time... I thought it was a nice time to give you your gifts." Raphael explains, stopping before they begin to ramble
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Elendon smiles faintly. "It's no bother, my friend. Thank you." He sighs quietly. "You still wish to serve me, and you still wish to continue to see where things lead with Lore, correct?" He asks after a moment.
*Ok.*
They nod slowly, not quiet knowing where this is going. "I can explain my perspective on my current situtation further if you desire, but I would not conceive of speaking at length to you if you have a headache (how ever that might of happened)... I can wait, I can give you your gifts, I can explain, or I can leave, whatever would make you more comfortable." The angel states, worried that they don't care for their friend as much as they desire to serve their god
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Hi everyone! I'm working up the will to finalize my signature, so... I guess this will be the signature for now
Elendon snorts humorlessly. "Tell me, Raphael."
*Alright, c'ya!*
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Raphael puts on a smile, half-convincing themselves that they are helping Elendon in whatever mission this whole thing is. After a couple of breaths to remind themselves to stay calm, Raphael begins. "At the present time, I would agree to both statements --that I want to serve you and see what happens with me and Lore-- but both contain caveats. As of right now, without my free will, I do not... romantically love Lore, or at least not nearly as much as I did previously. I care for her as much as I care about others, and worry about her only due to the fear of turning her away in a (brief) period of apathy. That is, I fear that if I return to a version of me with free will, that Lore might break up with me due to events when I did not have free will."
"As for my... relationship with you, I do want to serve you. I want you to tell me how to make the world a better place. I want to be able to call upon your wisdom to know how to act. Now one might very well suspect that all of those feelings (to a lesser degree of course) existed before I lost my free will, but one emotion also now drive me to you that wasn't (nearly) as present before, that being apathy. When I might think of stepping out of whatever line has been drawn for me as an angel, I feel this sense of apathy as though I couldn't direct energy to think though said thought and explore whether it might be a worth action.
Whenif you were to command that I do not ramble, and when the thought to do so (to go on and on and begin to ramble) I find myself apathetic to such an idea. I remember when I had not free will before, before you granted me it, and I possessed this apathy but at the same time, it was twinned with a burning... passion that complemented said apathy. A Ying to a Yang, so to speak. When instructed to do some action, I found a zeal to do so but currently I do not possess that. I only possess the energy-limiting factor, not the energy-limitless one."Raphael pauses, thinking as to what to say next before continuing. "Now, as for what I would respond to each of those questions (whether I want to serve you and explore my relationship with Lore) would most probably be different. In addition, I do possess theories as to what brought about my current state, but I will only share them with you if you want. Currently, my goal is to help others. To help others more effectively, I... 'desire' your guidance that is granted when I entered into your service. In order not to lose said guidance, I 'desire' not to 'fall' and become a devil. If I am speaking in all honesty, that is what scares me most, that I might fall to the lower planes and ever be able to fix my predicament. That I might mess up due to my momentary apathy, lose your friendship and Lore's love and be all alone... Myrn has fallen, Rax has left, Noctus is no where to be seen, Danger is hibernating, even Apifite and Echowyn have left. To my fallible eyes, I only possess you, Elendon, and Lore as my current friends." The planetar explains, before going silent. They still are staying in the air, bags in hand while waiting to see if Elendon wants them to move closer
Hi everyone! I'm working up the will to finalize my signature, so... I guess this will be the signature for now
Elendon nods slightly, and stands up, walking over to Raphael, and resting a hand on their shoulder. "My friend...You certainly won't lose me, and if you explain even a small bit of this to Lore, I'm sure she will understand anything you might say or do that is out of your usual self." He sighs. "As for your theories, I'm not sure if I care. Although, since you have expressed a want or desires to continue to both serve me and to see where your relationship with Lore leads, I am more than willing to give you your free will back, my friend. As your friend, I hate seeing you like this. As your deity, you already know my requirements for serving me, and that first and foremost you must have free will..."
Raphael sets the bags down, attempting to remain still at the same time. Upon hearing the news, they smile brightly, happy at Elendon's grace and mercy. "Thank you, thank you very much. I... I tried to explain to Lore, to muster up the energy to walk up to her room and talk to her but... I found apathy, apathy towards explaining a part of my relationship with my deity to a mortal. By the time I thought to talk to you, I also found apathy towards the idea of interrupting your day and life to deal with my 'silly problems'. I... I will take my free will." They state before quickly adding, "If you feel fit to grant me that blessing at this moment in time."
Hi everyone! I'm working up the will to finalize my signature, so... I guess this will be the signature for now
He laughs, obviously happy with Raphael's response. "Of course my friend." He smiles. "I hereby grant, or re-grant you as the case may be, your free will."
*If you rule it, Elendon can remember the last time he granted Raphael free will, he made a remark that it might not be permeant as Raphael is from a different pantheon*
Raphael sighs, as if a great weight has been lifted from their shoulders before hugging Elendon. "Thank you, thank you, thank you. I have... just so much to do. Like, I want to give you the gifts," Raphael says, exicted for Elendon to receive them "but also want to discuse me potentially falling," The angel adds, shuddering at the thought, "or maybe get a book of tenets and dogma reguarding your faith," They continue, curious as to the deeper workings of their god, "or maybe something else I am forgetting."
Hi everyone! I'm working up the will to finalize my signature, so... I guess this will be the signature for now
*Oi...do you have an eidetic memory or something my friend? Like, how did you remember that? LMAO.*
*But yeah, he'd remember it.*
He laughs, and pats the air to try and calm down Raphael. "Calm yourself, my friend. I'd love to accept your gifts, but right now, I think you need to go be with Lore. I'll always be here, Raphael, but time is precious when dealing with mortals."
*I have good memory, but definitely not perfect. I was rereading stuff in June when I reread Elendon giving Raphael free will and Elendon mentioned that. Since the one month aniversity was nearing, I decided to do this little plot. Of course, you left so it got postponed*
Raphael does so, much slower to calm down then before 'regetting' free will. "Sure, although there is infinite time to spend with them in the afterlife." The angel responds before chuckling slightly. "It is kinda nice to be able to bring up counterpoints to your statements again." He adds, before flying up and trying to pin-point the tavern (and also not wanting to leave halfway throught the conversation)
Hi everyone! I'm working up the will to finalize my signature, so... I guess this will be the signature for now