Oh, well that ain't good. Wanna talk 'bout what happened?
I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I took a pin and wrote keys without the e on my arm.
You did what? (I might need a li'l more info 'cause I'm just plain stupid and didn't understand what you said. Sorry.)
I took a pin and I dragged it across my skin to spell kys.
Yikes. Like Himy said, you should probably clean that and bandage it quick. Further than that, I got nothin'. Do you wanna talk after you do that? Or do you wanna talk now? (Or just not talk, that's fine with me.)
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demiromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the ArchCrone, my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. Was Nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW. Given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I took a pin and wrote keys without the e on my arm.
Oh goodness, that really is awful. I wish I could give you a hug, but hating yourself makes nothing better, I would know.
See, that’s my favorite part. I hate myself. I know it isn’t doing anything. I know I should stop. But I can’t.
I feel the same sometimes honestly, I just want you to know, even if I can’t help you, I still care about you deeply.
Thanks. And I’m sorry you have to deal with me.
Never apologize for something like this.
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The great Silver Dragon Lord of the Sky, Second in Command of the Dragon Cult, Warlock of Cyno, and Cultist of Jeff. I have a lot of allegiances… I use He/They pronouns and you can usually find me on the Camp Half-Blood thread in Adohands Kitchen.
I'm fry, and I make doodles. That's why they call me FRY DOODLES. Also no pressure but check out my YouTube channel (Fry Doodles) I'm a disabled, neurodivergent, artsy dumpster fire who's always open to chat or share a fun fact or two. I'm a sensitive little sad bean. But, I'm also god's favorite princess and the most interesting girl in the world. Crafter of Constellations, vocaloid enjoyer, waluigi’s #1 fan, space alien, and certified silly goose
I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I took a pin and wrote keys without the e on my arm.
Oh goodness, that really is awful. I wish I could give you a hug, but hating yourself makes nothing better, I would know.
See, that’s my favorite part. I hate myself. I know it isn’t doing anything. I know I should stop. But I can’t.
I feel the same sometimes honestly, I just want you to know, even if I can’t help you, I still care about you deeply.
Thanks. And I’m sorry you have to deal with me.
Sel, I also have a lot of self hatred, and never be sorry for your self hatred 'wasting the time' of someone else or anything like that. Talking about your suffering is nothing to ever be sorry about. We aren't 'having to deal with you'; If we were, we just wouldn't. Just try and keep yourself safe, no matter how hard it may be
I don't know you that well, but I have a lot of personal experience with this stuff, so I'll give some advice.
Fight it. Take the pain, ignite it. Make your mind believe you, that you have lots of worth and are cared for and people would be crushed if you hurt yourself. Tie a noose around it, loose enough to breathe fine, then use the noose as a leash.
This stuff has helped me a ton. Hopefully it can help you.
A young storyteller who wanders the lands of lore, weaving a tale at every request. Has a lot of Cramorants. Major twenty one pilots fan. Certified Joker. Writer of Very Fishy Diaries and huge Lemony Snicket fan. He/him. A Warrior of Words, Vindicator of Vocabulary, Paladin of Poetry, and a Lancer of Language.
Anyone excited for the Super Bowl tonight or all we all to nerdy/so sick of jocks that we don’t care?
Im personally excited but I’m weird
Literally never watch it.
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A young storyteller who wanders the lands of lore, weaving a tale at every request. Has a lot of Cramorants. Major twenty one pilots fan. Certified Joker. Writer of Very Fishy Diaries and huge Lemony Snicket fan. He/him. A Warrior of Words, Vindicator of Vocabulary, Paladin of Poetry, and a Lancer of Language.
These people aren't "dealing with you" or "putting up with you," they care. I haven't commented yet because I know I can't help, and I was thinking that was all I knew about this.
But you are worth their time. You are valid. Depression does not make you a burden. It is the burden, and sometimes you need help carrying it. I would suggest trying to get professional help if you don't already have it. If you were suffering from a life-threatening physical illness, you would go to the doctor, right? Same principle.
