I have a few Playlist as well, and this one is my attempt to tell a story of man who has given up on life, people and all that is good to live as he wants.
The Playlist begins with man who realizing he feels like a monster and accepting blasphemy, contrasting all that he was taught and feeling those real feelings inside. But he begins to realize that those feelings are a showing of sickness inside of, and falling into darkness. He begins to hate it, and therefore himself. He calls out for someone to save him, but when no one comes in the time he wants, he begins to feel indignant again, letting his hatred of himself morph into a deceiving pride. He then builds an empire on the grounds of his defeated enemies, mocking all who refused to help or love him.
But it only lasts so long, he realizes his empire of bones is just that, bones. Amongst the bones, he finds the ones of a man he killed, of a selfless, sinless, perfect man who tried to help him, and was not afraid to die trying. The man feels overwhelming guilt and shame that is actions have brought, and cries out to the man he slew, begging for forgiveness. Then, he feels it. He finds it. Forgiveness. Love. The man, rises from death, symbolizing the overcoming the man's wrong actions for him, because he couldn't alone. This perfect man shows him a love he has never felt before, and struggles with feeling like he is worthy. And then, in the attempt to hold onto his pride, he says be is more than worthy, and that this should have come long ago, he says that he gave everthing for healing like this, and is has come late. For a brief moment, he doubts, saying he gave everything for this man's kind of healing. He is answered, by the realization, that the man DIED for him. He gave up all he had to heal this broken protagonist. When the protagonist realizes this, he understands now that he should have been the one to die for his wrongs, but the man did for him when he was innocent. He feels the burden of shame again, and accepts it now, letting himself soak in glory of this realization.
He does stay in shame, as that is not where the end lies. He gets up and fights to have a better life, to be found worthy of this forgiveness in a new way. But the sinless man stops him, asking him why he feels this need. He points out how it is still pride, and if he follows it, he will be worn out trying to accomplish the impossible. He wasn't worthy, he never will be. The man did something as an act of mercy and love. If this protagonist was try and prove himself worthy, even by good deeds, he would be negating the man's sacrifice and love.
After all of that, he is ready, he rises up from the ashes of defeat, and lives his life not in the power of himself, as it was never enough and lead to death. No now he lives in the power of the love the man gave him, imbued with strength and now inspired (instead of forced) to live a good life, and he thanks the selfless man for everthing. The man lives life now as a warrior of goodness, seeking to bring this mercy he was given to all he meets. To share the goodness of this reality.
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I have made a huge homebrew setting that I am still working on putting here in DDB. Please give me feedback, I want to know all of what I am doing wrong, and what I am doing right. The thread is a huge work in progress, so everything in it from content to layout is subject to change. Please check this forum:Welcome to Zionderia
Also I have a fun thread that explores an idea about dreams based off the movie Inception. I still need to add the link but stay tuned.
I have a few Playlist as well, and this one is my attempt to tell a story of man who has given up on life, people and all that is good to live as he wants.
The Playlist begins with man who realizing he feels like a monster and accepting blasphemy, contrasting all that he was taught and feeling those real feelings inside. But he begins to realize that those feelings are a showing of sickness inside of, and falling into darkness. He begins to hate it, and therefore himself. He calls out for someone to save him, but when no one comes in the time he wants, he begins to feel indignant again, letting his hatred of himself morph into a deceiving pride. He then builds an empire on the grounds of his defeated enemies, mocking all who refused to help or love him.
