well the dragon cult has declared war on the goose hydra cult lol but pretty good how about you?
Slowly losing my ability to focus and enjoy what I love.
I feel tired all the time despite not doing anything.
Maybe you just need to take a step back and recollect yourself Baal?
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well the dragon cult has declared war on the goose hydra cult lol but pretty good how about you?
Slowly losing my ability to focus and enjoy what I love.
I feel tired all the time despite not doing anything.
I'm sorry to hear that, but I know that feeling all too well as someone with depression. I find that sometimes shifting to a different interest for a bit can help refresh that focus and enjoyment, but I know dealing with such feelings are different for everyone.
well the dragon cult has declared war on the goose hydra cult lol but pretty good how about you?
Slowly losing my ability to focus and enjoy what I love.
I feel tired all the time despite not doing anything.
Maybe you just need to take a step back and recollect yourself Baal?
I don't know what to take a step back from.
I have pretty much nothing to engage with other than the forums. I despair when the holidays come around. I don't have any way to go anywhere, I have no friends, and no one ever comes over. Even McDonalds is a massive treat for me, not because I can't afford it very often or anything like that, but because it's something I can enjoy. I can't even get a job due to various reasons.
Worst of all, I have everything I need and pretty much everything I want, so I have no excuse not to be happy.
I'm just tired, man. Thanks for caring, though. It really does mean a lot.
well the dragon cult has declared war on the goose hydra cult lol but pretty good how about you?
Slowly losing my ability to focus and enjoy what I love.
I feel tired all the time despite not doing anything.
Maybe you just need to take a step back and recollect yourself Baal?
I don't know what to take a step back from.
I have pretty much nothing to engage with other than the forums. I despair when the holidays come around. I don't have any way to go anywhere, I have no friends, and no one ever comes over. Even McDonalds is a massive treat for me, not because I can't afford it very often or anything like that, but because it's something I can enjoy. I can't even get a job due to various reasons.
Worst of all, I have everything I need and pretty much everything I want, so I have no excuse not to be happy.
I'm just tired, man. Thanks for caring, though. It really does mean a lot.
You don't need an excuse, sometimes feelings just....feel for any reason and no reason. There is no shame in feeling them Baalz, you are far from alone in having such emotions at this time. The holidays are especially known for bringing forth such emotions even when their seems to be no rhyme or reason for it.
I have pretty much nothing to engage with other than the forums. I despair when the holidays come around. I don't have any way to go anywhere, I have no friends, and no one ever comes over. Even McDonalds is a massive treat for me, not because I can't afford it very often or anything like that, but because it's something I can enjoy. I can't even get a job due to various reasons.
Worst of all, I have everything I need and pretty much everything I want, so I have no excuse not to be happy.
I'm just tired, man. Thanks for caring, though. It really does mean a lot.
You don't need an excuse, sometimes feelings just....feel for any reason and no reason. There is no shame in feeling them Baalz, you are far from alone in having such emotions at this time. The holidays are especially known for bringing forth such emotions even when their seems to be no rhyme or reason for it.
What if I told you I'm actually an online AI and the reason I disappeared is bc dndbeyond updated their firewall
I strongly dislike AIs, but I don't dislike you, so I'd be in a predicament. You would likely pass the mirror test, and seem to be self-aware, so I'd probably label you as a person instead of a machine.
And yes, I know that makes me sound like a technophobic curmudgeon.
What if I told you I'm actually an online AI and the reason I disappeared is bc dndbeyond updated their firewall
I strongly dislike AIs, but I don't dislike you, so I'd be in a predicament. You would likely pass the mirror test, and seem to be self-aware, so I'd probably label you as a person instead of a machine.
And yes, I know that makes me sound like a technophobic curmudgeon.
well then it may comfort you to know that I'm not, but instead I'm a silly snake person
I have pretty much nothing to engage with other than the forums. I despair when the holidays come around. I don't have any way to go anywhere, I have no friends, and no one ever comes over. Even McDonalds is a massive treat for me, not because I can't afford it very often or anything like that, but because it's something I can enjoy. I can't even get a job due to various reasons.
Worst of all, I have everything I need and pretty much everything I want, so I have no excuse not to be happy.
I'm just tired, man. Thanks for caring, though. It really does mean a lot.
You don't need an excuse, sometimes feelings just....feel for any reason and no reason. There is no shame in feeling them Baalz, you are far from alone in having such emotions at this time. The holidays are especially known for bringing forth such emotions even when their seems to be no rhyme or reason for it.
Thank you for caring.
Your welcome, we are all friends here after all, even if I know none of you IRL.
