"... Fine. You got me. This cheerful thing is hard..."
*gtg soon*
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Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
That is emotionally heavy for him to hear, continuing to shiver and cry, eventually letting go of them, sitting at the shore, looking at the waves in silence for a long time, “Makana… thank you…”
She smiles to him gently "I am simply stating whats true.." She takes some of the shells she gathered before, firmly putting them in the sand around the stone, creating a pattern of blue surrounding it
He wipes the tears off of his face, “You have been the greatest friend I could’ve ever hoped for, for no reason other than the love in your heart, you had no reason to do anything for me, you got nothing in exchange.”
"Thats not true.. After all, I got a friend of my own in exchange, right? And besides.. The greatest friend you could hope for wouldnt have said some of the things I thoughtlessly said when we were talking about Iolani... There have been times Ive sounded dismissive at best, and cruel at worst. But if the combonation of all the things Ive done have made you happier in the end.. Then I got everything in exchange that I need"
He doesn’t reply, remaining silent and just staring out into the ocean, “I wish I could break your curse, I wish I could make your life the best it could be, but I’m no god, and even if I was, I know I wouldn’t be enough, this world is a cruel one.”
She nods "The fates have a sick sense of humor, in ways.. They let us feel such joys, only to take them away at their pinnacle.. But even if things go wrong? Even if things arent the best? It doesnt make it all bad.. I have you as a friend for now. And I have moments like these where I get to be helpful to someone. Knowing that may not fill what holes are in my heart.. But it certainly brings back much warmth"
“I… I don’t know what you see that makes me a good friend, I’ll never forgive myself for what I did… I’m afraid that I’ll do it again, if I’m willing to kill and eat my own mother, what stops me from killing anyone else, as far as I know, the only thing that keeps me from killing you is that I can’t. I’m scared, and I’m sorry, and I just…”
"Hey... I understand why youre worried, but... Have you ever felt the urge to since? Have you ever actually felt you wanted to kill?"
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NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science] Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews! Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya! Characters (Outdated)
That is emotionally heavy for him to hear, continuing to shiver and cry, eventually letting go of them, sitting at the shore, looking at the waves in silence for a long time, “Makana… thank you…”
She smiles to him gently "I am simply stating whats true.." She takes some of the shells she gathered before, firmly putting them in the sand around the stone, creating a pattern of blue surrounding it
He wipes the tears off of his face, “You have been the greatest friend I could’ve ever hoped for, for no reason other than the love in your heart, you had no reason to do anything for me, you got nothing in exchange.”
"Thats not true.. After all, I got a friend of my own in exchange, right? And besides.. The greatest friend you could hope for wouldnt have said some of the things I thoughtlessly said when we were talking about Iolani... There have been times Ive sounded dismissive at best, and cruel at worst. But if the combonation of all the things Ive done have made you happier in the end.. Then I got everything in exchange that I need"
He doesn’t reply, remaining silent and just staring out into the ocean, “I wish I could break your curse, I wish I could make your life the best it could be, but I’m no god, and even if I was, I know I wouldn’t be enough, this world is a cruel one.”
She nods "The fates have a sick sense of humor, in ways.. They let us feel such joys, only to take them away at their pinnacle.. But even if things go wrong? Even if things arent the best? It doesnt make it all bad.. I have you as a friend for now. And I have moments like these where I get to be helpful to someone. Knowing that may not fill what holes are in my heart.. But it certainly brings back much warmth"
“I… I don’t know what you see that makes me a good friend, I’ll never forgive myself for what I did… I’m afraid that I’ll do it again, if I’m willing to kill and eat my own mother, what stops me from killing anyone else, as far as I know, the only thing that keeps me from killing you is that I can’t. I’m scared, and I’m sorry, and I just…”
"Hey... I understand why youre worried, but... Have you ever felt the urge to since? Have you ever actually felt you wanted to kill?"
He doesn’t do anything for a long time before simply nodding, curling his legs into his chest, “I… Seneca… I don’t want to… but it would be so easy… I could just…” He violently shakes his head free of the thought.
That is emotionally heavy for him to hear, continuing to shiver and cry, eventually letting go of them, sitting at the shore, looking at the waves in silence for a long time, “Makana… thank you…”
She smiles to him gently "I am simply stating whats true.." She takes some of the shells she gathered before, firmly putting them in the sand around the stone, creating a pattern of blue surrounding it
He wipes the tears off of his face, “You have been the greatest friend I could’ve ever hoped for, for no reason other than the love in your heart, you had no reason to do anything for me, you got nothing in exchange.”
"Thats not true.. After all, I got a friend of my own in exchange, right? And besides.. The greatest friend you could hope for wouldnt have said some of the things I thoughtlessly said when we were talking about Iolani... There have been times Ive sounded dismissive at best, and cruel at worst. But if the combonation of all the things Ive done have made you happier in the end.. Then I got everything in exchange that I need"
He doesn’t reply, remaining silent and just staring out into the ocean, “I wish I could break your curse, I wish I could make your life the best it could be, but I’m no god, and even if I was, I know I wouldn’t be enough, this world is a cruel one.”