But it only lasts so long, he realizes his empire of bones is just that, bones. Amongst the bones, he finds the ones of a man he killed, of a selfless, sinless, perfect man who tried to help him, and was not afraid to die trying. The man feels overwhelming guilt and shame that is actions have brought, and cries out to the man he slew, begging for forgiveness. Then, he feels it. He finds it. Forgiveness. Love. The man, rises from death, symbolizing the overcoming the man's wrong actions for him, because he couldn't alone. This perfect man shows him a love he has never felt before, and struggles with feeling like he is worthy. And then, in the attempt to hold onto his pride, he says be is more than worthy, and that this should have come long ago, he says that he gave everthing for healing like this, and is has come late. For a brief moment, he doubts, saying he gave everything for this man's kind of healing. He is answered, by the realization, that the man DIED for him. He gave up all he had to heal this broken protagonist. When the protagonist realizes this, he understands now that he should have been the one to die for his wrongs, but the man did for him when he was innocent. He feels the burden of shame again, and accepts it now, letting himself soak in glory of this realization.
He does stay in shame, as that is not where the end lies. He gets up and fights to have a better life, to be found worthy of this forgiveness in a new way. But the sinless man stops him, asking him why he feels this need. He points out how it is still pride, and if he follows it, he will be worn out trying to accomplish the impossible. He wasn't worthy, he never will be. The man did something as an act of mercy and love. If this protagonist was try and prove himself worthy, even by good deeds, he would be negating the man's sacrifice and love.
After all of that, he is ready, he rises up from the ashes of defeat, and lives his life not in the power of himself, as it was never enough and lead to death. No now he lives in the power of the love the man gave him, imbued with strength and now inspired (instead of forced) to live a good life, and he thanks the selfless man for everthing. The man lives life now as a warrior of goodness, seeking to bring this mercy he was given to all he meets. To share the goodness of this reality.
I have made a huge homebrew setting that I am still working on putting here in DDB. Please give me feedback, I want to know all of what I am doing wrong, and what I am doing right. The thread is a huge work in progress, so everything in it from content to layout is subject to change. Please check this forum:Welcome to Zionderia
Also I have a fun thread that explores an idea about dreams based off the movie Inception. I still need to add the link but stay tuned.
Hey Dragonmaster! Haven’t seen you around before :D
Yeah me new.
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I have made a huge homebrew setting that I am still working on putting here in DDB. Please give me feedback, I want to know all of what I am doing wrong, and what I am doing right. The thread is a huge work in progress, so everything in it from content to layout is subject to change. Please check this forum:Welcome to Zionderia
Also I have a fun thread that explores an idea about dreams based off the movie Inception. I still need to add the link but stay tuned.
Hey Dragon Man, I’m Bananer btw, one of the rarer creatures you’ll find on ddb.
Lol, alright. I am actually think of getting my name changed to Arronlion, he is the protagonist of my personal story I made. Been working on it ever since I was 5 lol. Don't know how or why it was started, but I give all the credit to Yahweh. 😊👍 Arronlion means a lot to me, his nature is modeled after my own. Not sure how to change my name.
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I have made a huge homebrew setting that I am still working on putting here in DDB. Please give me feedback, I want to know all of what I am doing wrong, and what I am doing right. The thread is a huge work in progress, so everything in it from content to layout is subject to change. Please check this forum:Welcome to Zionderia
Also I have a fun thread that explores an idea about dreams based off the movie Inception. I still need to add the link but stay tuned.
Hey Dragon Man, I’m Bananer btw, one of the rarer creatures you’ll find on ddb.
Lol, alright. I am actually think of getting my name changed to Arronlion, he is the protagonist of my personal story I made. Been working on it ever since I was 5 lol. Don't know how or why it was started, but I give all the credit to Yahweh. 😊👍 Arronlion means a lot to me, his nature is modeled after my own. Not sure how to change my name.
Hey Dragon Man, I’m Bananer btw, one of the rarer creatures you’ll find on ddb.
Lol, alright. I am actually think of getting my name changed to Arronlion, he is the protagonist of my personal story I made. Been working on it ever since I was 5 lol. Don't know how or why it was started, but I give all the credit to Yahweh. 😊👍 Arronlion means a lot to me, his nature is modeled after my own. Not sure how to change my name.
There’s a thread on ddb where you can ask the mods to give you a name change credit. What kinda story?
