[[ hey, thanks for checking in, I’m 𝒮𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓅𝒾ℯ𝒸ℯ ℴ𝒻 𝓖𝓪𝓻𝓫𝓪𝓰𝓮 ]]
*You all are so mean to yourselves. Sometimes I wish you would all take five minutes to see yourselves the way I do. Because I don't see garbage. I see, writers, creators, artists, friends, comedians, and children of God. You have divine potential, and I've seen it shine a few times on this thread. Remember that you are all worthy of being loved. I'm proof of that. Because I love all of you.*
*I wish that was true. But i'm not worth the time, effort, or piece of mind*
*I'm sorry you feel that way, buddy.*
*I haven't been able to do something right for the last 3 years. Its all i can think*
[[ hey, thanks for checking in, I’m 𝒮𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓅𝒾ℯ𝒸ℯ ℴ𝒻 𝓖𝓪𝓻𝓫𝓪𝓰𝓮 ]]
*You all are so mean to yourselves. Sometimes I wish you would all take five minutes to see yourselves the way I do. Because I don't see garbage. I see, writers, creators, artists, friends, comedians, and children of God. You have divine potential, and I've seen it shine a few times on this thread. Remember that you are all worthy of being loved. I'm proof of that. Because I love all of you.*
*I wish that was true. But i'm not worth the time, effort, or piece of mind*
*I'm sorry you feel that way, buddy.*
*I haven't been able to do something right for the last 3 years. Its all i can think*
*Fact check:
1, are you alive?
2, In the past 3 years, have you EVER made someone feel slightly happier?
3, Have you ever successfully done anything you wanted to do?(This includes eating, finishing a project, making a character, etc)
if you answered yes to any of these questions, you have in fact done something right in the last 3 years.Thank you for taking the BTB personality test*
[[ hey, thanks for checking in, I’m 𝒮𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓅𝒾ℯ𝒸ℯ ℴ𝒻 𝓖𝓪𝓻𝓫𝓪𝓰𝓮 ]]
*You all are so mean to yourselves. Sometimes I wish you would all take five minutes to see yourselves the way I do. Because I don't see garbage. I see, writers, creators, artists, friends, comedians, and children of God. You have divine potential, and I've seen it shine a few times on this thread. Remember that you are all worthy of being loved. I'm proof of that. Because I love all of you.*
*I wish that was true. But i'm not worth the time, effort, or piece of mind*
*I'm sorry you feel that way, buddy.*
*I haven't been able to do something right for the last 3 years. Its all i can think*
*Hey, shut the laptop or phone or whatever and go outside for a walk if you can. If not, then go listen to some good music. My sad song has always been Something In the Way by Nirvana before it was cool. Honestly, I doubt that claim of yours a lot, but I can't convince you. That's something you're going to have to learn to do on your own. If you wake up every morning saying life is gonna suck, you're day is probably gonna be pretty crappy. Attitude is everything. I'm not saying that you can just flip the sad/happy button on and off. I'm saying you have to decide that you want to be happy, not that you're going to be happy. Give it an honest effort for three weeks and see how it makes you feel. I'd recommend taking a break from D&DBeyond for a hot minute, too.*
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The Tavern Mother (Trust me, it's not as weird as it sounds!)
I am the God-Queen of Trickery, Cunning, Lies, and Gaslighting- but you already knew that... "Moon's Haunted." *Cocks shotgun with malicious intent* "Eliksni must rise...yes?" _________ When it comes to pronouns I preferVariks-Senpai(But I'm a dude. Pronouns are weird.)
*Hiiii, i'm back to being a [gp]ing dissapointing idiot who can't do anything right*
Zenix is.. idk, who even cares
Nia is drunk/hungover
alaric hates himself, as usual. And so does everybody else. Because he's useless.
