Oh, well that ain't good. Wanna talk 'bout what happened?
I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I took a pin and wrote keys without the e on my arm.
You need to tell to someone about this. Don’t hurt yourself. I might sound crazy but having someone to talk to could save your life.
I talked to a person on the Trevor project thing.
That’s good. You should do that, but first, you should clean up your injury.
I did.
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel, pronouns they/he. Some things about me, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I took a pin and wrote keys without the e on my arm.
Oh goodness, that really is awful. I wish I could give you a hug, but hating yourself makes nothing better, I would know.
See, that’s my favorite part. I hate myself. I know it isn’t doing anything. I know I should stop. But I can’t.
I feel the same sometimes honestly, I just want you to know, even if I can’t help you, I still care about you deeply.
Thanks. And I’m sorry you have to deal with me.
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel, pronouns they/he. Some things about me, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Oh, well that ain't good. Wanna talk 'bout what happened?
I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I took a pin and wrote keys without the e on my arm.
You did what? (I might need a li'l more info 'cause I'm just plain stupid and didn't understand what you said. Sorry.)
I took a pin and I dragged it across my skin to spell kys.
Yikes. Like Himy said, you should probably clean that and bandage it quick. Further than that, I got nothin'. Do you wanna talk after you do that? Or do you wanna talk now? (Or just not talk, that's fine with me.)
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
I'm Fry, a doodler, writer, aspiring singer/songwriter, and sort-of youtuber (check me out!) goofin' around on the interwebs Soli Deo Gloria(Sed servus eius crustulum vult) I'm a disabled, neurodivergent, dumpster fire, and somewhat of a clown, but I do my best :3 Crafter of Constellations, vocaloid enjoyer, waluigi’s #1 fan, space alien, undead cutie pie, danganer of ronpas, and certified silly goose Internet big sib to aspeninthetrees, TheGatoLover, (and hopefully more)
I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I took a pin and wrote keys without the e on my arm.
Oh goodness, that really is awful. I wish I could give you a hug, but hating yourself makes nothing better, I would know.
See, that’s my favorite part. I hate myself. I know it isn’t doing anything. I know I should stop. But I can’t.
I feel the same sometimes honestly, I just want you to know, even if I can’t help you, I still care about you deeply.
Thanks. And I’m sorry you have to deal with me.
Sel, I also have a lot of self hatred, and never be sorry for your self hatred 'wasting the time' of someone else or anything like that. Talking about your suffering is nothing to ever be sorry about. We aren't 'having to deal with you'; If we were, we just wouldn't. Just try and keep yourself safe, no matter how hard it may be
I am not kidding I’ve literally been waiting like 5 years for this to happen. I’ve literally been playing for that long.
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Hey, It's me, RaccoonMaster! I'm back! I disappeared for a while there, and I'm very sporadic when I'm online lol.
I'm an actor, writer, singer (opera, musical theatre, and rock are my preferred genres), backpacker, and tall person (6'5 and counting). Pronouns are whatever, I mostly use They/Them though.
My Characters: Elsenia Selevarum:The Popular Paladin, Aasimar Noble, Level 4 Paladin of Redemption;
I don't know you that well, but I have a lot of personal experience with this stuff, so I'll give some advice.
Fight it. Take the pain, ignite it. Make your mind believe you, that you have lots of worth and are cared for and people would be crushed if you hurt yourself. Tie a noose around it, loose enough to breathe fine, then use the noose as a leash.
This stuff has helped me a ton. Hopefully it can help you.
A young storyteller who wanders the lands of lore, weaving a tale at every request. Has a lot of Cramorants. Major twenty one pilots fan. Certified Joker. Writer of Very Fishy Diaries and huge Lemony Snicket fan. He/him. A Warrior of Words, Vindicator of Vocabulary, Paladin of Poetry, and a Lancer of Language.
Anyone excited for the Super Bowl tonight or all we all to nerdy/so sick of jocks that we don’t care?
Im personally excited but I’m weird
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Hey, It's me, RaccoonMaster! I'm back! I disappeared for a while there, and I'm very sporadic when I'm online lol.
I'm an actor, writer, singer (opera, musical theatre, and rock are my preferred genres), backpacker, and tall person (6'5 and counting). Pronouns are whatever, I mostly use They/Them though.
My Characters: Elsenia Selevarum:The Popular Paladin, Aasimar Noble, Level 4 Paladin of Redemption;
Oh, well that ain't good. Wanna talk 'bout what happened?
I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I took a pin and wrote keys without the e on my arm.
You need to tell to someone about this. Don’t hurt yourself. I might sound crazy but having someone to talk to could save your life.