Apologies are for people who did something wrong. You have not done anything to warrant an apology. You are sick and suffering.
Call your counselor or therapist if you have one. This stuff is important. Even if you hate yourself, your life is not yours to take. Even if you are your own worst enemy, like so many people are, I insist that you do not submit to your mortal foe.
Submission is your only sin here, Cecaelia. And I demand that you atone. You are in a battle, and I refuse to accept any surrender from you.
We are here for you. To do our best to pick you back up, dust you off, and help you push on. Do not surrender, but do not, and I repeat DO NOT fight this battle alone.
Anyone excited for the Super Bowl tonight or all we all to nerdy/so sick of jocks that we don’t care?
Im personally excited but I’m weird
I am a nerd. That does not mean I do not care for sports. I don’t pay attention to football most of the time, but this is like the World Cup, on a smaller scale. Even if you don’t know anything about it, you get food, and some hype moments
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Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"Like a soon to be broken man once said: You're either perfect, or you're not me."
”Be not defeated by the rain. Be not hindered by the wind. Bested by neither winter snow or summer heat.”
Nothing last forever. Cherish every day you have, because you never know when you might not get another
Anyone excited for the Super Bowl tonight or all we all to nerdy/so sick of jocks that we don’t care?
Im personally excited but I’m weird
I don't really care 'bout sports. I'm literally an archer yet I still hate watchin' archery competitions. I've watched the Olympics and thought it was the most borin' thing ever.
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demiromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the ArchCrone, my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. Was Nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW. Given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
Oh, well that ain't good. Wanna talk 'bout what happened?
I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I took a pin and wrote keys without the e on my arm.
You did what? (I might need a li'l more info 'cause I'm just plain stupid and didn't understand what you said. Sorry.)
I took a pin and I dragged it across my skin to spell kys.
Yikes. Like Himy said, you should probably clean that and bandage it quick. Further than that, I got nothin'. Do you wanna talk after you do that? Or do you wanna talk now? (Or just not talk, that's fine with me.)
I did it.
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Yelo! I’m Selia or Sel or some variation on that. Pronouns? Just not she/her, please.
I’m an artist and a nerd. I’ll draw stuff for y’all purely because I have nothing better to do.
Oh, well that ain't good. Wanna talk 'bout what happened?
I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I took a pin and wrote keys without the e on my arm.
You did what? (I might need a li'l more info 'cause I'm just plain stupid and didn't understand what you said. Sorry.)
I took a pin and I dragged it across my skin to spell kys.
Yikes. Like Himy said, you should probably clean that and bandage it quick. Further than that, I got nothin'. Do you wanna talk after you do that? Or do you wanna talk now? (Or just not talk, that's fine with me.)
I did it.
Alright, that's good. So, do you want to talk or anything? I can't promise I'll make anythin' better, but I can at least try. The only one of my friends who gets to be sad is me!
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demiromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the ArchCrone, my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. Was Nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW. Given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
To Celelia I have to deal with this crap too. I'm sorry you have to go through this. I've done similar things. I still have scarred lettering on my arm from when I etched "YOU HAVE TO BE PERFECT" with a compass. I hope it gets better
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I'm fry, and I make doodles. That's why they call me FRY DOODLES. Also no pressure but check out my YouTube channel (Fry Doodles) I'm a disabled, neurodivergent, artsy dumpster fire who's always open to chat or share a fun fact or two. I'm a sensitive little sad bean. But, I'm also god's favorite princess and the most interesting girl in the world. Crafter of Constellations, vocaloid enjoyer, waluigi’s #1 fan, space alien, and certified silly goose
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Thanks. And I’m sorry you have to deal with me.
Yelo! I’m Selia or Sel or some variation on that. Pronouns? Just not she/her, please.
I’m an artist and a nerd. I’ll draw stuff for y’all purely because I have nothing better to do.
Is art
Don’t be, I’ve gone through the same, attempted to back when I was in… like 4th grade, I know how it is. That’s why I try to care.