*Fixed.*
*Thanks, i forgot to add that*
*Hey, don't worry about it. Life can really kick you in the [1gp] sometimes. But, why do we fall? So we can learn to pick ourselves up, and Rise.*
*Well i fell, and broke both my legs. Hard to rise with that.*
*And life didn't just kick me. It pulled out a 15 inch pole saw and gave me a deep tissue massage with it. Then it made me brush my teeth with battery acid*
*Woah, are you okay, Alaric? Shouldn't you go see a doctor?*
*If theres a doctor that can fix a [gp]ed up piece of meat like me, they deserve a medal*
[[ hey, thanks for checking in, I’m 𝒮𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓅𝒾ℯ𝒸ℯ ℴ𝒻 𝓖𝓪𝓻𝓫𝓪𝓰𝓮 ]]
*You all are so mean to yourselves. Sometimes I wish you would all take five minutes to see yourselves the way I do. Because I don't see garbage. I see, writers, creators, artists, friends, comedians, and children of God. You have divine potential, and I've seen it shine a few times on this thread. Remember that you are all worthy of being loved. I'm proof of that. Because I love all of you.*
*I wish that was true. But i'm not worth the time, effort, or piece of mind*
*I'm sorry you feel that way, buddy.*
*I haven't been able to do something right for the last 3 years. Its all i can think*
*Fact check:
1, are you alive?
2, In the past 3 years, have you EVER made someone feel slightly happier?
3, Have you ever successfully done anything you wanted to do?(This includes eating, finishing a project, making a character, etc)
if you answered yes to any of these questions, you have in fact done something right in the last 3 years.Thank you for taking the BTB personality test*
[[ hey, thanks for checking in, I’m 𝒮𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓅𝒾ℯ𝒸ℯ ℴ𝒻 𝓖𝓪𝓻𝓫𝓪𝓰𝓮 ]]
*You all are so mean to yourselves. Sometimes I wish you would all take five minutes to see yourselves the way I do. Because I don't see garbage. I see, writers, creators, artists, friends, comedians, and children of God. You have divine potential, and I've seen it shine a few times on this thread. Remember that you are all worthy of being loved. I'm proof of that. Because I love all of you.*
*I wish that was true. But i'm not worth the time, effort, or piece of mind*
*I'm sorry you feel that way, buddy.*
*I haven't been able to do something right for the last 3 years. Its all i can think*
*Hey, shut the laptop or phone or whatever and go outside for a walk if you can. If not, then go listen to some good music. My sad song has always been Something In the Way by Nirvana before it was cool. Honestly, I doubt that claim of yours a lot, but I can't convince you. That's something you're going to have to learn to do on your own. If you wake up every morning saying life is gonna suck, you're day is probably gonna be pretty crappy. Attitude is everything. I'm not saying that you can just flip the sad/happy button on and off. I'm saying you have to decide that you want to be happy, not that you're going to be happy. Give it an honest effort for three weeks and see how it makes you feel. I'd recommend taking a break from D&DBeyond for a hot minute, too.*
*I want to take your advice, i want to be happy, but i just can't. i've been trying for forever, and i don't know why i can't fix myself*
[[ hey, thanks for checking in, I’m 𝒮𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓅𝒾ℯ𝒸ℯ ℴ𝒻 𝓖𝓪𝓻𝓫𝓪𝓰𝓮 ]]
*You all are so mean to yourselves. Sometimes I wish you would all take five minutes to see yourselves the way I do. Because I don't see garbage. I see, writers, creators, artists, friends, comedians, and children of God. You have divine potential, and I've seen it shine a few times on this thread. Remember that you are all worthy of being loved. I'm proof of that. Because I love all of you.*
*I wish that was true. But i'm not worth the time, effort, or piece of mind*
*I'm sorry you feel that way, buddy.*
*I haven't been able to do something right for the last 3 years. Its all i can think*
*Fact check:
1, are you alive?
2, In the past 3 years, have you EVER made someone feel slightly happier?
3, Have you ever successfully done anything you wanted to do?(This includes eating, finishing a project, making a character, etc)
if you answered yes to any of these questions, you have in fact done something right in the last 3 years.Thank you for taking the BTB personality test*
*Well, i failed a test. like usual*
*actually, you qualify as being alive, which makes you succeed. you get a cookie, which will be payed at a million years from now.*
[[ hey, thanks for checking in, I’m 𝒮𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓅𝒾ℯ𝒸ℯ ℴ𝒻 𝓖𝓪𝓻𝓫𝓪𝓰𝓮 ]]
*You all are so mean to yourselves. Sometimes I wish you would all take five minutes to see yourselves the way I do. Because I don't see garbage. I see, writers, creators, artists, friends, comedians, and children of God. You have divine potential, and I've seen it shine a few times on this thread. Remember that you are all worthy of being loved. I'm proof of that. Because I love all of you.*
*I wish that was true. But i'm not worth the time, effort, or piece of mind*
*I'm sorry you feel that way, buddy.*
*I haven't been able to do something right for the last 3 years. Its all i can think*
*Fact check:
1, are you alive?