I talked to a person on the Trevor project thing.
That’s good. You should do that, but first, you should clean up your injury.
I did.
Good. Do you wanna talk about something? To take your mind off it?
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O sorrow, I have ended, you see, by respecting you, because I am certain you will never leave me.
Ah! I realize it: your beauty lies in the force of your being. You are like those who never left the sad fireside corner of my poor black heart.
O my sorrow, you are better than a well-beloved: because I know that on the day of my final agony, you will be there, lying in my sheets, O sorrow, so that you might once again attempt to enter my heart.
Anyone excited for the Super Bowl tonight or all we all to nerdy/so sick of jocks that we don’t care?
Im personally excited but I’m weird
Literally never watch it.
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A young storyteller who wanders the lands of lore, weaving a tale at every request. Has a lot of Cramorants. Major twenty one pilots fan. Certified Joker. Writer of Very Fishy Diaries and huge Lemony Snicket fan. He/him. A Warrior of Words, Vindicator of Vocabulary, Paladin of Poetry, and a Lancer of Language.
These people aren't "dealing with you" or "putting up with you," they care. I haven't commented yet because I know I can't help, and I was thinking that was all I knew about this.
But you are worth their time. You are valid. Depression does not make you a burden. It is the burden, and sometimes you need help carrying it. I would suggest trying to get professional help if you don't already have it. If you were suffering from a life-threatening physical illness, you would go to the doctor, right? Same principle.
Apologies are for people who did something wrong. You have not done anything to warrant an apology. You are sick and suffering.
Call your counselor or therapist if you have one. This stuff is important. Even if you hate yourself, your life is not yours to take. Even if you are your own worst enemy, like so many people are, I insist that you do not submit to your mortal foe.
Submission is your only sin here, Cecaelia. And I demand that you atone. You are in a battle, and I refuse to accept any surrender from you.
We are here for you. To do our best to pick you back up, dust you off, and help you push on. Do not surrender, but do not, and I repeat DO NOT fight this battle alone.
Anyone excited for the Super Bowl tonight or all we all to nerdy/so sick of jocks that we don’t care?
Im personally excited but I’m weird
I am a nerd. That does not mean I do not care for sports. I don’t pay attention to football most of the time, but this is like the World Cup, on a smaller scale. Even if you don’t know anything about it, you get food, and some hype moments
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O sorrow, I have ended, you see, by respecting you, because I am certain you will never leave me.
Ah! I realize it: your beauty lies in the force of your being. You are like those who never left the sad fireside corner of my poor black heart.
O my sorrow, you are better than a well-beloved: because I know that on the day of my final agony, you will be there, lying in my sheets, O sorrow, so that you might once again attempt to enter my heart.
Anyone excited for the Super Bowl tonight or all we all to nerdy/so sick of jocks that we don’t care?
Im personally excited but I’m weird
I don't really care 'bout sports. I'm literally an archer yet I still hate watchin' archery competitions. I've watched the Olympics and thought it was the most borin' thing ever.
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
Oh, well that ain't good. Wanna talk 'bout what happened?
I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I took a pin and wrote keys without the e on my arm.
You did what? (I might need a li'l more info 'cause I'm just plain stupid and didn't understand what you said. Sorry.)
I took a pin and I dragged it across my skin to spell kys.
Yikes. Like Himy said, you should probably clean that and bandage it quick. Further than that, I got nothin'. Do you wanna talk after you do that? Or do you wanna talk now? (Or just not talk, that's fine with me.)
I did it.
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel, pronouns they/he. Some things about me, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Oh, well that ain't good. Wanna talk 'bout what happened?
I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I took a pin and wrote keys without the e on my arm.
You need to tell to someone about this. Don’t hurt yourself. I might sound crazy but having someone to talk to could save your life.
I talked to a person on the Trevor project thing.
That’s good. You should do that, but first, you should clean up your injury.
I did.
Good. Do you wanna talk about something? To take your mind off it?
Yes please.
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Hey y’all, you can call me Sel, pronouns they/he. Some things about me, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Oh, well that ain't good. Wanna talk 'bout what happened?
I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I took a pin and wrote keys without the e on my arm.
You did what? (I might need a li'l more info 'cause I'm just plain stupid and didn't understand what you said. Sorry.)
I took a pin and I dragged it across my skin to spell kys.
Yikes. Like Himy said, you should probably clean that and bandage it quick. Further than that, I got nothin'. Do you wanna talk after you do that? Or do you wanna talk now? (Or just not talk, that's fine with me.)
I did it.
