It's just... I used to be so used to crushing depression and dysphoria, but now I've been having more and more good days, so when the sad comes back in, it's a lot.
How did i deal with this? How did I live with the weight of constantly having to play the part of the good little daughter? I guess that now I know what it feels like to be truly happy and accepted, it hurts a lot more.
correct, its so much worse the second time
SO MUCH WORSE
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Hello! Call meTana. My pronouns are She/Her. I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace I will mother you if you are being stupid. ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
Golden, don't think that! You don't have to offer advice, but you're still smart!
...being intelligent is knowing how to apply knowledge and come up with solutions to problems. Advice is a facet of that.
...and you know that
I didn't know that
You're smart
Why is it that any time I try to tell people I'm not smart they gang up to say I am? It's not fair.
Flattering, I suppose, but not fair.
BECAUSE YOU ARE SMART, AND YOU CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT GET. OVER. IT
Please?
...Now you sound like my Mom. Except for the 'please'.
Shows she's lost patience with it lol
But yeah, Golden, you're smart in all of our books. (Last time I'll say it)
...
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Hello! Call meTana. My pronouns are She/Her. I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace I will mother you if you are being stupid. ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
It's just... I used to be so used to crushing depression and dysphoria, but now I've been having more and more good days, so when the sad comes back in, it's a lot.
How did i deal with this? How did I live with the weight of constantly having to play the part of the good little daughter? I guess that now I know what it feels like to be truly happy and accepted, it hurts a lot more.
correct, its so much worse the second time
SO MUCH WORSE
It honestly turns my stomach now. If I wasn't an actor by vocation, I'd be up the creek with out a paddle by now
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I'm Fry, a doodler, writer, aspiring singer/songwriter, and sort-of youtuber (check me out!) goofin' around on the interwebs Soli Deo Gloria(Sed servus eius crustulum vult) I'm a disabled, neurodivergent, dumpster fire, and somewhat of a clown, but I do my best :3 Crafter of Constellations, vocaloid enjoyer, waluigi’s #1 fan, space alien, undead cutie pie, danganer of ronpas, and certified silly goose Internet big sib to aspeninthetrees, TheGatoLover, (and hopefully more)
BECAUSE YOU ARE SMART, AND YOU CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT GET. OVER. IT
Please?
...Now you sound like my Mom. Except for the 'please'.
Oh, wow
BUT. GET. OVER. IT. NOW
Please? it will make me feel better?
*Purrs*
Sure...
*My Orange Tabby likes to purr just before assaulting people. I am concerned.*
*Purrs, then stabs you slowly, as a sign of love*
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Hello! Call meTana. My pronouns are She/Her. I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace I will mother you if you are being stupid. ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
Golden, don't think that! You don't have to offer advice, but you're still smart!
...being intelligent is knowing how to apply knowledge and come up with solutions to problems. Advice is a facet of that.
...and you know that
I didn't know that
You're smart
Why is it that any time I try to tell people I'm not smart they gang up to say I am? It's not fair.
Flattering, I suppose, but not fair.
BECAUSE YOU ARE SMART, AND YOU CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT GET. OVER. IT
Please?
...Now you sound like my Mom. Except for the 'please'.
Shows she's lost patience with it lol
But yeah, Golden, you're smart in all of our books. (Last time I'll say it)
...
Thats sort of insulting
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Hello! Call meTana. My pronouns are She/Her. I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace I will mother you if you are being stupid. ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
I'm Fry, a doodler, writer, aspiring singer/songwriter, and sort-of youtuber (check me out!) goofin' around on the interwebs Soli Deo Gloria(Sed servus eius crustulum vult) I'm a disabled, neurodivergent, dumpster fire, and somewhat of a clown, but I do my best :3 Crafter of Constellations, vocaloid enjoyer, waluigi’s #1 fan, space alien, undead cutie pie, danganer of ronpas, and certified silly goose Internet big sib to aspeninthetrees, TheGatoLover, (and hopefully more)
Hello! Call meTana. My pronouns are She/Her. I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace I will mother you if you are being stupid. ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
BECAUSE YOU ARE SMART, AND YOU CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT GET. OVER. IT
Please?
...Now you sound like my Mom. Except for the 'please'.
Shows she's lost patience with it lol
But yeah, Golden, you're smart in all of our books. (Last time I'll say it)
She definitely lost her patience.
Although that might not be why she lost patience with me.
Also: putting me in a book would degrade it's quality. But all right.
........
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Hello! Call meTana. My pronouns are She/Her. I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace I will mother you if you are being stupid. ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
It's just... I used to be so used to crushing depression and dysphoria, but now I've been having more and more good days, so when the sad comes back in, it's a lot.
How did i deal with this? How did I live with the weight of constantly having to play the part of the good little daughter? I guess that now I know what it feels like to be truly happy and accepted, it hurts a lot more.
correct, its so much worse the second time
SO MUCH WORSE
It honestly turns my stomach now. If I wasn't an actor by vocation, I'd be up the creek with out a paddle by now
It's okay to accept that you're not feeling great. Over the last few years, I've personally realized that when I try to "tough it out" and "man up", things just go downhill from there. So -- it's okay to take a day off, sleep in, work on feeling better. And look -- everyone has these days. You're not alone.
But -- knowing what happiness is and coming back to where you started is hard. I'm not entirely sure what to say here -- hope you feel better, hope you figure this out -- and know that things'll get better. You are yourself -- you know what you need.
Also (for everyone) -- I know (nearly) none of you IRL, yet you all are great people. Keep being that way :)
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Build us a door And rest here with me Lights are on But nobody's home... extended sig
BECAUSE YOU ARE SMART, AND YOU CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT GET. OVER. IT
Please?