2, In the past 3 years, have you EVER made someone feel slightly happier?
3, Have you ever successfully done anything you wanted to do?(This includes eating, finishing a project, making a character, etc)
if you answered yes to any of these questions, you have in fact done something right in the last 3 years.Thank you for taking the BTB personality test*
*Well, i failed a test. like usual*
*actually, you qualify as being alive, which makes you succeed. you get a cookie, which will be payed at a million years from now.*
*And number two, you've made most of us (myself included) much more than slightly happier.*
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Hi, I am not a chest. I deny with 100% certainty that I am a chest. I can neither confirm nor deny what I am beyond that.
I used to portray Krathian, Q'ilbrith, Jim, Tara, Turin, Nathan, Tench, Finn, Alvin, and other characters in various taverns.
[[ hey, thanks for checking in, I’m 𝒮𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓅𝒾ℯ𝒸ℯ ℴ𝒻 𝓖𝓪𝓻𝓫𝓪𝓰𝓮 ]]
*You all are so mean to yourselves. Sometimes I wish you would all take five minutes to see yourselves the way I do. Because I don't see garbage. I see, writers, creators, artists, friends, comedians, and children of God. You have divine potential, and I've seen it shine a few times on this thread. Remember that you are all worthy of being loved. I'm proof of that. Because I love all of you.*
*I wish that was true. But i'm not worth the time, effort, or piece of mind*
*I'm sorry you feel that way, buddy.*
*I haven't been able to do something right for the last 3 years. Its all i can think*
*Fact check:
1, are you alive?
2, In the past 3 years, have you EVER made someone feel slightly happier?
3, Have you ever successfully done anything you wanted to do?(This includes eating, finishing a project, making a character, etc)
if you answered yes to any of these questions, you have in fact done something right in the last 3 years.Thank you for taking the BTB personality test*
*Well, i failed a test. like usual*
*actually, you qualify as being alive, which makes you succeed. you get a cookie, which will be payed at a million years from now.*
Sik, my kobold friend, makes a chirping noise and waves as they walk by
Gwen waves back. "Um... Hi?"
They walk back over, offering a flower
"Oh, thank you." They say, putting it in their hair. "Who might you be?"
as soon as they put it in their hair, a length of vines ties their hair back in a braid, the flower growing more prominent on the vines
Gwen panics and rips it off. "What was that?!?!!‽"
once the flower is removed, the vines dissapear, sik chirping in a minorly frightened manor
Gwen examines the flower, before carefully putting it back on. If the vines grow again, it is clear she is not comfortable. "Happy?"
Sik shrugs, hopping up and pulling the flower out, seeing her not being comfortable, before chirping again, apologising in sign language
"Thanks? Look, it's a pretty flower just... I wasn't prepared to have my hair become infested with vines...." They think for a second. "Is all this because I am half dragon?"
*Another Tia situation?*
*Nope, sik is just being nice, or atleast trying*
They seem confused, signing, 'elf?'
Draconic: Ignore it... I thought you where someone else... So what is your name?
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Hi everyone! I'm working up the will to finalize my signature, so... I guess this will be the signature for now
Sik, my kobold friend, makes a chirping noise and waves as they walk by
Gwen waves back. "Um... Hi?"
They walk back over, offering a flower
"Oh, thank you." They say, putting it in their hair. "Who might you be?"
as soon as they put it in their hair, a length of vines ties their hair back in a braid, the flower growing more prominent on the vines
Gwen panics and rips it off. "What was that?!?!!‽"
once the flower is removed, the vines dissapear, sik chirping in a minorly frightened manor
Gwen examines the flower, before carefully putting it back on. If the vines grow again, it is clear she is not comfortable. "Happy?"
Sik shrugs, hopping up and pulling the flower out, seeing her not being comfortable, before chirping again, apologising in sign language
"Thanks? Look, it's a pretty flower just... I wasn't prepared to have my hair become infested with vines...." They think for a second. "Is all this because I am half dragon?"