Alright, that's good. So, do you want to talk or anything? I can't promise I'll make anythin' better, but I can at least try. The only one of my friends who gets to be sad is me!
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Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
Oh, well that ain't good. Wanna talk 'bout what happened?
I hate myself. I hate myself so much. I took a pin and wrote keys without the e on my arm.
You need to tell to someone about this. Don’t hurt yourself. I might sound crazy but having someone to talk to could save your life.
I talked to a person on the Trevor project thing.
That’s good. You should do that, but first, you should clean up your injury.
I did.
Good. Do you wanna talk about something? To take your mind off it?
Yes please.
What do you wanna talk about? You can nerd out about Epic or Stormlight Archive if you want. It helps sometimes
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O sorrow, I have ended, you see, by respecting you, because I am certain you will never leave me.
Ah! I realize it: your beauty lies in the force of your being. You are like those who never left the sad fireside corner of my poor black heart.
O my sorrow, you are better than a well-beloved: because I know that on the day of my final agony, you will be there, lying in my sheets, O sorrow, so that you might once again attempt to enter my heart.
-Excerpt, Prayer for loving sorrow
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I feel the same sometimes honestly, I just want you to know, even if I can’t help you, I still care about you deeply.
I did.
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel, pronouns they/he. Some things about me, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
(Both are links, please click them…)
Thanks. And I’m sorry you have to deal with me.
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel, pronouns they/he. Some things about me, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
(Both are links, please click them…)
Don’t be, I’ve gone through the same, attempted to back when I was in… like 4th grade, I know how it is. That’s why I try to care.
Yikes. Like Himy said, you should probably clean that and bandage it quick. Further than that, I got nothin'. Do you wanna talk after you do that? Or do you wanna talk now? (Or just not talk, that's fine with me.)
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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Never apologize for something like this.
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
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I'm Fry, a doodler, writer, aspiring singer/songwriter, and sort-of youtuber (check me out!) goofin' around on the interwebs
Soli Deo Gloria(Sed servus eius crustulum vult)
I'm a disabled, neurodivergent, dumpster fire, and somewhat of a clown, but I do my best :3
Crafter of Constellations, vocaloid enjoyer, waluigi’s #1 fan, space alien, undead cutie pie, danganer of ronpas, and certified silly goose
Internet big sib to aspeninthetrees, TheGatoLover, (and hopefully more)
Sel, I also have a lot of self hatred, and never be sorry for your self hatred 'wasting the time' of someone else or anything like that. Talking about your suffering is nothing to ever be sorry about. We aren't 'having to deal with you'; If we were, we just wouldn't. Just try and keep yourself safe, no matter how hard it may be
Sig but long ^w^
Gulpmissle Day, Saturday, Feburay 15th, 2025
💛🤍💜🖤 🩷💛💙
Salem has dubbed me Fellow Pancake of The Fox.
Henlo, I am a pan, NB, chaotic ADHD mess of a furry.
I am also a eepy eeper, who likes WoF, WC, and fire.
I am not kidding I’ve literally been waiting like 5 years for this to happen. I’ve literally been playing for that long.
Hey, It's me, RaccoonMaster! I'm back! I disappeared for a while there, and I'm very sporadic when I'm online lol.
I'm an actor, writer, singer (opera, musical theatre, and rock are my preferred genres), backpacker, and tall person (6'5 and counting). Pronouns are whatever, I mostly use They/Them though.
My Characters: Elsenia Selevarum: The Popular Paladin, Aasimar Noble, Level 4 Paladin of Redemption;
Hope to see you around!
To Selia:
I don't know you that well, but I have a lot of personal experience with this stuff, so I'll give some advice.
Fight it. Take the pain, ignite it. Make your mind believe you, that you have lots of worth and are cared for and people would be crushed if you hurt yourself. Tie a noose around it, loose enough to breathe fine, then use the noose as a leash.
This stuff has helped me a ton. Hopefully it can help you.
A young storyteller who wanders the lands of lore, weaving a tale at every request. Has a lot of Cramorants. Major twenty one pilots fan. Certified Joker. Writer of Very Fishy Diaries and huge Lemony Snicket fan. He/him. A Warrior of Words, Vindicator of Vocabulary, Paladin of Poetry, and a Lancer of Language.
LOYAL FOLLOWER OF JEFF! PRAISE JEFF!!!
The Loom(my first thread)
Anyone excited for the Super Bowl tonight or all we all to nerdy/so sick of jocks that we don’t care?
Im personally excited but I’m weird
Hey, It's me, RaccoonMaster! I'm back! I disappeared for a while there, and I'm very sporadic when I'm online lol.