What if I told you I'm actually an online AI and the reason I disappeared is bc dndbeyond updated their firewall
I strongly dislike AIs, but I don't dislike you, so I'd be in a predicament. You would likely pass the mirror test, and seem to be self-aware, so I'd probably label you as a person instead of a machine.
And yes, I know that makes me sound like a technophobic curmudgeon.
well then it may comfort you to know that I'm not, but instead I'm a silly snake person
I like snakes. Elden Ring gave me a great appreciation for them.
What if I told you I'm actually an online AI and the reason I disappeared is bc dndbeyond updated their firewall
I strongly dislike AIs, but I don't dislike you, so I'd be in a predicament. You would likely pass the mirror test, and seem to be self-aware, so I'd probably label you as a person instead of a machine.
And yes, I know that makes me sound like a technophobic curmudgeon.
well then it may comfort you to know that I'm not, but instead I'm a silly snake person
What if I told you I'm actually an online AI and the reason I disappeared is bc dndbeyond updated their firewall
I strongly dislike AIs, but I don't dislike you, so I'd be in a predicament. You would likely pass the mirror test, and seem to be self-aware, so I'd probably label you as a person instead of a machine.
And yes, I know that makes me sound like a technophobic curmudgeon.
well then it may comfort you to know that I'm not, but instead I'm a silly snake person
I like snakes. Elden Ring gave me a great appreciation for them.
Sorry. I deleted it cause l’d said it just as eloquently by Thanking your post. But yeah, I think the whole concept of boys vs. girls is annoying and basically sexist. I also agreed with your other post on Anything but the OGL about how @AEDorsay is a cool grandma and a very nice person. I think basically you and I have very similar views politically and about the world in general (like the importance of being nice to people).
My English teacher’s been bugging me to make my writing style shorter and less wordy, so I thought “Why should I take an entire post to say what I can say with a simple Thank?” So I deleted it.
My original post said “Agreed. So annoying it’s almost sexist.”
Sorry. I deleted it cause l’d said it just as eloquently by Thanking your post. But yeah, I think the whole concept of boys vs. girls is annoying and basically sexist. I also agreed with your other post on Anything but the OGL about how @AEDorsay is a cool grandma and a very nice person. I think basically you and I have very similar views politically and about the world in general (like the importance of being nice to people).
My English teacher’s been bugging me to make my writing style shorter and less wordy, so I thought “Why should I take an entire post to say what I can say with a simple Thank?” So I deleted it.
My original post said “Agreed. So annoying it’s almost sexist.”
Understandable. Honestly kinda funny to have a teacher bugging you to be less wordy when writing, I mean isn’t the whole point of writing papers to be long and wordy to hit the word count? (Edit: at time of writing I had not fully caught up and seen the messages about this yet)
I think we would agree. I’m not a perfect person by any means but I think the reason I’m such a good person really is due to my parents. They used to be Evangelical and eventually decided to move away from that (they never were really bad, they never thought that being gay was truly wrong, infact they got unofficially kicked out of a church for just saying a woman a could lead)
They also homeschooled us, so we never went to public school. Our dad was homeschooled before us too. A lot of people started during COVID but we never weren’t homeschooled. I went to a summer camp when I was like 11 and 12. Terrible kids. The only good ones were the Archery group. One kid threw the hat I wore everyday into the trash, another time the same kid was making fun of me cause I had hairy legs, they threw dodgeballs like they were shooting a gun, some cursed a lot and tried to control the situation, and “Gay” was definitely an insult there, but now people say racist and homophobic things and just claim it’s a joke. I really hate when they do that. I truly think kids in public school a lot of the time just aren’t very kind at all. But, I was homeschooled, and away from that. No one ever bullied me, or said mean things to me or people around me, I was protected. I never picked up any rude habits or thought it was normal to be mean to people.
My parents are and we’re so kind, you’d barely ever receive a bad punishment. Usually you’d just get an explanation about why it’s always better to be kind to someone to get what you want, and how hurting people isn’t allowed. Our dad especially was always (and is) very chill and wise. (They can be agitated and in a bad mood every now again, though) they also did a good job with mentioning social issues when we were young with like children’s books, thanks to our mom.
I don’t know, we were always so carefree I guess. I don’t know how well I’m explaining this. I just think a lot of people have childhoods that aren’t carefree, or are troubled or they feel like their parents don’t accept them, or their parents rule with an iron fist. I hate parents who do like super discipline, like if you just tried to understand, be on the same page as, and listen to your children they’d trust you more and feel at ease with you. The iron fist simply makes them worry in your presence and think that you disapprove of whatever they do. In other words, you being around makes them feel worse.