...Now you sound like my Mom. Except for the 'please'.
Oh, wow
BUT. GET. OVER. IT. NOW
Please? it will make me feel better?
*Purrs*
Sure...
*My Orange Tabby likes to purr just before assaulting people. I am concerned.*
*Purrs, then stabs you slowly, as a sign of love*
um...
Cats can do that
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Hello! Call meTana. My pronouns are She/Her. I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace I will mother you if you are being stupid. ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll] I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
correct, its so much worse the second time
SO MUCH WORSE
Hello! Call me Tana.
My pronouns are She/Her.
I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace
I will mother you if you are being stupid.
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
...
Hello! Call me Tana.
My pronouns are She/Her.
I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace
I will mother you if you are being stupid.
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
It honestly turns my stomach now. If I wasn't an actor by vocation, I'd be up the creek with out a paddle by now
I'm Fry, a doodler, writer, aspiring singer/songwriter, and sort-of youtuber (check me out!) goofin' around on the interwebs
Soli Deo Gloria(Sed servus eius crustulum vult)
I'm a disabled, neurodivergent, dumpster fire, and somewhat of a clown, but I do my best :3
Crafter of Constellations, vocaloid enjoyer, waluigi’s #1 fan, space alien, undead cutie pie, danganer of ronpas, and certified silly goose
Internet big sib to aspeninthetrees, TheGatoLover, (and hopefully more)
YO I'M COOKING ON INVESTOPEDIA LET'S GO
Build us a door
And rest here with me
Lights are on
But nobody's home...
extended sig
sorry sorry sorry
excited about hitting 1000 posts as well
Build us a door
And rest here with me
Lights are on
But nobody's home...
extended sig
Sure...
*My Orange Tabby likes to purr just before assaulting people. I am concerned.*
Here's a link to my Discord thing: The Dorky Dragon Tavern
"Avoid roasted cabbage, do not eat earwax, and look on the bright side of life." -Angela
this is Gato's way. [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Hello, all! Foalin is my familiar, after a little conversation...
extended sig(click it): :3
*Purrs, then stabs you slowly, as a sign of love*
Hello! Call me Tana.
My pronouns are She/Her.
I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace
I will mother you if you are being stupid.
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
Thats sort of insulting
Hello! Call me Tana.
My pronouns are She/Her.
I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace
I will mother you if you are being stupid.
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
No its all good im just being depressing
I'm Fry, a doodler, writer, aspiring singer/songwriter, and sort-of youtuber (check me out!) goofin' around on the interwebs
Soli Deo Gloria(Sed servus eius crustulum vult)
I'm a disabled, neurodivergent, dumpster fire, and somewhat of a clown, but I do my best :3
Crafter of Constellations, vocaloid enjoyer, waluigi’s #1 fan, space alien, undead cutie pie, danganer of ronpas, and certified silly goose
Internet big sib to aspeninthetrees, TheGatoLover, (and hopefully more)
She definitely lost her patience.
Although that might not be why she lost patience with me.
Also: putting me in a book would degrade its quality. But all right.
Here's a link to my Discord thing: The Dorky Dragon Tavern
"Avoid roasted cabbage, do not eat earwax, and look on the bright side of life." -Angela
this is Gato's way. [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Hello, all! Foalin is my familiar, after a little conversation...
extended sig(click it): :3
Which, is sometimes the best medicine
Hello! Call me Tana.
My pronouns are She/Her.
I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace
I will mother you if you are being stupid.
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
........
Hello! Call me Tana.
My pronouns are She/Her.
I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace
I will mother you if you are being stupid.
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
WAIT OLD UI RESTORED!
Praise Jeff!!!!!
Ni!
Creator of the Realm of Dragons Tavern
My Extended Sig
It's okay to accept that you're not feeling great. Over the last few years, I've personally realized that when I try to "tough it out" and "man up", things just go downhill from there. So -- it's okay to take a day off, sleep in, work on feeling better. And look -- everyone has these days. You're not alone.
But -- knowing what happiness is and coming back to where you started is hard. I'm not entirely sure what to say here -- hope you feel better, hope you figure this out -- and know that things'll get better. You are yourself -- you know what you need.
Also (for everyone) -- I know (nearly) none of you IRL, yet you all are great people. Keep being that way :)
Build us a door
And rest here with me
Lights are on
But nobody's home...
extended sig
No! Completely understood (again, everyone's like this at times.)
Build us a door
And rest here with me
Lights are on
But nobody's home...
extended sig
um...
Build us a door
And rest here with me
Lights are on
But nobody's home...
extended sig
Yup. Hi, Isaac!
Build us a door
And rest here with me
Lights are on
But nobody's home...
extended sig
(also 7 (after this, 6) posts from 1000 yay! :)
EDIT -- after I posted this I just realized I was about...6'7 posts from 1000, maybe?
Build us a door
And rest here with me
Lights are on
But nobody's home...
extended sig
Cats can do that
Hello! Call me Tana.
My pronouns are She/Her.
I am a teenager. I have Autism and ADHD. And, you would probably call me trans femme, Pansexual pancake, and ace
I will mother you if you are being stupid.
ALL HAIL MERLIN! [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
I have adopted Golden, Salem, Wes, Aspen, and Foalin.
That's literally what he does :)
Here's a link to my Discord thing: The Dorky Dragon Tavern
"Avoid roasted cabbage, do not eat earwax, and look on the bright side of life." -Angela
this is Gato's way. [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] + [roll]1d4[/roll] = [roll][roll:-6]+[roll:-5]+[roll:-4]+[roll:-3]+[roll:-2]+[roll:-1][/roll]
Hello, all! Foalin is my familiar, after a little conversation...
extended sig(click it): :3