She nods "The fates have a sick sense of humor, in ways.. They let us feel such joys, only to take them away at their pinnacle.. But even if things go wrong? Even if things arent the best? It doesnt make it all bad.. I have you as a friend for now. And I have moments like these where I get to be helpful to someone. Knowing that may not fill what holes are in my heart.. But it certainly brings back much warmth"
“I… I don’t know what you see that makes me a good friend, I’ll never forgive myself for what I did… I’m afraid that I’ll do it again, if I’m willing to kill and eat my own mother, what stops me from killing anyone else, as far as I know, the only thing that keeps me from killing you is that I can’t. I’m scared, and I’m sorry, and I just…”
"Hey... I understand why youre worried, but... Have you ever felt the urge to since? Have you ever actually felt you wanted to kill?"
He doesn’t do anything for a long time before simply nodding, curling his legs into his chest, “I… Seneca… I don’t want to… but it would be so easy… I could just…” He violently shakes his head free of the thought.
"Seneca..?... When did these thoughts start for you? What was happening when it first did?"
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NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science] Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews! Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya! Characters (Outdated)
About Me: Godless monster in human form bent on extending their natural life to unnatural extremes/ general of the goose horde/ holder of the evil storyteller badge of no honor/ king of madness / The FBI/ The Tele-Visionary/ The Pawless Wizard/ The Infinite Fractal/ Admin of The Academy/ The Archmage of I CAST...!
“When she began to… consider us friends… when she first said it… gods… I shouldn’t have friends, no one should be close to me.”
"N-no.. Its important for you to have people youre close to. But we need to figure out why this is happening to you.. Whats causing it... Would you be okay with me telling her?"
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NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science] Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews! Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya! Characters (Outdated)
"... Fine. You got me. This cheerful thing is hard..."
*gtg soon*
Hiya, there! I'm Gonzalo2, but you can just call me Gonz! (Don't ask about what happened to Gonzalo1.) I'm just an ADHD theater nerd who has too much time on my hands and too little sleep! This is my original account, but you’ll probably see me on my main accounts, Gonzalo3, and Gonzalo5. Don’t ask why I have so many alts.
*awww*
“so what’s up?”
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Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
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<Ok. Any particular character?>
Roll for Initiative: [roll]1d20+7[/roll]
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*Nah.*
Evan is flying around.
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"Hey... I understand why youre worried, but... Have you ever felt the urge to since? Have you ever actually felt you wanted to kill?"
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
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Noctis is eating in the mess hall in a dark corner so no one can see his face.
"Meddle not in the affairs of dragons, for thou art crunchy and taste good with ketchup."
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Evan is eating dinner in the mess hall.
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
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He doesn’t do anything for a long time before simply nodding, curling his legs into his chest, “I… Seneca… I don’t want to… but it would be so easy… I could just…” He violently shakes his head free of the thought.
Noctis waves awkwardly.
"Meddle not in the affairs of dragons, for thou art crunchy and taste good with ketchup."
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“Hey. I apologized to Vin like I said I would.”
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Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
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He slams into a wall of force that's almost completely invisible.
Roll for Initiative: [roll]1d20+7[/roll]
Proud member of the EVIL JEFF CULT! PRAISE JEFF!
Homebrew Races: HERE Homebrew Spells: HERE Homebrew Monsters: HERE
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"Seneca..?... When did these thoughts start for you? What was happening when it first did?"
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
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"How did he take it. I know is is...suspicious of people..."
"Meddle not in the affairs of dragons, for thou art crunchy and taste good with ketchup."
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“Ah!”
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Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
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*anyone wanna rp?*
Pronouns: Any/All
About Me: Godless monster in human form bent on extending their natural life to unnatural extremes/ general of the goose horde/ holder of the evil storyteller badge of no honor/ king of madness / The FBI/ The Tele-Visionary/ The Pawless Wizard/ The Infinite Fractal/ Admin of The Academy/ The Archmage of I CAST...!
Alignment: Neutral Evil
Currently rampaging through life
*Cut for Chris.*
“When she began to… consider us friends… when she first said it… gods… I shouldn’t have friends, no one should be close to me.”
“Angry at first. But he warmed up.”
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Extended Signature!
"N-no.. Its important for you to have people youre close to. But we need to figure out why this is happening to you.. Whats causing it... Would you be okay with me telling her?"
NNCHRIS: SOUL THIEF, MASTER OF THE ARCANE, AND KING OF NEW YORKNN
Gdl Creator of Ilheia and her Knights of the Fallen Stars ldG
Lesser Student of Technomancy [undergrad student in computer science]
Supporter of the 2014 rules, and a MASSIVE Homebrewer. Come to me all ye who seek salvation in wording thy brews!
Open to homebrew trades at any time!! Or feel free to request HB, and Ill see if I can get it done for ya!
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"Whoops, sorry!"
The voice comes from a small figure on the ground. It appears he made the field.
Roll for Initiative: [roll]1d20+7[/roll]
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Homebrew Races: HERE Homebrew Spells: HERE Homebrew Monsters: HERE
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"That's good to hear."
"Meddle not in the affairs of dragons, for thou art crunchy and taste good with ketchup."
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