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Hey Dragon Man, I’m Bananer btw, one of the rarer creatures you’ll find on ddb.
Lol, alright. I am actually think of getting my name changed to Arronlion, he is the protagonist of my personal story I made. Been working on it ever since I was 5 lol. Don't know how or why it was started, but I give all the credit to Yahweh. 😊👍 Arronlion means a lot to me, his nature is modeled after my own. Not sure how to change my name.
There’s a thread on ddb where you can ask the mods to give you a name change credit. What kinda story?
Hmm...well how to describe it's kind I am not sure but let's just say it's a meaningful story. It takes place in my setting Zionderia, you can find stuff about the world in my thread Welcome to Zionderia.
Arronlion's story is something I have yet to put in a well written form, and it is part of several other character stories that happen at the same time. There are a lot of stories in Zionderia and Arronlion's was the one I first made, but it takes place in a time period which is the 1st Era of Zionderia, and much happens during the worlds creation and the following Era 0. Era 0 is the time I am trying to make an introductory campaign for. I am playing it with my family now to playtest it.
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I have made a huge homebrew setting that I am still working on putting here in DDB. Please give me feedback, I want to know all of what I am doing wrong, and what I am doing right. The thread is a huge work in progress, so everything in it from content to layout is subject to change. Please check this forum:Welcome to Zionderia
Also I have a fun thread that explores an idea about dreams based off the movie Inception. I still need to add the link but stay tuned.
Hey Dragon Man, I’m Bananer btw, one of the rarer creatures you’ll find on ddb.
Lol, alright. I am actually think of getting my name changed to Arronlion, he is the protagonist of my personal story I made. Been working on it ever since I was 5 lol. Don't know how or why it was started, but I give all the credit to Yahweh. 😊👍 Arronlion means a lot to me, his nature is modeled after my own. Not sure how to change my name.
There’s a thread on ddb where you can ask the mods to give you a name change credit. What kinda story?
Hmm...well how to describe it's kind I am not sure but let's just say it's a meaningful story. It takes place in my setting Zionderia, you can find stuff about the world in my thread Welcome to Zionderia.
Arronlion's story is something I have yet to put in a well written form, and it is part of several other character stories that happen at the same time. There are a lot of stories in Zionderia and Arronlion's was the one I first made, but it takes place in a time period which is the 1st Era of Zionderia, and much happens during the worlds creation and the following Era 0. Era 0 is the time I am trying to make an introductory campaign for. I am playing it with my family now to playtest it.
That’s epic :D
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Came back from my first day back at the stronghold to see like 30 notifications at once. Both gives me nostalgia for when I got on after school to rp on whatever thread I liked most at the time, and also makes me go "Bruh".
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Hello! I am a perfectly sane gibberer. Hi! :D
Locations are dead, the Temple of Potassium has fallen but its ideals live on
Came back from my first day back at the stronghold to see like 30 notifications at once. Both gives me nostalgia for when I got on after school to rp on whatever thread I liked most at the time, and also makes me go "Bruh".
Hola Gibbs!
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Yo, I’m Himy, He/Him. I enjoy reading books, understanding why and how things work, anime/manga, video games and obviously, TTRPGS. I’m not the sharpest tool in the shed, but I like to think Im close. I’m good at trivia, history and science
I struggle with empathy. If you’re not sure what I mean by that, it basically means it’s hard for me to understand the mental state of others and respond with the right emotions
Came back from my first day back at the stronghold to see like 30 notifications at once. Both gives me nostalgia for when I got on after school to rp on whatever thread I liked most at the time, and also makes me go "Bruh".
Hola Gibbs!
Hi! How are you?
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Hello! I am a perfectly sane gibberer. Hi! :D
Locations are dead, the Temple of Potassium has fallen but its ideals live on
BANANER!!!1! I missed you ~w~
Lol I’m here, just creeping around in the shadows where nobody sees me :D
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I'd love to catch up with you some time, I have a lot to talk about ^_^
:)
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You think we can chat sometime today?