I'm an actor, writer, singer (opera, musical theatre, and rock are my preferred genres), backpacker, and tall person (6'5 and counting). Pronouns are whatever, I mostly use They/Them though.
My Characters: Elsenia Selevarum: The Popular Paladin, Aasimar Noble, Level 4 Paladin of Redemption;
Hope to see you around!
Good. Do you wanna talk about something? To take your mind off it?
O sorrow, I have ended, you see, by respecting you, because I am certain you will never leave me.
Ah! I realize it: your beauty lies in the force of your being. You are like those who never left the sad fireside corner of my poor black heart.
O my sorrow, you are better than a well-beloved: because I know that on the day of my final agony, you will be there, lying in my sheets, O sorrow, so that you might once again attempt to enter my heart.
-Excerpt, Prayer for loving sorrow
Literally never watch it.
A young storyteller who wanders the lands of lore, weaving a tale at every request. Has a lot of Cramorants. Major twenty one pilots fan. Certified Joker. Writer of Very Fishy Diaries and huge Lemony Snicket fan. He/him. A Warrior of Words, Vindicator of Vocabulary, Paladin of Poetry, and a Lancer of Language.
LOYAL FOLLOWER OF JEFF! PRAISE JEFF!!!
The Loom(my first thread)
Cecaelia.
Do not apologize.
These people aren't "dealing with you" or "putting up with you," they care. I haven't commented yet because I know I can't help, and I was thinking that was all I knew about this.
But you are worth their time. You are valid. Depression does not make you a burden. It is the burden, and sometimes you need help carrying it. I would suggest trying to get professional help if you don't already have it. If you were suffering from a life-threatening physical illness, you would go to the doctor, right? Same principle.
Apologies are for people who did something wrong. You have not done anything to warrant an apology. You are sick and suffering.
Call your counselor or therapist if you have one. This stuff is important. Even if you hate yourself, your life is not yours to take. Even if you are your own worst enemy, like so many people are, I insist that you do not submit to your mortal foe.
Submission is your only sin here, Cecaelia. And I demand that you atone. You are in a battle, and I refuse to accept any surrender from you.
We are here for you. To do our best to pick you back up, dust you off, and help you push on. Do not surrender, but do not, and I repeat DO NOT fight this battle alone.
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
Awake, impure, divine
Breathgiver of the Strugels
I am a nerd. That does not mean I do not care for sports. I don’t pay attention to football most of the time, but this is like the World Cup, on a smaller scale. Even if you don’t know anything about it, you get food, and some hype moments
O sorrow, I have ended, you see, by respecting you, because I am certain you will never leave me.
Ah! I realize it: your beauty lies in the force of your being. You are like those who never left the sad fireside corner of my poor black heart.
O my sorrow, you are better than a well-beloved: because I know that on the day of my final agony, you will be there, lying in my sheets, O sorrow, so that you might once again attempt to enter my heart.
-Excerpt, Prayer for loving sorrow
I don't really care 'bout sports. I'm literally an archer yet I still hate watchin' archery competitions. I've watched the Olympics and thought it was the most borin' thing ever.
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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I did it.
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel, pronouns they/he. Some things about me, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
(Both are links, please click them…)
Yes please.
Hey y’all, you can call me Sel, pronouns they/he. Some things about me, I like reading, writing, dnd, theater, art. I have an art doc and my yt channel linked below. Pms are always open if you need to talk. Love y’all <3
Is art
@Irunwithskissors
(Both are links, please click them…)
Alright, that's good. So, do you want to talk or anything? I can't promise I'll make anythin' better, but I can at least try. The only one of my friends who gets to be sad is me!
Hi there! My name's Elk. I'm NoiSilverheart's doppelgänger. I'm a demi/grayromantic, socially awkward Okie who may or may not be a pyromaniac. *random confetti blast*
I'm a warlock of the Archcrone, and my patron is TheFriendlyArchfey. I was nicknamed AchatesCervus8337 by VitusW and given the titles "Swashbuckling Scorcher", "The Unpredictable Jedi", "Burning Fury of the Ancients", and "Combustion Knight" by DrummerBoyDragonSlayer.
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What do you wanna talk about? You can nerd out about Epic or Stormlight Archive if you want. It helps sometimes
O sorrow, I have ended, you see, by respecting you, because I am certain you will never leave me.
Ah! I realize it: your beauty lies in the force of your being. You are like those who never left the sad fireside corner of my poor black heart.
O my sorrow, you are better than a well-beloved: because I know that on the day of my final agony, you will be there, lying in my sheets, O sorrow, so that you might once again attempt to enter my heart.
-Excerpt, Prayer for loving sorrow