*Another Tia situation?*
*Nope, sik is just being nice, or atleast trying*
They seem confused, signing, 'elf?'
Draconic: Ignore it... I thought you where someone else... So what is your name?
*I replied to this already, but here*
Sik perks up, speaking in extremely broken draconic, "Sik"
Sik, my kobold friend, makes a chirping noise and waves as they walk by
Gwen waves back. "Um... Hi?"
They walk back over, offering a flower
"Oh, thank you." They say, putting it in their hair. "Who might you be?"
as soon as they put it in their hair, a length of vines ties their hair back in a braid, the flower growing more prominent on the vines
Gwen panics and rips it off. "What was that?!?!!‽"
once the flower is removed, the vines dissapear, sik chirping in a minorly frightened manor
Gwen examines the flower, before carefully putting it back on. If the vines grow again, it is clear she is not comfortable. "Happy?"
Sik shrugs, hopping up and pulling the flower out, seeing her not being comfortable, before chirping again, apologising in sign language
"Thanks? Look, it's a pretty flower just... I wasn't prepared to have my hair become infested with vines...." They think for a second. "Is all this because I am half dragon?"
*Another Tia situation?*
*Nope, sik is just being nice, or atleast trying*
They seem confused, signing, 'elf?'
Draconic: Ignore it... I thought you where someone else... So what is your name?
*I replied to this already, but here*
Sik perks up, speaking in extremely broken draconic, "Sik"
*sorry, didn't see it*
"Nice to meet you. Um... Where did you get the flower?"
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Hi everyone! I'm working up the will to finalize my signature, so... I guess this will be the signature for now
[[ Aight imma head out and get turned into a spider by the Queen, if you need me type the lyrics to Honey I’m Home by ghost and pals, it usually works 4/5 times ]]
*Alaric, I know that helpless feeling. Firstly, know that many people fail to recognize their problems, or address them/want to address them. It is pretty big that you want to get better. Very few people can "fix themselves". Its a slow process that usually involves outside help from relatives, pets, friends, and therapists/doctors. The most important thing is to have a support net. People/pets who you trust, that can help you. For me, I played DND with my friends even when I dropped out of school since I couldnt handle the stress, and while I was sleeping an hour a night(if that).But I still found 1 thing I could do that I did with other people and it helped(since I was stressed by other ppl). Try to find something you enjoy doing that stresses you out, then do it more.*
*I haven't been able to do something right for the last 3 years. Its all i can think*
I play a miriad of characters at the lord's rest inn
Two things are infinite: The universe, and human stupidity; and I'm not so sure about the universe.
Scifi horror is quite the trip :) Comics and a story
#FreeDND
*Fact check:
1, are you alive?
2, In the past 3 years, have you EVER made someone feel slightly happier?
3, Have you ever successfully done anything you wanted to do?(This includes eating, finishing a project, making a character, etc)
if you answered yes to any of these questions, you have in fact done something right in the last 3 years.Thank you for taking the BTB personality test*
N/A
*Hey, shut the laptop or phone or whatever and go outside for a walk if you can. If not, then go listen to some good music. My sad song has always been Something In the Way by Nirvana before it was cool. Honestly, I doubt that claim of yours a lot, but I can't convince you. That's something you're going to have to learn to do on your own. If you wake up every morning saying life is gonna suck, you're day is probably gonna be pretty crappy. Attitude is everything. I'm not saying that you can just flip the sad/happy button on and off. I'm saying you have to decide that you want to be happy, not that you're going to be happy. Give it an honest effort for three weeks and see how it makes you feel. I'd recommend taking a break from D&DBeyond for a hot minute, too.*
The Tavern Mother (Trust me, it's not as weird as it sounds!)
I am the God-Queen of Trickery, Cunning, Lies, and Gaslighting- but you already knew that...
"Moon's Haunted." *Cocks shotgun with malicious intent*
"Eliksni must rise...yes?"
_________
When it comes to pronouns I prefer Variks-Senpai (But I'm a dude. Pronouns are weird.)