Sure! Responded to ur PM.
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
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I have a few Playlist as well, and this one is my attempt to tell a story of man who has given up on life, people and all that is good to live as he wants.
The Playlist begins with man who realizing he feels like a monster and accepting blasphemy, contrasting all that he was taught and feeling those real feelings inside. But he begins to realize that those feelings are a showing of sickness inside of, and falling into darkness. He begins to hate it, and therefore himself. He calls out for someone to save him, but when no one comes in the time he wants, he begins to feel indignant again, letting his hatred of himself morph into a deceiving pride. He then builds an empire on the grounds of his defeated enemies, mocking all who refused to help or love him.
But it only lasts so long, he realizes his empire of bones is just that, bones. Amongst the bones, he finds the ones of a man he killed, of a selfless, sinless, perfect man who tried to help him, and was not afraid to die trying. The man feels overwhelming guilt and shame that is actions have brought, and cries out to the man he slew, begging for forgiveness. Then, he feels it. He finds it. Forgiveness. Love. The man, rises from death, symbolizing the overcoming the man's wrong actions for him, because he couldn't alone. This perfect man shows him a love he has never felt before, and struggles with feeling like he is worthy. And then, in the attempt to hold onto his pride, he says be is more than worthy, and that this should have come long ago, he says that he gave everthing for healing like this, and is has come late. For a brief moment, he doubts, saying he gave everything for this man's kind of healing. He is answered, by the realization, that the man DIED for him. He gave up all he had to heal this broken protagonist. When the protagonist realizes this, he understands now that he should have been the one to die for his wrongs, but the man did for him when he was innocent. He feels the burden of shame again, and accepts it now, letting himself soak in glory of this realization.
He does stay in shame, as that is not where the end lies. He gets up and fights to have a better life, to be found worthy of this forgiveness in a new way. But the sinless man stops him, asking him why he feels this need. He points out how it is still pride, and if he follows it, he will be worn out trying to accomplish the impossible. He wasn't worthy, he never will be. The man did something as an act of mercy and love. If this protagonist was try and prove himself worthy, even by good deeds, he would be negating the man's sacrifice and love.
After all of that, he is ready, he rises up from the ashes of defeat, and lives his life not in the power of himself, as it was never enough and lead to death. No now he lives in the power of the love the man gave him, imbued with strength and now inspired (instead of forced) to live a good life, and he thanks the selfless man for everthing. The man lives life now as a warrior of goodness, seeking to bring this mercy he was given to all he meets. To share the goodness of this reality.
I have made a huge homebrew setting that I am still working on putting here in DDB. Please give me feedback, I want to know all of what I am doing wrong, and what I am doing right. The thread is a huge work in progress, so everything in it from content to layout is subject to change. Please check this forum: Welcome to Zionderia
Also I have a fun thread that explores an idea about dreams based off the movie Inception. I still need to add the link but stay tuned.
Here is the playlist lol https://open.spotify.com/playlist/42EHI90znHr2mxmiGxVQZh?si=GRfwv5RpRm2ImYWIwDfW-g&pi=houyGQW3Thi9B
I have made a huge homebrew setting that I am still working on putting here in DDB. Please give me feedback, I want to know all of what I am doing wrong, and what I am doing right. The thread is a huge work in progress, so everything in it from content to layout is subject to change. Please check this forum: Welcome to Zionderia
Also I have a fun thread that explores an idea about dreams based off the movie Inception. I still need to add the link but stay tuned.
Yeah me new.
I have made a huge homebrew setting that I am still working on putting here in DDB. Please give me feedback, I want to know all of what I am doing wrong, and what I am doing right. The thread is a huge work in progress, so everything in it from content to layout is subject to change. Please check this forum: Welcome to Zionderia
Also I have a fun thread that explores an idea about dreams based off the movie Inception. I still need to add the link but stay tuned.