Yikes. Like Himy said, you should probably clean that and bandage it quick. Further than that, I got nothin'. Do you wanna talk after you do that? Or do you wanna talk now? (Or just not talk, that's fine with me.)
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demiromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the ArchCrone, my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. Was Nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW. Given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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Never apologize for something like this.
The great Silver Dragon Lord of the Sky, Second in Command of the Dragon Cult, Warlock of Cyno, and Cultist of Jeff. I have a lot of allegiances… I use He/They pronouns and you can usually find me on the Camp Half-Blood thread in Adohands Kitchen.
PRAISE JEFF!
(That was a link. Click. Now.)
I'm fry, and I make doodles. That's why they call me FRY DOODLES. Also no pressure but check out my YouTube channel (Fry Doodles)
I'm a disabled, neurodivergent, artsy dumpster fire who's always open to chat or share a fun fact or two.
I'm a sensitive little sad bean. But, I'm also god's favorite princess and the most interesting girl in the world.
Crafter of Constellations, vocaloid enjoyer, waluigi’s #1 fan, space alien, and certified silly goose
Sel, I also have a lot of self hatred, and never be sorry for your self hatred 'wasting the time' of someone else or anything like that. Talking about your suffering is nothing to ever be sorry about. We aren't 'having to deal with you'; If we were, we just wouldn't. Just try and keep yourself safe, no matter how hard it may be
Sig but long ^w^
Gulpmissle Day, Saturday, Feburay 15th, 2025
💛🤍💜🖤 🩷💛💙
Henlo, I am a pan, NB, chaotic ADHD mess of a furry.
I am also a eepy eeper, who likes WoF, WC, and fire.
I am not kidding I’ve literally been waiting like 5 years for this to happen. I’ve literally been playing for that long.
Hi, I'm Raccoon_Master, a young genderfluid actor, writer, explorer, and bass vocalist. Pronouns They/Them/Theirs
My Characters: Brormin the Devout Crusher; Morgrom the Cunning Summoner; Thea the Rebellious Beauty;
Check out my EXTENDED SIGNATUR and don’t forget to join the Anything but the OGL 2.0 Thread!
"I don't make sense to you, and I don't make sense to myself. Maybe the only one I make sense to is God" ~ Me, trying to sound smart
To Selia:
I don't know you that well, but I have a lot of personal experience with this stuff, so I'll give some advice.
Fight it. Take the pain, ignite it. Make your mind believe you, that you have lots of worth and are cared for and people would be crushed if you hurt yourself. Tie a noose around it, loose enough to breathe fine, then use the noose as a leash.
This stuff has helped me a ton. Hopefully it can help you.
A young storyteller who wanders the lands of lore, weaving a tale at every request. Has a lot of Cramorants. Major twenty one pilots fan. Certified Joker. Writer of Very Fishy Diaries and huge Lemony Snicket fan. He/him. A Warrior of Words, Vindicator of Vocabulary, Paladin of Poetry, and a Lancer of Language.
LOYAL FOLLOWER OF JEFF! PRAISE JEFF!!!
The Loom(my first thread)
Anyone excited for the Super Bowl tonight or all we all to nerdy/so sick of jocks that we don’t care?
Im personally excited but I’m weird
Hi, I'm Raccoon_Master, a young genderfluid actor, writer, explorer, and bass vocalist. Pronouns They/Them/Theirs
My Characters: Brormin the Devout Crusher; Morgrom the Cunning Summoner; Thea the Rebellious Beauty;
Check out my EXTENDED SIGNATUR and don’t forget to join the Anything but the OGL 2.0 Thread!
"I don't make sense to you, and I don't make sense to myself. Maybe the only one I make sense to is God" ~ Me, trying to sound smart
Good. Do you wanna talk about something? To take your mind off it?
Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"Like a soon to be broken man once said: You're either perfect, or you're not me."
”Be not defeated by the rain. Be not hindered by the wind. Bested by neither winter snow or summer heat.”
Nothing last forever. Cherish every day you have, because you never know when you might not get another
Literally never watch it.