[[ highly recommend this album if you feel like garbage
—> https://music.amazon.com/albums/B07CBPGYPG?ref=dm_sh_xvojBbcBZLV2pNZ3sphd29HBY
I have stolen your shredded cheese.
AgateElk8337’s Doppelgänger
*If theres a doctor that can fix a [gp]ed up piece of meat like me, they deserve a medal*
I play a miriad of characters at the lord's rest inn
Two things are infinite: The universe, and human stupidity; and I'm not so sure about the universe.
Scifi horror is quite the trip :) Comics and a story
#FreeDND
[[ who wants to hear about my favorite song? ]]
I have stolen your shredded cheese.
AgateElk8337’s Doppelgänger
*Well, i failed a test. like usual*
I play a miriad of characters at the lord's rest inn
Two things are infinite: The universe, and human stupidity; and I'm not so sure about the universe.
Scifi horror is quite the trip :) Comics and a story
#FreeDND
*I want to take your advice, i want to be happy, but i just can't. i've been trying for forever, and i don't know why i can't fix myself*
I play a miriad of characters at the lord's rest inn
Two things are infinite: The universe, and human stupidity; and I'm not so sure about the universe.
Scifi horror is quite the trip :) Comics and a story
#FreeDND
*actually, you qualify as being alive, which makes you succeed. you get a cookie, which will be payed at a million years from now.*
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*And number two, you've made most of us (myself included) much more than slightly happier.*
Hi, I am not a chest. I deny with 100% certainty that I am a chest. I can neither confirm nor deny what I am beyond that.
I used to portray Krathian, Q'ilbrith, Jim, Tara, Turin, Nathan, Tench, Finn, Alvin, and other characters in various taverns.
I also do homebrew, check out my Spells and Magic Items
"That is not dead which can eternal lie, and with strange eons, even death may die"
[[ https://youtu.be/kf3Err9MvDg
I have stolen your shredded cheese.
AgateElk8337’s Doppelgänger
*How do i qualify?*
I play a miriad of characters at the lord's rest inn
Two things are infinite: The universe, and human stupidity; and I'm not so sure about the universe.
Scifi horror is quite the trip :) Comics and a story
#FreeDND
Hi everyone! I'm working up the will to finalize my signature, so... I guess this will be the signature for now
*I replied to this already, but here*
Sik perks up, speaking in extremely broken draconic, "Sik"
I play a miriad of characters at the lord's rest inn
Two things are infinite: The universe, and human stupidity; and I'm not so sure about the universe.
Scifi horror is quite the trip :) Comics and a story
#FreeDND
*sorry, didn't see it*
"Nice to meet you. Um... Where did you get the flower?"
Hi everyone! I'm working up the will to finalize my signature, so... I guess this will be the signature for now
*Hello, universe*
Gwen is sketching stuff
Lazarus is hungry
Yacatl is tinker
Hi everyone! I'm working up the will to finalize my signature, so... I guess this will be the signature for now
[[ Aight imma head out and get turned into a spider by the Queen, if you need me type the lyrics to Honey I’m Home by ghost and pals, it usually works 4/5 times ]]
I have stolen your shredded cheese.
AgateElk8337’s Doppelgänger
Raven was, of course, looking for Sik to apologize for earlier
Svarn was trying to get to the Tavern without being asked to help with stuff. he's cracking under the pressure
a hobbit of the tolkeinite cult
a frequenter of taverns
mainly an Emerald half-dragon with a psudodragon pet
haven't been on because mobile sucks and wifi sucks
Self-proclaimed Non-Binary Diety of bad writing and Lizardfolk Monks
*Alaric, I know that helpless feeling. Firstly, know that many people fail to recognize their problems, or address them/want to address them. It is pretty big that you want to get better. Very few people can "fix themselves". Its a slow process that usually involves outside help from relatives, pets, friends, and therapists/doctors. The most important thing is to have a support net. People/pets who you trust, that can help you. For me, I played DND with my friends even when I dropped out of school since I couldnt handle the stress, and while I was sleeping an hour a night(if that).But I still found 1 thing I could do that I did with other people and it helped(since I was stressed by other ppl). Try to find something you enjoy doing that stresses you out, then do it more.*
N/A
Gwen: "You okay?"
Hi everyone! I'm working up the will to finalize my signature, so... I guess this will be the signature for now