Hey Dragon Man, I’m Bananer btw, one of the rarer creatures you’ll find on ddb.
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Extended Signature!
Lol, alright. I am actually think of getting my name changed to Arronlion, he is the protagonist of my personal story I made. Been working on it ever since I was 5 lol. Don't know how or why it was started, but I give all the credit to Yahweh. 😊👍 Arronlion means a lot to me, his nature is modeled after my own. Not sure how to change my name.
I have made a huge homebrew setting that I am still working on putting here in DDB. Please give me feedback, I want to know all of what I am doing wrong, and what I am doing right. The thread is a huge work in progress, so everything in it from content to layout is subject to change. Please check this forum: Welcome to Zionderia
Also I have a fun thread that explores an idea about dreams based off the movie Inception. I still need to add the link but stay tuned.
I can link you a thread where you can ask!
There’s a thread on ddb where you can ask the mods to give you a name change credit.
What kinda story?
Your local friendly stupid doop!
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Here you go! :3
https://www.dndbeyond.com/forums/d-d-beyond-general/bugs-support/65846-display-name-change-request-thread-v2
Hmm...well how to describe it's kind I am not sure but let's just say it's a meaningful story. It takes place in my setting Zionderia, you can find stuff about the world in my thread Welcome to Zionderia.
Arronlion's story is something I have yet to put in a well written form, and it is part of several other character stories that happen at the same time. There are a lot of stories in Zionderia and Arronlion's was the one I first made, but it takes place in a time period which is the 1st Era of Zionderia, and much happens during the worlds creation and the following Era 0. Era 0 is the time I am trying to make an introductory campaign for. I am playing it with my family now to playtest it.
I have made a huge homebrew setting that I am still working on putting here in DDB. Please give me feedback, I want to know all of what I am doing wrong, and what I am doing right. The thread is a huge work in progress, so everything in it from content to layout is subject to change. Please check this forum: Welcome to Zionderia
Also I have a fun thread that explores an idea about dreams based off the movie Inception. I still need to add the link but stay tuned.
That’s epic :D
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
Extended Signature!
Came back from my first day back at the stronghold to see like 30 notifications at once. Both gives me nostalgia for when I got on after school to rp on whatever thread I liked most at the time, and also makes me go "Bruh".
Hello! I am a perfectly sane gibberer. Hi! :D
Locations are dead, the Temple of Potassium has fallen but its ideals live on
A mysterious link of chain... (Extended signature). PRAISE JEFF THE EVIL ROOMBA! REALLY cool video.
One of the Warlock Patrons on the forums. Low, low price of your soul, firstborn child and liver!
Titles: The Echoing Story Spewer (Drummer), the Endless Maws (Isis), the Mad Murderer (PJ), more on my extended sig
Hola Gibbs!
Yo, I’m Himy, He/Him. I enjoy reading books, understanding why and how things work, anime/manga, video games and obviously, TTRPGS. I’m not the sharpest tool in the shed, but I like to think Im close. I’m good at trivia, history and science
I struggle with empathy. If you’re not sure what I mean by that, it basically means it’s hard for me to understand the mental state of others and respond with the right emotions
Should be all the important bits. Sweet
Hi! How are you?
Hello! I am a perfectly sane gibberer. Hi! :D
Locations are dead, the Temple of Potassium has fallen but its ideals live on
A mysterious link of chain... (Extended signature). PRAISE JEFF THE EVIL ROOMBA! REALLY cool video.
One of the Warlock Patrons on the forums. Low, low price of your soul, firstborn child and liver!
Titles: The Echoing Story Spewer (Drummer), the Endless Maws (Isis), the Mad Murderer (PJ), more on my extended sig
Hi Gibber!
Hey Himy!
Your local friendly stupid doop!
Professional idiot! Trans! Pansexual pancake! I am a minor so you will do none of that (GP) with me! I use He/They pronouns :3
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