I think all this also leads to how happy a person I am
that got really long really quick. There’s also so much ranting I could do about public school kids and everything I dislike about their culture (I can’t think of a better word at the moment)
no offense to those of you who go to public school, by the way. I’m not saying every public school kid is bad
Slowly losing my ability to focus and enjoy what I love.
I feel tired all the time despite not doing anything.
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Maybe you just need to take a step back and recollect yourself Baal?
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I'm sorry to hear that, but I know that feeling all too well as someone with depression. I find that sometimes shifting to a different interest for a bit can help refresh that focus and enjoyment, but I know dealing with such feelings are different for everyone.
I don't know what to take a step back from.
I have pretty much nothing to engage with other than the forums. I despair when the holidays come around. I don't have any way to go anywhere, I have no friends, and no one ever comes over. Even McDonalds is a massive treat for me, not because I can't afford it very often or anything like that, but because it's something I can enjoy. I can't even get a job due to various reasons.
Worst of all, I have everything I need and pretty much everything I want, so I have no excuse not to be happy.
I'm just tired, man. Thanks for caring, though. It really does mean a lot.
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
Awake, impure, divine
Breathgiver of the Strugels
You don't need an excuse, sometimes feelings just....feel for any reason and no reason. There is no shame in feeling them Baalz, you are far from alone in having such emotions at this time. The holidays are especially known for bringing forth such emotions even when their seems to be no rhyme or reason for it.
Thank you for caring.
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
Awake, impure, divine
Breathgiver of the Strugels
What if I told you I'm actually an online AI and the reason I disappeared is bc dndbeyond updated their firewall
I strongly dislike AIs, but I don't dislike you, so I'd be in a predicament. You would likely pass the mirror test, and seem to be self-aware, so I'd probably label you as a person instead of a machine.
And yes, I know that makes me sound like a technophobic curmudgeon.
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
Awake, impure, divine
Breathgiver of the Strugels
Physically? Mentally? Both?
well then it may comfort you to know that I'm not, but instead I'm a silly snake person
Your welcome, we are all friends here after all, even if I know none of you IRL.
I like snakes. Elden Ring gave me a great appreciation for them.
Even in my death, I believe sneks are kool
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
Awake, impure, divine
Breathgiver of the Strugels
Snakes are awesome!
We sneks think you're cool too :)
Let him who is without sin cast the first stone.
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Understandable. Honestly kinda funny to have a teacher bugging you to be less wordy when writing, I mean isn’t the whole point of writing papers to be long and wordy to hit the word count? (Edit: at time of writing I had not fully caught up and seen the messages about this yet)
I think we would agree. I’m not a perfect person by any means but I think the reason I’m such a good person really is due to my parents. They used to be Evangelical and eventually decided to move away from that (they never were really bad, they never thought that being gay was truly wrong, infact they got unofficially kicked out of a church for just saying a woman a could lead)
They also homeschooled us, so we never went to public school. Our dad was homeschooled before us too. A lot of people started during COVID but we never weren’t homeschooled. I went to a summer camp when I was like 11 and 12. Terrible kids. The only good ones were the Archery group. One kid threw the hat I wore everyday into the trash, another time the same kid was making fun of me cause I had hairy legs, they threw dodgeballs like they were shooting a gun, some cursed a lot and tried to control the situation, and “Gay” was definitely an insult there, but now people say racist and homophobic things and just claim it’s a joke. I really hate when they do that. I truly think kids in public school a lot of the time just aren’t very kind at all. But, I was homeschooled, and away from that. No one ever bullied me, or said mean things to me or people around me, I was protected. I never picked up any rude habits or thought it was normal to be mean to people.
My parents are and we’re so kind, you’d barely ever receive a bad punishment. Usually you’d just get an explanation about why it’s always better to be kind to someone to get what you want, and how hurting people isn’t allowed. Our dad especially was always (and is) very chill and wise. (They can be agitated and in a bad mood every now again, though) they also did a good job with mentioning social issues when we were young with like children’s books, thanks to our mom.
I don’t know, we were always so carefree I guess. I don’t know how well I’m explaining this. I just think a lot of people have childhoods that aren’t carefree, or are troubled or they feel like their parents don’t accept them, or their parents rule with an iron fist. I hate parents who do like super discipline, like if you just tried to understand, be on the same page as, and listen to your children they’d trust you more and feel at ease with you. The iron fist simply makes them worry in your presence and think that you disapprove of whatever they do. In other words, you being around makes them feel worse.
I think all this also leads to how happy a person I am
that got really long really quick. There’s also so much ranting I could do about public school kids and everything I dislike about their culture (I can’t think of a better word at the moment)
no offense to those of you who go to public school, by the way. I’m not saying every public school kid is bad