A young storyteller who wanders the lands of lore, weaving a tale at every request. Has a lot of Cramorants. Major twenty one pilots fan. Certified Joker. Writer of Very Fishy Diaries and huge Lemony Snicket fan. He/him. A Warrior of Words, Vindicator of Vocabulary, Paladin of Poetry, and a Lancer of Language.
LOYAL FOLLOWER OF JEFF! PRAISE JEFF!!!
The Loom(my first thread)
Cecaelia.
Do not apologize.
These people aren't "dealing with you" or "putting up with you," they care. I haven't commented yet because I know I can't help, and I was thinking that was all I knew about this.
But you are worth their time. You are valid. Depression does not make you a burden. It is the burden, and sometimes you need help carrying it. I would suggest trying to get professional help if you don't already have it. If you were suffering from a life-threatening physical illness, you would go to the doctor, right? Same principle.
Apologies are for people who did something wrong. You have not done anything to warrant an apology. You are sick and suffering.
Call your counselor or therapist if you have one. This stuff is important. Even if you hate yourself, your life is not yours to take. Even if you are your own worst enemy, like so many people are, I insist that you do not submit to your mortal foe.
Submission is your only sin here, Cecaelia. And I demand that you atone. You are in a battle, and I refuse to accept any surrender from you.
We are here for you. To do our best to pick you back up, dust you off, and help you push on. Do not surrender, but do not, and I repeat DO NOT fight this battle alone.
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
I am a nerd. That does not mean I do not care for sports. I don’t pay attention to football most of the time, but this is like the World Cup, on a smaller scale. Even if you don’t know anything about it, you get food, and some hype moments
Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"Like a soon to be broken man once said: You're either perfect, or you're not me."
”Be not defeated by the rain. Be not hindered by the wind. Bested by neither winter snow or summer heat.”
Nothing last forever. Cherish every day you have, because you never know when you might not get another
I don't really care 'bout sports. I'm literally an archer yet I still hate watchin' archery competitions. I've watched the Olympics and thought it was the most borin' thing ever.
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demiromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the ArchCrone, my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. Was Nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW. Given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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I did it.
Yelo! I’m Selia or Sel or some variation on that. Pronouns? Just not she/her, please.
I’m an artist and a nerd. I’ll draw stuff for y’all purely because I have nothing better to do.
Is art
Yes please.
Yelo! I’m Selia or Sel or some variation on that. Pronouns? Just not she/her, please.
I’m an artist and a nerd. I’ll draw stuff for y’all purely because I have nothing better to do.
Is art
Alright, that's good. So, do you want to talk or anything? I can't promise I'll make anythin' better, but I can at least try. The only one of my friends who gets to be sad is me!
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demiromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the ArchCrone, my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. Was Nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW. Given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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What do you wanna talk about? You can nerd out about Epic or Stormlight Archive if you want. It helps sometimes
Yo, I'm Himy (He/him) not as active as I use to be, but I'm here from time to time. I don't got much else to say.
"Like a soon to be broken man once said: You're either perfect, or you're not me."
”Be not defeated by the rain. Be not hindered by the wind. Bested by neither winter snow or summer heat.”
Nothing last forever. Cherish every day you have, because you never know when you might not get another
I don’t know. Can we do the question game or something.
Yelo! I’m Selia or Sel or some variation on that. Pronouns? Just not she/her, please.
I’m an artist and a nerd. I’ll draw stuff for y’all purely because I have nothing better to do.
Is art
To Celelia
I have to deal with this crap too.
I'm sorry you have to go through this.
I've done similar things. I still have scarred lettering on my arm from when I etched "YOU HAVE TO BE PERFECT" with a compass.
I hope it gets better
I'm fry, and I make doodles. That's why they call me FRY DOODLES. Also no pressure but check out my YouTube channel (Fry Doodles)
I'm a disabled, neurodivergent, artsy dumpster fire who's always open to chat or share a fun fact or two.
I'm a sensitive little sad bean. But, I'm also god's favorite princess and the most interesting girl in the world.
Crafter of Constellations, vocaloid enjoyer, waluigi’s #1 fan, space alien, and certified silly goose